unrequited love forbidden

Peace of mind

sleep

Because it was New Year's Day, there were so many people in the playground, Fu Zhi excitedly tried to break away from Jiang Xiao's hand several times, but was firmly held by him.

"Don't run around." Jiang Xiao bent down and picked him up, "Be careful that the traffickers will take you away."

Fu Zhi pointed to the roller coaster, "Brother! Brother Jiang Xiao! Let's ride that!"

"You are under the age." Fu Qingzhou ruthlessly broke his fantasy, pointing to the carousel next to him, "This is fine."

Fu Zhi reluctantly looked up at the roller coaster, "But it looks fun."

"It's not fun." Jiang Xiao carried him to the carousel, "When you grow up, you can play."

"Then when will I grow up?" Fu Zhi asked.

"Ah, I'm asking your brother this question." Jiang Xiao resolutely diverted the trouble.

Fu Zhi looked at Fu Qingzhou eagerly.

"Wait for another ten New Year's Days." Fu Qingzhou's answer was impeccable.

Fu Zhi counted on his fingers, "Does this count?"

"Forget it." Fu Qingzhou said.

"Then there are still nine more times!" Fu Zhi was only depressed for a while, and then went to ride the merry-go-round with great interest.

There were special security guards watching inside. Jiang Xiao and Fu Qingzhou sat on the bench outside the fence, watching Fu Zhi while basking in the sun.

Jiang Xiao leaned against the back of the chair, and the hand that was originally on his knee slipped unintentionally, touching the back of Fu Qingzhou's hand.

Fu Qingzhou turned to look at him, and he looked back confidently, "Your hands are a little cold."

Fu Qingzhou pursed his lips, and put his hands into his coat pocket.

Jiang Xiao raised his eyebrows, "Is it warm in my pocket?"

"Barely." Fu Qingzhou turned to look at Fu Zhi, who was happily waving at them.

Jiang Xiao enthusiastically responded to Fu Zhi's greeting, waved vigorously at the child twice, then put it into his pocket in a kind manner, and interlocked his fingers.

Jiang Xiao's hand was very hot, just like him, with scorching temperature, Fu Qingzhou clasped his hand tightly, his eyes fell on a paint spot on the railing, and he said slowly: "Jiang Xiao, I read a diary."

"What diary——" Jiang Xiao was craving the ice cream in the hand of the little girl passing by, and halfway through the question he suddenly realized something, the expression on his face was a little surprised, mixed with some kind of shameful annoyance.

"It's not good to read other people's diaries." Fu Qingzhou's arms were close to him, "But that diary says on the cover..."

Fu Qingzhou watched Jiang Xiao's face turn red a little, and suddenly felt that it was not so hard to accept when he recalled it, "Write to Fu Qingzhou."

Jiang Xiao stuttered because he was in a hurry, "That, that's just a way of expression, it's written to Fu Qingzhou, but it doesn't have to be read by Fu Qingzhou, you know, I, I just wrote it myself, it's not true. of--"

He looked at Fu Qingzhou's eyes that were about to smile, and simply smashed the jar, "Forget it, it's written for Fu Qingzhou anyway."

Some kind of inexplicable joy rose from the depths of his heart, and Fu Qingzhou couldn't help laughing, "I saw it."

Jiang Xiao covered his face with one hand, "Brother Zhou, let me go."

"Excellent literary talent." Fu Qingzhou praised: "The love is sincere."

Jiang Xiao had never imagined that he was so eager to have a crack in the ground for himself to crawl into, or find a brick to shine on Fu Qingzhou's head so that he could forget the contents of the diary.

"I was..." Fu Qingzhou paused, obviously smiling, but it was difficult to speak, "I really didn't know what I was going to do, so I went to your rental house and saw a lot of my photo."

Jiang Xiao clearly felt the hand that belonged to Fu Qingzhou in his pocket shaking, "Fu Qingzhou, don't think about it, it's all in the past, and we are all fine now."

"It's the first time I know that I can be so important to another person." Fu Qingzhou twitched the corners of his mouth, looked into Jiang Xiao's eyes, his eyes were a little empty and surprised, "I even felt happy at that time."

Jiang Xiao's heart ached when he saw him.

Fu Qingzhou opened his mouth, but he couldn't continue. He looked terrified and guilty, and his eyes were a little distracted, as if he was immersed in a certain scene and couldn't extricate himself.

"Okay, okay, brother Zhou, don't talk anymore." Jiang Xiao hugged him and rubbed his back vigorously, "Let's not talk anymore."

Fu Qingzhou was a little short of breath, he closed his eyes hard, suppressed the astringent pain in his throat, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry."

"What are you sorry for?" Jiang Xiao patted him on the back vigorously, "I don't want those things, we are out on a date today."

Fu Qingzhou twitched the corner of his mouth, "Okay."

Although it was a date, Fu Zhi was there, and the two of them were also busy looking after their children. After playing for most of the day, except for the noisy human voices, only tiredness remained.

There were still many items left unplayed, and Fu Zhi was already so tired that he fell asleep, unable to wake up screaming.

"Go back." Fu Qingzhou put on the down jacket for Fu Zhi, "This kid is crazy."

"It's only 03:30." Jiang Xiao pinched Fu Zhi's face, "I thought he was full of energy."

"He's too weak." Fu Qingzhou hailed a taxi, opened the door for them, "Go in."

Jiang Xiao went in with Fu Zhi in his arms, and Fu Qingzhou closed the door and got into the car from the other side. When he bent over, he suddenly turned his head and glanced back.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Xiao asked.

"It's okay, maybe it's my eyesight." Fu Qingzhou shook his head and closed the car door.

But it was obvious that he became vigilant, and he was tense all the way home and upstairs.

Jiang Xiao made arrangements for Fu Zhi, and when he came out, he saw Fu Qingzhou on the phone on the balcony.

He glanced at the balcony, went into the kitchen to heat milk, and when it came out, Fu Qingzhou had already finished his phone call.

"Come here and drink some milk." Jiang Xiao said, "I saw that you didn't eat much at noon."

Fu Qingzhou came over and took a few sips, "Do you know who Tan Yuan is?"

Jiang Xiao froze for a moment, "I only found out that he is Ji Feng's relative, what's wrong, he has a problem?"

"When I was in a car accident back then, the driver was never caught." Fu Qingzhou put down his glass, "Later when we got into a car accident, he was the one who was caught."

"It's all him!?" Jiang Xiao was a little shocked.

"Well, he later admitted it together." Fu Qingzhou said: "But from the beginning to the end he refused to explain who instigated him."

Jiang Xiao frowned and said, "Is that why he wants your life? Did your uncle offend Ji Feng?"

Fu Qingzhou paused, "I don't know, but nothing has happened now, and we can't do anything to him."

Jiang Xiao gritted his teeth and said, "Find someone to deal with him."

Fu Qingzhou pressed his shoulders, "Don't mess around, I've already got someone to watch him."

"It's definitely not that simple." Jiang Xiao's face was gloomy, "Ji Feng may not be the only one behind him, but why did Ji Feng attack you, a high school student? Obviously he is—"

Jiang Xiao reacted suddenly, and said in shock: "I was the one who followed Tan Yuan before!"

Fu Qingzhou was taken aback by him and almost spilled the milk in his hand.

The more Jiang Xiao thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong, "Ji Feng's boss is Zhang Hou, and behind Zhang Hou are Zhang Juan and Jiang Hao'an. Could it be that they messed up?"

"Your stepmother and stepbrother are not good people." It was rare for Fu Qingzhou to speak so decisively, "Your actions before were too ostentatious, and they won't be able to keep their peace for long."

"I'm afraid they will settle down." Jiang Xiao frowned and said, "But how did you get involved with you back then?"

There was a picture whizzing past Fu Qingzhou's eyes, but it was so fast that people couldn't catch it, as if he was instinctively trying to avoid remembering it.

"Brother Zhou? Fu Qingzhou?" Jiang Xiao stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, "Hey, I'm back!"

Fu Qingzhou shook his head, "I don't know, we can check slowly."

"That's true." Jiang Xiao nodded in agreement, stretched his waist and put his hand on Fu Qingzhou's shoulder, scratching his chin, "Tired, how about sleeping together?"

Fu Qingzhou said: "There is still homework—"

"Okay, you agree." Jiang Xiao dragged him into the bedroom, "What kind of homework, do it at night, you don't sleep all day and all night."

It was fine if he didn't remind him, but as soon as Fu Qingzhou was mentioned, his whole body began to feel weak.

Jiang Xiao lay down on the bed in his pajamas, and patted the pillow next to him vigorously, "Come here, Brother Jiang to coax you to sleep."

Fu Qingzhou laughed, and lay down next to him with a sigh of relief, and was immediately pulled into his arms. He was a little stiff subconsciously, but Jiang Xiao stretched out his hands to cover his neck, and pressed him gently. nape of neck.

He blinked sleepily, the smell on Jiang Xiao's body gradually relieved his tense nerves, and his sleepiness increased little by little.

"Fu Qingzhou, do you remember that one year when you were ill on your birthday, you lost your temper and refused to take medicine?" Jiang Xiao's voice flickered from far to near.

Fu Qingzhou replied vaguely: "What are you making up again?"

"I didn't make it up this time." Jiang Xiao said in a low voice, "It was during the period when you acquired Linlang, you worked overtime and stayed up late every day, and you were admitted to the hospital with a fever in the middle of the night, which happened to be your birthday."

"Oh." Fu Qingzhou vaguely remembered this happening, but he retorted firmly, "I didn't lose my temper."

"Yes, you didn't make a fuss, you just got burnt, refused to eat porridge, refused to drink water, and quietly pulled out the needle and wanted to be discharged from the hospital." Jiang Xiao said slowly: "You still scolded the innocent little assistant and the kind-hearted little assistant who came to see you of Tren."

"Uh..." Fu Qingzhou yawned, "Shut up."

"But it's very coaxing. I brought you a small cake in the morning, and you'll be fine." Jiang Xiao stroked his hair, "Of course I'll be angry if I don't have a birthday cake for my birthday."

Fu Qingzhou wanted to refute him coldly, but Jiang Xiao's voice was too gentle, so that before he could figure out what to say, his brain was completely overwhelmed by sleepiness.

Jiang Xiao babbled to him a lot, but he could no longer hear clearly, only when he was about to lose consciousness completely, someone gently kissed the corner of his mouth.

"Go to sleep."

Then he finally let himself sink into peace of mind uncontrollably.