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He stopped, the two pressed their hands together, the wound faced the wound, there was an unknown air current stirring, and he could hear the sound of blood flowing.Warm liquid was continuously poured into his wound from his left hand, pushing the meridians eroded by venom, and pushing out the necrotic blood from his right wrist.

Qi Xuan closed his eyes, tears slid down his cheeks.

As he expected, the spring water of Yuquan can't detoxify, but it can protect the heart of the exerciser, so that the method of cutting the veins and exchanging blood can be carried out smoothly.

Old man Tianbai didn't know when he would be able to find him, and he was willing to bear the pain and danger of poisoning on his behalf.

But Su Yun, this is not what I want.

What I want, you can't give, what you give, I can't bear.

Su Yun, you are still so cruel, yet so gentle.

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Su Yun was startled, and suddenly opened his eyes.

Qi Xuan's smile is comfortable and beautiful, with the moisture of hot spring and the luster of moonlight, it is soul-stirring.

He didn't speak, just smiled and stared at him with a smile.

"No!" Su Yun growled.

He knew what he was going to do.

A line of black blood suddenly drew down from the corner of Qi Xuan's lips, Qi Xuan pushed the remaining internal force in his body, accelerated the stagnant blood, and the poison that was barely suppressed burst out in an instant.

"Don't!" Su Yun quickly let go of his hand, pressed the palms of both hands against his heart, and forcibly injected an internal force.

Qi Xuan smiled and shook his head, more black blood sprayed out from his mouth.

That's too late!Su Yun understands.He deliberately accelerated the speed of the poison, no matter how strong the internal force was, he could not stop his luck, he could only watch helplessly as the poison invaded his heart, and he died of the poison in an instant!

"Qi Xuan!" Su Yun hissed, holding his heart, terrified, "Stop, did you hear me! Stop! Don't do this! Don't do this!"

Qi Xuan shook his head, opened his mouth but couldn't make a sound, his body fell forward, Su Yun hugged him, his blood-stained lips were lightly imprinted on the corner of his lips, his eyes gradually closed, there were still unsettling eyes in his eyes. Abandon.

"No! No!" Su Yun shook the frail body in his arms, almost crazy, "Qi Xuan! Qi Xuan! Look at me, look at me! You have already made me taste the pain of dying, that is Qinger's death. When it's time, don't you want me to try it a second time!"

A gleam of light flashed in Qi Xuan's dim eyes, and the reflux in his body stopped suddenly.Without any hesitation, Su Yun took advantage of the moment when he lost his mind and held his hands, mobilizing his internal force to force the venom away from his heart veins.

Qi Xuan struggled a bit.

"No!" Su Yun grabbed his lips and kissed him deeply.

"I love you, Qi Xuan, I love you. Don't punish me in this way, you know it, I can't stand it."

Qi Xuan stared blankly at the man in front of him, his mind was in chaos.

What did he say?

That's something you never heard from him, right?

It was a dream again, a dream I hope never to wake up from.

Forgot to struggle, forgot to resist, let the clean blood wash away the internal organs, but the tears had already soaked the cheeks.

"Su Yun..." He called softly.

"I'm here." He replied again.

Embracing bodies have never been so connected.

"Promise me...don't leave me again."

Kiss off, light marks.

He didn't answer his words, but just tightened his arms and hugged the person in his arms even tighter, as if they had already become one.

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"Su Yun."

"Ok?"

"I dreamed of you."

"I'm right by your side."

"But I still miss you so much."

Su Yun smiled, and gently kissed the boy on the lips.

"Tell you a secret."

"What?" Qi Xuan asked in a daze. Although he had seen it many times, his gentle smile still made him lose his mind for a long time.

Su Yun smiled and lowered her head, looking away from him, showing a bit of embarrassment.

"What secret?" Qi Xuan became curious and couldn't help asking, "About me?"

Su Yun blushed slightly, nodded but remained silent for a while, Qi Xuan rubbed his chin, urging: "Say it, tell it quickly."

Su Yun was still a little hard to say.

"Remember the first time I kissed you?"

Qi Xuan nodded: "Of course I remember. It was in the main hall of the Su residence, I forced you..."

Su Yun shook his head, resting his chin on Qi Xuan's shoulder, his voice sank in his hair.

"Actually, that's not the first time. As early as when I carried you back to the study, you called my name in a coma and asked me to kiss you. At that time, I..."

He paused, his voice lowered.

"I thought, I may have loved you, for a long time."

Qi Xuan was stunned, and didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Can't believe this is what Su Yun would say.

Such confessions, such words.

His love has always been deep and reserved, how could, how could he say these words that should have been rotten in his heart so bluntly?

"Su Yun..."

Qi Xuan choked with sobs and hugged his person tightly.

Don't, don't say such things.

You scare me.

Scared of losing you again.

What will happen if I lose you again?

(End of "Chapter Eleven Life and Death")

chapter twelve streams

287 Qi Xuan – Forget

In the seventh year of Xunqin, spring.

In the same season a year ago, I walked down Qingliang Mountain.

Sometimes I wonder if I made a wrong decision.But whenever I read the letters from Lucheng, I would smile with relief.

After all, he is still alive.

Is this not enough?

In the spring of that year, Yuquan Valley.

The poison of the mandala raged on Su Yun.His skill is profound, and he pretends to have nothing to do.

In the middle of the night, he quietly got up and went out before he coughed violently. I covered my mouth with a quilt, and my eyes were red from crying.

However, those short years are the sweetest time with him in my memory.

The valley is lush and the birdsong is quiet.

Lying on the hillside and looking at the sky, the floating clouds above the head always remind people of the words of forever and ever.

Su Yun said: "Qi Xuan, I love you."

I thought I would never hear these three words in my life.

But now every word is in my ears, but my heart is still full of sadness.

He said such affectionate words, and slowly closed his eyes.

When the old man Tianbai returned to Qingliang Mountain, Su Yun had fallen into a coma and was dying.If he doesn't take the risk of exchanging blood for me, then with my physique, I won't be able to wait for the reincarnation of Hua Tuo.

The art of bringing the dead back to life does not exist, but Su Yun's master does have the ability to return to heaven.Seeing his lover falling into a coma, the old man was heartbroken.Immediately ask the boy to carry the person into the spiritual cave and cast spells for rescue.

I guarded outside the cave for three days and three nights until the old man came out.

He told me that the poison has been forced out, but the person has not yet awakened.

I came to Su Yun's bedside and leaned over to kiss his lips.Fingertips traced his eyebrows, tears dripped down his palms.

Why don't you want to wake up, Su Yun?

Have you forgotten what you said?

Oh, I remembered, he said he loved me, but he never promised never to be separated.

The old man said that his body was poisoned by the poison, but if he had the will to survive, he would still be able to wake up.

Will to survive?

Yes.

The old man nodded solemnly.

His breathing was getting weaker and his heartbeat was slowing.Maybe he didn't want to live on his own.

Some things, if unable to face, often choose death to end everything.

The old man looked at me with all-seeing eyes, kind and warm.

My heart fell into the ice valley in an instant.

Su Yun, wake up!

I shook his body and roared.

Why don't you want to live?Why choose to die?

Did you, who fell in love with me, make it impossible for you to face yourself?

Su Yun, answer me!answer me!

Su Yun was motionless, lying there quietly.

His brows and eyes are so serene, and his sleeping face is extremely reassuring.

I stared blankly at him, only to realize how much bitterness and guilt was hidden behind this man's smile during that sweet time.

Along the way, there has never been a moment when I was struggling between reason and emotion.I can see clearly, but how can I force him here?

Maybe I was too careless and too happy to realize the bitterness behind his smile and the pain after his love and affection.

The old man said there was a way that might bring him back.

I asked, what is that?

forget you.

Forget about everything.

Then he will no longer be torn apart by guilt and emotion, and will no longer be pulled into the valley of death by the abyss of torture.

I look up.

Well, let him forget me.

I say.

Son, do you not regret it?

The old man wiped the tears from my face with his fingers.

I shook my head.

No, I don't regret it.

As long as he can live.

Alive, let me suffer lovesickness alone.

Fill the rest of his life with his confession.

Su Yun said, Qi Xuan, I love you.

It was only when I went down the mountain that I realized that this only initiative was his indulgence before he died.

He is so gentle and yet so cruel.

Just as soon as I got it, I lost it.

Forget about me, this is your punishment for me, your dedication to loyalty, and your defense of human relations.

Looking back, I look at the clouds in the sky.

It's still so carefree, so stretched, making people want to say something that will last forever.

Su Yun, I love you.

I love you so much, I am willing to let you forget me completely.

If so, that's what you want.

I, perfect you.

288 Su Yun – Wake Up

When I woke up, the yellow leaves were falling and it was autumn.

A little boy watched me open my eyes by the bed, his bright eyes curled up, and he smiled: "Brother, you really woke up, the master is right."

"master?"

"Yes, senior brother, I am Xiao Jiu, the ninth disciple of the master."

"Little Nine?"

"Yeah." He nodded, "Brother, you lost your memory, so you don't know me anymore. I'll take you to see the master."

I was brought before an old man.The old man's beard and hair are white, he is hale and hearty, standing against the wind under the pine tree, with a fairy-like demeanor.

The old man looked at me with a loving smile.

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