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In Guti's ear, he said "I love you".

Guti didn't know that this "I love you" is the courage that the other party has accumulated for a long time without saying it, and it is also the love that the other party has endured for many years, which has long been brewed into mellow spirits in the streamer.

When he was on the verge of death, those once strong fortresses that had been erected collapsed like that.

Redondo finally decided to be selfish and willful for once.

However, Redondo still regretted it.

It's just that he never had a chance to change it.

That sentence seemed to have consumed all the rest of his life.

As soon as the words fell, the god of death had already arrived.

Guti held Redondo's hand until the warmth turned cold.

In a trance, he remembered that many years ago, when he quietly cried for Redondo's indifference to him in the empty locker room after training, Redondo sighed "silly boy" and put his big gentle hand on top of his hair; Thinking of the other party leaving Milan, he said to himself that he believed in himself and worked hard so that he would always pay attention to himself; and the wedding that was so violent, Redondo was also present, only for Guti's presence and not for other things... ...

He also recalled that he bought a house next door to Redondo after retiring and moved back to Duo Laihong, and he has always been warm as a neighbor.

Redondo has a happy family of his own, and Guti also has a lovely child of his own.

Of course they can't be together.

Just getting along as a close friend, enjoying the gentleness and carefulness that Redondo treats himself, which is obviously different from when he treats others, and seeing the other party helplessly clean up the mess for him after doing something stupid is good enough, Guti always feels that, That's enough.

At that time, Guti felt that spending the rest of his life comfortably until he was old was another form of staying together.

However, he never thought that Redondo would leave before himself.

Before leaving, I gave myself the extravagant hope that I always wanted, but knew clearly that I would never get it.

In the distant memory, facing his desperate confession, Redondo calmly said "I already have a family Jose, we can't do it." "Maybe I like you, but you have to know that liking can never be achieved." The words "love" and "we can be very good friends, but they are just friends" are still lingering in my ears. At this moment, the sentence "I love you" severely shattered those specious words.

Guti, who was sitting alone in the garden, suppressed the complicated thoughts about the day that Redondo left that suddenly emerged, picked up the black tea that had already cooled down, and swallowed a sip.

It's really bad.

I also think of the self who has been foolish and never gave up, the self who persistently followed Redondo, the self who was entangled in whether Redondo had "love" for him, and enjoyed the pet that Redondo seemed to love deeply. Guti, who drowned herself, threw down the tea set and burst into tears.

I love you, I love you.

He cried uncontrollably, and kept repeating the beautiful but sad words in his mouth; it was hysterical as if he wanted to vent all the sadness that had not been revealed at Redondo's funeral.

Fortunately, they met and got acquainted.

It's just... How good would it be if we met earlier, earlier?

But God is so cruel, let them meet the right person at the wrong time.

No matter who it is, they are struggling to get it, but they can't lose it either.

Probably the sunlight was too strong, so the eyes were dazzled, and Guti felt that he saw the young Redondo walking towards him in the dim eyes of tears.

After sending Redondo away, Guti realized that Redondo was no longer young. At that moment, he realized that they had all been defeated by time.

But Lei Dongdo, who appeared in front of him at this moment, was truly in his prime.

Redondo held out his hand, and Guti squeezed that hand tightly.

Guti's life, at this moment, 146 days after Redondo's death, finally came to an end as he wished.

【Extra: Natalie's Happiness】

Natalie discovered Guti's feelings earlier than Redondo.

Natalie is very familiar with Guti's eyes when she looks at Redondo - it is clearly her self in the period of passionate love, when she looks in the mirror and thinks of Fernando, the self in the mirror will appear.

But Natalie never worried about anything.

Because her husband is Redondo.Fernando Redondo.

She knew what kind of person her husband was, and she clearly knew that her husband would not, and would not, betray the family.

What's more... Fernando in that memory never had anything to do with Guti.

Yes, Natalie has a little secret.

She has all the memories of another "Natalie" when she and Fernando had their second child.

In that memory, which was like a gift from heaven, Natalie heard what Redondo said to Guti.

"I know your heart, Guti. But if you like me, I must like you? The person I love is my wife Natalie. You have to understand that the person I love will never It's a man."

"Give it up, Guti."

"I don't think your pointless persistence is of any use."

"What you're doing will only annoy me more."

In that memory, Fernando treated Guti very well, but this did not affect his relentless rejection of the other party.

Natalie felt that her husband would love her as much as in that memory.

Fernando will guard their home with himself.Fernando is a good husband and father; it is my luck to meet Fernando.

Natalie thought so until Fernando died.

Of course she would think so.

Despite the initial indifference, Fernando has been taking good care of Guti since then, and their relationship has become closer after retiring; but nothing really happened to them.

Guti has Guti's children, and Fernando, has himself and the children.

In front of Fernando's hospital bed, Natalie, who had been watching all the time, saw Guti who had rushed over and Fernando who had returned to the light.

Natalie couldn't make out what Fernando said to José at the end.But she understood at that moment that some things she had always insisted on were completely overthrown at that moment.

She suddenly remembered the way "Fernando" looked at "Natalie" in that memory, which she deliberately ignored - in the reality Natalie experienced, Fernando had never looked at her like this.

On the contrary, after retiring, Fernando sometimes looks at Guti's eyes, which is somewhat similar to that.

Similarly, Fernando in reality has never faced Guti without a trace of emotion like the "Fernando" in memory, and uttered such decisive words.

Natalie really hoped that she would never find out about all this.

Then she will be happy forever, with a harmonious and beautiful family, a husband who loves each other deeply, and filial children.

But now she knows that the man she loves never fell in love with her.

Natalie somewhat resented the memory of being considered a gift from heaven.

The "Natalie" in that memory is the real happiness.

But... In fact, she is lucky.

Because her husband is Fernando, her husband has never betrayed this family, never betrayed him.

At least, she and Fernando stayed together for a lifetime.

Natalie thought so after Guti died in her garden.

If Natalie is given another chance to choose, the "Natalie" in that memory will definitely continue to choose Fernando Redondo.

But the Natalie of this world, definitely not.

Perfect yourself, and perfect him.

son and daughter

一

What would a player do if he found a toddler standing in front of his house when he was about to go to the training ground for training in the morning?

What if the toddler pounces on you as soon as he sees you, calling you "daddy" and crying?

↑The above is the adventure of Mr. Guti in the early morning of this day.

As a player in his prime who is not married and broke up with his girlfriend for a while, Guti reacted quickly after being temporarily stunned.He picked up the little boy and entered the house, then called the coach to find a more credible reason to ask for leave.

two

The little boy has blond hair and blue eyes, and his delicate facial features make him look very cute.

Most importantly, he looks very similar to Guti as a child.

Guti tried hard to recall, recalling whether it was true that he forgot to take protective measures before and had such a big child, but he couldn't remember it.

The tragic Mr. Guti had no choice but to try to formulate words from the mouth of this child who looked very kind to him.No, he won't admit that he actually thinks this kid is calmer than himself...

"Daddy, won't you take me to find Dad?"

Mr. Guti, who had not had time to ask questions, was nailed to the sofa by the child's simple question.

Dad dad dad dad dad! ! ! ! ? ? ? ?Shouldn't it be my mother? Kid, isn't your father just me? Where did you find another father? ? ? ? ?

Mr. Guti subconsciously said: "Dad? Who is your father?"

The boy looked at Guti suspiciously: "Daddy? Don't you remember? Dad is..."

three

The unfinished words were interrupted by a knock on the door.

The guest is Redondo, Guti's crush but never confessed.

Redondo was holding a girl whom Guti had never seen before. The little girl looked a little like Redondo.

Guti: No...is that what I thought it was?

four

"father!"

"Daddy!"

The little boy sitting on the sofa ran towards Redondo, reaching out for a hug; the little girl in Redondo's arms was facing Guti