[Rebirth] Xueba quickly help

Inexplicably, back in junior high school, Du Ziteng actually had no idea at all.He just vaguely set the plan of "saving money and saving mother" at the very beginning, but this goal is too rough and too far away, so that he feels that there is no difference between whether there is this plan or not.

Next, meet Liu Qi.

It may be due to so many years of dependence - Du Ziteng was beaten by his father since he was a child, and his temper is somewhat soft; while the squad leader Liu Qi has accumulated a bit of toughness in his responsibilities.These two people always walk together, and Liu Qi will unconsciously give Du Ziteng too much protection. After a long time, Du Ziteng will naturally always rely on Liu Qi.

Even when the two separated in high school, Liu Qi would always put himself in Du Ziteng's shoes.How could Du Ziteng ignore it?After four years of junior high school and three years of high school, he even took Liu Qi's concern for granted.

His mother died of a serious illness, and he was born again. He definitely couldn't tell Liu Qi about these things, but he would still habitually think that this was in the past, and Liu Qi would definitely give him advice and even solve it for him.

But he forgot that the current Liu Qi is just a thirteen or fourteen-year-old child.No matter how smart or precocious he is, if Du Ziteng refuses to reveal half a word about his secret, what else can Liu Qi do to help?

Although he realizes that he has to rely on himself now, the weakness and meekness once indulged by Liu Qi are still clearly revealed.

He doesn't need to be responsible, why does he still stand up?

That's right, Liu Qi in this era doesn't have the tacit understanding with him in the future, but Liu Qi is still Liu Qi, as long as he still exists, Du Ziteng will simply let go of the burden on his shoulders.

Du Ziteng began to give himself some leeway.

Maybe it’s because the experience of falling from the first place to the bottom one in the art major I studied was too painful, maybe it’s because I subconsciously feel that no one will agree with me even if I work hard, or maybe I feel that as long as Liu Qi is there, there will be no problems... …The loose disposition has been preserved until now. As a result, even if he is beaten by Du Lixiang, he will no longer fight hard; …

Although Du Ziteng wanted to go to the Imperial High School together, with his current grades, he always felt that he was short of breath.This situation is not because he tried his best and failed to achieve it, but because he refused to show that kind of hard work.

Liu Qi saw Du Ziteng's slackness, but he didn't want to say it clearly. He only hinted a few times. Du Ziteng also understood what he meant, but it took a short time to regain his enthusiasm for learning, and most of the time he was still not motivated.In the end, Liu Qi also felt that it was boring to talk too much, but occasionally looked at Du Ziteng with a worried expression, and didn't mention anything else.

Du Ziteng felt ashamed, but he was as stubborn as before, did not make any progress, and became disappointed in himself again.

Meanwhile, his relationship with Peng Jun is still ongoing.

Speaking of which, during the youthful days of Huaichun, I also imagined that there was such a girl holding hands with him, walking on the street together to show their affection.He thought that on such a day, he would stop walking side by side with the girl, but he didn't expect that he really had a girlfriend, but it was not as sweet as he imagined.

Speaking of which, Peng Jun was recommended by Hou Yiding.

Thinking of this, Du Ziteng felt even more embarrassed, and regretted agreeing to Peng Jun so recklessly back then.But even if he was given another chance to go back to that time, he would still agree.

An old virgin who has been masturbating for 18 years, in today's words, he should be called a dick. How many years has it been a dream to have a girl who is stuck upside down?

It's just that, in terms of results, they don't seem to be a good fit.

No, maybe, Du Ziteng and all the girls are not suitable.Du Lixiang's foul language towards his mother lasted too long, and the mother was like a collection of all women in the child's heart.Coupled with the failed marriage of his parents, Du Ziteng subconsciously resisted the relationship between men and women.

When I think of the inexplicable resistance to the words "communication" and "boyfriend and girlfriend", I think that I have never fantasized about being with girls in the past 18 years. After being confused and disturbed, I want to see my mother. Longing for the mother who gave birth to him for many years.

Du Ziteng awkwardly supported his chin with his hands and walked slowly towards the small building where his mother lived.

Speaking of it, it seems that I haven't seen my mother for three months.

After being beaten up by Du Lixiang, the fear of pain that had been buried for a long time seemed to resurface and haunt Du Ziteng.He started to escape again, telling himself "it's okay, I just haven't seen my mother for a few days, nothing will happen", and after such a delay, it dragged on for most of the semester.

In 18 years, the shadow of memory mother is pitiful.When Du Ziteng was a child, he was with his mother every day, but how can he remember what happened when he was a child?Later, I saw my mother once or twice a year, and in the next ten years, I never saw her once.

His mother was not an indispensable person in his life, but she hadn't seen her for three months, which was normal for him, and it actually made him breathe a sigh of relief.

Standing at the door of his mother's house again this time, it seemed that he had changed back to himself when he first came to this era. The feeling of nervousness and heart pounding made Du Ziteng's hands tremble slightly.

Hands up and down.Lift it up, put it down.Du Ziteng stood in a daze for a while, but he really didn't dare to knock on the door.

The pain when Du Lixiang's fist landed on his body seemed to reappear on his body, and the fierce appearance of Du Lixiang when he cursed his mother viciously seemed to reappear in front of his eyes.Du Ziteng blanked out as if trying to avoid it to delay the time.

He didn't want to be a deserter who ran away from battle, and he couldn't learn to be a brave warrior who fell into battle.Du Ziteng thought, with his pissing nature, he would definitely not be able to be the protagonist.After scolding himself, as if he had thrown away some baggage, Du Ziteng turned around and left, as if he was afraid of his mother's face poking out of the door that would open at any time, and he did not forget to walk as lightly as possible.

Suddenly there were footsteps downstairs, mixed with voices.Du Ziteng's ears were sharp, or he was overwhelmed, and he always felt that the voice seemed to be his mother's voice. He stopped immediately when he went downstairs, and then hurried back, climbed up one floor, and looked down from the gap between the handrails of the stairs in a guilty conscience. .

Du Ziteng's mother slowly climbed upstairs, with Hou Yiding supporting her.

He heard it right!Judging that it was his mother's voice, Du Ziteng was a little proud.He leaned closer to the gap, and saw that it was indeed his mother, but he always felt that there was something strange...

The corner of Du Ziteng's mouth froze, hey, did mom eat too much today? Why is her stomach so big?

……

The boy was stupefied by what he saw, and hurriedly counted the months since he hadn't seen his mother.

Really only three months!Although he has never seen a pregnant woman, how could it be possible for three months...

Wait, really haven't seen you for three months?

He ran to see his mother, Hou Yiding mentioned Peng Jun, and then Peng Jun confessed that he was beaten by his father when he came back from school that day, then the final exam, and then the summer vacation, after the summer vacation, the new semester started, the basketball game...

This is only three months?Du Ziteng lost his memory!One summer vacation plus nearly half a semester, Du Ziteng hasn't seen his mother for four or five months!

Du Ziteng bit his nails, squatted on the stairs, watched his mother and Hou Yiding talking and laughing.The woman pouted with a happy and satisfied look.Du Ziteng didn't know whether to be disappointed or relieved, and he didn't know whether to be grateful or resentful towards Hou Yiding. His current guilt made him just stand in the gap and watch the door of his mother's house slam. Close it, until the end Du Ziteng didn't come forward to say hello.

Oh, my mother is very happy.

According to my father, my mother's family seems to be very rich.

Soon they will have a child.

It doesn't matter if I exist or not, right?

Du Ziteng couldn't help thinking this way, maybe it was to give himself an excuse to escape forever, or maybe it was a self-defeating feeling of despair.

Mom is not such a flirtatious person, it is impossible for her to live with a strange man and get pregnant so soon.

——Even at this time, Du Ziteng firmly believed in his mother. The young man speculated that his mother and Hou Yiding should have known each other a long time ago.As for being pregnant... Du Ziteng thought of his mother's gentle smile when he saw his mother last time, and couldn't help but feel disappointed. She remembered that she touched her belly a few times. It should be...

Du Ziteng always thought that his mother was poor, until Du Lixiang made it clear.But his mother has never told Du Ziteng about this "secret" until now; she has never been sure whether her mother has a boyfriend, until Du Ziteng went to see her mother that day, and that time period happened to be the time when Hou Yiding came to visit, so the woman told Du Ziteng The existence of Hou Yiding.

Fortunately, since he came to this era, he would foolishly tell his mother to "find a boyfriend and take care of yourself". Now that I think about it, it's ridiculous.

How much did his mother hide from him?

Family matters, boyfriend matters, pregnancy matters.Besides, what else?

Her son has been kept in the dark; when he learned of his mother's death, the guilt and confusion that had nowhere to vent, and the hatred that wanted to avenge his father finally made a young boy who had just grown up curl up in a dark corner like Like a stray dog.

For more than ten years, the young man has been living with the support of the beautiful figure of his mother left behind by his father's violence. The image of his mother in his mind is different from his father's, which is so holy and beautiful.

But this expectation is an irresponsible fantasy.

His mother was so resolute in the divorce.And just as the father hates the mother deeply, does the mother hate the father deeply on the surface of the gentle smile?

The woman hides her hatred very deeply, and then transfers this hatred to the child more or less, whether it is the poor and pitiful snacks given to the son, or crying weakly in front of the son. Is it true, how much is false, and how much is intentional?

Maybe Du Lixiang was right to forbid Du Ziteng to see his mother.This woman's half-truth and half-fake acting skills will intensify Du Ziteng's own guilt, making him sink deeper and deeper into the spiral of conflict between his parents.

Compared with his father's violence, his mother's concealment and neglect made him feel more uncomfortable.

He seems to have returned to that day again, as a social scum, he was beaten to the ground covered in blood and no one paid attention to him, and the woman who gave birth to him also fell from heaven to hell. Du Lixiang's insults to women seemed to suddenly become reasonable according to.

Du Ziteng was about to cry because of his stupidity.

With a firm but irrelevant determination, he called his girlfriend Peng Jun.

The phone was connected quickly.

Du Ziteng cut to the chase: "Peng Jun, I thought about it, and we really should break up."

When he said these words, Du Ziteng was terrified.He was afraid that this girl who might become very close to him would abandon him by holding someone else's arm.But he mistakenly thought that his current state of mind was just a way to vent his unhappiness about being "abandoned by his mother" on others.

Trapped in self-righteous thoughts, Qiao Ziteng really felt that he was a scumbag to the extreme.I felt a little regretful when I said it, imagining the heartbroken look of the girl, but unexpectedly got the outrageous approval from the other party: "Okay."

...as if it was Peng Jun who couldn't wait to break up.

The girl seemed to have realized that she was too straightforward, and immediately explained: "You don't think I'm about to cry now, do you? I'm so narcissistic. Actually, I still like you very much, but I can see that Ziteng you are not It’s pointless to continue with this thought.”

On the contrary, Du Ziteng was so moved that he was about to cry. He thanked and apologized in a hurry.I feel that if it is not for the gender issue, he can definitely become good buddies with this girl.But it is also true that apart from the fact that the two of them had kissed on the lips, the way the two of them get along is more like friends than lovers.

"But, take it as my only request before we broke up, Ziteng, tell me the truth," Peng Jun on the other end of the phone suddenly spoke seriously, and Du Ziteng, who was already guilty, hurriedly agreed, and the girl asked more seriously. road:

"Ziteng...you, you like Liu Qi in your class, right?"

"……what?"

Du Ziteng's hand trembled, and the phone fell down the stairs.He chased the phone downstairs, and when he got the phone, he was already standing at the door of his mother's house. He was even more nervous, and ran downstairs in a panic with the phone in his hand, fearing that his mother would suddenly open the door and see him.

Having said that, what does Peng Jun's question mean?

Du Ziteng heaved a sigh of relief after completely staying away from his mother's community, and immediately thought about it.

He likes Liu Qi?

Du Ziteng picked up his phone and wanted to ask, but the phone was dropped and turned off long ago.It took 1 minute to reboot, and Du Ziteng was about to make another call, but it seemed like he was trying to cover up his questioning...

Du Ziteng returned home with a serious expression on his face, with a question he didn't dare to ask in detail.

He likes Liu Qi?where?

The author has something to say:

I read the author’s words on the last one (this one was written directly after 35 and skipped 36), Emma, ​​how many days have I not updated it, I remember the last time I was happy because the sales exceeded 1000, it was a long time It happened in the past, now it exceeds 2000 every day, and occasionally reaches 6 or 7000, I am quite calm...

Let's talk about the text.

I wrote half of it yesterday and half of it today, probably because I haven’t written for too long and now I’m stuck.Then I looked at the last one, Nima is too su, I am going to change it.By the way, today is the first day of junior high school, Nima is still at work, and changing the text is more troublesome than writing the text, so I need to rest well and spend a lot of time, so these two days are going to be empty for the few basketball games, After all, that is a very important foreshadowing, otherwise it will definitely not develop in the future... Today's 37 is first written as a buffer, and the next chapter is a big drama that has been designed long ago...

But the plot and the characters are a bit out of control, I don’t know if I can write it well... If the judges think it’s boring, bloody and boring, please don’t blame the script, this is definitely a problem with my ability, please blame me , I'm definitely too bad to write the story well..._(:з」∠)_

In short, I will work hard_(:з」∠)_