Wang Zhijing

, couldn't bear to watch it gradually dim its face, turn into a blurred mist, and finally turn into nothingness.

"Su Yun."

A low and deep cry came from his chest.There are silky fingertips caressing Su Yun's face.The palm that was always cold had a rare warmth, holding his face as if holding the most precious treasure in the world.

When Su Yun opened his eyes, he met those dark pupils.It was rare that he didn't smile, but with a very serious demeanor, staring at him burningly.

"Are you really not blaming me anymore? I thought you hated me all your life." Qi Xuan asked seriously.

blame him?hate him?

Su Yun asked herself.

No reason no?

Without him, his life would be perfect and happy, maybe he would not have a high official salary, maybe he would spend his whole life in the ups and downs of official career, ordinary but normal.He is not a person who is greedy for vanity. It doesn't matter if he is a small official, as long as he can benefit the people with peace of mind, and live a peaceful and peaceful life with his loved ones, it will be more satisfying.

But the encounter in the bamboo building three years ago tore everything that was originally beautiful to pieces.

Su Yun shook his head, looked at Qi Xuan, and replied: "You have already paid the price, you don't owe me anything."

Qi Xuan looked at him for a moment, then suddenly smiled, Wu Huan's smile was as desolate as snow petals on his lips.

"You'll forgive me when I'm dead, won't you?"

The heartache intensified, and the word "death" was like a dagger, piercing straight into the heart.

Yes, no matter what he did, no matter how much bitter medicine he drank, he would die.Maybe ten days, maybe half a month, and it won't be delayed until the end of the month at the longest.These are his last days, and the rainbow will fade.

Su Yun finally understood why he suddenly no longer held hatred for the young man in front of him, and even cared so much, maybe it was more than a simple soft heart.Qi Yuchen's threats may not be able to make him succumb, he has done so many unspeakable things, and acted in such a way that tarnishes his innocence and humiliated his family, even if he threatens his parents' lives, he would rather die than not.

But it was so natural and peaceful to do it one by one.

If this is a person's last days, he is willing to accompany him; if this is a person's last wish, he is willing to help him realize it.

Accompany him through the last part of the journey, willing to do anything.

He really thinks so.

Shaking his head once again, Su Yun smiled, clasped his fingers and gently slid across Qi Jue's left cheek: "What are you thinking about? It's time to take medicine, shall we go back to the bedroom?"

Qi Xuan slowly lowered his head, slipped his hands from Su Yun's face, and hugged his neck.

"Su Yun, after I die, if you see a rainbow again, you will think of me, okay?"

Feeling his reliance and dependence, Su Yun closed her eyes, her arms around her tightened a little, and she nodded.

"it is good."

A soft wind-like voice whispered in his ears, pleading cautiously: "Kiss me one more time, the deep one, okay?"

"it is good."

Like him holding his face, he also held his face with his palm, and then kissed it.

The deep one is the same as last time, except that this time he took the initiative.

The tongues are intertwined, he asks, he responds, tenderness, long and far-reaching, but restrained and polite, respect each other like a guest.

This is Su Yun's kiss, calm, deep, tepid, but equally lingering.

Qi Xuan stared at the man in front of him bewilderedly.He always brings him unexpected surprises, last time, and this time too.This kiss is so affectionate, so affectionate that people forget when and where they are, the injuries on their bodies, the pain in their hearts, everything, everything...

It was only when Su Yun left Qi Xuan's lips that he realized that Qi Xuan was looking at him with such shocking eyes.

His heart beat faster for no reason, "What?" He asked, feeling hot flashes on his face.

Qi Xuan suddenly smiled, and the beautiful eyes that regained their vitality gave him a very playful wink.

"Su Yun, you've learned very quickly! It's only the second time, and the skill is already this." Qi Xuan smiled happily while raising his thumb.

His face must be red, and even the roots of his ears are hot.Su Yun turned his head away: "What nonsense!"

How could such a shy and sullen look appear on his face?Qi Xuan was dumbfounded, and couldn't help laughing earnestly.

Su Yun blushed even more, pushed him away and wanted to stand up, but was pulled back.

"Don't go." Qi Xuan looked up at him, the smile was still on the corner of his lips, but his appearance had changed.

"Su Yun, I've said this sentence once, but what else can I say besides this sentence?"

Nostalgic and affectionate, reluctant and willing.

"Su Yun, now I..."

Die without regret.

The last four words were cut off by a sudden kiss.

—Please, please, don't say that word again!

Harsh, heart-piercing, he couldn't take it anymore, before the thought crossed his mind, he kissed it with his lips.

His sanity was fading, and he didn't know what was wrong with him.If he had to find a reason, then he was trying to comfort a dying man.No other distracting thoughts, no unnecessary entanglement.

Crazy for the first time, affectionate for the second time, this kiss came even more suddenly and unexpectedly.Both of them were confused and dazed for a moment, and at the moment their lips and teeth touched, there was an inexplicable surge in their hearts.

Is it the last time?

This life, this life.

Both are asking the same question.

The familiar breath, the familiar taste, the tacit understanding and entanglement of harmony.

There is no next time.Su Yun told herself.The person in the arms, the man, was the first to kiss him, and also the first person he kissed.

There is no next time.Qi Xuan understood.The person holding him, the man, was the first person he wanted but couldn't get.

There is no next time, this is the last kiss.

Crazy and affectionate are just the clouds of the past.The desolation of parting and the eternal night of death permeate the lips, teeth and tongue.

Too late to love, too early to hate, there is no difference in the world of the dead.

It's too late.

After a kiss, no trace is left.

One kiss, I only wish the moment will last forever...

61 Are you guilty?

The door leading to the inner hall was ajar, and if you listened hard, there would be occasional whispers from inside, but most of the time, the two of them were very quiet.

What are you doing?Qi Yuchen couldn't help but speculate.Maybe for Qi Xuan, just quietly embracing each other is already very satisfying.

Like before, at night, Qi Xuan drank the medicine and fell into a deep sleep, the palace door was pushed open from the inside, Su Yun walked out quickly, and then left in a hurry.

Seeing the back of the man quickly disappearing outside the door, Qi Yuchen felt nameless anger rise in his chest.

this man!He actually wanted to leave him as eagerly as he could escape!

Qi Yuchen couldn't imagine why Su Yun could be so indifferent after that affectionate kiss in the early morning?

If it was me, if that person was me, I would definitely watch over him day and night, and accompany him every minute and every second.

Gently pushed open the palace door, and entered quietly without making a sound.

This is the only time of day when he belongs to him.Even though he was asleep, even though he was unaware of his arrival, as long as he was able to look at him, alone without any disturbance, quietly and wantonly looking at his sleeping face, his heart would be filled. Very good, very good.

Pushing aside the curtains hanging from the floor, the light steps towards the bed were suddenly stopped.

"Your Majesty."

Qi Yuchen was stunned for a while, because Qi Xuan did not sleep soundly with his eyes closed as usual, but leaned against a big pillow, his dark eyes were as cold as stars in the night sky, and he was looking at him coldly.

"Kneel down."

Open your mouth and spit out these two words.The voice is not high, the expression is arrogant, majestic and cold.

This is Qi Xuan's usual appearance, but since that man arrived, he seldom sees it. For a moment, Qi Yuchen was a little shocked.

Yiyan knelt down on the cold jade floor, and bowed his head: "Your Majesty..."

I'm not as afraid of him as others, but sometimes when I'm stared at by such icy eyes, I feel chills in my heart.This time, few of them didn't know what to say.

"Are you guilty?" Qi Xuan asked coldly.

Qi Yuchen was startled, guilty?

Qi Xuan snorted coldly: "What did you do to Su Yun to force him to come back?"

"Your Majesty..."

It's not that he doesn't believe in the wisdom and penetrating power of this young monarch, it's just that he can't believe that he can see clearly and his heart is like a mirror so quickly under serious injuries and deep affection.

"Do you remember what the widow said to you?"

Kowtowing to the ground, Qi Yuchen regained his composure, and said in a respectful voice, "Your Majesty said, don't embarrass Su Yun, let him go."

Qi Xuan nodded, "It's hard for you to remember. It's hard for me to believe that Bai Gong can teach an apprentice like you."

"Your Majesty!" Qi Yuchen raised his head, his tone a little anxious, "This matter has nothing to do with Master, it's all done by Yuchen alone!"

Qi Xuan's eyes were condensed with cold water, he looked down coldly, and did not speak.

"Your Majesty should know that Master will not allow Yuchen to do such a thing. Master... He has never once violated the order of the previous king."

——No matter what order, what matter, the master will do it for the late king.For you, so do I.But how much I envy the master, he is the most special one in the eyes of the former king, but I...

A few steps away, the indifferent monarch nodded slowly, his condescending gaze showed no warmth.

I finally believed him.Qi Yuchen smiled bitterly.

Looking up, the young man in front of him is aloof, with a beautiful face and a peerless youth.He, who has always been the most inaccessible ice lotus on the top of the snow mountain, never thought that there would be such tears and smiles, happiness and pain on such a face that is not stained by worldly fireworks.Always, always thought that no one in this world could touch his heart.

However, he was wrong.

"You go." Qi Xuan said coldly.