False prophecies kill people [Western Fantasy]

Xie Yi thought Sexitus was weird.

In the three days after he came out of the unstable space, Xie Yi tried his best to do all kinds of bad things.

He put his worst side in front of Sexitus, ready to scare Sexitus away.

Sexitus loves him, this cognition makes him feel uncomfortable, and then he also feels scared, because he is not ready to share his life with one person, and inserting another person brings too many variables, especially It was when he also found that he was not so indifferent.

Sometimes seeing Sexitus's incomparable tolerance towards him, he even hated Sexitus briefly.Such a strong love is like a blazing flame, and it must not take long before it will all burn out. At that time, Sexitus will start to hate him, and his good days will come to an end.

He predicted the future pessimistically, and looked at Sexitus with more doubts.

Sometimes he feels that Sexitus is not real, everything around here is actually his dream, or maybe he has gone crazy and is currently staying in a mental hospital, because he is too bored, he imagined it for himself A world, imagining a world in which there is someone who loves him so much, is very nice, it's just not true.

Xie relied on sitting on a soft easy chair. He was warming himself in front of the fireplace, looking aimlessly at the burning flames. Suddenly, he got off the chair and decided to put his hand into the fire. His fingertips felt the heat. Unexpectedly, then the whole person was pulled back.Sexitus grabbed his shoulders and pulled him back, angrily said, "What are you doing?"

Xie Yi glanced at him, and said slowly: "Don't make such a fuss, I just want to touch it."

"I assume you know that flames burn people?"

"Of course I know." Xie Yi glanced at Sexitus, but didn't say the rest of the sentence.

What he didn't say was: But you have been burning me, you should reflect on yourself.

But after thinking about it, he decided not to speak out.

When he locked himself in the study, his mind was the clearest. He would list one by one how to deal with the current situation. Of course, the situation referred to the mysterious wizard and the goddess of the sky.

Xie Yi was tired of everything in front of him for no reason, he no longer intentionally played tricks, and did not continue to find fault.

He decided to make himself decent, so as not to be ridiculed by Sexitus when this relationship ended, so he began to treat Sexitus calmly, assuming that Sexitus was his colleague, and they are currently The task to deal with is to defeat the sky goddess and the mysterious wizard.

As for the rest, we have to wait until this work is over.

After such a role replacement, Xie Yi felt that she had found the right position and restored her normal and decent urban image.

Xie Yi has always been polite to his colleagues and kept a proper social distance. Now he uses this method to treat Sexitus. Sexitus didn't notice any changes at first, but after a few days, he came back to it. coming.

"Don't touch the temple of the goddess of the sky yet." Xie Yi said, he picked up a sliced ​​radish that he didn't like the most and ate it.

Adults shouldn’t be picky eaters. Xie Yi always hides himself unconsciously and puts on a perfect mask when having a work meal with his colleagues. The farther he is from others, the more comfortable he feels, “Just before me Based on my observation, it seems that the Sky Goddess can't hurt us, of course, maybe she can't hurt you, it's best to find a way to lure out the mysterious wizard hiding behind her."

Without waiting for a response, Xie Yi looked up at Sexitus strangely, "Why don't you speak?"

"Nothing." Sexitus replied, irrelevant to the question: "I remember you don't like sliced ​​radishes?"

Xie Yi shrugged, "But it is nutritious."

"So what's your opinion?" He changed the topic to work again.

"It's up to you," Sexitus said, "I'm not a wizard after all."

Xie Yi nodded in understanding, and comforted him very considerately: "To become a wizard, you only need to have a strong soul. After all your soul fragments return to your body, you can definitely become a wizard, and you are quite Excellent wizard."

This is the social mode he is familiar with, Xie Yi thought, everything is going in a good direction.

People's hearts are the most unreliable. It is possible that someone who liked you a few days ago finds that you have not only advantages but also disadvantages, or when you say something wrong, do something inappropriate, and Any small detail that is wrong will immediately abandon you, and at the same time, you have to make a big discussion to prove that he/she is right. It is best to get other people to hate you together, and then he/she will contented.

He grew up alone, with no one behind him, so he could only cover for himself.He doesn't like to be criticized by others, or hear others say in a superior tone what kind of person he should be, what he should do, and what he shouldn't do, so for his own sake, he thinks it's best to behave like a The perfect robot so no one can judge him.

Of course, malicious eyes are still unavoidable, because there are people who take pleasure in the pain of others in the world, but they are relatively rare.

He shouldn't have done that to Sexitus before, because he was too ignorant, and there was a sharp contrast with his usual external image, which made others feel uncomfortable, or made them frown.

He imagined how his colleagues would laugh at him, look down on him, and hate him when they knew what he had done before; and thought of how Sexitus would laugh at him, look down on him, and hate him after he took back his love, he felt a kind of The pain of suffocation, and then decided to make myself "sensible".

The relationship between him and Sexitus will always end, but the previous few days together have satisfied all his fantasies about love, and that is enough. From now on, he will gradually get used to it. When the relationship really ends, he will also retain his self-esteem and say goodbye decently.

Gradually, his attitude towards Sexitus gradually became more business-like, when should he kiss every day, what did Sexitus do for him, and how should he repay him.Xie Yi started to keep accounts, and returned everything to Sexitus.

Sexitus hugged him, making him feel very happy, Xie Yi gave a kiss in return, Sexitus could kiss him as he wanted, and he never resisted.He calculated Sexitus's good, every morning when he got up, he learned the plots in the TV series he had watched, and helped Sexitus adjust his collar and belt.

Xie Yi thought about what Sexitus might like, and tried his best to do it.

He couldn't get used to others giving him unreservedly, so he decided to owe neither.

He was sitting in the study studying materials, and when he picked up a new book, he found an envelope inside.

Open it and see that it was written by Sexitus and addressed to him.

There were some very tender words in it, and a poem written by Sexitus himself.After all, Sexitus was once a prince, and now he is also a king. Writing poems was not difficult for him. He prepared for a long time and accumulated countless waste manuscripts, and finally he was quite satisfied with this one.

After Xie Yi finished reading the poem, he threw the letter paper on the table as if he had been burned, and then stared at it. He was very sad because he couldn't write poetry, and he had no literary talent, so he couldn't repay it.

The poem was really well written, and Xie Yi could see it after reading it wholeheartedly, but he didn't allow himself to read it a second time, because he really couldn't repay it, so he put the letter back in the envelope, Then reseal the envelope and pretend you never opened it.

Falling in love is like borrowing money. If you don't have the ability to repay it, it's best not to borrow it.

When sleeping at night, he likes Sexitus to hug him very much, because he has grown so big, no one has ever hugged him, at least not in his memory, he has to stand aside sensibly, and he has to be humble to his younger brother Sister, you have to be considerate of adults with a bad temper. It is best to have an internal circulation in your body, so that you can live well without eating and drinking, so as not to worry others.

He stayed comfortably in Sexitus' arms, but sometimes he would suddenly jump up like a frightened bird, and then return to his room with a pillow. The cold quilt kept his mind clear and he could be at ease. fell asleep.

Sometimes Xie Yi would have a feeling of self-loathing, he would feel that he was particularly annoying, and wonder why Sexitus could bear him, and he has not taken back his love until now, nor has he claimed that he is suffering Enough is enough, I decided to break up with Xie Yi and drive him out of the palace.

It is undeniable that this made Xie Yi happy, but the happiness was temporary, and he was more at a loss. He was very guilty because he couldn't repay Sexitus' equal love, and he wouldn't even love, because His ability to love was swallowed up by the city made of steel and concrete. He is a good screw that the city needs, and he only needs to turn around, but he is not alone. He is a little resource among the many population resources. A little bonus of a bonus, one of many good employees, but he's not human.

He can't love, no one has taught him, and he can't learn.

A few days later, Sexitus took the initiative to provoke the topic, insinuating: "What do you think of my poems?"

Xie Yi had already pressed the envelope under layers of books, "I didn't read it", he lied and replied.

"why?"

Sexitus asked, looking a little nervous, and then very gentle: "I still remember the content, do you want me to read it to you?"

"No."

Xie Yi said that he opened a large-format book, and then hid his face behind, his voice a little muffled: "You don't understand, I can't write poetry, and that's the problem."