unrequited love forbidden

Bus

people are still sleeping

It's Friday in a blink of an eye.

The students in Class [-] were very excited. In fact, the second-year students in the whole building were very excited. They had just passed the most difficult and ignorant first year of high school, and they had not reached the third year of high school when the pressure of racing against time was doubled. They were very interested in this large-scale event. .

When I got on the bus, I was like a group of wild monkeys going down the mountain to let themselves fly. Lu Fengzhen maintained order with a straight face, "Hurry up, the class behind is waiting! Song Zhu, dress well! Li Bowen, are you going to escape!"

Song Zhu took off the school uniform jacket tied around his waist, and muttered dissatisfiedly, "It's hard to go out to play, why do you have to wear a school uniform..."

"Don't worry about trouble." Zhang Nuo said in a low voice.

Jiang Xiao bent down and sat in the last row by the window. Li Bowen glanced at his empty neighbor and teased, "Where's Fu Qingzhou?"

"Go and arrange for the care class, we'll be there soon." Jiang Xiao looked down at the news, someone was walking this way, and he threw his schoolbag on the seat.

Li Bowen was sitting next to the empty seat, Ye Yang sized it up, came over and sat down on the other side, "Hey, where is Fu Qingzhou?"

"Here we come." Li Bowen replied.

After Fu Qingzhou got on the bus with his schoolbag on his back, Jiang Xiao moved to the seat next to him, took the schoolbag in his hand and let him into the innermost seat where he was sitting just now.

Li Bowen and him became neighbors, elbowed him, and whispered: "Jiang'er, you're really shameless."

Jiang Xiao turned his head and showed him a smug smile.

Li Bowen couldn't help rubbing the curly hair on his head, and the two of them quarreled with each other with fists and palms.

"Jiang Xiao." Fu Qingzhou's slightly indifferent voice sounded, "How to do this?"

Jiang Xiao's attention immediately shifted from the fight to Fu Qingzhou, and he took the jar from Fu Qingzhou sideways, "What is this?"

"Fu Zhifei wants to give you snacks." Fu Qingzhou pointed, "I can't open it."

So Jiang Xiao began to lower his head and fiddle with the can in his hand, "It stands to reason that there is a can opener, which is quite difficult to open with bare hands."

"Maybe it was accidentally dropped." Fu Qingzhou said without changing his expression, and threw the can opener in his hand into his pocket.

Jiang Xiao wanted to break it open with his bare hands, but Fu Qingzhou saw that his fingertips were a little red, so he reached out and took the jar away, "Forget it, I'm not in a hurry to eat this."

Jiang Xiao grabbed the schoolbag at his feet and searched for it. He found two steamed cakes that were easy to digest and not too sweet. He also took out a bag of milk and handed it to Fu Qingzhou, "Did you not have time for lunch?"

"Yes." Fu Qingzhou took the milk.

Jiang Xiao skillfully tore open the packaging bag of the cake and handed it to him, "Eat some padding first."

Li Bowen looked blankly beside him, and turned his head to stare at Ye Yang, who was eating spicy sticks, "Giving one to me."

"No!" Ye Yang defended to the death, "I only have three left in this bag!"

"I'll just eat two!" Li Bowen quickly pulled out two of them and stuffed them into his mouth. Ye Yang made a gesture to snatch them back. Li Bowen raised his oily hand and said, "Wipe on your body!"

The destination is in the next city, and the distance is not short. At the beginning, everyone was screaming and shouting for more than half an hour. Slowly, the car gradually quieted down. Most of the students fell asleep, and the rest were either playing games or See a movie.

Li Bowen next to him was sleeping on his back, Jiang Xiao reached out and pushed his head, leaned over and asked Fu Qingzhou in a low voice, "Are you listening to music?"

Fu Qingzhou was staring out of the window in a daze. Hearing this, he took the earphones he handed over. The gentle music made people feel very relaxed. The scenery outside the window flashed by quickly, and his tense back gradually relaxed.

While listening to the song, Jiang Xiao looked at Fu Qingzhou out of the corner of his eye. Seeing that he closed his eyes, he stretched out his hand to close the dark blue curtain beside the window to block the sunlight, and then quietly turned down the volume.

Fu Qingzhou leaned on the back of the chair, his head drooped slightly, his brows were tightly frowned, his face was very pale, and there were still inconspicuous black and blue marks in his eyes, obviously he hadn't had a good rest, he crossed his arms in front of his chest, he was a Full defensive posture.

Jiang Xiao forgot where he saw it. People who subconsciously defend themselves like this are actually extremely insecure.

But in his memory, Fu Qingzhou has always been calm and unhurried, no matter whether it is work or life, he has a strong control in his hands, no matter what, there is no way to defeat him.

This may be the reason why he was attracted by Fu Qingzhou. Losers naturally have envy and admiration for successful people, which is the instinctive yearning for beauty of those who are stuck in the mire and cannot save themselves.

As for when this kind of admiration and envy turned into liking, even Jiang Xiao himself couldn't tell clearly. When he came back to his senses, his eyes could not be separated from Fu Qingzhou.

He even began to selfishly hope that Fu Qingzhou would fail and show his vulnerable side.

In his previous life, Jiang Xiao was too carefree in the first half of his life, and later he felt unreal due to a huge gap, which made him have an overly extreme and beautifying idea of ​​the whole society and its people. It took him many years to understand that no one in the world is born successful and invincible.

Even Fu Qingzhou who had added countless filters to his eyes.

Fu Qingzhou would be afraid, depressed, collapsed, and helpless like him... When he realized these things and started to feel distressed, he knew he was completely screwed.

Jiang Xiao leaned closer to Fu Qingzhou, the dark car was filled with the stifling smell of spicy sticks and snacks mixed together, and the seats were not comfortable, but the gentle music in the earphones and the sound of Fu Qingzhou's breathing But it made him feel extremely at ease.

When his consciousness gradually began to drift, the car bumped a bit, and then his shoulders suddenly sank.

Fu Qingzhou leaned on his shoulder.

That bit of drowsiness instantly turned into secret joy. Fu Qingzhou leaned against him, and the arms and thighs of the two of them were pressed together with almost no gap. The young man's body temperature easily penetrated the thin school uniform, turning His calm mind was suddenly disturbed.

Fu Qingzhou's soft hair brushed against his neck, slightly itchy. Jiang Xiao froze in place and did not dare to move. Even his own breathing became more careful. He slowly turned his head, only to see Fu Qingzhou A smooth nose bridge and a small side profile.

Still can't help liking it.

Even if this love is mixed with too much complexity and regret.

Jiang Xiao tilted his head to the side, let himself lean against Fu Qingzhou, and then closed his eyes.

The quiet bus drives smoothly on the highway.

Jiang Xiao had already fallen into a dream, his breathing became steady and even, and the person leaning on his shoulder slowly opened his eyes.

The neckline of Jiang Xiao's school uniform still smelled of laundry detergent, and the small peach pit on his neck was exposed. One hand was casually resting on his lap, and a string of thin peach wood beads was worn on his wrist, similar to the black one. The straps fit tightly together.

Fu Qingzhou has always been a light sleeper. Since the car accident, he couldn't fall asleep in the car at all. In fact, he didn't quite understand how someone could be bumped and his head could be pressed on the shoulder of the person next to him.

Jiang Xiao's hands are beautiful, with well-defined muscles and bones, and slender fingers. They are dazzlingly white on the steering wheel, and they are very suitable for kissing.

Fu Qingzhou closed his eyes angrily.

It can be seen that some heads cannot be opened. His soul seems to be a little seriously affected by this seventeen or eighteen-year-old body. The hormones and dopamine in adolescence are always tempting him to think about things that are too exciting for him. His usual coldness and indifference.

With Jiang Xiao's blessing, it is very easy for him to indulge in it.

It's like another extreme after too long abstinence.

Almost obsessed, he held that beautiful hand, and then closed his eyes contentedly.

After all, people's behavior during sleep is not controlled by subjective consciousness.

"Students, wake up, we are almost at our destination...Wake up..." Feng Xian'er's voice sounded in the carriage.

Jiang Xiao was woken up, looked at the back of the chair in front of him in a daze, his eyes were still a little dazed, his warm breath sprayed on his neck, and he remembered that Fu Qingzhou was leaning on him, his shoulders and half of his arms were faint. A little numb, he looked down and saw that he was still sleeping.

Immediately annoyed, with such a wonderful treatment, he didn't even stay in the car and fell asleep!

He moved his arm slightly, then looked at his claws holding Fu Qingzhou's palm in shock, and almost jumped up.

Li Bowen, who was yawning next to him, caught a glimpse, shook his head, and whispered: "Fuck, Jiang'er, what are you doing!"

"No—" Jiang Xiao stared at his paw that was taking advantage, and shouted angrily: "It held it by itself! I don't know!"

"Do you think I look like a letter?" Li Bowen shrugged his shoulders, "Brother understands, your hand has its own thoughts."

In fact, Jiang Xiao didn't have much confidence in his rebuttal, after all, his little thoughts about dealing with Qingzhou were really not innocent.

And he didn't really want to let go, so he simply held on to the wrong hand for a while, but in the end he still stared at Li Bowen with a beastly look on his face, and reluctantly let go.

It wasn't until the bus wobbled to a stop that Jiang Xiao reached out and patted Fu Qingzhou's arm, and said softly, "Hey, Fu Qingzhou has arrived."

Fu Qingzhou slowly opened his eyes, and after a while he straightened up, staring at Jiang Xiao wondering what he was thinking.

"Hey, I'm back to my senses!" Jiang Xiao snapped his fingers in front of his eyes, touched the red mark on his side face, and asked with a smile, "Are you sleepy?"

Fu Qingzhou grabbed his hand, squeezed it lightly and then let go, his voice was still hoarse after waking up, "Yeah."

The classmates in the car had already started to walk out bluffing, Li Bowen and Ye Yang beside them had already disappeared, Jiang Xiao got up and hung his and Fu Qingzhou's schoolbags on his shoulders, still a little dazed Fu Qingzhou stretched out his hand.

Fu Qingzhou grabbed his hand and stood up from his seat with his strength, the surprise in his heart hadn't faded away.

Originally, he was just pretending, but he really fell asleep leaning on Jiang Xiao.

He fell asleep in the car.

"Pay the boat!"

Standing in the shadow of the back door of the car, Fu Qingzhou looked up, and saw Jiang Xiao standing under the sun with clear eyes, smiling and shouting at him: "Let's go."

He squinted his eyes and stepped into the sunlight.