The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

Failed.

Su Linyi sat cross-legged on the bed, leaning against the pillow to play with his mobile phone, but he didn't pay attention to the mobile phone at all. He listened to the sound of water in the bathroom, his face flushed, and he was distracted by the sound of the bath.

The game sound effect of Xiaoxiaole was playing on the mobile phone, but this time it was completely unable to make him concentrate, and the effect of relieving tension was also weak. He threw the mobile phone aside, stepped on the bedside slippers and got out of bed, took the tea table The water glass, raised his head and filled a big mouthful of water.

There is more than one bathroom in the villa, but only his bathroom has toiletries. In order to save trouble, Xu Yun simply borrowed his bathroom to take a shower.

Alcohol is like the fermented feed of waste from a certain medium. In Su Linyi's mind, the little train started "clang bang bang bang". He was holding a water glass, and his eyes drifted towards the door of the bathroom unconsciously.

The sound of water stopped.

"Young master." Xu Yun inside called out.

Su Linyi woke up suddenly, and covered up the abnormality with a rough voice, "What's wrong?"

"Excuse me, lend me some clothes."

In the bathroom, Xu Yun brushed the wet hair on his forehead. The previous clothes smelled like a mess. Naturally, he couldn't wear them after taking a shower. When he came in, he didn't even think about picking up the clothes. Su Linyi should also forget.

At this moment Xu Yun was facing an awkward situation, but he himself was not aware of it, and Su Linyi outside did not respond for a long time.

Xu Yun waited for a while, then pulled off the bath towel at the side and wrapped it around his waist, "Oh...forgot, you don't let others wear your clothes."

Going out naked is somewhat indecent, so you still have to cover it up.

Su Linyi: "...wait."

When he said this, Xu Yun's hand was already on the doorknob. He tightened his grip on the doorknob, then loosened it, and knocked twice on the door with his fingers, "Hurry up, I'm almost... ...can't wait."

Su Linyi: "..."

There was a sound of rummaging outside, and a moment later, a man stood outside the frosted door, raising his hand and knocking on the door, "Clothes—"

Before he finished speaking, the door swung open.

It's not a crack, but a wide open one.

Su Linyi: "..."

He froze for a moment, his breathing even stagnant.

Su Linyi: "???"

Su Linyi: "!!!"

Water droplets dripped down Xu Yun's hair, the forehead was not covered by broken hair, revealing a full forehead, the water droplets on his body were not wiped dry, covered with a layer of sexy water mist, his muscles were tight and beautiful, that layer The sense of distance that seems to exist disappears, bringing a point of intimacy closer to life.

The water drops submerged into the mermaid line.

There seemed to be a slight smile on Xu Yun's handsome face, and he seemed a little happy about his frightened reaction. With his tall figure and the higher threshold of the bathroom, the gap between him and Su Linyi was more obvious at this time, as if The big bad wolf that corners its prey.

The heat inside rushed towards his face, Su Linyi followed the drop of water, and lowered his head in a daze.

Oh, and around the towel.

I don't know what to expect just now.

"Where are you looking?" Xu Yun's voice came from his head.

Su Lin rolled his Adam's apple: "You're quite... open."

Xu Yun took the clothes from Su Linyi's hand, put the other hand on the edge of the bath towel, and made a dangerous move, "If I really open up, it will not be like this right now."

"Can't you pay attention to the impact?"

"That's because you have a prejudice against your brother. That's where it goes."

Su Linyi took two steps back and leaned against the wall, "Okay, open one and have a look."

Xu Yun stared at his face for a few seconds, then chuckled, "Are you greedy for brother's beauty?"

Su Linyi turned his head, "Who cares?"

"As for this, I won't perform for you, lest you will be frightened—" Xu Yun paused for two seconds, "Then feel inferior."

Su Linyi: "..."

When he came back to his senses, the bathroom door had already been closed. With a "ts", he turned and returned to the bed, threw himself on the bed, rolled the quilt several times without making a sound, and kicked his legs.

When Xu Yun came out, he had already adjusted his state, and sat on the bedside playing with his mobile phone without incident. Xu Yun asked him to borrow a hair dryer.

The noise made by the hair dryer stopped, and Xu Yun pulled out the plug, "The shampoo smells good."

"It's okay." Su Linyi glanced at his figure.

T-shirts are casual clothes that are always loose, and Su Linyi's clothes Xu Yun is also suitable for wearing. There is a logo in the middle of the black T-shirt, Xu Yun wears it, which alleviates the loose feeling brought about by his usually harmless appearance. At this moment There is something charming about the feeling of being careless and dangerous.

Xu Yun didn't go to the bed, he first took the medicine and came over to give it to Su Linyi. Su Linyi was lying on the bed, hugging a pillow, looking at him with his head tilted, a little obedient for no reason.

I don't know if it's because I was drunk, so I can do whatever I want.

His ears were red and swollen and bleeding, but fortunately they were not torn too badly, and the medicine he applied before taking a shower was washed off. Xu Yun applied the medicine to his ears, and Su Linyi lay on the bed all at once. Before getting up, Xu Yun sat on the edge of the bed, bent over to give him the medicine.

The corners of the lips were cut, and against the background of the cold white skin, there was a morbid and fragile beauty, which aroused the desire to ravage him, and wanted to make him even more embarrassed.

The slender fingers seemed to be trampling on a bright rose, unconsciously exerting force on his chin, Su Linyi inadvertently let out a muffled groan from his lips, this voice was abrupt and ambiguous in the quiet space.

The two fell silent at the same time.

Xu Yun raised his eyes and looked at his face, only to realize that the two of them were getting too close.

So close to the point where you can kiss her.

Not quite right.

Xu Yun's Adam's apple rolled dryly, stepped back, and let go of his chin. Seeing a fingerprint on his chin, he couldn't help but stare slightly. He tilted his head and threw the cotton swab into the trash can, and asked him: " Will you stop playing drums in the future?"

The topic was brought up very naturally, enough to whitewash the peace and cover up the waves in his heart.

"Just for fun." Su Linyi said, at the bar, he made an agreement with the people in the band - the college entrance examination is going to be next year, and now he won't play.

"Have you decided what university to take?"

"Ah."

"Which exam?"

"Let's stay away from here, not too far away." Su Linyi said.

Having said that, Xu Yun felt that his university met the requirements, and said with a smile, "Do you want to come to my brother's school?"

Su Linyi said "Well", "Think about it."

The two chatted one after another, Xu Yun went to bed, Su Linyi moved inside, and Xu Yun slept on the ground where he just lay down, the temperature in the bed hadn't dissipated yet.

The lights were turned off, and the room was plunged into darkness.

After chatting, they entered the late-night interview with the boys. Xu Yun knew that Su Linyi was holding his breath tonight, and he seemed to be fine on the surface, but he talked a lot, and Xu Yun also chatted with him.Su Linyi and Xu Yun lay on the same bed, feeling a little uncomfortable at first, but after lying down for a long time, they relaxed again.

He asked Xu Yun how their university was like, and whether there were any good-looking girls. Xu Yun said that there are many beautiful female schoolmasters, but they all have high vision. If he likes this type, he has to work hard.

Xu Yun closed his eyes, feeling drowsy with his relaxed nerves.

Su Linyi: "I have someone I like."

This sentence was put here suddenly and naturally, but it made Xu Yun wake up instantly.

The room fell silent, save for the shallow breathing of the two of them.

Su Linyi seemed to realize that he had said something extraordinary in the chat, or maybe he deliberately missed it.

This is the most outrageous attempt he has made during this period of time.

The waiting time became extremely long.

"Ah..." Xu Yun opened his eyes, and suddenly the face of Zhou Boheng in the bar appeared in his mind.

"Like...who?" he asked.

Su Linyi: "You know him."

Xu Yun: "..."

A long silence passed between them.

Su Linyi was an impatient person, but he didn't speak again, his heart seemed to jump into his throat, like a prisoner waiting for the verdict.

His words were too directional, so Xu Yun had to think in that direction, but Su Linyi's character was not like someone who would talk about "likes" casually with others.

"What's it like? Let's hear it." Xu Yun's tone was as casual as usual, and he still couldn't calm down, and his heart was a little...unbearably sour.

hiss……

Su Linyi looked at Xu Yun's face in the dark: "He has a good personality and treats people well. People... can be considered gentle."

Just like on the night of his birthday, he couldn't see the expression on Xu Yun's face clearly.

Su Linyi lowered his voice, "He's a man."

"He doesn't like me," he said.

Xu Yun: "..."

For some reason, the second half of the sentence made Xu Yun feel sore for a moment.

If Zhou Boheng doesn't like him, Xu Yun can guess the reason.

Between them, apart from gender, there is an insurmountable gap.

It stands to reason that Su Linyi's feelings for Zhou Boheng at this time should not be so clear, where there is a deviation, or, what he did caused the butterfly effect, resulting in this result.

"Then you..." Xu Yun asked, "Stop liking him, okay?"

Su Linyi remained silent.

"It's not that there are excellent men," Xu Yun said, "Look at others more, don't hang yourself on a tree, thank you."

Su Linyi's voice sounded low: "I don't want anyone else, I just want him."

"You're still young, you've just grown up, maybe it's just a momentary impulse, an illusion caused by a momentary emotion." Xu Yun said, "When you go to college, you will find that there are many differences..."

"I just want him." Su Linyi said stubbornly, like a stubborn child.

Xu Yun's mind was running again, but it was like a dilapidated and rusty old machine, not smooth at all.

After a while, Su Linyi asked him: "Do you think liking a man is disgusting?"

"No." Xu Yun said, "I didn't mean that, but Su Linyi."

He rarely called Su Linyi's full name, not as a joke, "One will meet many people in one's life, and some people are not suitable for him, and even if he is not suitable, no matter how much he likes, there is no way to force him."

"Is it... that I'm not good enough?" Su Linyi said, "I'm trying to get better."

Xu Yun turned sideways, raised his hand hesitantly, and when he was about to touch his hair, he lowered it and patted him on the shoulder, "You are fine, don't force yourself to look different, just being yourself is enough , People who like you will like it."

"Now... work hard for your goal, not for anyone, but for yourself, that's enough."

Almost 5 minutes of silence.

After a long time, Su Linyi said "Yes", "I see."

The corner of his lip was bitten, and he tasted blood.

What a fucking pain.

A week later.

The sky was a bit gloomy, covered with overcast clouds, gusts of wind were blowing, it looked like it was going to rain, the air was stuffy, and vehicles were driving on the asphalt road.

Today is the day Xu Yun goes to Z City.

As when he came back, he only carried a suitcase.

In the back seat of the car, he sat on the left, and Old Wu's voice came from the phone.

"Xu Yun, bring more beef jerky! Damn, the ones you brought me last time were too delicious..."

Then came Liu Junxu's voice, "I'll order too! 100 yuan."

The voice "dips" and the playback ends.

Xu Yun typed.

[Can't bring it]

His phone rang, he replied to the message, turned his head to look at the young man beside him, the injury on Su Linyi's earlobe healed a lot, the corner of his mouth was almost swollen, he was sitting in the car, playing games with his tablet Le, I didn't dress up so well today, I didn't wear any accessories, I just wore a white T-shirt and black shorts, I looked very clean and fresh, but I still had the atmosphere of a bad boy, probably because of the uninhibitedness exuding from my bones.

None of them slept well that night, and the next day they also tacitly agreed that they would not be late any longer.

Xu Yun didn't know whether it was because of the wine that night that Su Linyi was drinking, or because of the bad things that happened before drinking, he had a hole in his heart, showing a little fragile side, and confiding in his youthful thoughts to him, but no matter what , he could feel that he didn't give Su Linyi the answer he wanted to hear that night.

On the surface, the week looks to be business as usual.

Su Linyi can laugh, make trouble, and get irritated, but he is somewhat less energetic than before.

He came here specially to see off Xu Yun today.

Xu Yun's train was at nine o'clock in the morning. Su Linyi didn't know what he did last night. He yawned profusely, with sleepiness in his eyes. Xu Yun said he didn't need him to see him off, but he still came.

"Eat something, refresh yourself." Xu Yun stretched out his hand, with two mints in his palm.

Su Linyi: "No."

He stretched out his hand to take it from Xu Yun's hand, scratched Xu Yun's palm with his fingertips, Xu Yun's fingertips curled up, retracted his hand, touched his pocket again, took out a mint candy and stuffed it into his mouth .

"Why did you go last night?" Xu Yun asked.

"Homework." Su Linyi yawned.

"Wait?" Xu Yun patted his shoulder.

Su Linyi suddenly turned his head to look at him for a long time, said "don't sleep", then looked away.

That's all they spend together.

The car stopped at the station entrance.

Xu Yun and Su Linyi got out of the car, Xu Yun lifted the suitcase from the back seat, Su Linyi looked at it with a candy in his mouth.

The station was full of people coming and going, and the air conditioner was turned on, bringing a burst of coolness. Before entering the station, Xu Yun took out something from his bag.

"It's for you." Xu Yun handed him the box.

Su Linyi glanced at it, but didn't answer: "What?"

Xu Yun opened the box, and inside was a string of Buddhist beads. Xu Yun took out the things, took his hand, and put it on his wrist.

Su Linyi watched helplessly as the slender fingers clasped the back of his hand, and put the Buddhist beads on his hand little by little.

Wearing prayer beads on his thin wrist is very suitable, showing a bit of indifference. Xu Yun saw him wearing a bracelet last time, and felt that it was quite suitable for him to wear something on his hand.

"Self-cultivation and self-cultivation." Xu Yun said, "Don't be impulsive when encountering things—I don't like to go back and pick them up."

Su Linyi withdrew his hand and touched the Buddhist beads.

"Leave a thought, so that you can remember me." Xu Yun said.

Su Linyi: "It's not like I won't come back."

Xu Yun smiled lightly, "Okay, just send it here, let's go back."

Su Linyi said "hmm", watched him check the ticket and enter the waiting hall, then turned and walked out.

They are like two intersecting lines. After crossing at a certain node, they will gradually drift away.

People in the station came in and out, walking past Su Linyi, the environment was noisy, they were talking and laughing, parting ways or walking together.

And they are running in the opposite direction.

Su Linyi stopped abruptly.

Xu Yun is leaving.

He turned around, then froze.

Xu Yun entered the ticket gate, took two steps, couldn't hold back his head, watched Su Linyi walk out, saw that his figure in his sight was occasionally blocked by the crowd, suddenly, he stopped, as if he felt his His eyes suddenly turned back.

Their eyes shuttled through the crowd and intertwined together.

Xu Yun was also taken aback for a moment, Su Linyi's movements were too abrupt.

The two looked at each other for a while, Xu Yun watched Su Linyi take out his cell phone, within a few seconds, his cell phone rang, it was Su Linyi's call.

He took the phone and put it to his ear.

The sound of breathing over there reached Xu Yun's ears, Su Linyi didn't speak, and neither did he.

After a while, Xu Yun felt that Su Linyi's posture meant to silently send him away.

"Why don't you talk?" He asked, "What happened to my brother?"

Su Linyi suddenly put down his phone, looked into his eyes from afar, and opened his mouth, as if to say something to him.

The distance was too far, Xu Yun couldn't see clearly, his intuition made his heart skip a beat, and he pointed to the phone.

Over there, Su Lin Yishu let out a sigh of relief, and put the phone back to his ear.

"What did you just say?" Xu Yun asked.

Su Linyi: "...I'm going back."

Xu Yun's lips moved slightly, "Yes."

"You...be careful on the road, don't sleep too hard, look better."

"Okay." Xu Yun said, "Don't forget to study hard when you go back."

"understood……"

The phone call between the two of them hung up quickly, and it was just a few insignificant words. Su Linyi left the station, covered in sweat, and his legs became limp as soon as he got out of the station, so he squatted aside for a long time to relax.

At the beginning, he was not afraid of being surrounded by seven or eight people from other schools, but now his legs are weak because of one sentence.

Because of one sentence... I like you.

If there is no way to say it to him, I still want to say it.

Ah... don't be ashamed.

Su Linyi put his hands on his knees, buried his head in the crook of his arms, and rested his other hand on his neck, knocking the back of his head with his mobile phone, as if he didn't know the pain.

His face was so hot that he almost... didn't tense up.

"Actually, the person I like is you." Su Linyi at the station said to him. He didn't put the phone to his ear, but Xu Yun could still hear clearly from such a long distance.

Xu Yun's voice was a little dry, and the mobile phone was stuck to his ear, and the ringtone suddenly vibrated. He frowned slightly, and woke up from the state of confusion caused by the noise. He opened his eyes and was sitting on the high-speed rail, with a black hat brim Covering the upper half of his face, he folded his hands on his chest, shaking non-stop in the pocket of his trousers by the window.

He pressed his forehead and took out his phone.

The caller was his father.

"Hello." Xu Yun answered the phone, his voice hoarse, he unscrewed the water cap with one hand and took a sip of water.

"Are you there?" His father's voice was a little serious.

Xu Yun: "On the high-speed rail, it's almost here, what's the matter?"

When he said this, the outside was already slowing down. Xu Yun glanced at the name of the station and was about to get his suitcase.

"What happened to the item sent home?"

"What?" Xu Yun still hadn't recovered from that absurd dream.

"Paternity test." Four words were thrown loudly over there.

"Oh... that..." He glanced at the people rushing out, and simply sat down and waited, "It's what you saw."

"Have you checked President Su?"

"It's the young master and...his classmate Zhou."

"..."

"Father, since you said that Boss Qin is kind to us, Boss Qin's only son must of course be taken care of... The woman who is with Boss Su, you should know that she has a son who is a classmate with the young master. "

His father kept secret, "This is not our business."

"I only care about Su Linyi." Xu Yun said, "I know that you have concerns, but I don't. I only worry about what will happen after the young master knows this...Then this paternity test is the only thing that can, no The reason for his breakdown."

Su Linyi has a very good relationship with his little classmate.

Being deceived and concealed, being approached on purpose, getting caught after the fact... There must always be a nerve that can calm him down.

His father had been a housekeeper in the Su family for so many years, and he was used to the position of housekeeper when he was involved in interests. Lin billion.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Yun sent a "arrived" message to Su Linyi, and took the suitcase and got off the high-speed train.

City Z was also gloomy and hot, so Xu Yun stopped the car outside the station and got on the train.

The phone call interrupted his previous dream, and when he thinks about it now, there is nothing but a sense of loss in his heart.

What did Su Linyi say at that time?

If you're just going back, there's no need to make a special call.

Xu Yun: [System. 】

System: [What's wrong? 】

Xu Yun: [I had a dream. 】

【What dream? 】The system asked.

[I dreamed of what Su Linyi said to me at the high-speed rail station. 】Xu Yun said, 【He said he likes me. 】

System: [Are you at the stage of daydreaming? 】

Xu Yun said calmly: [Yeah. 】

System: [Do you still remember what I told you at the beginning? 】

Xu Yun pondered, [I don't remember. 】

【never mind. 】The system said.

Xu Yun put his elbows on the window, gusts of wind came in from the car window, blowing the black hair on his forehead, he thought for a while, and then said: [I don't think of the protagonist, and the protagonist wants to think of me, I can't stop it ah. 】

System: [...So? 】

【talk later. 】 Xu Yun said.

System: [Up to you. 】

The system is silent.

In the dormitory, as soon as Xu Yun entered the door with his suitcase, the roommates who were waiting for food rushed up. He didn't bring much jerky in the suitcase, but put it on the table.

When he arrived at the dormitory, he went to have dinner with them at noon.

In the evening, he got a reply to the message he sent after arriving at the station. At that time, Xu Yun and Liu Junxu were listening to roommate Lao Wu bragging. After the guy went back to his place, he made a girlfriend during the summer vacation.

I showed them the picture, and she was still a pretty girl.

Just as he was talking about Old Wu Xing, Xu Yun's cell phone rang.

In an instant, Lao Wu and Liu Junxu looked over with their eyes like torches.

Old Wu: "Call at this hour..."

Liu Junxu: "It's either a takeaway or a situation."

After the two sang and laughed together, they asked him whose phone number it was.

"Tutor the children." Xu Yun clicked on the connection.

Su Linyi made a video call, so he must have made a mistake. Xu Yun just picked it up, but he hung up on the other end. Xu Yun only had time to see a head with messy hair, and the background was still lying on the bed.

Xu Yun rebroadcasted it, hung up over there, made a voice call, and Xu Yun answered it.

"Where is it?" Su Linyi asked.

Xu Yun: "Dormitory, do you want to see it?"

Over there, Su Linyi hesitated for a moment, "I just fell asleep, and I'm only getting up now, or...you wait for me?"

I do care about image.

Xu Yun: "It's okay, I'll show you the car, you just need to block it - besides, it's not like I haven't seen you getting up, so why not be ashamed."

"Yo-"

"Yo yo yo--"

The two next to him started booing.

Su Linyi coughed lightly in embarrassment, "Is there someone over there?"

Xu Yun said to show him, then hung up the phone, dialed the video, Su Linyi covered the camera, it was pitch black, Xu Yun held up the phone on his side, shook it, and Old Wu appeared on the screen.

"Here, Old Wu, my roommate."

Old Wu said "Hi" with a sense of ritual.

Xu Yun shook again, and Liu Junxu came into the mirror, "Liu Junxu, roommate."

Liu Junxu nodded, "Hello."

Su Linyi sat cross-legged on the bed, straightened his hair, "I've seen it all."

Before he finished speaking, he heard old Wu Du's voice from the opposite side.

"Damn, why don't you bring someone to show your affection?" Old Wu said, "I'll come tonight too."

"Don't do it." Liu Junxu said, "What if your girlfriend sees our Xu Xiicao and turns her back on her?"

"... cruel enough."

Xu Yungang also felt that it was a bit strange, but with Lao Wu's point, he understood.

This sounded pleasing to the ear, and a little joyful.

"Young master, do you listen, my brother has been excluded." Xu Yun's voice was still calm and comfortable.

Su Linyi looked at his smiling face in the camera and clasped his palms.

The beads on the wrist pressed a mark on the flesh.

Object.

He fell forward on the bed and rolled a few times.

With a bang, he fell under the bed.