How to Build a Harmonious Family

"I've seen it all." Xia Junyan frowned, "What's in your hand?"

He usually speaks kindly, but now his tone is not gentle, even a little cold.Wu Lin knew that he was angry by hearing the sound, and he didn't dare to take out the things he was pinching.

Xia Junyan saw that Wu Lin was still looking like she wanted to hide herself, so she stopped being polite to him, and grabbed his wrist directly, breaking off his five fingers one by one.After all, Wu Lin is a child, and it is impossible for him to be stronger than an adult.

In Wu Lin's palm lies a silver key,

"...What's there to hide here?" After Xia Junyan asked subconsciously, she immediately realized something was wrong—there were several small wounds on Wu Lin's palm, which obviously couldn't be scratched by ordinary keys.So Xia Junyan lifted the whole quilt again, and found that Wu Lin had hidden a stone behind his back.

"You are sharpening your knife, aren't you?" Xia Junyan frowned, "Do you want to commit suicide?"

He was really angry. It took them countless efforts to pull the kid back from the gate of hell last week, but Wu Lin actually wanted to take his own life.

Wu Lin opened his eyes, but still didn't dare to look at Xia Junyan, and just gave a low "hmm".

"Did you pick it up when I pushed you down at noon?"

"……Um."

During the lunch break, Xia Junyan pushed Wu Lin downstairs for a walk to bask in the sun, and answered a phone call on the way. Wu Lin probably picked up this stone at that time, intending to use it to sharpen the keys.

Xia Junyan is not the first time to see someone who wants to commit suicide. There are many elderly people in the hospital who want to die by themselves in order not to drag their families down, but children are different. Children are always weaker in their hearts. Parents are very dependent. They love to play, so they are more greedy for this world. They rarely think of death. Even if they really have such thoughts, they will rarely implement them.

"Why do you want to die?" Xia Jun said, "I have already told you that as long as your legs recover properly, you will still be able to walk normally, and you will not be confined to a wheelchair for the rest of your life."

Wu Lin grabbed the bed sheet under his body with his hands, and muttered softly: "...But what's the use of being able to walk, I'm the only one, and life is meaningless." He spoke with a soft nasal voice , sounds pitiful.

"You are only seven years old, and you haven't found the meaning of life yet, so you start saying it's meaningless." Xia Junyan sighed, and finally softened her attitude, "Your mother protects you, doesn't it just want you to live well and find your own life? meaning?"

When mentioning his mother, Wu Lin finally couldn't hold back, and tears began to roll in his red eyes.

Xia Junyan squatted down beside the bed, at eye level with Wu Lin, raised her hand and patted him on the back, and said in a low voice: "When people want to die, they always think of death very simply, but Once it's time to die, it's too late to regret..."

"You are still young, don't be too impulsive when making decisions." Xia Junyan touched the paper on the bedside table and wiped the tears from the corners of Wu Lin's eyes, "Do you want to try to live for a while? If you grow up If you still want to die when you are an adult, I will definitely not stop you."

Wu Lin blinked his teardrop eyelashes and asked, "...will you accompany me until that time? I am only seven years old, and I will not be an adult until 11 years later."

"Yes." Xia Junyan supported the edge of the bed with both hands, rested her chin on the back of her hands, and showed a soft smile on her lips, "I am the kind of annoying doctor who will keep in touch with patients for a long time——"

Wu Lin opened his eyes wide and stared at him blankly.The moment the person in front of him bent his eyes and smiled, Wu Lin felt that he seemed more like an innocent child than himself.

"So don't do such dangerous things anymore." Xia Junyan poked Wu Lin's soft face with her finger, "If you really use the stone you picked up at noon today to sharpen the key into a knife and commit suicide, I will blame myself For the rest of my life...blaming myself for not keeping my eyes on you."

"Even if you think life is meaningless, live for me." Xia Junyan said with a smile, "In order not to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life."

Wu Lin sniffed, looked at him and nodded.

Xia Junyan took the stone and the sharpened key and left. Just in case, he checked the ward again before leaving, and left after confirming that there were no dangerous objects.

The night is long, and the night shift doesn't end until eight o'clock in the morning. After the night shift ends, I can't rest immediately. I have to work normally until the lunch break is over before I can leave.Although Xia Junyan could feel that her persuasion just now had some effect, she still didn't dare to relax her vigilance too much. She wanted to stay up until three o'clock and rest, but in the end she didn't close her eyes all night, for fear that something might happen and she wouldn't be able to make it in time .

Staying up late to get through the most sleepy time is not so sleepy, Xia Junyan's spirit has been tense, and there is coffee hanging, but it does not affect the work during the day, but his face does not look good, and he is repeatedly attacked by several colleagues. Ask if you are uncomfortable.After finally getting off work in the afternoon, Xia Junyan walked out of the hospital gate, and when her nerves finally relaxed, the stamina from not sleeping all night also picked up.

After get off work, Xia Junyan had to send Tang Yingxuan a message in the morning to see the teacher in the Second Hospital and said that he would not pick him up in the afternoon. Now he regretted it very much. He really wanted to fall into his boyfriend's arms and have a good sleep.

Xia Junyan covered her mouth and let out a big yawn, barely holding her eyelids and crossing the road, wanting to buy coffee at M's across the street to renew her life.It was also a coincidence that he bumped into an acquaintance in this diary.

Teng Xu came out of M Ji's staff locker room with a paper bag in his hand. When he saw Xia Junyan sitting on the single seat at the bar, he was taken aback for a moment, and then his eyes lit up immediately.

"Doctor Xia...!" He trotted to Xia Junyan's side quickly, and then realized that his reaction seemed too excited, smiled a little embarrassedly, and asked, "Why did you leave work so early today?"

It's only past two o'clock, and it's a working day. There are no customers in the M diary, and the employees are taking advantage of this time to clean the tables and chairs.Teng Xu had just finished changing classes with his classmates and was planning to go home.

Xia Junyan was so sleepy that her eyes lost all energy, she looked very depressed, and even her voice became softer: "...I was on the night shift last night."

"Why are you here..."

"Oh, I'm working here..." When he said this, Teng Xu touched the tip of his nose guiltily, "I just came to work two days ago."

"By the way, Dr. Xia, since it's such a coincidence, why don't I treat you to a meal!"

Teng Xu didn't want to just say a few words to Xia Junyan and leave, so he took the initiative to create an opportunity for himself to stay with Xia Junyan for a while, and while talking, he sat down on the seat next to Xia Junyan.

"It's okay..." Xia Junyan lowered her head, her voice became weaker and weaker, obviously she was about to lose her strength.

Teng Xu couldn't help asking worriedly: "...Are you okay?"

As soon as the words fell, Xia Junyan's head hit him on the shoulder.

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