After the scumbag awakens

It is rare for He Yuanzhang to see Qi Ran showing such an expression.

He was born with an upturned mouth, a pair of peach blossom eyes that are romantic and affectionate, and always smiles when passing by. In recent years, the deeper his power, the higher his status, he has become more calm, and even in front of him, he no longer has so many superficial emotions.

However, in his not-too-distant memory, he actually encountered such a confused Qi Ran once.

That was... Qi Ran's 19th birthday.

On that day, he prepared for a long time and thought about how to celebrate him, but he disappeared without warning.

He couldn't get in touch with anyone, and couldn't find a few possible places. He went through all kinds of conspiracy theories in his mind, mobilized his connections and searched all over the city, and was almost insane, but finally found that he left by himself.

For the first time in his life, He Yuanzhang lost his demeanor, and angrily thought that he would give him a good meal when he saw Qi Ran, but when he arrived at Wen Lan's tomb, he saw the boy's appearance——

But nothing can be said.

Time is too fast, no one in this world can wait for him to grow up slowly, the immature boy was coerced to become an adult, had to face everything alone, so that even He Yuanzhang forgot, in fact, he was only 19 years old, That should have been an age when one could be free and unrestrained in school.

But he was... surviving on his own.

At that moment, He Yuanzhang suddenly realized what he had missed.

Even if he came back, he was with Qi Ran, and they seemed to be very close, but in the boy's heart, he was actually left alone.

He Yuanzhang's usual gentle expression could hardly be maintained, his heart ached so badly, he bent down tremblingly, and picked up the unconscious boy.

The young man struggled uneasily, trying to open his eyes but couldn't see the person in front of him clearly. The rain fell on his face, and he vaguely smelled a familiar woody fragrance.

"Brother..." The young man choked with sobs and curled into the man's arms, "You are finally back..."

Heartbreaking pain.

It's been 12 years, and Qi Ran is no longer the youthful and flimsy boy he was back then, but he is still Qi Chen, and only Qi Chen...will let him show such an expression.

He Yuanzhang didn't know what kind of expression he should show, so he could only let his face lose the gentle smile while Qi Ran closed his eyes.

long silence.

"Jiaojiao..." The man lowered his eyes, "You two have no relationship for a long time."

In terms of law and blood, they have no relationship for a long time.

All of this was dealt with cleanly ten years ago.

Qi Ran sighed, he didn't open his eyes, but slowly, slowly reached out and hugged the person on his body.

The man's body is familiar and warm.

Qi Ran rested his head on He Yuanzhang's neck, took a deep breath, and his expression gradually calmed down.

"Yes...it should be over long ago."

The next afternoon, Qi Ran asked Qi Chen to meet.

They met in He's garden.

Compared with Qi Ran's calmness and composure, Qi Chen seems to have lost that usual aura of austerity, which is unfathomable.

He understands Qi Ran's temperament, and has long been prepared for Qi Ran to avoid seeing him, and he has roughly thought about what to do in the future, but this meeting was too unexpected for him, and it made him feel a little ominous premonition.

And so it was.

Qi Ran's tone was calm and cold, "Mr. Qi."

"Do we have to be so unfamiliar with each other?" Qi Chen's eyes showed a bit of bitterness, "Jiaojiao, I would rather you hate me like you did in the small world."

Qi Ran looked at him calmly, he used to love to laugh very much, those perfectly formed eyes seemed like stars were falling when smiling, but now there was only a deepness left.

He stirred the coffee in his cup, and it seemed that Qi Chen's words were not touched at all, nor did he respond, "You should know why I'm looking for you today."

Qi Chen was startled, and looked at him deeply.

Obviously the distance between the two is only a few feet away, and the person in front of him is within reach, but he seems to see an insurmountable gap.

It is the trace left by the years, mixed with countless people and things.

The strength on his straight back was relieved, and he couldn't help laughing bitterly, "Jiaojiao, I really couldn't do anything back then."

"I know," Qi Ran looked into his eyes, there was no resentment on his face, but a calmness of staying out of the matter, "it's not your fault, it's the accident of this world, but we have all changed, you Understand?"

He said every word, as if he had thought it over long ago, and he said without a moment's pause, "I'm not that Qi Jiaojiao who can't live without my brother, and you are no longer my brother."

"I am." The tension in Qi Chen's heart broke, his voice was hoarse, "I'm still your brother, I know I've missed a lot of time, but I can't help it, I really can't help it , I have tried my best, I can only fight to let you survive—"

Qi Ran snickered, "Do you know Xie Liang?"

Qi Chen was startled, and the blood quickly faded from his face.

How could he not know about Qi Ran's experience in several small worlds, and Xie Liang, who wanted Qi Ran to survive, single-handedly planned Xie Chen's "betrayal" to let him survive the tribulation of love, and calculated too many things.

"But I'm different from him," Qi Chen took a deep breath, and repeated numbly, "I never plotted against you, nor did I rule out selfishness..."

"Yes," Qi Ran nodded lightly, "You didn't do these things, but in my opinion you are no different."

Qi Chen was stunned.

He felt a bone-piercing chill rushing into his lungs from the soles of his feet, spreading rapidly along the blood vessels, making him almost lose his breathing instinct, but his eyes still locked on Qiran tightly.

Suddenly he realized something.

"Is it strange?"

Qi Ran smiled lightly, "Because you all want me to live."

"But brother," he finally called out the title, but he lost the slightest attachment to him in the past, only a little carelessness remained, "I'm tired of living a long time ago."

Life is full of vicissitudes, the world is cold and warm, he has seen it, and he has already lived enough.

After being bound by the system, he didn't even think about coming back alive, maybe one day he got tired and it ended like that.

But Qi Chen wanted to save him.

And 13 years later, the truth.

Qi Ran sighed wearily.

He put away the mocking expression just now, looked at Qi Chen with slightly lowered eyes, and looked calm and serious, "You know, before I said this, I wanted to take revenge on you a little bit, I want you to know Your self-righteousness, I don't need your rescue, but I feel very boring when I say it out."

"... Brother, we have all changed."

His tone was calm as if he forgave all the dead.

It shouldn't be like this.

His arrogance would not be so easy to talk, and he would not let go of everything so lightly, as if he could leave the world at any time without any nostalgia.He can't stand a little bit of grievance, can't tolerate sand in his eyes, he will get angry, toss him, laugh and make trouble, and he will have to admit his mistake and apologize if he cede land and pay compensation, and he will be reluctant to buy the sugar water that needs to be queued for two hours in the east of the city. consider sparing his life.

When will there be no hatred at all?

When I don't care anymore.

Qi Chen felt his eyes darken, and his heart was pulled down.

During the long time, countless travels, and many times when he was on the verge of death, these were all his only beliefs.

He wanted to go home, to change Qi Ran's ending, to let him live in peace for a long time, but now he actually said that he was tired of living long ago——

Is he doing something wrong?

"open!"

Qi Chen recovered from a trance, saw Qi Ran frowning, and subconsciously let go of his arms.

Qi Ran took a step back, lowered his eyes, and smoothed out the wrinkles on his clothes unhappily.

The expression between the brows and eyes is exactly the same as before...

In a blink of an eye, Qi Chen suddenly realized, "No, Jiaojiao, that's not the case!"

"You saw me today because I saved you. Even if it's not what you want, you don't want to owe me, right?"

Qi Ran paused and raised his eyes to look at him.

Qi Chen seemed to have cleared his mind, and he spoke faster and faster, "Grandmother cannot be offset, with your temperament, after knowing the truth, you can't blame me rationally, and you can't enjoy this kindness with peace of mind, that's why you want to meet me , see what conditions I will put forward, but emotionally, you don't want to have anything to do with me, so you told me this just now, so that you can refuse my approach and block my words in advance."

Half a minute of silence.

The look on Qi Ran's face gradually turned cold, the pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes that were always affectionate and affectionate disappeared from the soft smile, replaced by an extremely dangerous and indifferent sharpness.

He opened his mouth coldly, without the slightest hint of guilt, "So——what do you want to say?"

Qi Chen looked at him and couldn't help but smile slightly.

The young man in front of him was cold and tough, with a forceful aura, as if he was completely different from that arrogant and splendid young man, but Qi Chen could vaguely see his youthful appearance, "...Actually, you just need to blame me."

"As long as you continue to blame me, grievances and grievances can be offset. You don't have to care about me saving you. You can draw a clear line with me and never entangle with me again, but you didn't..."

Qi Chen was still smiling, but his eyes gradually turned red, "You said you've changed, but you haven't."

"You just can't believe me."

The sun has set.

Time passed silently.

Qi Ran sneered, "Being passionate."

He pushed open the glass door without looking at Qi Chen again.

The author says:

I compared Calvin recently. At the beginning, the outline was arranged to have sex with my brother, but now, I think it is difficult for Yi Jiaojiao to have sex with his brother with his current personality. He will not trust anyone, nor will he love .

I will try my best to let them heal the arrogant cub, but in the end it may just be a crack in the heart lake/scratching head

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Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: slightly slightly 1;

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!