Into a parallel world

There was a flash of thunder outside, and the patter of rain could be faintly heard, falling on the window and slowly sliding down, one drop after another layer upon layer to make it disappear on the transparent window more quickly, and the night was blurred and blinded people's eyes at this moment.

"How did this story end?" The immature child raised his head and looked at the man leaning on the bed, his childish voice was full of curiosity and puzzlement about the story.The man fondled the boy's hair, his eyes were full of confusion, and his brown eyes were full of pain.

He didn't know where this pain came from, but every time he recalled this dream, this serial dream that he had had for a year, he would wake up with heartache. This kind of colic made him sweat all over his body when he woke up. Only then did he reply, "I don't know, but I can be sure that Qiao Ye and Ming are living happily together."

After hearing this answer, the little boy frowned unhappily, and pouted, "Why do I feel that this ending is full of bad feelings, and I also feel that Dad is not very happy?"

Lu Fengluo, who suddenly heard his five-year-old son give such an opinion, was surprised, raised his eyebrows and joked: "Then cutie, tell me, why are you unhappy? Why do you think daddy is also unhappy?" ?”

"Hmm..." The little boy's round green eyes were as clear as glass balls, his light golden curly hair was raised up cutely, and his fleshy little finger was placed by his mouth. He thought for a while, then suddenly raised his finger Excitedly said: "Ming is cheating Auntie!"

Pfft——Lu Fengluo laughed, hooked the little boy's nose with his index finger, and laughed, "It's Aye, not Auntie!"

The boy's white and tender smiling face immediately collapsed, and a shy blush appeared, and he didn't know how to make the hateful father shut up and stop laughing at him.Lu Fengluo laughed, looked at the thunderstorm outside the window that didn't stop at all, sighed, held his son tightly in his arms, and said in a low voice: "No one believes this story, but Dad thinks he must be that person's life, a perfect but It's not a good life. But it's obviously none of my business, why am I still lost...even lost and heartbroken?"

I don't know whether to say these words to the child in my arms or to mutter to myself, but after all, they disappeared in this long and lonely night with lightning and thunder.The boy reached out to help the man's bearded face, his well-behaved eyes were full of sadness, and his immature voice was filled with tears. He carefully prayed, "Dad, you need to get better soon, so that our family can be like a storybook." As written in the book, live happily ever after.”

Happiness...happy?Lu Fengluo closed his eyes slightly. The first dream a year ago was destined to lead him to where he is today. In the dream, he was a young man who fell in love with an ordinary boy. It was like a Cinderella story. When it was a dream, he abandoned his so-called flamboyant identity and stayed with this boy. After a few nights of indulgence in his dream, half a year passed. The taste of love made him dizzy. He didn't want to taste it. This one stays together forever!

Searching on the Internet about how to continue the dream of the previous night, he seemed to be happy in the dream all his life.So every night before going to bed, he recalled the dream of the previous night. After a month like this, he dreamed more and more silently, and became more and more lethargic. trend.

The biggest change is that he is completely silent, hesitant, expressionless, or standing, sitting, staring blankly, alone and does not like to socialize, or muttering to the sky, or doing nothing. Some inexplicable actions, laugh for no reason, become indifferent to relatives and friends, alienate and ignore them, that is, they don't care about others, and they don't care about others' concern for him.

His strangeness was finally discovered.His fiancée asked him to see a doctor, which he refused.But once his son woke him up without hesitation while he was asleep, and he injured his son in a rage, he began to realize that he was abnormal——abnormality in the awakened world .

He accepted the suggestion to go to the hospital, and was finally diagnosed as schizophrenia early, with a tendency to develop in the middle stage.

schizophrenia...

Why is he suffering from schizophrenia! ?For him, the family heir of one of the nobles of country y, this is simply the smallest possible mistake!

With night after night of dreams, he didn't want to return to this so-called real world, which also led to him being forcibly locked up in a mental hospital and receiving the best treatment. The result was that the 'scene' in the dream was over, and he began to dream less and less of these people and things, and sometimes there were no dreams for several nights in a row.

Oh, I forgot to mention that during the period of receiving treatment, he was also greatly affected in his dreams. He began to no longer care about everything in his dreams. The clean boy, the boy who loved him to the bone, gradually became thinner. , but his pity did not show up for some reason, and there was even a voice in his heart, telling him to stay away, to fly away and not to look at this humble boy!

Until now, he will not see the boy who made his heart flutter in his dreams. He has stopped indulging in dreams and began to accept outside communication. The company's affairs can also be slowly taken over. His schizophrenia was announced slowly It got better, so the ward was changed to a room at home, and he also had the opportunity to make up for the debt he owed to the child.

Days are like running water in the garden, every day it gurgles to prove its existence, but if you reach out to catch the water, you can't catch it no matter what.Lu Fengluo felt that he would forget the dream during his illness or take it as the cause of the disease, and he would have such a dream because of his illness.

But he didn't know when it started, and he could see the boy who was still his first love in his dream again, and they all went back to the time when they first met.At that moment, he thought, it really was a dream, but with the throbbing in his heart, he was willing to suffer from schizophrenia forever, even severe, because he regretted losing this boy who gave him love and good things .

Zhuang Shengxiao dreamed of butterflies, did the butterflies fascinate Zhuang Gong or Zhuang Gong dreamed of butterflies?Did the dream fascinate him or was he lost in the dream?Which of the dreams is really a dream?He doesn't know, he's lost, he's willing to fall.

"Happy... Then if Dad wants to pursue happiness, he must leave you and Mom behind. Are you willing?" Damn it!As soon as the words came out he began to realize how inappropriate and cruel the question was.

The boy looked at his father with seriousness in his eyes, and he shook his head.

The next morning, the headlines on the front pages of the major newspapers were all about the suicide of the boss of the XX Group.