Set fire in your heart

"Aren't you going to sleep?"

Han Qiu stood up, and after a few words, his voice became breathy.complete

"Aren't you going to sleep?"

Han Qiu stood up, and after a few words, his voice became breathy.After all, before he fell asleep, his voice was already hoarse under the boy.

But now he is staring at Yu Miao in front of the window without blinking, constantly feeling strange emotions surging in his chest.It's really weird.

Or that's how Yu Miao feels.Obviously he stood there without saying a word.

However, he is in your eyes.

Unknowingly, the branches of wild flowers grow silently, reptiles swim away, and the streams in the valley slowly melt into jingle streams flowing through the lush green grass.

From time to time to summer, insects are singing everywhere, and I slowly look up at the sky full of stars.The fireworks are gorgeous and dazzling, blasting the sky.

In an instant, the eaves fell white again, melting with the sunrise.

He should repel mediocrity.The young man was smoking a cigarette silently, wanting nothing, and flaunting himself wantonly.

At this moment, Yu Miao's brows and eyes are relaxed, and her dark eyes are fixed on him, and there is a faint smile.

"No more sleep, no sleep."

Han Qiu was silent for a while, then leaned over to pick up the scattered pants under the bed.He took out the cigarette case and lighter from his pocket, and sat cross-legged on the bed.

"Snapped--"

Smoke slowly exhaled.

Han Qiu looked back at Yu Miao, only a piece of moonlight was projected on his mature face left by the years, the bleak light was far less bright than the window.

He stepped back a little into the darkness behind the moonlight.The corners of his lips curled into a smile that wasn't a smile, and he couldn't tell whether it was self-deprecating or what.But after just a moment, he couldn't help but want to call out those two words:

"A Miao..."

"Yeah." Yu Miao replied casually, and the cigarette had bottomed out.He lowered his head and pressed the cigarette butt on the window sill, and the sparks annihilated his eyes and moved out of the window again.

"Han Qiu, lend me your wife for a ride."

"Ah?" Han Qiu was stunned.

Yu Miao: "Ducati Devil, I just saw it downstairs."

Han Qiu: "...ah, yes. You can ride as long as you want."

Yu Miao walked into him and sat by the bed.The two were very close.Then, his chin was pinched and rubbed, and the young man stared at him, as if he was studying his appearance.

Han Qiu was about to drown in those eyes.The next moment, he was stunned, his eyes widened.The warm and moist touch still remained on his lips, and even the tip of his heart trembled and twitched.

Yu Miao: "Just now."

The fiery red fuselage was speeding like lightning, and countless people who were sleeping peacefully in the urban area in the early morning were woken up like this.

"There's something wrong, this point is racing..."

"Grass, it makes people sleep!"

And some people stayed up late, heard the sound and glanced out of the window. On the empty avenue, the street lamps with yellow halos are like veils.

In the most silent night, the hem of the clothes flutters, the hair is flying, and only the corners of the side can be glimpsed. Accompanied by the humming motor, the young man seems to be facing the attention of everything in the world.

High rise neon.

Evening breeze.

Seven or eight lights.

He is like the breeze, and like the moon, wanton and unrestrained.

That figure only appeared in the field of vision for a few seconds, but those who saw him could not regain their senses for a long time.

In the silence of the room, nothing left but a deafening heartbeat.

The horsepower of Yu Miao's car was reduced when he drove to the Jingkai District, and now many places are well built.And it also retains the characteristics of the once opened area - at least there are many entertainment services.

But to enter some places, you have to go through rows of self-built houses and intricate alleys.He parked the car on the side of the road, stood still after getting out of the car, and rubbed his shoulders with his cool cheeks from the wind.

It's been a long time since I passed a car from the urban area happily.

Yu Miao stood upright.He narrowed his eyes slightly, and looked at the dark place deep in the alley for a while.He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, lowered his head for a while and put it back again, with an unclear expression on his face.

He took a step forward, gradually merging with the night.

At the place where the two facades of the Jingkai District are separated, there is a downward staircase leading to a door.It only opens at night, and you can vaguely hear the rhythmic music inside from the stairs. Yu Miao faces the ground familiarly and knows how to get there with closed eyes, but it is indeed the state of mind that came here tonight and before. There are some changes.

Passing through a narrow corridor, the light is an ambiguous pink, and the walls on both sides are spray-painted with exaggerated graffiti, colorful, layer by layer, new ones cover old ones.

But Yu Miao still remembers that when it was still a snow-white wall, it was he who painted the first strokes with his own hands.

——[Dead End Gang]

After passing through the corridor, the thunderous cheers and music stimulated the periosteum in the ear, Yu Miao narrowed her eyes, and looked at the player on the stage from afar.

Knitted hats, shoulder-length hair, young people dressed in avant-garde clothes—I don’t know them.

He continued to walk towards the stairs near the second floor.The crowd followed each other.The room is dim, thanks to the scattered light of a laser light.

Because she just came in from the outside, Yu Miao's body was covered with bitter cold.The room is crowded, and people bump into each other from time to time.Yu Miao frowned impatiently, feeling irritable and angry.

"Fuck, who the fuck..."

The man he accidentally bumped into turned his head, and at this moment, lights of various colors happened to shine on that face, and they stayed on that face for a moment, reflecting the green eyebrows and eyes.

It's a teenager.

He was stunned, his mood suddenly changed, and he wanted to apologize in a panic.

During the breath, when the sharp breath lingered at the tip of the nose, the other party's calm and hoarse voice had dissipated in the air.

--"Feel sorry."

You don't have to apologize.

The man stared at him away.

The tall and slender young man walked through the crowd, step by step, with casual steps, like a butterfly coming lightly, about to fly away.

What lingers on the tip of the nose is the breath of ice, snow and wind, the breath of freedom, and the breath of cleanliness.

Yu Miao finally reached the edge of few people.After all, he had just done that kind of thing, and young people would feel sleepy no matter how strong their physical strength was.

He closed his eyes slightly, touched his face with his hands, and suddenly felt a gaze.

When Yu Miao covered her face, she gazed upwards through her fingers and caught a glimpse of the person looking at him from the railing on the second floor. Her eyes sank, and then she smiled loosely, seemingly in joy.

He moved his hands away from his face and beckoned to the people upstairs.

At the railing on the second floor, Qin Fu tightly grasped the railing, his hands turned white.

"Qin Fu, who did you see and react so strongly?"

Someone noticed his strangeness and asked.

Qin Fu turned around slowly, with a bleak light shining on his hair and shoulders.He has a soft face, but his pupils are like snakes, and his eyes are full of malice and coldness like maggots.

He raised his hand, and the red rope on his thin wrist made his hand extremely pale. At this time, his eyes were bright, and the corners of his mouth twitched into a morbid smile.

He sighed from his chest to his throat and said, "Here comes my lover."

"what???"

Yu Miao came to the stairs on the second floor, and he walked up.The sound of shoes on the iron ladder is very loud.

There are many speculative eyes around him, on the one hand because of his appearance, on the other hand, everyone who comes to Miami knows that going up to the second floor is not allowed.

"When, when—"

The footsteps were getting closer.

People who stay on the second floor, drink or have fun, stop everything without knowing it, and stare at the stairs with bated breath.

Finally he appeared on the stairs.

The boy who was no different from some people's memory came into view.

He was wearing a black work jacket with the hoodie inside loose, revealing half of his white collarbone.

Tall and straight, with a cigarette hanging by his side with one hand.

She still looked the same as a year ago, with a vague sneer hanging on her thin lips, and her straight single eyelids stared at them lazily.

As beautiful as a goblin, just standing there, people want to kiss him one after another, and then linger to death.

Their eyes swept over him, their hearts beating uncontrollably.

Some stood up and shouted.

"Brother Yu..."

As Yu Miao got closer, her smile grew stronger.Those eyes seemed to be mixed with shattered starlight in the dimness. He looked around and called out the names of familiar people one by one.

"Hao Zi."

"Wen San."

"Zhang Yaowen."

"..." After a short pause, Yu Miao looked at Qin Fu and raised her eyebrows, full of jokes and inexplicable meanings.

"Qin Fu."

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Qin Fu walked to Yu Miao's side, his breathing slowed down, "Long time no see."

Reminiscences come quickly.There are many people who smoke, but there are only a few who are really familiar with them.

Yu Miao took a few of them and held them in her hand, and skillfully put the more on her temples and clipped them to her ears.

"No need." Yu Miao raised her hand to refuse a cigarette, and the rest gave up.

He was surrounded and sat on the sofa, and the next thing was that the wine glass was filled.

"Brother Yu, come have a drink! I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss you!"

Amidst the booing, Yu Miao raised her head and blew the whole bottle without saying a word, and cheered after she finished.

"Brother Yu is still amazing!

"As expected of you, Brother Yu!"

Yu Miao smiled, and hugged Qin Fu who was sitting next to him, took him into his arms and lay on the sofa, Erlang kicked his legs, feeling full of oppression.

"A Miao."

The smile on Qin Fu's face was not restrained at all.He leaned his head on the young man's shoulder, took a deep breath of the familiar breath, and raised his head, his eyes affectionately traced the eyebrows and eyes of the person he loved for a long time, and his heart became more and more full because of the love.

He leaned closer to the boy and said:

"Welcome back."

The others looked at each other knowingly, laughing so much that they didn't leave the booth to play around.

On the sofa, the two depended on each other.

Qin Fu kissed Yu Miao's lips obsessively, the water froth blended together, and the joy was that even the breath he breathed was the smell that made him love.He closed his eyes, like a sacrifice to the gods, with a pious and fanatical expression.

Yu Miao lowered her head slightly, and stretched out her hand to grab the back of Qin Fu's head to deepen the kiss.

After a long time, the two separated, Qin Fu's face was flushed, his brows were affectionate, and his watery eyes stared at Yu Miao for a few seconds.Then he and Yu Miao tacitly smiled at each other.

Qin Fu left Yu Miao's arms and squatted down in front of the sofa. He smiled happily, and Yu Miao also opened her legs wide.

Surrounded by laughter and clinking of wine glasses, the music downstairs is deafening.

In the darkness where the bleak light is hard to see.

The hand with the red string around the wrist gradually reached there to undo the zipper.

Yu Miao put her hands on the back of Qin Fu's head, but noticed the red rope.This was something he casually threw to Qin Fu in the past, but he didn't expect to still carry it with him now.

The dark eyes stared down at the man without sadness or joy.

He can still feel an unprecedented tranquility around familiar people, but the old days and this time seem to be centuries away from him.Although the previous intense and profound emotions can still be felt, but there is more of a little irony.

Why would he come here at this time?Because when he received the message, he knew that this guy would definitely be here waiting for him every day.

Maybe I missed it too.

When he was in his hometown, he had a dream. The dream was strange and strange. He lived in ancient times for more than ten years.Those ten years seemed to be the same experience.When he woke up, he couldn't remember the contents of the dream clearly.

But looking back on his own past, it still feels like a long time.

Contrary to everyone's expectations, he was admitted to B University, and at the same time he was far away from his hometown, ready to leave everything and go to the north.

At that time, Lin Chen had already entered.

Qin Fu came to his house to look for him, brought wine and some food, and told him to celebrate.

While drinking, Qin Fu said:

"I really want to be the same age as you, at least go to school together, I have a thought."

He said, "Come on, you can't afford the exam either."

Qin Fu asked him, "Then how did you do it?"

He never answered this question.Maybe for those who hang out with him, he suddenly entered the university, as if there was a gap between them, they felt betrayed and unacceptable.

But at that time, he just felt that if he continued like this, he would be rotten.

It was early morning, Gu Qing stayed in the study, closed his eyes, and rubbed his temple with one hand.I was so tired all over, but couldn't sleep at all.

He took a deep breath, went through the procedures for Gu Tang's discharge today, and his mother cried and called to take Gu Tang home when she found out.His persuasion was fruitless, and he was even scolded bloody.

—— "How did you tell us when you sent your brother to that place without telling us that you would take good care of her, but look at your brother now!"

"You are an older brother, why don't you want your younger brother to be good! Don't you want your younger brother to go home!"

It's not that he doesn't want to, but that Gu Tang's state is very hard to describe.

In his mind, he could always think of Gu Tang standing under the sun, trembling and squatting on the ground in fear when he was discharged from the hospital.

He is as thin as a walking dead, and the tattoos on his face that affect his return to normal society are not willing to wash off no matter how much he persuades him.Even his eyes were slack.

Of course he felt distressed, that was his brother.

He went up to help Gu Tang up, but was swung away.

Gu Tang's scarlet eyes of hatred seemed to be looking at a bloody enemy, as if he wanted to kill him ten thousand times.

When did the images of all people in childhood memories fade away?

Gu Qing felt suffocating pain in his heart, he frowned, got up and wanted to go back to the room, but his gaze inadvertently caught a glimpse of the thick notebook under the pile of documents.

——A Qi's diary.

He sat back and took out the date book.At this moment, a secret word in his heart suddenly encouraged him to open the diary that had been dusty for more than two years.

——[July 7st sunny

Today I met a boy at the entrance of the alley, you can call him a boy.

He looked to be only fifteen or sixteen years old, with a cigarette in one hand and a guitar on his shoulder on the other. His clothes looked dirty and out of place.

Not far ahead seemed to be his friend, and the alley was very narrow.He walked past me with a smile, rubbing his shoulder against the tip of my nose, and the faint smell of smoke lingered.

I looked at him and couldn't help but hold my breath.

Why is it that he didn't smile at me, but I was so moved.

Rain on January 7

It rained suddenly in the afternoon, I got up and closed the window, but saw the boy from yesterday standing in the alley again.

He didn't bring an umbrella, so he leaned against the concrete wall and stared at his mobile phone, let the rain get wet, and soon his white T-shirt was soaked.

I watched him for a long time from behind the curtain, and wanted to go downstairs to get him an umbrella, but his friend arrived.

I watched him hug each other's shoulders and share an umbrella with him, pick up his clothes with one hand and wipe his face to reveal his white belly,

Then I left talking and laughing, I stared at him intently as he went away, envious of his friend in my heart.

……

rain on 7 december

It's still raining today, and I'm still hiding behind the curtains watching him like a dirty, disgusting mouse in the gutter.

Sunny September 7

He suddenly looked at me! ! ! !Smile at me! ! ! !

……

Sunny September 7

At noon, there was a knock on the door. When I opened it and saw him, I was stunned.

He was smoking a cigarette, smiling at me, and asked me why I was looking at him.

I kept apologizing, feeling humbled in the dust in fear, but at the same time, I was overjoyed for our intersection. 】

The diary starts here, describing how the boy would beckon to him at the window while waiting for a friend, or knock on the door to come in to shelter from the rain on a rainy day.

They gradually became acquainted, and the experiment was very close to his home.The boy was a day student, and he began to read books and do homework in his room at noon every day.

Or strum the guitar while looking out the window.

Oh, and he also writes poetry.

Between the lines, they can truly feel Ah Qi's sincere and strong feelings for the boy.

Ah Qi wrote in his diary.

【He is sitting in front of the window, listening to the wind and the sun, the corners of his lips are raised, the pen is spinning in his hand, and his mind is flying away from the poem.

At this moment, I want to become the wind, become the pen in his hand, and have intimate contact with him.

But I dare not become the sun...]

【The passion he brought to my life is the only light in my dirty and gloomy life. 】

Subsequently, words such as "want to die" often appeared in the diary.

Ah Qi, after falling in love with that boy, he was in constant panic and extremely depressed.

Among them, one is a teenager and the other is a youth.

A young and frivolous, high-spirited.

One dying, dirty and disgusting.

[Sunny March 8st

I would never lie to him, I said when he asked about my job.

But unexpectedly, he didn't laugh or sympathize.Looking into my eyes as usual.

[It's just that society takes sex too badly.Existence is reasonable, and those who engage in this profession are not disadvantaged groups. Why do they sympathize with those who don’t work hard and go to the streets to beg, but discriminate against sex workers who put their physical strength to give pleasure to others? ]

[In this world, who is more noble than whom? ]]

……

[Sunny March 8st

Today he is very silent, smoking a cigarette and staying with me for a long time.I ask if you are not going with your friends today.

He said that his friend's parents died.

I shut my mouth, not knowing what to say.

After a long time, he asked me: How can this city become better?

I said: Maybe a qualified manager is needed?

I am ashamed that I know nothing about many aspects, otherwise I can say more...]

Gu Qing browsed roughly, turned a few pages, and stopped suddenly.

[July 8rd.

Today he only stayed for a while. Before he left, he smiled brightly and said to me, since he is a gangster, he should be a gangster.

One will be a million bones.

I stood by the window and looked out.

A boy next to him hooked his shoulders and took the cigarette from his lips.

The two of them were followed by many people, and each of them had some things in their hands. 】

Next, the contents of the diary from August [-] to [-] were torn out.

Gu Qing endured the doubts in his heart and continued to read.

【May 8

His friends came to me, told me to stay away from him, and fisted me.I was in pain all over my body, but my heart was filled with joy.

Is it because of Ah Miao's concern that others have a sense of crisis?

Ah Miao, do you care about me? 】

Gu Qing read very quickly. When he turned a page, he couldn't help but open his eyes wide, and his heart was full of turmoil.

The page was completely disorganized, with handwriting digging deep into the paper.

[Rain on September 8

why why!He saw he saw he saw! ! ! !Why let him see! !

I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die... I just want to accompany A Miao silently, not to disturb his life, why should A Miao see such a dirty and embarrassing side of me!

A Miao A Miao A Miao A Miao...

You don't look at me.

——I love you so much, why do you keep looking at me? 】

The author says:

The codes are a bit long apart, maybe a bit confusing?Harmful!Change it when you have time!

In addition, the statement is emphasized, and the next few chapters are warned by Ah Miao Zhagong!