False prophecies kill people [Western Fantasy]

This hug somewhat comforted him.

At least he wasn't alone here.

Xie Yi's mood gradually calmed down in this silent hug.

"Sexitus, thank you."

I have to admit that in this endless void, Sexitus' hug was very warm and made him feel a sense of security.

Xie Yi indulged himself for a while, but he didn't let himself indulge for too long.

After suppressing his depressed mood and bad guesses, Xie Yi sat down where he was, and continued to try to comprehend the law of this gap in space.

Sexitus didn't stay near Xie Yi, because Xie Yi didn't want Sexitus to lean against him when he penetrated the law.

Penetrating the law requires full dedication, and at this time, he will lose his perception of the outside world. Xie Yi still does not trust Sexitus enough. If Sexitus is too close to him, he will be unable to enter the state for a long time.

Due to his childhood experience, Sexitus has always been very sensitive to other people's emotions. He sensed Xie Yi's defense against him, and every time Xie Yi began to comprehend the law, he would take the initiative to leave Xie Yi and keep a long distance from him. distance.

Xie Yi closed his eyes, felt that Sexitus was away from him, and subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.

After relaxing, he felt irritable again.

For some reason, he began to feel ashamed that he was always on guard against Sexitus.

It took him a moment to calm down and suppress all the complicated emotions in his heart.

Every time he started to comprehend, he would have hope in his heart, thinking that he might be able to catch some fragments of the rules this time, and get a glimpse of it, but no, every hope eventually brought disappointment.

Xie Yi opened his eyes, but still found nothing.

He still didn't feel anything.

This feeling of powerlessness made him irritable, as if he was facing a mountain that could never be overcome, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't leave here.

It is difficult for even gods to escape from the cracks in space, let alone him as an ordinary person?

Maybe he can never leave here again, but can only stay here forever, and finally go crazy, and then take his own life?

No, he is unwilling to accept such an ending!

However, the facts are usually independent of human will. If you can’t do it, you can’t.

The concept of time seems to be blurred.

At the beginning, Xie Yi still used witchcraft to record the time, one day, two days, one week, two weeks...but he gave up again.

What's the point of time when you may never be able to leave here?

Xie Yi's mood became more and more agitated, and everything pointed to the same result: he couldn't leave here, he could only stay here forever.

The more time passed, the worse his temper became. For the first time, he couldn't help losing his temper at Sexitus.

"Do you think we can go out?"

After another failure, Xie Yi looked up at Sexitus in the distance, "Will we stay here forever?"

Sexitus came over and replied affirmatively: "No, I believe you can take me out of here. You are the leader of the wizard, and I believe in your ability."

His tone was firm and reassuring.

He could see Xie Yi's anxiety, but he didn't know how to comfort her.

Facing this emptiness, Sexitus's reaction was not as strong as that of Xie Yi's. His life was inherently boring, no matter whether it was in the real world or in this void, it was the same for him.

In fact, it was better for him here.

After all, the wizard is by his side, and he can see and talk to him at any time.

However, this thought obviously cannot comfort the wizard.

Because the wizard didn't like him, and of course the wizard wouldn't find it pleasant to be in the same room with him.

"You're lying!" Xie Yi was not appeased after hearing Sexitus's words, but stood up abruptly, "You can also see that I have gained nothing during this time, I can't do anything, I just can't! "

"Don't you think it's funny to see me trying in vain? Are you laughing at my stupidity in your heart?"

"You know I don't think so."

Sexitus was not surprised, he reached out and hugged Xie Yi in his arms, ignoring his struggles and tightly hugged his back, he didn't know how to comfort him, so he simply took action directly, Xie Yi was in his arms The bosom gradually became quiet, and after a long time, Sexitus felt a light push from his shoulder.

Xie Yi has calmed down.

"I'm sorry." He said, "I shouldn't have lost my temper with you. There won't be a next time."

Xie Yi made such a promise, but he quickly broke his own promise.

In this gray and white void, as time passed, the tempers between Sexitus and Xie Yi seemed to ebb and flow. Xie Yi's temper became worse and worse, but Sexitus became more and more tolerant, never because Xie Yi lost his temper for no reason and got angry.

After recovering from enlightenment, when Xie Yi opened his eyes and could not see Sexitus, he would lose his temper; when he saw Sexitus but found that Sexitus was too far away from him, he would lose his temper. Lost temper; yet Sechtus was nearer to him, and he lost his temper too.

He is not really angry because of these reasons, he just finds reasons to vent the negative emotions in his heart.He knew that what he did was wrong, Sexitus was trapped in this gray nothingness like him, and Sexitus was still an ordinary person, he couldn't even try to comprehend the law, obviously he should compare He became more agitated.

His situation is better than that of Sexitus. At least he is a wizard, and there is still a slight hope that he can leave here by his own ability. On the contrary, Sexitus can only pin his hopes on him. Tooth was the one with more reason to lose his temper.

But he knows what he knows. Intellectually, he understands that he has neither reason nor right to lose his temper with Sexitus, but he just can't control it.

What's more, Sexitus was never angry because of his rudeness, which inadvertently fueled the arrogance in his subconscious, and whenever he got emotional, he would vent his anger on the innocent Sexitus without any scruples.

After losing his temper, instead of being reprimanded by Sexitus, he would be comforted and hugged.

Sometimes, in order to be hugged by Sexitus, he would deliberately find trouble and lose his temper.

Occasionally, Xie Yi would think maliciously: The reason why Sexitus tolerated him so much was because all the hopes were on him now, in order to leave, Sexitus could only swallow his anger and tolerate him in every possible way.However, this is all pretend, he must have kept all the hatred in his heart, and waited for it to explode after he left.

This idea is logical and very reasonable.

This made his temper even worse: there are too many lice, it doesn't itch, and debts don't worry, there is no difference between owed 5000 million and owed [-] million, anyway, he will be retaliated after leaving here, so it is better to vent more now.

It gave him a pleasure almost vile to think of it when he lost his temper.

Once he regained his composure and reason prevailed, the feeling of this thought would turn into shame.

Every time he calmed down, he apologized to Sexitus and promised that there would be no next time, but he never kept his promise. He turned his panic and anxiety into anger and threw it to Sexitus , as if the other party was a puppet without emotion.

But Xie Yi knew in his heart that Sexitus was not a puppet, he also had feelings, and he would be hurt, maybe the other party just never showed it.

Compared with Sexitus, Xie Yi felt that he was extremely despicable.

While he hated himself, he couldn't control himself.

Like an alcoholic who has vowed to quit drinking, the promise is still on his lips, and when the bottle is brought up, the vow is completely forgotten.After waking up from the hangover, he began to confess again and made a new vow.

However, when the bottle is seen, everything will repeat itself.

Lose your temper, feel guilty, apologize and promise never to do it again.

Then another tantrum, guilt, another apology and a promise never to do it again.

an infinite loop.

He just can't change, he's just that bad.

After losing control of his emotions for an unknown number of times, Xie Yi apologized to Sexitus while hating himself in his heart.

He himself felt that his apology was completely meaningless and was just an act of hypocrisy.

"Are you bored?"

After Sexitus expressed his forgiveness to him, he didn't let him go directly like before, his arms were still wrapped around Xie Yi's shoulders and neck.

Xie Yi didn't even think about breaking free, and nodded silently.

Yes, of course he was bored.

Even he thought he was going crazy.

Sexitus said as if he had been prepared for a long time: "Then shall I tell you a story?"

Xie Yi said "OK".

Then Sexitus told the story.

As a well-educated prince, Sexitus covered a wide range of subjects. He picked up many stories and fables, but Xie Yi was not very interested in them.

For someone who has lived on modern Earth, these stories are too corny and uninteresting.

Even so, Xie Yi nodded in agreement.

So Sexitus turned to reciting poetry.

He is an excellent bass, and his voice is very pleasant when reciting poems in cadence, but that's about it. Whether on earth or here, Xie Yi is not sensitive to poetry. As I said before, he has nothing to say. literary talent.

Finally, Sexitus turned to tell his own story, and he soon discovered that Shay was interested in this part.

"After my mother died, Camilla became my father's new queen. On the first day she married, the whole palace celebrated her arrival. No one remembered me."

Sexitus's mood didn't fluctuate much, he was neither angry nor brooding, as if he was simply telling a story that had nothing to do with him.

"I was hungry all day," he went on. "Three days later, Camilla won the favor of my father, and she drove me out of the palace. My father turned a blind eye to it."

"After a month, no one brought me food anymore. I was young and I made a fuss in front of my father, but my father didn't even look at me. He said that my mother didn't teach me well, so I To contradict my stepmother so rudely."

"I was very hungry. I went to the kitchen to steal food. My hands and feet were not very fast. When I was discovered, my father was furious and said that the prince of Daqi Kingdom could not be a thief. My hand was almost broken by him. Before leaving, he Warn me, if there is another time, put my hand in the boiling water, so that I can never steal anything again."

"However." Speaking of this, Sexitus' tone became brisk, "I ate half an apple that day, and it tasted very good."

He seemed to think it was a good ending, so he raised his voice and nodded.

Sexitus looked at Xie Yi's face, trying to find some clues, hoping that his story could make Xie Yi feel better, but he didn't find any smile, so he panicked a little.

"……thanks."

Xie Yi lowered his head, he suddenly felt very sad.