are you trying to kill me

Except for eating boneless fish in a hotel, this is the first time for Gu Jinghe to eat fish without caring about the bones. The happiness in it is naturally indescribable, so happy that he can temporarily ignore the embarrassment.

After returning to the dormitory at night, Gu Jinghe suffered from insomnia again that night.

He had to start to face up to the boss's feelings for him, although it was indeed the same as usual, even though the boss told him not to be burdened, but suddenly he began to always think of the boss in his head.

He doesn't want to fall in love. He can be free by himself, but if he has more feelings, he will have more concerns, which is troublesome.But boss, it doesn't seem to be a problem at all.

If some of the boss's recent behaviors are considered pursuits, he doesn't find them annoying, nor does he feel that they will affect his life, it's natural and ordinary.

So ordinary, he really doesn't think it has anything to do with being in love...

However, reality will always hit him hard.

To be precise, it was Deng Shuang who would always give him a heavy blow.

Deng Shuang felt that the inspiration came from life, so he was very excited to set the story of falling in the cafeteria as the beginning, and added the conflict of the second female lead, and wrote down the sweet story of picking fishbone in the small notebook, which will be later will be used.

It's all okay, but what scares Gu Jinghe the most is that in the campus sweet drama, the male lead and the female lead escape together for lunch break at noon and study at night to do some sweet things, for example, together Sitting under a tree picking leaves, or sleeping back to back...

Looking at the plot, Gu Jinghe was at a loss as to what to do.

"Is this... sweet?" Gu Jinghe made a straight man's voice.

"Sweet! Think about it, in the beautiful small courtyard era, sitting under the tree and basking in the sun with the person you like, the air is full of the fresh smell of love!" Deng Shuang promised.

Gu Jinghe: ...

"Maybe it's just boring in the second term." Gu Jinghe uttered a straight man's voice again.

Deng Shuang: ...

The way she looked at Brother Jing no longer admired her, as if she was looking at a fool.

"In the second grade, the person who has been clinging to him must be the one I like? If it wasn't for liking, why did the heroine and the hero sleep back to back in the sun?"

Gu Jinghe: ...

Yes, he began to doubt himself, doubting what he was thinking in the second stage of middle school.

As Deng Shuang asked before, is there a stage where you particularly like to stay with someone?

Yes, it's the boss.

But at that time he was only in the second year of junior high school, 14 years old.

Gu Jinghe is a little confused these days, whenever Deng Shuang adds to the plot, he despairs.

In fact, he felt that the campus life was not too different, but Deng Shuang was able to write it as a relationship.He looked at those plots, nine out of ten he and the boss did it together.

For example, secretly passing notes, for example, if the boss did not finish his homework to help him make up, for example, the boss's fan girl asked him to help deliver love letters, he was blocked, and when he saw that the boss did not accept the love letter, his mood immediately improved.

But he can assure you that his dissatisfaction at that time was not because of jealousy at all, but because he felt that the underworld prince was extremely honorable, and there would be a daughter of a thousand golds who would fall in love with him. An ordinary student could not bear the favor of the underworld prince at all!

However, after listening to Deng Shuang's all kinds of reasons and evidence that this is love, Gu Jinghe felt that he was going to be desperate and autistic...

The most frightening thing is that when the script was completely finished and Mr. Jian Xiangdi checked it out, the members began to rehearse. Gu Jinghe was naturally the male lead again. love...

And at that time, in his eyes, the heroine was completely in love with him.

It's actually quite sweet, not ordinary at all.

On Saturday, everyone went to the Huashi Film and Television Base to shoot a short film, but Zhou Cong didn't follow.

When Gu Jinghe arrived, he heard from Xu Hao that the boss had caught a cold and had a little fever, and he would come back after the fever subsides, lest he might infect him.

When the boss was always by his side, Gu Jinghe thought it was an ordinary brotherhood, which was good, but now that the boss suddenly stopped coming and fell ill, he immediately cared about it.

Just like the heroine in the drama who gets worried when he doesn't see the heroine for a long time, Gu Jinghe almost thought that he was too involved in the drama and didn't come out.

At [-] o'clock that night, the new episode of "The New Generation of Actors" was broadcast. Gu Jinghe didn't even bother to watch it. He secretly hid in the room, chatted with the boss on WeChat, and asked him if he was still feeling uncomfortable.

He usually doesn't chat very much, and the most chatting is in their small group, and there are many sand sculpture conversations in the small group every day, which makes him very happy.

But this was the first time he was chatting with someone. It was a very ordinary conversation, not funny or sweet at all, but he just didn't want to cut off the dialog.

Perhaps this is not the first time. In junior high school, during physical education class or evening self-study, he liked to squat by the window of the boss seat and pass notes to him. He squatted until his legs were numb and didn’t want to leave. He felt very happy, and it felt like that You won't get tired of chatting for a century.

He suddenly had a terrible idea in his mind—whether he had been in love early, but he didn't know.

Zhou Cong: [It's okay, you go to bed early, I'll be there early tomorrow morning. 】

Gu Jinghe: [Boss]

Zhou Cong: [Yes. 】

Gu Jinghe: [Boss]

Zhou Cong: [Yes. 】

He was a little dazed and in a daze. When he came back to his senses, he noticed how funny the chat record was, and kept repeating it.

After staring at the screen for a while, Gu Jinghe asked: [Boss, did you like me in high school? 】

There was no hesitation on the other side, and he replied in seconds: [I like it. 】

Then added another one: [Secret love. 】

Gu Jinghe looked at these four words, and his heart was beating violently in an instant. He rolled back and forth on the bed alone, unable to tell whether it was regret or excitement, and he didn't know whether he also liked the boss at the beginning.

After scrolling, looking at the screen, he knew what to say, and felt that nothing was right.

At this time, there was a reply from the other side: [It's over, don't think too much, go to sleep. 】

[I will seriously consider the boss!Good night. 】

He didn't have the nerve to speak out about his entanglement, fearing that it would make the boss sleep badly.

After saying goodnight to each other, Gu Jinghe lay on the bed like a dead body, recalling all the past. He used to think it was the relationship between the elder brother and the younger brother. Now that he heard the elder brother say that he liked it at the beginning, he suddenly felt so sweet.

He thought, if he had a first love, it must be the boss.

Just as he was sweetening himself to death for no reason, the phone suddenly vibrated again. When he clicked on it, it was Zhan Lixing.

[Xiaojing, come out. 】

Gu Jinghe was taken aback, he didn't expect Zhanli to come to the film and television city so late, he thought that there must be something wrong, otherwise he would definitely contact Shuai Shuai to call him instead of contacting him directly.

After getting dressed, he hurried out of the hotel with his mobile phone, and saw Zhan Lixing handsomely standing beside the sports car waiting for him.

"Li Xing, what's the matter?" Gu Jinghe walked over quickly.

Zhan Lixing didn't say a word, he took out a bouquet of roses from the seat of the sports car and handed them to Gu Jinghe.

"Xiaojing, I like you, come with me."

Gu Jinghe:? ? ?

His first reaction was not why Zhan Lixing liked him, but: "Aren't you dating Shuai Shuai???"

Zhan Lixing:? ? ?

"What nonsense is he talking about???"

"Aren't you talking on the phone every day???"

Fa Xiao stared at each other with big eyes, made a good confession, and overturned on the spot.

Lao Gong was not around, Xu Hao, who went out to buy supper by himself, was biting a string of mutton skewers. Seeing this scene, he hid behind the lamppost in horror. Someone confessed to Brother Jing? !

Quickly take out your phone and report to Big Brother!