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"Psychologically, people's grief is generally divided into five stages."

Liszt pushed the hot cocoa in his hand along the table to Yi Jiming's eyes. It was filled with marshmallows and chocolate chips, and a biscuit stick wrapped in sugar was inserted.It's full of calories and sugar at first glance.

"Denial—anger—struggle—frustration—acceptance. It doesn't necessarily come in order, and some people even like to jump back and forth, but they must go through these five stages in the end."

"I belong to anger now?" Yi Jiming asked.

After Yi Jiming broke out in the coffee shop, Huo Lou contacted Liszt urgently, never caring about pretending with Yi Jiming that he actually didn't know anything.On the way to bring Yi Jiming over, Huo Lou has been holding Yi Jiming carefully all the time: "He will definitely pay the price!"

Although they left, Huo Lou has already made Qian Wuliang under control. After Yi Jiming gets better, Huo Lou will start to make Qian Wuliang understand that prison is not a punishment, it will be He had the last memory of comfort for the rest of his life!

Yi Mingming was calmer than Huo Lou, because he had a premonition that something in his heart was finally broken, or something in his mind was completely blown away.

Venting out the resentment in his heart may not be a bad thing for Yi Jiming.

In the dark, this is the last protection from my father.

When the group arrived at Liszt's private clinic, Liszt just had time to spare. He didn't rush to start chatting with Yi Jiming, but chose to let Yi Jiming lie down first, take a deep breath, and calm down his emotions.

After repeating it several times, Yi Jiming took the initiative to talk about what happened to him.

"So, which stage of grief do I belong to now? Anger?" Yi Jiming has now sat up, eye level with Liszt, wanting to hear professional advice.Although he could already clearly feel the emotion of anger, he always felt that something was not right.

"I also thought you were angry." People who saw Yi Jiming entering the clinic would not doubt how angry Yi Jiming was, "But after listening to your report, I think you are not Completely outraged."

Liszt folded his legs, looked at Yi Jiming, and said with great interest: "You are similar to squeezing the last few stages until today, when you can't squeeze anymore, it exploded all of a sudden."

The anger is palpable, as is the struggle and frustration...

"I can't accept it." Yi Jiming shook his head first.

"No, no, no, acceptance is not forgiveness. What you accept is the fact that your father has passed away, and you can't do anything about it; what you don't forgive is Qian Wuliang's actions that caused a series of causes and effects and apologized now."

Yi Jiming finally nodded this time, if he said so, he was right.

"I think you have already felt that this is actually a good thing for your recovery." Liszt looked at Yi Jiming with relief, and was happy for everything that Yi Jiming had worked so hard for now.

Yi Jiming's recovery is a whole process, and it is not stimulated by any one thing. If there is only one thing in this whole process, then Yi Jiming will definitely not be like this now.

"So, I think you should reward yourself with something." Liszt pushed the cup in front of Yi Jiming again.

He has always felt that Yi Jiming is too strict with himself in terms of diet, just like his cousin who for so many years never eats dinner except dinner.

Yi Jiming nodded, he would reward himself with something, but definitely not the hot cocoa in front of him that would ruin his days of training.

Even chocolate used to be one of Yi Jiming's favorite desserts.

"Am I completely well?"

"I'm not sure," Liszt shook his head. Human psychology is something that is difficult to accurately grasp. He once heard a case where a girl who was about to recover was only due to a small pressure from the outside world. Once again, he collapsed completely and chose to jump off the building, "I can only say that your level is already very shallow, and it is still getting better. Maybe the day you find someone you like, you will be completely healed."

"kindness?"

"Because love is the best medicine for everything." Liszt winked at Yi Jiming.

Yi Jiming looked at Liszt inexplicably. When he was not sick before, he felt that psychiatrists were a group of chicken soup for the soul; later when he was sick and met Liszt, he felt that some of his thoughts back then were not objective; I began to feel that Liszt was an idealist.

Love can conquer everything, isn't this really what a fairy tale says?

The moment he opened the door, Huo Lou, who had been pacing outside for a long time, walked up all of a sudden.Under the sunlight, a pair of black eyes seemed to reflect the color of chocolate, exuding a rich sweet smell.

Yi Jiming stared at Huo Lou in a daze.

Liszt leaned on the door frame, waved lazily to Yi Jiming who was about to leave, and silently made that mouth shape again: Love is the best medicine.

After Huo Lou got into the car with Yi Jiming, he asked cautiously, "I want to take you somewhere."

"Okay." Yi Jiming didn't even ask about the destination, trusting Huo Lou very much.Because no matter where Huo Lou wants to take him, he can't refuse.He likes to spend time with Huo Lou.

Yes, he finally felt that kind of real liking.

The suspension car went all the way north, and finally stopped in front of the cemetery on the slope of City B.

Huo Lou murmured words in a low voice, entered the gate and walked straight in, and turned left when he met the dragon head sculpture, the 12th from the left, the 14th from the right...

It was the last home of Yi Jiming's father.

There is a small tree not far from the tombstone, which is now covered with greenery. It is strong and tall, firmly sheltering the nearby tombstones from wind and rain, and sticking to the most difficult position.

On the black tombstone, there is a photo with a white background. The characters are colorful, smiling, and young.It was the photo that Yi's father was most satisfied with and liked the most. Yi's mother and Yi Ming agreed to post it here.Just watching Dad smile, you can feel his tenderness.

Yi's father died too early. Before the accident happened, he hadn't even imagined what death would be like.

"He was very peaceful when he left." Yi Jiming said to Huo Lou, "There is no resentment, no fear, just wishes that I can be happy with my mother."

While talking, Yi Jiming squatted down and began to wipe his father's tombstone with the cloth Huo Lou handed over.

His father was never the strongest or the smartest among his fathers, but he was the one who could give him infinite strength with just one look.

"But I didn't even know what happiness really feels like for a while." Yi Jiming only had what he had told him from his past experience before getting sick, and relied on logic to deduce that at some point, he should be "happy". The concept of "I don't want my father to be reincarnated with peace of mind under the nine springs, so I have been working hard, trying very hard to be like others."

But the harder he worked, the more he realized that he couldn't do it. He could no longer rely on himself to complete a thing that should have been simple.

However, even children know that if they can't do it by themselves, they must learn to ask for help.

Yi Jiming once felt that he was a giant deep-sea whale that could only make high-hertz sounds, but the hertz that his fellow species could receive was not on this channel, and he was doomed to never be able to communicate with others.

Then, one day, Huo Lou appeared.

"Liszt said that I should reward myself with something." Yi Jiming raised his head and looked at Huo Lou.

"Then what do you want?" Huo Lou actively expressed that as long as Yi Jiming wants, even if he doesn't have it, he will definitely find a way to get it for him.

"you."

"...I, I, you, you." Huo Lou panicked completely.

"I want you to hug me."

The moment Yi Jiming got up and hugged Huo Lou, he felt a completeness and warmth that he had never felt before.In his heart, he said in a voice that no one could hear, but he felt that his father would definitely be able to hear this time:

He is really happy.

This person is sweeter than chocolate.

That night, Yi Jiming took a plane and flew back to the prairie again. No matter what happens, life must go on.This is the adult world.

And Huo Lou also left for the United States, where he met Teacher Ping's younger brother.

For the script of "Boundless", Huo Lou had a different idea. He said to his little uncle: "I think the protagonist is happy in the end."

"Happy?" The little uncle was surprised, everyone thought it was a tragedy, only Huo Lou told him that the protagonist was happy.

"Yes, happy." Huo Lou nodded firmly again, emphasizing his point of view.Although the lover is gone, the protagonist's world is still full of traces of the lover.He is not unable to forget his lover because of emotions such as sadness, distress, regret, etc., but because he still loves his lover, he cannot forget.

He doesn't know how long this love will last, he only knows that as long as he still loves for one day, he will be happy for one day

When there is love in the heart, it is happiness.

The little uncle took a deep look at Huo Lou, he was still hesitating whether he should accept the recommendation from his senior, after all, Huo Lou was too out of touch.But after this conversation with Huo Lou, he didn't have any hesitation in his heart: "When will you be able to join the group?"

"Anytime, anywhere." Huo Lou said.

When I gettired of the world, I will think of you.

When I am tired of the world, I will think of you.

Thinking on you in place to live in the world, exist, I am willing to bear all the.

I'd put up with anything just to think of you living and existing somewhere in the world.

You are very important to me

Your presence is very important to me.

——The original movie line of "Once Upon a Time in America".

In the dead of night, Huo Lou made an overseas phone call to Yi Jiming. After many years, he mustered up his courage again: "I am going to act in a movie with a lot of emotional scenes."

"Is there any emotion that you can't handle?"

"Nowhere. I've never been in a relationship. I need you."

"You said."

"You, can you, pretend to be my boyfriend."

When he learned from Liszt that Yi Jiming was about to heal completely, Huo Lou's mind became alive. He actually wanted to confess directly, but he always felt that it was not a good idea to confess on the phone.But in a short time, he has no way to return home.Therefore, he decided to test Yi Zhiming's attitude first.

Yi Jiming's response was to hang up the phone directly.

Huo Lou: "???"

Huo Lou: "!!!"

Immediately afterwards, Huo Lou started to send WeChat in groups, crying loudly, he felt that he was finished, why did he try to test it, ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ahh ahhh it is better now it is swollen and he doesn't even have to be a friend up!

After Huo Lou finished sending out a series of crying emoticons...

Yi Jiming's WeChat message came late, and he said: [Hello, boyfriend. 】