The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

The room is filled with a faint smell of heather.

There was the sound of water in the bathroom, and occasionally there were one or two curses from Su Linyi, followed by Xu Yun's seductive words coaxing the ignorant young man, accompanied by panting, drowned by the sound of water.

Wrapped in a bathrobe, Xu Yun came out of the bathroom with Su Linyi in his arms, put on his clothes, took a cotton swab and carefully wiped the water from his earlobes little by little, and then wiped his hair.

"Lend me a pair of underwear to wear." He said.

Su Linyi: "No."

"So cruel, or..." Xu Yun put his hand on the side of the bathrobe slowly, "I just want to see my brother naked."

Su Linyi: "...the lower drawer over there."

Xu Yun clearly took his clothes and wore them with familiarity before, but now he pretended to ask him to borrow them, making it clear that he did it on purpose.

He was really tired and lethargic.

"Sleep when you're sleepy." Xu Yun said, "It's not too late to study."

Su Linyi yawned: "I'm going to sleep now, and I won't be able to sleep at night later."

Xu Yun: "I'll show you the time."

"How about you..." Su Linyi rubbed his eyes, "Don't go back tonight."

Xu Yun wiped Su Linyi's hair with a towel and said nothing. The marks on Su Linyi's body were covered by his collar, and there was no good place for him. He looked pitiful as if he had been abused.

Su Linyi tugged at the hem of his clothes, "Tsk, talk."

Xu Yun brushed his hair with fingertips, "Let me think about it."

"Is this still something to consider?" Su Linyi asked.

Xu Yun laughed, "Can't you act like a baby?"

Su Linyi: "No."

Xu Yun: "I wasn't quite good at acting like a baby just now..."

Su Linyi: "..."

Su Linyi felt that Xu Yun was a fucking pervert.

As an adult, it is not a big problem for Xu Yun not to return home at night. He blows Su Linyi's hair, and Su Linyi shakes his head, as if he is about to fall asleep in the next second. When the hair dryer stops, His head fell on Xu Yun's abdominal muscles.

Xu Yun touched his soft hair.

The two communicated more deeply, and in contrast, their relationship became closer.

During the winter vacation, Xu Yun often came to Su Linyi's place, occasionally staying overnight, and soon, it was New Year's Eve. This year's New Year's Eve, Su Linyi had no plans to go back. Xu Yun's father was also busy tonight.

On New Year's Eve, at Su Linyi's house, Aunt Chen was on vacation, and the villa was empty, without the slightest festive atmosphere, making it look lonely and deserted.

He took a book to endorse, and after reciting for a while, he poked his phone absently. Xu Yun said that he had something to do today, so he didn't come here for now, and he didn't know what was going on.

Just then, a call popped up on the phone screen.

Gangzi called.

"Brother, are you awake?"

Su Linyi: "There is something to talk about."

"Go out for a meal at noon, and Lao Yang and the others. We don't have time in the evening, so we can get together now."

It's all right, and I can't read the book very well. After two seconds, Su Linyi said "OK".

But Su Linyi didn't think about it, what Xu Yun said was something, that was to meet other women.

It snowed in the morning, and the ground was covered with a thin layer of snowflakes. Pedestrians trampled on the road, and the white snow was mixed with mud and water, making it extremely dirty.

On a whole commercial street, there are more young people on the road during the holidays.

Su Linyi was sitting in the milk tea shop, with a silver ring hanging from his earlobe, lowering his head and sliding his mobile phone, waiting for someone here. A few minutes later, several tall young men pushed the door and entered. I thought it was to make trouble.

"Brother Yi, I've been waiting for a long time." Gangzi sat across from Su Linyi with a smile on his face. They had just come out of the Internet cafe, and they still smelled of cigarettes.

Su Linyi leaned on the stool, put his hands in his pockets, "Sit over there, it smells bad."

"What's the smell?"

"The smell of smoke is smoky."

"Fuck, when did you get so particular about it, Ah Ye, go order some cups of milk tea."

"Okay, brother one, what do you drink?"

Su Linyi: "Lemon fruit tea."

Gangzi: "Why didn't you ask me?"

"Don't you just drink whatever you want?" Aye said.

Gangzi "tsk", and asked Su Linyi if he would play billiards and bowling, and Su Linyi said "anything is fine".

"My family has to have a reunion dinner again tonight. It's annoying to be a big family."

They were talking, one might as well, someone got involved in the Su family, the scene became quiet for a moment, and they looked at Su Linyi.

Su Linyi raised his eyelids: "Huh?"

"It's nothing, nothing... Oh fuck, isn't that Xu Yun?"

Hearing the name "Xu Yun", Su Linyi followed the man's hand and turned his head. The conditioned reflex was so quick that the person on the opposite side muttered, thinking that Su Linyi was sensitive to "Xu Yun" Is it all this high?

I saw two figures walking side by side outside the transparent glass. Xu Yun was wearing a black overcoat with a slight smile on his handsome face. The woman beside him was wearing a beige overcoat and carrying a bag. Her maroon curly hair fell on her shoulders. At first glance, she looks like a talented woman.

"The one next to him, is he his girlfriend?"

"It's pretty pretty... Tsk, it's a pity to match up with Xu Yun."

"Don't talk about it, looking at it this way, Xu Yun seems to be okay."

Su Lin sneered disdainfully: "Is it a woman standing next to him that is his girlfriend?"

There was a subtle displeasure in his tone, and Xu Yun couldn't match him anyway—but he wasn't happy matching him, anyway.

"That's right, with Xu Yun's personality, can he find such a good-looking partner!?"

"He can pretend..."

Moreover, among other things, girls like him, a man who looks elegant and temperamental, but he dare not say this, after all, he will be beaten by gangs here.

Who doesn't know that what Su Linyi hates the most is the kind of people Xu Yun can't pretend to be.

Su Linyi was like a slender upper body, and said with a stinky face: "What's wrong with his personality?"

The man gave him a look.

Someone felt that the atmosphere was not right, so they changed the subject and said clearly: "The main thing is the atmosphere between them, have you seen it? It's the same as when they first fell in love. That kind of green and ambiguous feeling, body language and so on, just look at it." It's not just a normal friendship..."

Su Linyi's complexion is not very good-looking, and language sometimes affects people's judgment, such as now.

Even though he knew that it was impossible for them to fall in love, he couldn't help thinking in other directions.

For the other young people, when encountering Xu Yun's matter, they just said a few words, and after noticing the dark complexion of Su Linyi who was sitting opposite, the two figures outside walked away, and they I will not talk about it.

The number for the milk tea over there was called, and someone came to bring the milk tea. Su Linyi took the lemon milk tea, inserted a straw, bit the straw carefully, and looked at the two figures on the street that were drifting away.

He stood up abruptly.

"Brother Yi, where are you going?" The person next to him raised his head in a daze.

Su Linyi: "I'll be back later."

-

On the asphalt road, a car was parked in a temporary parking space.

"Thanks, let's send it here, my girlfriend is here to pick me up." The woman stood beside the car and said.

Xu Yun: "OK."

"Hey——" The woman's upper body tilted towards Xu Yun, "Who is following us all the time?"

Xu Yun glanced behind him.

There are a lot of buildings, there are not many pedestrians on the road, a pair of sneakers are exposed behind the billboard, the sneakers are the style and color that Xu Yun is familiar with.

The next moment, Xu Yun's cell phone rang, and he took out the cell phone to look at it.

"Let's go, we have time to go back to City Z and get together again." The woman waved her hand.

Xu Yun said "hmm" and answered the phone.

"Where are you?" Su Linyi asked over there.

"I'm here..." Xu Yun raised his foot and walked forward.

Su Linyi didn't hear the answer, so he lowered his head and kicked the snow in front of him.

"In front of you." Xu Yun said.

There was an extra pair of shoes in front of Su Linyi's eyes. He raised his head and saw Xu Yun standing in front of him with a half-smile.

Still laughing, laughing profanely.

Su Linyi was not embarrassed when he was discovered, he hung up the phone, reached out and grabbed Xu Yun's collar, "What's the matter?"

Xu Yun: "Huh?"

Su Linyi: "That's what you said, what's the matter?"

The wind blew the billboard loudly.

Su Linyi raised his brows, his eyes showing displeasure: "Explain?"

The broken hair on his forehead fluttered, and the earlobes were a little silvery, and they were very close together, wrapped in a light lemon smell, which was strangely sour.

Xu Yun helped his waist.

"She's one of my seniors." Xu Yun said, "I met her at the dinner and chatted with her a few more times."

"Just senior sister?"

"She has a partner."

After a while, Su Linyi said "oh", let go of him, and smoothed his collar.

"You're so energetic, why are you here?" Xu Yun tugged at the neckline.

Su Linyi: "Just play."

Xu Yun: "Are you following me again?"

Su Linyi: "Yes."

This answer was straightforward.

"I thought, you..." Su Linyi hesitated.

"What about me?" Xu Yun asked, "Cheated?"

Su Linyi: "It's a blind date."

"Am I someone who needs a blind date?" Xu Yun said, "I have someone."

The jealous look is also so cute.

Xu Yun bent his lips.

Su Linyi said "Oh", and the corners of his lips curled up. The phone in his pocket vibrated. Su Linyi cleared his throat and asked him if there was anything else. Xu Yun said no, and he went Ask Xu Yun if he wants to play with him.

"Okay." Xu Yun said nonchalantly, "Bring me to my friend, is this finally about giving my brother a name?"

Su Linyi: "..."

When he took Xu Yun back to the milk tea shop, the young people in the milk tea shop who were chatting in full swing fell silent, as if the pause button had been pressed suddenly, and there was no sound for a while.

They made eye contact.

Su Linyi brought Xu Yun over and said that everyone was friends and they were playing together. They couldn't figure out what Su Linyi meant for a while, Xu Yun smiled calmly and said, "Take care of me."

Su Linyi drooped his eyelids at the side, holding the milk tea and drinking it one mouthful at a time. After drinking less than half a cup, he remembered to ask Xu Yun if he wanted milk tea.

Xu Yun has no interest in milk tea, but...

His eyes fell on Su Linyi's moist and red lips, and he drank the milk tea one after another, and the milk tea seemed to become delicious.

Xu Yun: "Then... order the same cup as yours."

"It doesn't need to be so troublesome." Su Linyi directly stuffed the milk tea into his hand, "Drink it."

Xu Yun took it naturally: "Thank you, brother one."

Su Linyi: "..."

What the hell is he called Brother Yi suddenly? This fucking is obviously playing with him openly.

Under the table, he felt the back of his hand being rubbed. The two of them were holding each other's left and right hands, and Xu Yun pinched his fingers lightly.

Su Linyi raised his eyes and glanced at the few people who were peeking here, raised his other hand and pinched his reddish earlobe, his face was expressionless, and he looked cold and not to be provoked.

Several people on the side made eye contact.

I understand, this is to embarrass him.

"How about... going to the boxing gym later?" Someone suggested, "It's been a long time since I played, and my hands are a little itchy. It's just cold, so warm up your body."

"I can do it."

"What about you, brother?"

Su Linyi: "Whatever."

Xu Yun's hand was spinning in his palm, Su Linyi's throat was itchy from being hooked, and he didn't listen carefully to what they said.

Until the boxing gym.

They are old acquaintances here, they are not open today, they can also go in, once in, they swiped their membership cards, Xu Yun and Su Linyi sat for a while, Xu Yun was called over to play Son, Gangzi and the others are very provocative.

Su Linyi was sitting on the sofa beside him, with an ugly expression on his face. Just as he was about to say something, Xu Yun pressed his head, "Okay."

Soon, young people who have not been deeply involved in the world will realize what it means to not be fooled by appearances. Don't provoke a person who looks calm and indifferent to the world anytime and anywhere. He may embed people into the wall with a slap inside.

The coat that the man had taken off was in Su Linyi's hands. Su Linyi hooked the coat with his fingertips, smelled the unique smell on the coat, and looked at Xu Yun who was wearing a black vest on the stage. He was a man full of strength. The body, the muscle lines are tight, the sweat covers the skin, the texture is clear, the overalls outline the thin waist, and the slender figure is followed by a sense of oppression.

There were three people lying on the stage, and he squatted next to one of them, asking gently, "Are you okay?"

Su Linyi wrapped Xu Yun's coat around himself, took a breath, straddled the stool, and looked at the people on the stage.

Xu Yun turned his head and showed him a frivolous smile with unknown meaning.

Su Linyi remembered that Xu Yun had told him before that he knew how to box and rock climb, there were many exciting and fun things, and if he wanted to play, he could take him along to find excitement.

Looking for excitement, tsk.

Xu Yun took off his gloves and saw Su Linyi coming to the side.

Gangzi was so exhausted that he stretched out his hand and called "Brother One".

"Come here." Su Linyi raised his head.

Xu Yun walked over and squatted beside her.

With his back turned to the people on the stage, Su Lin Yi fiercely reached out his hand, grabbed the back of his neck, touched his lips lightly with his lips, missed it again, and stayed by his ear.

"Are you staying at my place tonight?" Su Linyi asked.

This is a blatant hint.

The touch on the lips was still there, Xu Yun licked his lower lip and said, "I can take you to the hotel later."

Su Linyi: "Why are you going to the hotel?"

"Fight." Xu Yun said, "Do you see it hard baby?"

Su Linyi let go of Xu Yun, neither saying yes nor no.

Although Gangzi didn't know what they said between them, just because of the tense atmosphere between the two of them just now, he knew that Su Linyi might want to vent his anger on them, not to mention that Xu Yun's last sentence "fight" didn't suppress his voice.

Xu Yun stepped down from the stage.

This club has a bathroom, where guests can take a bath and change clothes. He was sweating all over and was prone to catch a cold in the winter. When he left, he reached out and tickled Su Linyi's fingertips, with a smile in his eyes.

Not long after he left, Su Linyi also followed.

Xu Yun took a shower in the bathroom, and when he came out, he saw Su Linyi sitting in the dressing room.

"Wait for me?" Xu Yun put on his clothes, Su Linyi stretched out his hand to straighten his neckline, Xu Yun paused and stopped.

Su Linyi's fingertips brushing his collar inadvertently brushed against his neck.

He raised his eyes to look at Xu Yun, and lowered his eyes again.

With a "bang", Su Linyi was pushed to the side of the cabinet. Xu Yun clasped his waist and kissed his lips. Su Linyi's hand, which was straightening his collar, passed through his neck and hugged his neck.

Xu Yun's kiss was fierce, Su Linyi opened his lips, let out a sob from his throat, and swallowed everything again.

The locker room door was opened.

Gangzi wanted to come to Su Linyi and tell him to calm down and not fight with Xu Yun. The only one who could knock them down at once was Su Linyi. The reaction speed was not slow. Su Linyi might suffer a disadvantage if he confronted him, but he never expected to see such a scene.

"Fuck! Xu Yun, you bastard, what are you doing!?" As soon as Gangzi entered the door, he saw Xu Yun pressing the back of Su Linyi's head. He didn't look at his face, but he could guess what he was doing.

Xu Yun let go of Su Linyi, turned his head and looked behind him, put his hand on Su Linyi's face, and wiped his lower lip with his thumb.

"It's really not the right time..." The corners of Xu Yun's lips twitched slightly, and he looked like he was smiling, but it felt particularly pervasive.

Gangzi couldn't help but took two steps back, then stopped again, "You fucking... bastard."

I didn't expect Xu Yun to have such a habit.

Xu Yun put his hands on his neck and moved his neck, "Didn't you get beaten enough just now?"

Gangzi: "Fuck—brother, don't be afraid, I'll call someone right now!"

Xu Yun still held Su Lin's waist tightly.

Su Linyi's face was red and his ears were red, and he cursed "Get out" in a low voice.

Gangzi was stunned, "Brother One?"

On Xu Yun's shoulder, Su Linyi showed half of his face, looking at him with murderous eyes.

It's over, just belatedly, he saw an incredible picture.

Will it be silenced?

The first brother who wanted to be strong in his life was defiled by Xu Yun, an old bastard.

Gangzi quickly closed the door and went out.

"He saw it." Xu Yun said, wiped the corner of Xu Yun's lips with his fingertips, and touched the little silver ring on his ear.

Su Linyi leaned against the cabinet, his black hair fell on his forehead, "If you see it, you will see it."

He glanced at Xu Yun again, "Don't worry, Gangzi won't go out and talk nonsense."

"It doesn't matter to me, I'm just afraid that you don't want me to see people." Xu Yun begs for the truth without changing his face, "Whatever you want to say, I can do it."

"Xu Yun."

"Ok?"

"Don't fucking pretend."

"Don't swear." He kissed Su Linyi, "Say it once, kiss once."

"You fucking..."

Xu Yun kissed him again.

When the two went out from the dressing room, Su Linyi's lips were ruddy a lot, with a moist glow. When those people saw Xu Yun, their expressions were different. Only Gangzi's eyes fell on the two of them, with a serious look on his face. The look of wanting to say but not daring to say it.

They found a place to sit, and the few people beside them started to play flying chess.

Xu Yun and Su Linyi were sitting next to each other, Gangzi didn't find a chance to talk to Su Linyi, and sent him a message, but he didn't look at his phone, and kept talking to Xu Yun with his head tilted.

Looking at this, Gangzi felt something was wrong.

He saw them holding hands.

His mind was full of me fucking.

Is that what he thought?

Can't you?

Gangzi began to doubt life.

Seeing Gangzi's dazed expression, Xu Yun took Su Linyi's hand to play under the table, tilted his head and said, "Young master, your friend seems to have found out."

Su Linyi hooked his leg with his calf, and yawned, "Really?"

"Do you want to talk to him?" Xu Yun asked.

Su Linyi: "Let's talk about it."

When he said that, Xu Yun didn't ask again, "Are you alone at home tonight?"

"Well, otherwise."

"What to eat?"

"dumpling."

"Can you pack?"

"Frozen."

"It sounds kind of pathetic."

Su Linyi glanced at him, "I can still order takeaway."

Not long after they played, they broke up and went back to their respective places. When the game was over, Gangzi still couldn't hold back. He came to Su Linyi, glanced at the gentle and casual Xu Yun beside him, and said something was wrong. To talk to him.

Xu Yun said consciously, "I'll wait for you at the door."

"Okay." Su Linyi watched him walk away, then turned around, "If you have any questions, just ask."

"You and him..." Gangzi hesitated to speak.

"Well, we're dating." Su Linyi said, "Isn't it obvious?"

He subconsciously asked, "Are you trying to anger your father?"

Su Linyi frowned and said "No", he paused for a while and said, "Gangzi, if you can't accept this, just say it."

Su Linyi's personality has always been like this, and when he associates with Xu Yun, he is not afraid of being known about it.

"You are my best brother." Su Linyi said, "I didn't want to hide it from you."

Hearing what he said, Gangzi was moved, "Oh no, it's not that I can't accept it, it's just... a little surprised."

More than surprised, his jaw just dropped in shock.

He and Su Linyi grew up together, and no one knew better than him about the discord between Su Linyi and Xu Yun.

This is also the case, when he saw the scene that was enough to silence him, he felt that it was Xu Yun who made things difficult for him.

Su Linyi said "hmm", and asked casually, "Am I not worthy of him?"

"I won't say anything about it." Gangzi said in a daze.

Su Linyi: "..."

into the night.

There were few stars in the night sky, and the moon was covered by clouds. Su Linyi was lying on the desk, carrying the text on his back, and his head hurt a little. At eight o'clock, the phone on his desk vibrated. He took it over and saw that he was no longer a stranger. The call came from Xu Yun's name.

He answered the phone and heard the person on the other end say, "Open the door, the takeaway is here."

The living room was brightly lit. Su Linyi was wearing loose home clothes and sat cross-legged on the sofa, watching Xu Yun take out the packed lunch boxes one by one and put them on the table. They were all freshly packed and still warm.

"Where's Uncle Xu?"

"I didn't go back, I have something to do."

"Oh." Su Linyi shook his head.

"So happy." Xu Yun said.

Su Linyi: "Hmm."

Grandpa loves him, but there are many people at the New Year's Eve dinner there, and some people don't like him. Although he called him and asked him to come over for a meal, Su Linyi didn't want to go there to make things difficult. As for his father, he even Will not be going back.

Su Linyi doesn't like excitement, but he is not someone who likes to be deserted either.

As soon as Xu Yun came over, he felt warm in his heart.

After the dishes on the table were set, Xu Yun said, "Come here and have a taste, I've been cooking all afternoon."

The TV was turned on in the living room, and the Spring Festival Gala was playing inside, and the sound was lively.

Su Linyi ate a lot to save face.

Xu Yun was sitting at the edge of the dining table. He was not too hungry, so he put down his chopsticks after a few mouthfuls. The news in the dormitory group kept scrolling, sending out red envelopes and Lao Wu showing off playing fireworks with his girlfriend.

[Liu Junxu: It's almost done, @吴, brush the shield again]

Xu Yun took a photo of the table, and Su Linyi's hand stretched out to pick up vegetables with chopsticks entered the mirror.

"What to shoot?" Su Linyi asked.

Xu Yun: "Boyfriend."

Su Linyi: "..."

He posted the photo in the group, and deliberately @老吴.

【Xu Yun: Have a candlelight dinner together】

【Old Wu: Vomit】

【Liu Junxu: Vomit】

[Old Wu: Doesn’t your high school partner despise you for being greasy? 】

[Xu Yun: Thank you for the invitation, he loves me so much that he can't do without me]

【Old Wu:...】

【Liu Junxu: ...】

【Xu Yun: You are just jealous of me】

[Old Wu: High school students are simple and easy to deceive]

From the corner of his eyes, Xu Yun saw that Su Linyi wanted to drink soup, and reached for the bowl, but the bowl was a little hot, and he said, "Wait."

He put his phone on the table and went to the kitchen to get a spoon.

From just now, Xu Yun has been chatting with his mobile phone in full swing. Su Linyi glanced at his mobile phone on the table, and saw the phrase "he loves me very much".

Su Linyi: "..."

When Xu Yun returned to the table, the screen of the phone was off. He handed the spoon to Su Linyi and looked down at the phone.

Su Linyi: "I love you very much?"

Xu Yun said smoothly: "Well, brother knows."

Su Linyi: "..."

Xu Yun paused with his fingertips, tilted his head and chuckled: "Did you peek at my phone?"

"I didn't—your phone is on the table." Su Linyi argued.

"Oh~" Xu Yun said, "Don't worry, brother, I'm only flirting with you."

With a crisp sound, Su Linyi shook his hand, and the spoon fell into the soup. Xu Yun raised his eyes, "So careless."

Su Linyi blushed, "Don't spread rumors."

"What's the rumor?" Xu Yun asked.

Su Linyi: "I can't do without you."

"Well, I see." Xu Yun said.

Su Linyi: "..."

After eating, Su Linyi walked to the sofa and lay down on Xu Yun's lap like a satiated cat. He felt the muscles in his legs subconsciously tense up, and his face became hot.

The weight of his head resting on his lap was hard to ignore. Xu Yun lowered his head and saw Su Linyi lying on his lap playing with his mobile phone.

Xu Yun: "I just ate, don't lie down, go wash the dishes."

"Wash it later." Su Linyi said.

Xu Yun: "You don't want to wash the dishes?"

Su Linyi snorted twice, and he wanted to stay beside Xu Yun.

Xu Yun: "It's okay if you don't want to wash the dishes, my brother will do it for you."

Su Linyi put down his phone and blinked at Xu Yun's face. It is said that whether one person loves another depends on whether he is willing to wash the dishes.

"As for me, I'll wash the dishes for you, so act like a spoiled child." Xu Yun said.

Su Linyi pursed his lips.

"It's okay if you don't want to act like a baby, but you should be rewarded." Xu Yun raised his hand and pressed his mouth suggestively, "Give me a kiss at night."

His hand stroked from Su Linyi's lips to his tall nose bridge, and the cold white skin under his fingertips was delicate. He swept across the tip of his hair and touched his earlobe again.

Su Linyi wanted to say "Okay", but felt that the "dear" Xu Yun said was a bit different. Xu Yun's fingertips were floating on his face, a little itchy, "Why... kiss?"

Xu Yun curled his lower lip, "Eat."

eat... what?

Su Linyi's lips moved slightly, and the moment he met Xu Yun's eyes, he completely understood.

Something seemed to be collapsing rapidly in my mind.

Oh, that's his sanity.

He started to think uncontrollably again, his face turned yellow.

Eat...can't eat it.