unrequited love forbidden

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[Third shift] 100 yuan once

Jiang Xiao became colder in Fu Qingzhou's arms.

When Fu Qingzhou was in a serious car accident, he lost both his legs and was suspended from school for two years. The life he planned for himself turned upside down.

When he was dying, he was terrified when facing death, and when he woke up, he faced empty trouser legs. He collapsed and became anxious, but in the end he forced himself to face reality.

At that time, the car accident was so unexpected that he didn't actually leave much shadow, and more of it was the anxiety of losing his legs later.

But Jiang Xiao's death made him deeply experience despair and fear.

The flickering dim headlights, the pungent gasoline smell, and the smell of blood were all very clear. Jiang Xiao hugged him tightly and used his body to prop up a narrow space for him. Jiang Xiao's blood dripped on him. In his neck, it was cold and hot, the sound of the other party's rapid breathing was far and near in his ears, and his long-lost legs were tingling, which was the pain that remained in his brain.

That kiss was restrained and gentle, and it was the only kiss he had gotten in his more than 30 years of life.

Even if this kiss came from this taciturn, even a little mediocre driver in his opinion.

He called Jiang Xiao's name over and over again, but Jiang Xiao's head was buried in his neck, and the curly hair was wet with blood. He hugged Jiang Xiao's cold body in the dark, shouting hoarsely, desperately. collapse.

Jiang Xiao likes him.

He should know.

Jiang Xiao would always observe him quietly through the rearview mirror, and the accidental eye contact would make the other party happy all the way, even if Jiang Xiao didn't say anything, he could still see the corners of the other party's mouth curled up.

When he ate the breakfast prepared by Jiang Xiao, the other party's eyes would be bent, and the curly hair would become flamboyant.

Jiang Xiao will prepare a small blanket for him to cover his legs. When Jiang Xiao is on a business trip with him, he will remember all his habits, know the taste of his meals, and even remember clearly the type and amount of medicine he took...

What else does he want Jiang Xiao to do?

The sounds of ambulances and police cars came from far and near, and the alternating red and blue lights and loud human voices drowned him out.

Someone pried open the car door, trying to drag Jiang Xiao away.

He tugged at the person desperately, but still failed to catch him.

Jiang Xiao has no immediate family members, and several uncles and aunts are far away. They shirk and refuse to come back for various reasons. Li Bowen, who hurried back from a business trip, cried like a child, and the people around him couldn't help him.

Sitting in a wheelchair, he looked at Jiang Xiao's posthumous photos. In the black and white photos, Jiang Xiao's eyes were a little blank, and the corners of his mouth were raised. It could be seen that he tried his best to pull out a smile, but the corners of his brows and eyes were tired.

Most of the employees at the funeral were employees from the company, and Jiang Xiao was not even considered a serious colleague of them, but the big boss was here, and they always wanted to show it.

Except for Li Bowen, few people were really sad for Jiang Xiao.

Fu Qingzhou didn't dare to look at Jiang Xiao's body.

Jiang Xiao died, but Fu Qingzhou never got out of that car accident.

The monthly exam questions are not too difficult.

Jiang Xiao's Chinese is barely passable, and he hasn't fallen behind this month, and he is very good at writing essays. There is half an hour before the end of the exam, and he has finished writing the [-]-word argumentative essay.

Something was wrong with Fu Qingzhou this morning, his face was as white as a piece of paper, he was ready to take someone to the hospital, but in the end he still couldn't get rid of him.

Fu Qingzhou was also a little absent-minded during lunch.

"Are you feeling unwell?" Jiang Xiao bit the plastic spoon, tried the temperature of his forehead with the back of his hand, and then tried his own, "It's not hot."

"I'm fine." Fu Qingzhou lowered his head to eat, "Maybe it's because I didn't sleep well last night."

"Go home for lunch break and catch up on sleep." Jiang Xiao looked at the exam schedule, "The exam will start at 02:30 in the afternoon."

Fu Qingzhou shook his head, "No need, I can't sleep, I'll give you a few questions while I have time."

There was chaos in the lunch break classroom, and Fu Qingzhou refused to go home, so Jiang Xiao simply dragged him to the playground.

"What are you doing here?" Fu Qingzhou was dragged by him to the stands.

There were almost no people on the playground at noon, only a few high school freshmen playing on the distant basketball court. The sun was not too poisonous, and it was warm and comfortable on the body.

Jiang Xiao picked a cleaner place, sat down and patted his thigh, "Come on, lie down and bask in the sun."

Fu Qingzhou twitched the corners of his mouth and sat beside him.

Jiang Xiao pulled his arm a little harder, but Fu Qingzhou didn't understand what he wanted to do, and followed his strength without resistance, and when he realized he was already pillowed on his thigh.

Jiang Xiao leaned back lazily, and covered his eyes with his hands, "I was scared when I was a child, and my grandma would let my grandpa hold me and let me sleep under the sun, and when I woke up, I would do nothing. It's all over."

Jiang Xiao's palm was very warm, and Fu Qingzhou's tense back involuntarily relaxed, "Believe in science."

"It's very scientific. Sunshine and calcium supplements will make you strong, and it smells good when you eat it." Jiang Xiao took out his mobile phone and set an alarm clock, "Go to sleep quickly, and wake up strong again."

Fu Qingzhou smiled and closed his eyes.

Jiang Xiao casually looked at the clouds in the sky. In fact, the weather was still a little hot, but today it was windy, and it was much cooler than before. The sun was shining on the back of his hands, and there was a slight scorching heat, which was warm and comfortable.

Fu Qingzhou fell into a grotesque dream again.

But no matter how dark and desperate the dream was, there was always a warm hand holding him tightly, making his panic and powerlessness fall into reality.

He knew that this hand belonged to Jiang Xiao, so he ran forward with him unswervingly.

The thick darkness dissipated before his eyes, a few soft white clouds floated in the blue sky, and the sun itched slightly on his face, he narrowed his eyes.

Then he saw Jiang Xiao's enlarged handsome face.

"It's time, we should go back." Jiang Xiao poked his cheek with a finger.

"Where are you going back?" Fu Qingzhou was a little dazed, thinking that the dream was about to wake up.

After he went back, he was still sitting alone in the cold and empty office, doing boring and boring work, and then waiting for death alone.

He didn't want to go back, and he didn't want to wake up.

At least he could still see Jiang Xiao in his dream.

"Brother Zhou, you're sleepy." Jiang Xiao snorted and brushed his hair, "Go back to the exam room, the second math exam this afternoon."

Fu Qingzhou blinked slowly.

It was rare for Jiang Xiao to see Fu Qingzhou in such a dumbfounded manner, he pinched his cheeks as a mischief and tugged at both sides vigorously, "It's over, I'll drag you out to sleep, and make you sleepy, don't act out of order and take a test Zero Egg is back."

Fu Qingzhou smiled, raised his arm and stroked his curly hair.

"Fu Qingzhou, my hair has never been touched casually." Jiang Xiao stared at him seriously, but didn't pat his hand away.

"Do you want to pay?" Fu Qingzhou's voice was still a little sleepy, it sounded like fluffy snow being blown away by the wind.

"Yes." Jiang Xiao said seriously: "100 yuan to touch once."

Fu Qingzhou closed his eyes and smiled, "Then I want to become a member."

Jiang Xiao froze, "Member?"

"One year." Fu Qingzhou thought for a while, "Ten years first."

"Hahaha fuck!" Jiang Xiao didn't know which joke he was poked at, and his curly hair was trembling with laughter.

Fu Qingzhou yawned and sat up, patted him on the back, "Stop."

Jiang Xiao looked at him holding back a smile.

"Let's go, let's go to the exam." Fu Qingzhou pulled him up, "You are really funny."

"I don't have a good laugh." Jiang Xiao smiled and sighed, "Let me tell you this, the skits at the Spring Festival Gala can make my stomach hurt from laughing."

"Uh..." Fu Qingzhou gave him an admiring look, "It's really hard work for you."

The monthly exam was taken for two days in a row, and on the third day, the subjects of the second year of high school exam were added, including the information technology exam, which Jiang Xiao was least good at.

Jiang Xiao has no interest in computers other than games. He was exhausted from the operation questions, and he was listless when he left the exam room.

"What's wrong Jiang'er?" Li Bowen ran over from behind and bumped into him.

"I failed the information test." Jiang Xiao scratched his hair a little irritatedly, "It's all about nothing, and I won't need it in the future."

"Son, dad doesn't discriminate against you, it's a routine operation." Li Bowen said firmly.

Jiang Xiao's eyes suddenly lit up, "I remembered, Fu Qingzhou is very knowledgeable about computers, I asked him to teach me."

Li Bowen pouted, "Oh, Daddy, I can teach you too."

"Get out." Jiang Xiao pushed him aside in disgust, "How can a half-assed person like you compare to someone professional."

Li Bowen said sourly: "Yes, yes, my deskmate won't be with me, and I won't eat lunch with me, and I will secretly drag someone to the playground to get bored, and my computer is half-baked, so let's cut our heads off! Break off friendship! "

"Cutting off the head?" Jiang Xiao touched his neck, "From where?"

"Damn! You really plan to break up the relationship! See if I don't beat you to death!" Li Bowen chased him angrily, "Jiang Xiao, stop!"

Jiang Xiao smiled and ran forward, just in time to see Fu Qingzhou walking in front with his schoolbag on his back, and ran over to hide Li Bowen with him as a barrier.

"Jiang Xiao, don't hide if you have the ability!" Li Bowen stretched out his arms to beat him.

"Catch him if you have the ability!" Jiang Xiao smiled arrogantly, grabbing Fu Qingzhou's shoulder and avoiding him.

Li Bowen grabbed Fu Qingzhou's schoolbag strap, "Fu Qingzhou, don't protect him! Get out!"

Fu Qingzhou raised his hands to show his innocence, sandwiched between them, "I didn't do anything."

The three pushed and shoved each other, and they couldn't tell who was provoking whom. Anyway, Fu Qingzhou was involved in the battle for no reason, and was accidentally injured several times by Jiang Xiao and Li Bowen.

In the end, the two of them somehow reconciled, dragging Fu Qingzhou all the way to the cafeteria.

"Chicken leg rice! Chicken leg rice is the light of Bei Canteen!" Li Bowen shouted.

"Chicken nugget rice is king!" Jiang Xiao retorted firmly.

Then the two looked at Fu Qingzhou together.

Fu Qingzhou raised his hand and refused to join, "I choose fried rice with eggs."

"Traitor!" "Alien!"

Jiang Xiao and Li Bowen squeezed into the food grabbing army.

Fu Qingzhou stood at the end of the line and waited for them slowly. Turning his head, he happened to see his own shadow on the glass.

The man on the glass is laughing.