How to Build a Harmonious Family

"Didn't I just change to a new job a while ago?" Ning Qian spread her hands, "The company requires only black hair, and I can't help it. Anyway, you can tell us apart, you can dye it or not?"

"I can do both, but others can't tell you apart." Xia Junyan suddenly had a new idea in her heart, "Why don't you change your mind and let your brother dye it, I haven't seen him dye his hair yet. .”

After hearing this, Ning Qian slapped her thigh in agreement, then shook her head and said, "No, no, if the kindergarten teacher dyes her hair, the parents of the students will definitely have an opinion."

Xia Junyan sighed and said, "Yes."

He understood why Ning Qian said this, because he himself would have similar concerns.Professions such as teachers and doctors are respected by the world and bound by this gaze. Many people have a stereotype of them. Once this impression is broken, it is easy to lose parents or patients. trust.For example, although Xia Junyan is very calm about her sexuality, she still dare not let the colleagues and patients in the hospital know, otherwise there will be big problems.

"Speaking of which, I've always been curious, how do you distinguish me from my brother?"

The twin brothers Ning Shen and Ning Qian have completely different personalities, Ning Shen is gentle and mature, Ning Qian is lively and detached, but once they both shut their mouths and don't speak, it's hard to tell them apart.So far, only their mothers, Zhou Caihua and Xia Junyan, have been able to distinguish them without any obstacles.

"I don't know either, maybe it's because you two have different auras?" Xia Junyan put her arms on the armrest of the sofa and supported her face, "Anyway, as long as he stands in front of me, I know it's him."

Ning Qian snorted meaningfully, and did not continue this topic.

After a while, Ning Shen and Zhou Caihua came out with delicious food.Xia Junyan was very active, and immediately went to help set the dishes, fill the rice and pour the water.

When they were in primary school, the two families lived close to each other. Xia Junyan was often taken home for dinner by Ning Shen, and they became acquainted with Zhou Caihua after coming and going.Zhou Caihua is a warm-hearted woman, knowing Xia Junyan's life is pitiful, so she let him come to the house for dinner, and it happened to let him and her two sons keep company.

Xia Junyan likes Zhou Caihua's crispy meat, so today she specially made a big plate.Xia Junyan ate very happily.

However, there are several eternal topics that cannot be escaped at the dinner table with elders - work, study, love, marriage.

"Xiao Xia, is your work going well recently?"

"It went well."

"The last time I went to your hospital for a physical examination, I saw a lot of young nurses, all of whom were pretty."

Hearing this, Xia Junyan's heart skipped a beat, knowing that the question would come again soon.

Sure enough, Zhou Caihua went on to say: "You haven't thought about finding a girl to fall in love with? You work hard, and you can relax by falling in love."

Who said that falling in love can relax, the two in his family may be noisy, one is more jealous than the other, and they are very energetic in bed, so that he will pass out from exhaustion every time he finishes.

After Xia Jun finished her slander, she still had to put on a smile: "Many girls have boyfriends. And I like to separate work from life. I really can't talk about romance in the workplace."

"Oh, it's a pity, nurses are so good at loving people."

Xia Junyan laughed a few times.The nurses in their hospital love people, but only for patients, and their doctors are usually scolded by nurses a lot.I still remember that during the rotation in the second hospital, the head nurse in one ward was so fierce that he almost scolded him out of his psychological shadow.

"Don't worry about it, Junyan will talk when she wants to." Ning Shen opened his mouth to save Xia Junyan, but ended up getting angry.

Zhou Caihua began to scold him: "What about you! Then when do you want to talk? You are not as good as a brother. Ning Qian, a fool, has already found a girlfriend, and you don't even have a trace!"

Ning Qian was not convinced: "Mom—! How am I so stupid!"

Zhou Caihua gave him a white look, and then said to Xia Jun: "Xiao Xia, if your hospital has single female doctors and nurses of the right age, you can introduce them to our family, Ning Shen, otherwise he is dawdling. I know when it will be delayed!"

"Ah? Oh..." Xia Junyan slightly turned her face to look at Ning Shen beside her.

Ning Shen caught his gaze, immediately lowered his head, and continued to eat.

Xia Junyan put down her chopsticks, looked at the pile of crispy meat in the bowl, and suddenly felt a little bit unappetizing.

After dinner, Ning Qian took her brother into the kitchen to wash the dishes, leaving her mother and Xia Junyan in the living room to watch TV.

"What are you doing, pretending to be deep?" Ning Qian stood by the sink and bumped Ning Shen with his arm, "What kind of bitter drama are you and Xia Junyan playing?"

Ning Shen rolled up his sleeves, and said calmly, "You don't have to worry about the matter between Junyan and me."

"Xia Junyan's teasing is not limited to you, I am also his petting, okay, let me leave it alone?" Ning Qian snorted, "I am not blind or foolish, I can tell that you like him and he likes you. You guys Since we are already happy with each other, why are we still pretending to be friends here, shouldn’t we confess immediately and have Happy ending?”

"You don't know." Ning Shen didn't stop washing the dishes, "...you don't understand."

"Is there something I don't understand?" Ning Qian wondered for a moment, and then suddenly said, "Oh, do you think Xia Junyan has something sick in her heart?"

"But I think he's much better now, he looks no different from a normal person, he can make trouble and laugh, how cute."

Ning Shen said: "I know best whether he is healthy or not. You have had less contact with him in the past few years, so naturally you can't feel it."

Ning Qian smacked her lips: "Why do I feel that you are showing affection to me? All right, you know him best, I'm just an outsider—"

After Ning Qian finished speaking teasingly, she began to sing about the movie of three people but I can't have a name, and then she was kicked out of the kitchen by Ning Shen.

Ning Shen stood alone in front of the sink, closed his eyes briefly, and took a deep breath.

There are indeed some things that Ning Qian doesn't know or understand.

Ning Shen has been hiding Xia Junyan's cohabitation with two other men, and never told anyone. Ning Qian always thought that Xia Junyan was single.If Ning Qian knew about this, she would not have persuaded him to confess to Xia Junyan like today, and would probably go to Xia Junyan to settle the score.Ning Shen did not want to see such a thing happen.

And the reason why he said so firmly that Xia Junyan is not good is also because of this incident.

Because of the influence of childhood experience, Xia Junyan has serious personality defects.He will only accept other people's "love" unconditionally, but not reject; he will only passively accept and tolerate, and will not take the initiative to ask for it.

Once the thought of refusing or taking has arisen, Xia Junyan will fall into extreme anxiety. In his view, these two behaviors are a kind of fault.

When he was in junior high school, Ning Shen used the New Year’s money he had saved to secretly take Xia Junyan to see a psychologist without telling his mother. It was also difficult to open up when I was a doctor, so in the end it didn't matter.

In the following years, Ning Shen has been trying to instill normal concepts in Xia Junyan, guiding Xia Junyan to learn to refuse and ask.Xia Junyan trusts that he likes him and is willing to listen to him. Day after day, she is really getting better. When she was in high school, she finally won't be tricked into elopement by a love letter.

But Ning Shen knew that Xia Junyan was not completely recovered.He has grown up and matured, and can distinguish the sincerity and hypocrisy of others, and will reject suitors with malicious intentions, but if he feels the sincerity of the other party, he will fall into the abyss of self-blame and be tortured by anxiety.

Ning Shen still remembered that the night when Yin Luxiao deliberately broke his leg and was admitted to the orthopedic ward of the Second Hospital, Xia Junyan found him in the rented house, grabbed his sleeve tightly and said to him in a trembling voice: "Ning Shen, I listened to you. I rejected Yin Luxiao, but he was still chasing me. He would rather break his leg than stay with me. It was me, I hurt him... …He could have escaped injury."

Ning Shen originally wanted to say, "Yin Luxiao chose to break his leg, and it has nothing to do with you", but at that time, he looked at Xia Junyan who was about to cry, and suddenly felt very tired.Similar words, he has actually told Xia Junyan many times in the past ten years, but every time he encounters such a thing, Xia Junyan still blames himself for doubting himself.

Ning Shen didn't know what to do anymore, at least at that moment, he wanted to free himself and Xia Junyan.So, he said the words that made him regret for four years——

"Since you feel sorry for him, then stay with him."

He pushed Xia Junyan away from his side with his own hands.

Since then, the distance between him and Xia Junyan seems to have grown further.

After Xia Junyan accepted Yin Luxiao, her mental state gradually stabilized, and the period of Yin Luxiao's obsession and laziness was also rewritten by Xia Junyan into a sweet memory.When recalling that past, what Xia Junyan remembered was not their heart-to-heart conversations and painful tugging at each other in the middle of the night, but the hugs and kisses Yin Luxiao gave him.

Fortunately, Yin Luxiao really loves Xia Junyan, and it can even be said that she is a little overprotective.From now on, Ning Shen no longer has to worry about Xia Junyan. To be honest, he was relieved.

But he thought that Yin Luxiao probably had a similar state of mind to him, so he allowed Tang Yingxuan to exist later.

Because Yin Luxiao and Tang Yingxuan were hiding the matter of coming to Ningshen's house for dinner, they couldn't stay for too long, so after sitting with Zhou Caihua for a while, Xia Junyan found an excuse to slip away.

The brothers had to stay at home with their mother for two weekends. After sending Xia Junyan to the subway station, they went home together. On the way, they somehow talked about Xia Junyan who was almost tricked into elopement.

"Is it the girl in the class next door with a bunch of red hair?" Ning Qian recalled, "It's probably because the rebellious period has come, that's why she always thinks about elopement."

"It's normal for her to focus on Xia Junyan. At that time, the novels always liked to write about obedient top students falling in love with rebellious bad girls. Xia Junyan fully meets the conditions of the hero of the novel-good-looking, good grades, and easy-talking He's gentle, he won't refuse what other people ask him to do. He looks easy to deceive at first sight!"

Ning Shen glanced at him: "If you don't help deliver the love letter, nothing will happen."

"I didn't know you were...cough to him at that moment!" Ning Qian wrinkled her nose, "Oh, I just wanted to watch the excitement, and I didn't expect Xia Junyan would really marry someone she didn't know just because of a love letter. The girl ran away..."

To this day, Ning Shen still feels angry when he thinks about that incident, because if he moves a little later, Xia Junyan will really disappear.

Just thinking about this possibility sent chills down his back.

Seeing that her brother pursed his lips and didn't speak, Ning Qian seemed a little angry, so he hurried to make amends: "I, I admit it! I was stupid when I was young, and I really didn't see that there was something wrong with Xia Junyan. I thought he was just simple and easy to talk... I'm sorry, brother .”

Ning sighed deeply and said, "Forget it."

My younger brother is a rather heartless, foolish straight man x

Xia Junyan is usually a very normal person, only those who have a relationship with him will find that something is wrong with him.