Into a parallel world

Just when Qiao Ye was lost in this seductive sweetness, the screen in front of him switched instantly. One year later, he was a sophomore and Lu Fengluo was a senior. This year should continue to be together like a promise he made. The love between the two was managed with difficulty, but the accident happened inexplicably.

Lu Fengluo's family put pressure on him, making him always run into trouble at work, and even hired many hooligans to block him at any time. When walking with Lu Fengluo on the street, someone would throw eggs and rotten vegetables at him.In the end, Lu Fengluo looked at him and said affectionately: Ah Ye, we have experienced too much this year, we... are not suitable.After speaking, he gently wiped off those rotten eggs and rotten vegetable leaves.

He would never forget that Lu Fengluo walked up to the Bentley at the intersection, turned around and waved to him with a smile, he had seen that smile countless times---a polite and alienated smile to everyone.

In the end, he was dejected and locked up in the house rented by the two of them for a few days. The past was straightened out again and again. To the best of his ability, he will show his best side in life, and will spend all his savings on buying gifts to surprise the other party, so there is no reason why he will be dumped!What went wrong?

He saw himself curled up in the dark room on the big bed for two, pulling his hair vigorously with his hands, and his originally pretty face was covered with dirt. After a few days like this, the whole person looked like The soul left the body, leaving only a spurned body lying in the forgotten darkness.

His face was wet, Qiao Ye raised his hand to touch it, and found that he was crying, crying for himself who was so stupid, is it distressing?The self who was so thin and was about to die, gave everything and was abandoned.Is it hate?If you hurt yourself because of a scumbag, you will be handed over so easily, you can't afford it.

If he could do it all over again, he really wanted to yell at Lu Fengluo: Lu Fengluo, did you think that the year we faced together was just a joke?Why give up so easily!

But it was wrong at the beginning. Now that I read Qiao Ye again, I realized that he has always been the one who gave in this relationship, and all the obstructions were aimed at him. He tried his best to overcome all difficulties, thinking that the two of them had gone through so much together, and they could reach the end together. Old, but he didn't know that he was always facing it alone, it was his one-man show, and what Lu Fengluo gave was only the relationship of a boyfriend and a little more tenderness than others.

Looking at the scar buried deep in his memory, and peeling away the layers of dust again, he will still feel heartache. From his current perspective, it is like the picture that emerges in front of him every time he closes his eyes in the years when he was abandoned , so real, let him sink into it, let the dirty mud stick to his hands and feet, flood his mouth and nose, and suffocate him.

I still can't forget it.He still couldn't forget himself in that world, so embarrassed and humble, why did he still survive?Why can he survive?

Suddenly, a light flickered on the bedside. The moment I touched the phone and saw the news, the whole person fell into silence, and then let out a mournful sob.

With a jump in his heart, Qiao Ye swallowed hard, and sure enough, he saw that he let the phone slip and fell to the ground and made a thud, and then laughed wildly.

"No! Don't!" Qiao Ye rushed towards himself who was suddenly stunned. He knew what this 'Qiao Ye' was going to do next. He had personally experienced this kind of pain. Seeing himself laughing to the point of tears, Qiao Ye cried He said to his former self: "No, Qiao Ye, listen up, it's not worth it, it will get better in the future..."

But he can't touch the past self, and can't save the frustrated past.

Therefore, he could only let the tears flow down, cry with himself, and watched his former self get up and stagger to the kitchen, take out a fruit knife and cut off his wrist.

"Ahhh!!!" Qiao Ye covered his eyes in pain, he could feel the warmth of his own blood splashing on his body, the nightmarish warmth that made him tremble, filled his body with the smell of rust Nose, "No...how could you..." Qiao Ye roared in pain, how could you hurt your body so cruelly?But at that time, he had already lost his soul, and it didn't matter whether he was in pain or not.

Qiao Ye stared blankly at himself lying in a pool of blood in front of him. The dark kitchen was a closed and narrow space, obliterating all his past at the moment of cutting with the knife, and also obliterating the upcoming future.

People are like this, only when they have survived, when they look at their former self from the perspective of the future, they will feel that the former self is so stupid, and then hold their hearts and sigh, fortunately, they have survived, so that they have everything they have now.

Qiao Ye supported himself with both hands and slowly moved to the dying self, silently looking at the former appearance.The stubble of the beard came out, and after finally wearing some decent clothes, it is now wrinkled, and his black hair can no longer be described as a bird's nest, his eyes are blue and black, and his originally clear face is also dull. Slowly pale lips testify to the passing of a life.

"Hello, me from the past." Qiao Ye said calmly, stretched out his hand to gently touch the familiar face, then slowly closed his eyes, and said, "Goodbye, me from the past." With all the strength in his body, he couldn't even choke up to do it.

The door was suddenly opened vigorously, but Qiao Ye didn't look back because he knew who it was.

"Aye!" Song Ci rushed to Qiao Ye, who was dying in the blood, and hugged Qiao Ye with trembling hands. Seeing his good brother like this, his whole body tensed up. He was afraid, too afraid to lose another one. Important person.

"Aye, wake up, don't fall asleep, and look at the sun outside." Song Ci took Qiao Ye downstairs, and as soon as he left the building, the outside sun shone on the two frustrated people, "The bad boss It will rot, a good start is the reason we have to persevere, Ah Ye, the sun will shine on you..." As he spoke, Song Ci started to cry first.

Qiao Ye stood at the floor-to-ceiling window and watched the scene downstairs. His heart had been hollowed out. He was like a ghost. When will he find his own home?

Qiao Ye, come back...

Qiao Ye, it's time to wake up...

It was like a call from a far away place, with a sound that was about to pull him out of this terrible world with magic power.

Feeling the body sinking and floating on the water, the plankton breathing by the ears, so careful and real, the touch of water on the fingertips, the pain in the chest slowly dissipated after touching the water, Qiao Ye heard the sound of the distant bell in the cold evening The sound is heavy and long-lasting.