Wang Zhijing

"What is he singing?"

Su Yun felt a slight pain in his heart and didn't speak.

——In the play, from the beginning to the end;

——Outside the scene, everything is empty.

The actor whispered softly, and continued to sing.

Su Yun suddenly wanted to drink too much, strong alcohol, the stronger the better.

——The shirt is thin, the autumn breeze is cool, watching the fireflies fly away, the world is boundless.

——It is said that lovers will eventually get married, but they don't know that life has been impermanent since ancient times.

——Look at how many swallows fly apart in the sky, and it is difficult for a cow and a girl to form a pair across the sky.

As the wine entered his throat, Su Yun drank faster and more vigorously than Qi Xuan.

"What are you doing?" Qi Xuan's face was dyed red, squinting at him, and asked with a smile, "What is it singing? How did you get drunk?"

Obviously he started it.Su Yun didn't speak.He wasn't sure if Qi Xuan could understand Yunyang's language, and if he couldn't understand, why would he have the same expression just now?

——Parting is bitter, lovesickness is long.

——If you have one thought and two hearts, even thousands of rivers and mountains will always be by your side.

——Afraid is afraid.

——The end of the world is so close, the end of the world is so close.

——It's close at hand, and you can't ask for it.

The lingering sound lingered, lingering around the beam, and the famous Yunyang tune "Unable to Ask" finally came to an end.

Su Yun drank the sixth glass of wine, raised his eyes, and Qi Xuan looked out of the window, his side face was shining brightly under the candle.

His hands froze, and the wine spilled out.

Qi Xuan raised his hand and brushed his cheek lightly, turned around and smiled a little awkwardly.

"I only understand the last sentence. I think it's a cliche. Go back to the palace, they should be waiting."

After that, he got up in a hurry.

The last sentence?

——It's close at hand, and you can't ask for it.

Is this sentence that made him cry?

Su Yun stared blankly at the back of Qi Xuan who was hurrying down the stairs, and suddenly felt suffocated in his heart, like a boulder pressing down on the top, almost out of breath.

251 eye

"Your Majesty!"

Su Yun chased downstairs, some uncontrollable calls caused the shop assistant to look at the two of them in astonishment.

Qi Xuan staggered and fell into the arms of the man who arrived in time.He covered his eyes with one hand, and his face was frighteningly pale.

"what happened?"

Su Yun asked in surprise.He didn't know what happened, and when he arrived, he saw Qi Xuan staggering back towards the door, unable to stand still.

The supporting person took a few steps back, and looked at the door vigilantly. There was nothing unusual in the pungent smoke except for the red clothes with firecrackers flying all over the sky.

Qi Xuan tremblingly said: "I...I can't see..."

"what?"

Su Yun didn't understand, Qi Xuan also covered his eyes with his other hand, his body was shaking.

"As soon as I went out, a firecracker exploded in front of me, and then... my eyes..."

Su Yun finally understood what was going on, there were very few things in the world that made Qi Xuan panic like this, the fear of blindness before probably was still fresh in his memory.

"Your Majesty, don't panic." Su Yun comforted in a low voice, "Let me see."

Qi Xuan let go of his hands trembling, and slowly opened his eyes.

The clear star pupils were left with traces of tears, leaving behind a layer of rosiness, other than that, there was no abnormality on the surface.

Su Yun stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, "Can't you see it now?"

Qi Xuan's eyes were blank and he didn't know where he landed in the air, his face became even paler, he grabbed Su Yun's sleeve with one hand, but he didn't speak.

"It's okay." Su Yun picked him up, horrified in his heart, but his voice was steady and stable, "Probably he was fascinated by the firecracker ashes, and he will be fine in a while."

His words were like coaxing a child, both of them knew in their hearts that the sudden onset of the old illness might not be as simple as the eyes.But when Qi Xuan heard what he said, his panic-stricken heart suddenly settled down, he calmed down, opened his eyes hard, but it was still dark.The sudden blindness caused fine beads of sweat to ooze from his cold forehead.

There was a sound of wind in my ears, and my body seemed to be hugged horizontally and moved forward quickly.

With a jump, the person seemed to be in mid-air, but the speed did not decrease at all, and there were countless exclamations from below.Qi Xuan realized something, and struggled a bit as he hugged his arms tightly.

"Stop it, this is a busy city!"

Su Yun's flying figure didn't stop for a moment, "I can't care about that much, I will send you back to the palace first."

In the bustling city where everyone is watching, this reckless and bold snitch will probably be the hot topic of discussion in the streets and alleys of tomorrow's imperial capital.

Su Yun has always been a polite and well-behaved person, when did he become crazy?

Qi Xuan pressed his cheek into the warm and firm chest.

Suddenly, not so scared.

If you have a pair of eyes, you can exchange this moment for eternity.

Well, he thought, it was worth it.

252 pain

Flying all the way back to the imperial city.

The grand fireworks display is still going on, and there are still crowds of people under the four towers.

Su Yun didn't dare to make a mistake here, and walked around the corner of the building to the depths of the Forbidden Garden.When he left the palace, his attendants had told him that the east wing of the two-row palace was specially arranged for him tonight.

When it landed, it was like a gust of wind blowing, the gatekeepers were still dozing off, and the tall candles were lit in the room, as if they were waiting for the guests to return at night, and there was no one in the courtyard.

Su Yun pushed the door open and entered, and saw that it was a large building with two halls, he lifted the curtain to enter, there was a big bed inside, the bedding was complete and clean, it looked very comfortable.

Putting the man on the bed, Su Yun moved over a candlestick, and the bright candlelight reflected the youth's fair face like jade.

"How is it now? Are you feeling better?"

Qi Xuan opened his eyes, his pitch-black pupils shimmering faintly under the candlelight.He looked aimlessly out of the bed and asked, "Where is this?"

"In the palace. I didn't see His Majesty and the princess, so I will send you to the bedroom in the backyard first."

Qi Xuan's body was tense, and his eyes were not focused. Although he seemed to be much more relaxed than before, Su Yun could tell at a glance that he was trying to calm down, and the fear in his heart would only increase.

"It's okay." Although he was comforting, Su Yun's own voice was also hoarse with anxiety, "I'll call for someone, the imperial doctor in the imperial capital will naturally be no worse than Feng Yi."

"Don't go!"

The sleeve was grabbed by a hand, Su Yun turned around, but Qi Xuan had already let go, and smiled weakly at him, "It's okay, you can go."

The turbulent waves of heartache drowned the heart in an instant.

Su Yun suddenly remembered the days in Dan Palace, that time he went back and forth, he was afraid it was a dream, even if he woke up, he refused to open his eyes, and when he was confirmed, he grabbed his sleeve and refused to let him go to get the medicine.

"Don't go, okay?" Qi Xuan looked up at him timidly at that time, "I...I'm afraid..."

But now, the same fear and the same don't want to let go, but just say "you go".

"I'll be back soon." Su Yun said in a hoarse voice, but couldn't move her feet, she sat on the edge of the bed, covered Qi Xuan's hand that was holding the quilt tightly with her big palm, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

Tears flowed out suddenly.Maybe it was the too gentle tone of those two "don't be afraid", or the warmth of the palms that took the initiative to hold.Qi Xuan pulled back his hand in embarrassment to wipe away his tears, but was grasped by that warm palm.

There was a warm and soft touch from the eyelashes, and something fell on the tightly closed eyes, stopping the tears.

"Don't cry, it's bad for your eyes."

If he hadn't said these words, perhaps the tears would have really stopped, but the long-lost tenderness made all the grievances and pain pour out, turning into two clear streams and broken beads rolling down.

Could it be...is that a kiss?

Was it his kiss that lightly fell on his eyelids?

"Don't cry...don't cry..."

Bitter water spread from Su Yun's lips, he didn't know when he kissed the boy's eyelashes, let alone when he hugged him tightly.

He only remembered the first time he cried with his back to him, his heart was pierced like a knife, the pain was so painful that he forgot all the resentment and hatred, he just wanted to give him comfort and support.

Autumn comes to an end and spring comes, and time flies by.Several months later, up to this moment, he saw him cry again.

Alienation, indifference, indifference, calm... These superficial disguises may not be able to hide from his own eyes at all, Su Yun finally understands why he has been following here.

Can't let him go.Can't let go.

Even if it is thousands of miles away, as long as I think of those eyes, my heart will ache.

As it is now, it hurts.

253 Sinking

Feeling the strength of that hug, Qi Xuan's tense and stiff body slowly softened.

Slowly raising his head, a little light suddenly appeared in his dark vision, and a handsome face was close at hand in the blurred light and shadow.

He raised his hand involuntarily, and woke up suddenly when his fingertips were about to touch.

Maybe this is in a dream.In the dream, he would hug him and kiss him.

There is still a faint singing voice in my ears.

The actor sang: "It's so close, you can't ask for it."

How well it sings, so close at hand.His hands were almost touching his skin, they were so close, and yet, what was the use... What was the use?

It's just that you can't ask for it, that's all.

Qi Xuan withdrew his hand, and smiled sadly at the figure in front of him.

"It's okay. I can see some. Maybe it's just drinking too much? Feng Yi said that it's okay to have an occasional seizure."

Sure enough, the embrace let go, and he heard him ask: "Can you see?"

Qi Xuan nodded, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face.

"I can see your face clearly now." She smiled awkwardly, "I was so scared just now, it's really embarrassing to cry like that."

His tone returned to indifference, even if he laughed at himself, there was a cold and distant arrogance.

Su Yun stared at him blankly. After a while, he realized that he had lost his composure. He hurriedly stood up and said respectfully: "It's my humble servant who is being rude. Your Majesty is fine, so my humble servant can rest assured. However, if an old illness suddenly occurs, it is better to ask the imperial doctor to come." It would be better to make a diagnosis, and I will go out now..."

Qi Xuan suddenly turned his face inward, his shoulders trembled slightly, and his hands covered his eyes again.

"Your Majesty!" Su Yun was taken aback, and quickly leaned over to help him, "But what's wrong?"

Qi Xuan broke free from his hand and curled up at the corner of the bed.

"It's okay. You go out."

Su Yun was stunned, "Your Majesty?"

"go out!"

Qi Xuan covered his face, trembling.

Su Yun couldn't help it