The Sick Villain Just Want to Live

Don't be afraid of me.

It's a very soft sentence, no emotion can be heard, but the movement of hugging people is full of unconcealable caution.

Zhu Tong tilted his head slightly, and the broken hair around his ears rubbed against each other, piercing his face a little. He wanted to raise his hand to push it away, but just as he moved, the person hugging him suddenly tightened his hand.

"..."

Who the hell is afraid?

Zhu Tong felt a prick in his heart, it didn't hurt much, but it was unspeakably uncomfortable.

Shao Ming always wears a mask of a smile, no one knows what he is thinking in his heart, what he cares about and what he doesn't care about, he is always emotionally restrained, no matter how big the matter is, he can't make his face a little anxious.

When I met Qiu Shaoping today, he wasn't anxious...nor irritable. Compared with his violent kicking, the expression on his face could be called calm.

After kicking someone, he didn't say a word of "warming up", as if he almost beat someone to death, but in fact it was as simple as he just beat up a Yuan Shaozhou. The face is relaxed.

But the current Shao Ming makes people feel very heavy.

He seemed to suddenly let go of all his strength and put all the weight on himself.

Does this person remember that he is a sick child?

Have you considered whether his small body can bear this [-]% weight?

But he hugged him so tightly that Zhu Tong couldn't push him away.

He sighed softly and said, "I'm not afraid of you."

"..."

"I'm afraid that if you beat someone up badly, you have to bear the responsibility yourself. That person made it clear that he wanted to drag you along..."

After speaking, Zhu Tong felt that his consolation seemed powerless.

Qiu Shaoping madly angered Shao Ming with an obvious purpose, he could know it, and Shao Ming could know it too.

That man just wanted to drag Shao Ming to hell with him.

But facing someone like Qiu Shaoping, if you can't make him shut up, what else can you do?

Zhu Tong hesitated for a moment, put a hand on Shao Ming's back, and said frankly, "I'm not afraid of you."

A few simple but firm words, like a gust of wind blowing head-on, blowing away the layers of mist pressing down on the bottom of my heart.

After a long time, Shao Ming smiled softly, "Then you are quite courageous."

Zhu Tong: "..."

The words were spoken against his neck, and the breath gushed into his sensitive neck, and he couldn't help shrinking.

Shao Ming suddenly said, "Zhu Tong."

Caught off guard by "calling him by his name", Zhu Tong was stunned for a moment, "Huh?"

Shao Ming said, "If I really beat someone to death today, what would you do?"

Thinking of this possibility, Zhu Tong frowned slightly and said, "You won't."

Shao Ming asked, "Why?"

"..."

Because in the original text, you were fine until the end.

But regardless of the final outcome he knew, judging only by the time spent together and his understanding of Shao Ming, he can also conclude that Shao Ming is not a person who really loses his mind just because of a few words from a scumbag.

Zhu Tong said: "There is no reason, I believe you will not."

Shao Ming: "..."

Really unbreakable trust.

But the young master was wrong. If Zhu Tong hadn't appeared at that time, he really wanted to kick him to death.

The person who rushed up suddenly hugged his two thin arms tightly, as if they had bound him rationally, and pulled him back from the mud pit to the ground.

Inexplicably, Shao Ming didn't like his trust in his positive energy, so he insisted on asking, "What if?"

Zhu Tong thought for a while, "If you really beat someone to death, then I will ask a lawyer to help you file a lawsuit. You have a reason for the incident and you are not an adult, so the punishment will not be too heavy. If you really went in, then I'll just wait for you to come out, with your grades..."

Zhu Tong originally wanted to say that even if he entered that kind of place with his grades, he could have a good job when he came out, but before he finished speaking, the hand on his waist suddenly exerted force, and his face, which was originally buried deep, sank .

Young Master Zhu was speechless.

Shao Ming's voice was a little tense: "You said... you wait for me to come out?"

Zhu Tong: "..."

This seems to be something that people who are very close should do.

People who are close to you... Zhu Tong suddenly thought of Shao's mother instinctively taking half a step back outside the milk tea shop. Just a moment... ah!"

There was a strange sensation on his neck, Zhu Tong was startled, and he pushed the person away with all his strength. The push was surprisingly easy. He stared and covered his neck and said, "Why are you biting me?"

In fact, he didn't bite hard, he was just scared.

Shao Ming's eyes were dark, looking at his slightly parted lips because of shock, he thought to himself: Not only do I want to bite, but I also want to kiss.

He said hoarsely, "I don't need my girlfriend to wait for me."

Zhu Tong: "..."

No need, no need, why bite him?

He kindly comforted him, but he was avenged?

Shao Ming said without sincerity: "Sorry, I couldn't hold back for a while."

Can't hold back for a while?

Zhu Tong stared and said angrily, "I know you're in a bad mood, but you can't just bite when you catch someone."

Before this was changed, his neck might be bleeding with this mouthful!

Zhu Tong recalled the bloody scene where he was accidentally injured before, and while he was glad that his physical fitness was much better now, he was also worried about whether he had left a mark on his neck.

I didn't understand what someone just said at all.

Shao Ming: "..."

He sighed, and stepped forward to push Zhu Tong's hand away: "Does it hurt? Let me see."

Zhu Tong said: "No, it didn't hurt."

Shao Ming had already pushed his hand away, and looked at his slender neck, which was exposed from the collar. His skin was delicate, and the carotid artery was faintly pulsating. He stretched out two fingers to cover it.

The pulsation of the carotid artery is the same as the pulsation rhythm of the heartbeat.

When he covered it with his fingers, he felt that the beating on it seemed to be a little faster.

Zhu Tong was a little nervous and said, "Are you...in a better mood?"

Feeling his nervousness, Shao Ming slightly bent his lips and said, "Well, it's much better."

"..."

Signature smile.

Zhu Tong thought he was really out of his mind to ask him, because even if he asked Shao Ming, he would not tell the truth.

He glanced at Shao Ming's room, and said hesitantly, "How about I..."

How about I stay with you for a while.

Before the words came out, Shao Ming had already said, "It's getting late, go back to your room and rest."

Zhu Tong: "?"

time?Is it still early?

Evening self-study is not over yet.

But since Shao Ming said that, he probably wants to be alone for a while, right?

Zhu Tong was inexplicably a little disappointed, nodded and said: "Alright then, just call me if you need anything."

Shao Ming said, "Okay."

He withdrew his hand on Zhu Tong's neck without further ado.

At the same time, Zhu Tong raised his hand to cover his neck, feeling the place where Shao Ming touched was numb.

He glanced at Shao Ming again before turning around and going back to his room.

When the door on the other side was closed, Shao Ming lowered his head slightly, raised his hand and twirled his fingertips, recalling the obviously accelerated pulse he felt just now, and thought: It's not hopeless, right?

He quickly came back to his senses, looked at the cell phone in the room which he had turned on silently, the coldness gradually appeared in his eyes, and he looked at the closed door over there, feeling helpless and funny.

He neither wants people to misunderstand that he is a good person, nor does he want people to see his bad side.

He closed the door gently, walked into the room, picked up his mobile phone and went to the window to answer the call.

A woman's hysterical voice came from the phone: "Shao Ming! You little bastard! You actually found someone to threaten your brother on the road, you are still not human! He is only 14 years old!"

Shao Ming called to ask on the way to the milk tea shop after receiving the news. Qiu Shaoping was only released yesterday.

In five years, the city has been changing ever-changingly, with newly built squares and newly opened milk tea shops, how did Qiu Shaoping find the milk tea shops so quickly and accurately?

In the past five years, Shao Yuhan was the only person who hadn't moved, knew exactly the location of the milk tea shop, and was able to be approached by Qiu Shaoping.

Knowing what Qiu Shaoping would do when he was released from prison to find them, he didn't even send a text message to inform them.

What was his aunt thinking after seeing Qiu Shaoping released from prison?

Shao Ming did not deny what he had done, and said with a light smile, "What? Did my cousin cry in fright?"

Shao Yuhan: "You..."

"Don't worry, my uncle hasn't started yet."

Shao Yuhan's voice trembled, "Shao Ming, what exactly do you want to do? I am your mother's biological sister! You..."

"That's right." Shao Ming said, "Sisters should have the same difficulties, shouldn't they? Or is it that my aunt doesn't like the current way? Do you like the more direct one? Have you read the news about the milk tea shop? Such a direct way Aunt, would you like to try it? Or let my cousin try it?"

Thanks to Zhuo Yunan, their current milk tea shop is also considered an online celebrity shop, and what happened outside the milk tea shop has spread quickly.

His aunt, who was so looking forward to seeing the "end", should have watched Qiu Shaoping's tragedy.

Since you want to see them restless, let's be restless together.

Shao Ming thought coldly.

When Shao Yuhan heard him mention the "milk tea shop", she knew that what she had done had angered him, and she suddenly became terrified, and slowed down her voice: "Shao Ming, you can't do this, Qiu Shaoping came to me, and my aunt can't help it. Did you pass your brother? He is your cousin! Shao Ming?"

"..."

dear cousin?

When Shao Ming thought of something, he curled his lips and sneered.

The voice on the phone was pleading, but he didn't say anything, and hung up the phone directly, letting the invisible fear overwhelm the person on the other side of the phone.

Then he made another call, to Rosso's uncle.

After the police from the police station sent him to the hospital, they immediately contacted the prison guards and confirmed Qiu Shaoping's identity as a drug dealer who had just been released from prison.

"But after he came out, he just went to the milk tea shop to sit, and what he said did not constitute a crime, so he was only focused on by the police for the time being, and there was no way to arrest him."

Shao Ming was silent for a moment, "Really?"

"But now that he is seriously injured and in the hospital, there should be no threat to you. When he is discharged from the hospital, the police will try their best to protect you."

"..."

The police always handle cases well-behaved, but the man in the hospital has never been well-behaved.

The deepest memory is the woman's terrified screams, and the suffocation feeling that she was covered with a towel and her breathing was blocked by the water flow.

Or the pain of hands and feet being bound, joints being repeatedly removed and put back on again.

Occasionally there would be a severe beating, followed by several days of "rehabilitation and confinement".

When did he start rebelling?Six or seven?Can't remember much.

The resistance in childhood was always so weak. Any emotions that children showed were like reminders of their next plan in front of adults, and they could always be disintegrated by others one step ahead and easily.

The chances of asking for help are also very slim. Adults always don't believe what children say, and if they do, they don't dare to take care of them.

It is always the worst thing to count on others, he can only rely on himself.

At the age of 12, he can send people in, and at the age of 17, he can also.

He said "yes" to the person on the phone and lay down on the bed with his head up.

He didn't go out of the room again, so he didn't know that someone who had returned to the room sneaked out again and sneaked into the living room in the dark.

Zhu Tong was still worried, staying in the living room was convenient for him to know the movements of the people in the room at the first time.

In the middle of the night, it started to rain outside the window. It sounded like it was raining heavily. The weather suddenly turned cold. Zhu Tong grabbed a folded blanket and covered himself. Sleepy.

He glanced at the door again without a trace of light coming out. In the darkness, his eyelids began to fight, his body gradually tilted, and the moment his head rested on the armrest of the sofa, he fell into a deep sleep.

Waking up the next morning, Shao Ming turned on the light in the living room, and found a sleeping young master on the sofa.

"..."

The light in the living room was facing the sofa, and it suddenly turned on, even if you closed your eyes, it was shaken.

But Zhu Tong didn't wake up.

He went to bed too late last night, and now it's time for a good night's sleep. He frowned slightly, turned his head to one side, and continued to sleep away from the glare of the light.

He seemed to be afraid of the cold, and the blanket was tightly wrapped around his body. The light green blanket wrapped himself like a silkworm baby.

Shao Ming didn't know what kind of mood he was walking over with.

He walked lightly, but his heart beat fast.

The person lying on the sofa, with his side pillowed on the armrest, his legs still hanging on the ground, fell asleep in a very uncomfortable position.

when did he come out?

He just lay on the sofa all night like this?

Shao Ming's heart moved slightly.

One day five years ago, on the first morning when they were freed from Qiu Shaoping, he walked out of his room in the same way, and there were people in the living room at that time.

The person who had taken care of him for more than ten years was gently cleaning up the blood and broken glass on the ground. She looked tired, as if she hadn't slept all night.

He still remembers the moment when the door opened, Shao Yujie turned her head and saw him, as if she saw another Qiu Shaoping.

Even more scared than seeing Qiu Shao usually.

The fear that Qiu Shaoping brought to her was hopeless and numb, but when Shao Yujie looked at him, it was more like looking at a monster.

A 12 year old monster.

No one is not afraid of monsters.

When Zhu Tong said last night that he was not afraid, Shao Ming didn't really believe it.

Maybe he just didn't see clearly, or he came too late and didn't know exactly what he was doing.

Or to comfort him kindly and pretend to be calm in front of him.

Perhaps after returning to the room, Zhu Tong will also feel afraid of him.

But in fact, because he was worried about him, the man who was so particular about him slept so casually in the living room.

The mood that had been depressed all night seemed to be liberated in an instant.

Shao Ming stood beside the sofa, blocking the glaring light above his head. The boy's slightly frowning brows were slowly loosened, but he still didn't wake up.

He squatted down next to the sofa again, looking at the young man's slightly parted lips, exhaling warm breath evenly.

The sound of the rain outside the window did not stop, the pattering sound seemed to hit the bottom of people's hearts, tickling people's hearts.

Shao Ming couldn't help stretching out his hand, and lightly poked the boy's soft lips.

His eyes were dark, but he didn't take advantage of others.

hold on.

He bent down and lowered his head, and was about to pick him up from the sofa, but just as he put his hand behind the boy's neck, the sleeping man suddenly grunted and slowly opened his eyes.

The boy's eyes were full of misty eyes, and Shao Ming's face, which he wanted to withdraw, was suddenly fixed in front of the boy's eyes.

"..."

Zhu Tong blinked his sore eyes, and felt that the touch under his neck was a little strange, so he turned his head to look.

"Did I wake you up?" Shao Ming said in a low voice.

Zhu Tong paused: "You are..."

What is this man doing with his hands under his neck?

Shao Ming smiled lightly and said, "I plan to kiss you secretly."

"..."

I wish Tong stay.

If you hear too many jokes, he will really take it seriously!

Shao Ming had already stood up, picked him up at the same time, and said in a natural tone, "How can you sleep on such a narrow sofa? Go to sleep on the bed."

"I can go by myself." Zhu Tong said on his lips, but the habit formed during the holidays had already made him put his hands on Shao Ming's shoulders, rubbed his eyes at the same time and said, "What time is it?"

Shao Ming said: "It's still early, you can continue to sleep."

Zhu Tong was already very sleepy, but he breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words, covered his mouth and yawned, and suddenly thought of something, he immediately lifted his spirits, "Why are you up so early?"

Shao Ming: "..."

Zhu Tong's mind was full of him just in case he actually "prevented" himself, and asked with a worried face, "You...can't sleep? Is there something uncomfortable?"

"..."

Shao Ming did not sleep all night, but he is a little embarrassed now.

Zhu Tong turned to look at the wall clock above the TV cabinet again, and was stunned for a moment.

Time: ten past six.

Their morning self-study at 10:[-], plus independent morning reading for [-] minutes, usually have to rush to the classroom at [-]:[-].

Zhu Tong looked back at Shao Ming again, paused for a second or two, and a carp jumped off him.

In the bathroom, Zhu Tong complained while brushing his teeth, "I'm almost late, why didn't you remind me? It's too late!"

She even planned to let him go back to his room to sleep!

Shao Ming brushed his teeth unhurriedly, and comforted him: "Don't worry, just ask for leave for self-study early."

"Then how can I do that?" Zhu Tong said: "Skipping class last night has already violated the school rules. If you go to self-study early, you will be absent...Anyway, you can't be late, so hurry up."

Shao Ming was amused by his hurried action, and all negative emotions were swept away.

After a while of busy work, the two finally packed up and were ready to go out, but they were still late.

It was raining outside, and the bicycles could not be used. By the time the two walked into the classroom with an umbrella, the morning reading time was almost over.

Shi Wenshu waited outside the classroom, didn't give them a chance to go to the morning self-study, called them to the office, trained them until the morning self-study was over, and waited until the earthquake mode of the canteen was activated before letting them out of the office.

The young master Zhu, who had never been trained before, immediately began to doubt his life when he left the office: "The first self-criticism in my life, I will give it to you."

Shao Ming smiled and said, "Well, it's my honor."

Zhu Tong: "???"

He even laughed!

Is it an honor to write a review?

But the state looks much better than yesterday.

The young man who kicked people fiercely in the square last night gave off an indescribable sense of vulnerability after returning home.

Those people in the square last night probably would not associate Shao Ming with the word "fragile", but Zhu Tong just felt that way.

He didn't like this feeling, and he didn't want to see Shao Ming like last night again.

He didn't mention what happened last night. The two of them walked into the classroom, and most of them had already rushed to the cafeteria. Luo Suo waved at them from his seat and said, "Brother Ming, I ordered crab roe buns and millet porridge for breakfast, and they will be delivered soon." The school gate."

Shao Ming nodded to him as usual.

Back at his seat, Zhu Tong took out a pen and paper and began to complete the review, but he stopped suddenly when he was about to write, turned his head to look at Shao Ming, and secretly sent a message to Uncle Liu.

At the same time, Shao Ming's cell phone also received a text message from a familiar unknown number.

——I told you earlier, no matter what, you are just a student.

——I'll send someone to Gongshui County, let's meet up.

Shao Ming's expression froze slightly.

It's kind of a trick.

He couldn't help curling his lips, his smile was a little cold, and instead of blocking the number immediately, he replied: "Okay."

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