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When meeting the man for the first time, Guti didn't have time to think more.

At that time, Guti was still the most dazzling star in Real Madrid's second-tier team, proud, unruly, with amazing skills, but also a face that people couldn't help but praise.

Although I have seen the man's sharp tackles and precise passes on the Bernabeu before, and I have seen him up close when I ran to peek at the first team's training; but this time is different.

This time, the man was face to face with Guti, speaking words of encouragement, with his usual graceful smile.Guti didn't know what he said and what he did at that time, his head was full of thoughts of "he talked to me, it's over", and the sound of his own heartbeat lingered in his ears.

The sunshine in Madrid has never been dazzling, and it makes people lose their minds in an instant.

In the future, it will be persistent pursuit to the point of despair; stubborn imitation; and heartbreak again and again.

Guti finally entered the first team, but the man just congratulated him politely and told him to keep working hard and not to relax; then he turned around and talked to Raul with a gentle smile that was obviously different from when he was facing him.Facing the gaze cast by Raul, he smiled, pretending that he didn't care, and silently swallowed the sentence "Fernando, can I invite you to have dinner with me tonight?", and went straight to the training ground, training .

Guti has long hair, wears the man's favorite brand, and dresses up as that man is used to; from appearance to words and deeds, he imitates that man in everything.He did this, pretending that the man was by his side, making himself full of the shadow of that man.Although that damned elegant Guti couldn't learn at all, even though he knew that imitating himself was ridiculous.

Finally one day, Guti was called "Little Redondo" by the media; however, almost at the same time, he also learned from the newspaper that the man said "Guti only has hair like me".Guti laughed, but never stopped.In life, on the court, it got worse.He also began to go in and out of nightclubs uninterruptedly - between the feasting and the hustle and bustle, he could forget the facts that hurt his heart, whether it came from the person he loved deeply or from his deepest love. Love that club.

Until the indifference and indifferent eyes deliberately ignored by Guti became clear in his memory, until Raul yelled at him, "You will destroy yourself if you go on like this! Do you remember your childhood dream!", until he found out He almost couldn't find the way to realize his dream; until he found that he almost lost himself, he finally began to change.

Starting from cutting off his long hair, he gradually eliminated the shadow of the person he had painstakingly transplanted into himself, painful and determined.

However, some things are destined not to change.For example, his deep-seated love for that man from admiration to liking to deep love, such as the subconscious chasing and attention that never stops.

Maybe Guti owed Redondo's debts in his previous life, so much that he couldn't pay them off in his previous life, so let's keep paying them back in this life.

But for this debt, Guti still had to be heartbroken but willing; he was hurt bloody but still never gave up.

At this moment, he has nothing to lose.

two

"What are you thinking about?" The man smiled and looked at the person flipping through the photos on the sofa, sat down and hugged him.

Guti adjusted his sitting posture according to the situation, leaned on Redondo's shoulder, closed the photo album and put it down: "It's nothing, just seeing these suddenly reminded me of the past."

Turning to meet Redondo's complicated eyes, Guti kissed his lips before the man opened his mouth, and reluctantly parted for a long time.Guti took a breath and raised a bright smile: "Anyway, it's over, I just have you now."

"No, not just now José..." Redondo sighed, stroking Guti's blond hair that was brighter than the sun.Facing Guti's puzzled face, he smiled dotingly: "Now and in the future, I will be by your side; even if death takes us away from this world, I will hold your hand and leave together."

"Fernando~~"

"Jose, I'm here."

Lei Dongduo hugged his lover who was so moved that he turned into a wolf cub and pounced on him, and whispered in his ear.

three

What Redondo never said was that even in the past, he did not care about or even dislike Guti as Guti thought.

On the contrary, he has always paid attention to this child who can be described as beautiful, and... Later, he strongly denied his liking for a while.

Redondo saw this kid promoted to the first team with his own eyes, but seeing so many people congratulating him, and seeing the kid's proud smile, he didn't think that the kid needed his own congratulations to fuel his pride.That kid needs to calm down, he just made it to the first team and that doesn't mean everything.Thinking about it this way, Redondo was not overly enthusiastic at the time, but just congratulated him lightly, and then watched him leave with a shocked and slightly hurt expression.

What Redondo can admit now and what Redondo would never say at the time is that he was still affected.Otherwise, he would not have turned around and suggested that Raul invite Guti to dinner in the evening to celebrate.

The child's blue eyes always reminded Redondo of the sky in Argentina.

Pure without a trace of impurities, full of pride and stubbornness.When being watched by those eyes, Redondo always had to spend more energy than usual to continue to face the child with a mask of indifference, and he had to go through difficult resistance to restrain himself from indulging in it.

Redondo loathed the feeling of being out of his control.It's not that Redondo, a natural control freak, can't bear a situation that is out of his plan, he just can't bear that kind of completely strange and dangerous self.

So he widened the distance between himself and the child, and treated him more and more indifferently; but he was also more and more unable to face the hurt eyes of the child.

He understands that child's pride better than anyone else, because they are all such people in essence - stubborn, have their own code of conduct, and insist on a pride that often cannot be understood by others.He also understands that child's love and loyalty to the Bernabeu, because they are still the same at this point-no matter how Real Madrid treats themselves, they are always willing to give everything for the Bernabeu.

Although Redondo deliberately treated the child coldly, it is undeniable that Redondo has been paying attention to him.So when he saw that child imitate more and more day after day, he lost his usual calmness and said harshly to the media such hurtful words as "Guti only has hair like me".

Anger destroyed his sanity and burned his nerves.If it's just a simple imitation, how can he imitate the way he plays on the court? !A striker ran to imitate a midfielder, what did he want to do, how could he?

After calming down, Redondo didn't think too much.He went to Hierro to find Raul, trying to get through them and let the kid find himself.

Redondo still remembers Hierro saying to himself, "If you go, it must be more effective than me. You clearly know that kid...." At that time, he prevaricated with the reason "I don't think he can face me rationally".In fact, it was just because he was afraid that once he confronted him directly and started persuading him, he would never be able to hold back; the line of defense he had worked so hard to build before would turn into a complete joke.

For a long time after that, he watched in silence, watching Guti's changes and witnessing Guti regaining himself; pretending not to notice Guti's peeking during training, pretending not to see the tiredness and pain in Guti's eyes every time he faced him. Craving, pretending...pretending that I am not moved at all, never wavered.

Occasionally, while encouraging Raul, Redondo would care about Guti by the way. Seeing Guti's face light up instantly, the unknown corners of his heart would warm up quietly.

Redondo also remembered touching his head during that handover.Facing Guti's astonished expression and ecstatic eyes, it was rare for him to reflect on whether he had done too much—why would Guti be so excited with just a simple movement and a gentle smile?

Thinking about it later, perhaps at that time, Redondo's self-confident line of defense was already riddled with holes.

Redondo still keeps a distance from Guti, but this time the reason is that he feels that if something happens, it will be a devastating blow to Guti and his career.

Then there was the transfer that Redondo didn't know about.As a player who was transferred, he had no choice but to complain; but when he thought of the Bernabeu, he could only choose to accept it.

Late that night, the drunken blond wolf cub desperately slapped the door of Redondo's house, broke into Redondo's house, and before Redondo had time to say anything or react, He threw himself into Redondo's arms and wept bitterly.

Reason told Redondo that he should push the person in his arms away.But maybe it was because the shock and unknown joy of seeing Guti at the moment of opening the door squeezed away the depression and boredom that had plagued Redondo all day so that he didn't want to move at all now, or maybe it was because the night was too late and he really Unable to push the crying child out of the house in his arms; in short, Lei Dongdo found that his hands completely defied his own reason, and spontaneously caressed the golden baby in his arms when he didn't realize it. Short hair, with a gentleness that has never been seen before.

.........................

What should be done and what should not be done, the two of them did everything that night.

When Redondo woke up the next day, the sun had passed through the curtains and left ambiguous shadows on the floor