Reborn Exorcist

For Roland, the most troublesome thing was his feelings for Louis.

His life was so boring that the hobbies he had acquired in the aristocratic family and traveling in Europe had bored him.Now he enjoys making trouble for the church and hurting the clergy.When he learned that the Seven Lords had the idea of ​​returning to the world, he immediately offered to help find the half-angel who could open the gate of hell; Not interested.He just wanted to make the church bad luck.

Luckily for him, he soon finds the half-angel, a young and resentful half-angel.But unfortunately, he allowed his feelings for the other party to develop arbitrarily, and the result was that the feelings began to cause him headaches.

Roland is good at buying people's hearts, and he is also good at dealing with lonely children like Louis who lack love.He cared for Louis in every possible way, while retaining the majesty of a "master".He wants Louis to appreciate himself, love himself, and obey himself.He succeeded, but it came with some side effects.In fact, in Roland's subconscious mind, he still broods over the fact that he was not accompanied by his father when he was a child.

Since I don't have fatherly love, why can others have it?Let them lose it with me.Roland often thought this way, and quickly caused a tragedy without hesitation.

But facing Louis, the child who lost his parents since childhood and was treated coldly in his adoptive parents' home, Roland felt sympathetic, even sympathetic to him.Although his concern for Louis was mostly due to the reason of using the other party, the kind of sympathy and love made Roland always couldn't help giving him more.When he has a feeling that can be named "like" for Louis, this dedication is doubled.

It's nothing, Roland comforted himself like this every time.Luis trusts me, admires me, and belongs only to me.When I treat him well, he must be like a human being in love, full of love for me.

But the night before, Louis was drunk at the banquet, and Roland carried him back to his villa where he lived alone.When this dazed teenager said "Sir, I love you like a father" under his guidance, Roland's frustration can be imagined.Even thinking about it now, he feels extremely annoyed.

Roland couldn't help but recall the situation when he got along with his bed partner and other women.In the process, he gradually realized how unwise he was with Louis: he liked him in his own way, and that was not the way "love" was.

"But he's always by my side. He'll always be mine. Why should I bother to correct myself? He's a half-angel, but now he believes in me and spurns God." Roland said to himself.

The knock on the door interrupted Roland's thoughts.He went to open the door.Louis stood outside the door, not stained with blood, but looked tired.Roland showed his usual smile in front of the other party, elegant and haughty. "Louie, you're back. I guess you've done my order - and so fast! I'm so proud of you."

"Thank you, sir." Louis gave him a weary but happy smile.

Roland looked at Louis.The poor little boy at the time has grown into a handsome young man; the other party could have been more handsome, but because he came to him and betrayed God, the punishment fell on Louis, making him pale and thin.Roland knew that when Louis killed more exorcists, the punishment would be even more severe.

Suddenly, Roland felt a little guilty.He quickly drove the emotion that shouldn't belong to him out of his mind.He smiled and pulled Louis into the room, making him sit on the sofa with him.Staring at Louis' face showing embarrassment, Roland said slowly: "Louis, you grow up so fast. I still remember the first time I saw you. At that time, you were thin and small, soaking in the cold lake water Li, you look very pitiful. I slept with you in my arms that night."

"Yes, sir." Louis blushed a little, with an apology in his tone: "I have caused you trouble."

This response did not satisfy Roland.What he wanted to say was actually another thing. "Remember, today is the seventh anniversary of our meeting. Just now, I have been thinking about our first meeting, lamenting the wonder of fate, and even wanting to relive the original time. I remember you often have nightmares about that night, don't you ?”

"Yes, every year. These days, I often dream about how I fell into the cold and dark bottom of the lake. No matter how I struggle, I can't stop death from approaching me." Louis lowered his voice.

Roland held Louis' hand with concern. "Louie, you should have told me. Don't be afraid to cause me trouble. I think, you were too young at that time, so this matter has become a shadow that you can't get rid of for a long time. Perhaps, with the original method, the situation can be relieved." It's improved. I can hug you to sleep like before."

"No! This is not acceptable, sir." Louis refused hastily: "After all, I am almost an adult, so how can I bother you!"

"It's easy for me. If you are troubled by nightmares and can't sleep, I will inevitably worry about you." Roland maintained his demeanor, persuasive and persuasive.

Louis looked down.When he lifted it up again, his eyes shone with gratitude. "You are so kind to me, just like my father."

This sentence touched Roland's most sensitive nerve at the moment. The word "father" happened to be the root of Roland's helplessness and irritability.He did take care of Louis like a father treats his son, but the reason was not "family love" other than using it!He wanted to get Louis and make Louis fall in love with him!

Roland was rarely impulsive.He pulled Louis hard towards him, and wrapped his arms around him.Louis was probably terrified, and he was completely stunned. He didn't struggle, and he didn't ask or stop him.

Smelling the breath of the other party and listening to the rapid breathing of the other party, Roland's mood was no longer so anxious, but he did not completely calm down.

A new longing came to me.He wanted to kiss Louis's lips and eyes, and press him directly on the sofa to take full possession of him.He almost puts his longing into practice until he remembers why he wanted to save Louis in the first place.

I can't do anything to scare Louis until the gates of hell are opened.Roland sighed, kissed Louis lightly on the head, and then pushed the puzzled Louis away. "I hope this hug can make you feel better." Roland explained with a normal expression.

"Thank you, sir. May I go back to my room?" Louis visibly embarrassed.

Roland nodded.Like a pardon, Louis walked away quickly, saying "Good night, sir" before going upstairs.

Louis had disappeared on the stairs, but Roland was still staring at the place where he disappeared, as if he could watch him for a day and a night. "Good night, Louie," he said at last.