Qinglian Snow Heavy

Pushing away, even after so many years, the smell of blood lingering in the house makes one feel chilly.With the lesson she learned just now, Qinglian slowed down, and persistently walked towards the huge torture rack in the middle of the room.The last time Qinglian went crazy, she tried her best but failed to reach the torture rack, and now she is caressing under Qinglian's hands.Although it is wood, the temperature coming from her hand is icy cold. Qing Lian held the log covered with armor scars with both hands, as if she was holding Yan Lan's bloody hand wrapped in layers of time and space, but But I couldn't cover it no matter what, because it was just a piece of cold wood, like a sad life.

"Qinglian, don't be like this, is it okay, I look sad..." Jiarui didn't know how to comfort her, he didn't know how much Qinglian knew, a proud emperor, but now humbly begged his lover to let go of his grief .

"Your Majesty, do you know? Yan Lan was once tied here, her hands on the qin were pulled out of the top ten armor, but she still played as usual the next day."

"Um……"

"Your Majesty, do you know why Yan Lan had to suffer so much back then?"

"Qinglian, I'm sorry..." Such calm words made Jiarui feel terrified, and she didn't know how to deal with it. Did she feel the pain and gave up, my Qinglian.

"Your Majesty, the reason why Yan Lan stayed here willingly to suffer is to atone for the love that should not have sprouted in her heart but must be rejected. This love against the sky has brought an extremely serious disaster to the world. Death, even Yan Lan can't bring it back!" Qinglian went on talking to herself:

"Your Majesty, do you think I am the same as Yan Lan back then? It is absolutely unacceptable to fall in love with someone. Hehe, the same disaster." The monsters of the Moon Kingdom came out, and the people of the Yin Dynasty suffered. Back then, the city was in chaos, but now it's back to normal ', Brother Yu said that it is spreading in the capital now. Now that the rain is constantly raining and the Qinghe River is overflowing, do you believe it, Your Majesty?" Qinglian turned around and looked straight at Jiarui, ever since she knew Yan Lan's heart When she fell in love with Emperor Ziye's forbidden forbidden love, Qinglian finally recognized her feelings for Jiarui in her heart. Emperor Ziye never got it in her whole life. Maybe she was luckier than Yan Lan, but even so, she could how.

What Qinglian said made Jiarui's eyes burst into ecstasy, and swept away the original gloom and sadness in his heart. Does Qinglian admit that she has intentions for me by saying this?Not caring about other things, she stepped forward and hugged Qinglian, hugging her tightly, "Qinglian, my Lian. Don't think about the past, let's not think about it. From now on, I will Treat you well, and I will make it up to the Tong family, Qinglian, as long as you love me, that's fine..." The hug was so tight that Qinglian almost suffocated, but Jiarui didn't let go, because that's the only way, Jiarui Only then did I feel that Qinglian completely belonged to me.

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Jiarui's embrace seemed to crush people, with the inherent strength of an emperor, Qinglian was almost suffocated, but she didn't struggle.Jiarui's chest is very warm, and the love words whispered in his ears are very sweet, isn't he the one who has always admired, Qinglian is deeply involved in it.At this moment, abandoning distracting thoughts, Qinglian feels Jia Rui's embrace, which can be regarded as a little letting go.

At this moment, Qinglian completely belonged to her, Jiarui was ecstatic, kissed all the way down from the earlobe, and finally almost sucked all the honey in Qinglian's mouth.But Qinglian just accepted it silently, without any response, as if the previous confession words no longer existed.Jiarui finally realized the stiffness of the person in his arms, let go of the confinement of his body, and met Qinglian Ruoshui's boundless eyes.

"Qinglian, don't you love me?" Jiarui asked cautiously.Qinglian was silent for a while, "Qinglian, if you don't speak, I really think you are acquiescing." Jiarui was in a good mood, and gently pecked Qinglian's forehead jasper with a kiss.Unexpectedly, Qinglian avoided slightly this time, which made Jiarui a little disappointed, but Qinglian's words were more like a bucket of ice water poured down her head, "Your Majesty, I really liked you once, so I saw what was hidden in your eyes." I will be sad when I am sad, I only hope that you can be really happy. But I don’t know if that is love. But now I can’t love you, because I can’t forget about Yan Lan.”

Qinglian's eyes are like the Beihai Lake glistening in the autumn rain, and the true feelings in it are like the desolate residual lotus in the lake, and the beauty of the past can still be vaguely seen, but even so, it has withered. "Your Majesty, thank you for the good memories you gave me. I like them very much, but I am also very reluctant. But as long as I think of a person who was tied up here and suffered torture, and the person who held the whip looked like you, my heart It's like it's about to be crushed."

Speaking of which, Qinglian broke away from Jia Rui's stiff embrace and stood up while supporting the torture frame, and walked towards the inner room of the execution room step by step. Qinglian gently tore off the covering veil, revealing the dim light of the ever-burning lamp.Looking at the tears in Qinglian's eyes, Jiarui was heartbroken, but he didn't know how to comfort her. He was worried that Qinglian would hurt herself again like last time, so Jiarui stood up and walked towards Qinglian.

"Your Majesty, do you know that Yan Lan was locked up here for five days and five nights with pain all over her body? There was no medicine, no medicine, no food, no water. The only thing she could do was to draw a lotus picture to comfort her thoughts. "Qinglian's mournful gaze made Jiarui unable to bear the persecution of the previous period, "Your Majesty, I also knelt here all night. It was very cold at that time, and my body hurt, but I heard your music. However, Your Majesty , Why did I enter the palace? You said you hated me before, so should I hate you now? Yan Lan, I have his blood on me. This is an irreversible fact. If you say you love me, then What about your hatred? And what about my hatred? "

Qinglian finally expressed what troubled him the most these days. She loved and hated Jiarui, and she neither dared to love boldly nor hated thoroughly. Lian's heart was cut into pieces.Qinglian couldn't respond but couldn't refuse Jiarui's embrace and kiss. Every time she looked at her lover, it was like drinking poison to quench her thirst.Enduring too hard, Qinglian still said what was in her heart, maybe the relationship between the two would break down.

Still couldn't hold back, the tears of Qinglian who pretended to be strong still shattered the world in front of her at once.Although the confession of the heart is relieved, the heart that floats on the surface of the water seems to be turned into mist and dispersed. The whole world is filled with heavy sadness, and the heart floats and sinks in mid-air and cannot be found.Just when Qinglian felt that her heart was about to fly apart for a moment, she was gathered together by Jiarui's firm embrace.

"Don't do this, Qinglian..." Jiarui supported Qinglian's head with one hand and gently pressed it against her neck to prevent it from being lifted, while Jiarui put her chin on Qinglian's head. "Qinglian, forget it, let the past pass like this. The father and Yinguo have also received their due punishment. Qinglian, do you know that the father died alone in this small compartment in the end, and Back then, hundreds of thousands of people in Yin Country also died to repay all the sufferings Yan Lan had suffered, so the blood and bones of so many people, can't it be worth the hatred in your heart?"

"Qinglian, let us stop thinking about what happened before, why bother to make the dead feel uneasy. What I did to you before was too wrong, and I hurt you deeply because of old hatred, but please Forgive me for loving you so much. God has punished you enough for this. Now my queen and emperor's life and death are uncertain, and the continuous natural disasters are almost driving the people to death. All these are because I blasphemed you You are so innocent, isn’t Qinglian’s punishment enough?”

Jiarui said very excitedly, he loves Qinglian, but he didn't expect the price of this feeling to be so high. He is the lord of a country, and the people of the world are his subjects, and he has the same important status as Qinglian. Jiarui Looking at the unrest in the world caused by her own fault, the self-blame and regret in her heart will not be any less than that of Qinglian back then.But now Jiarui lost almost everything she had, but still only got Qinglian's irresolvable hatred in return, who could comfort and resolve the despair in her heart.

"Qinglian, forget it, we should all forget..." At the end, Jiarui choked up and left a line of tears. For the first time, he felt that even an emperor, sitting in the world, has something that he can't ask for. helpless.Time flowed quietly, the salty tears wet Qinglian's hair on the temples, her cheeks were icy cold.Maybe she forgot, but things really got better. After a long time, Qinglian slowly opened her hands hanging by her sides, wrapping her arms around Jiarui's back.

"Hanchen, things will get better gradually, don't be sad anymore." Qinglian couldn't bear Jiarui's heartache, and spoke comforting words, but she still couldn't let go of that relationship in her heart, and she didn't want Jiarui's eyes to be stained with worry again.Jia Rui's head was raised instantly, his eyes sparkled brightly, and the haze in his heart was cleared away instantly.Jia Rui hugged Qinglian tightly, heart to heart, clearly feeling the pulse of each other, it turned out to be so close.

Thinking of Tong Siming's words before, Jiarui said, "Qinglian, maybe you can help me. Yan Lan could help me before, so now you must be able to resolve the crisis in the country at this time." Qinglian also knew the meaning of Jiarui's words In the past, the reason why Yan Lan came to Yin Country was to pray for blessings and stop the rain for this land. It's not that Qinglian doesn't believe that she has this ability now.

After a long silence, Qinglian replied: "I'm sorry, Hanchen, so Daddy, Grandpa, and Brother Yu will all die, so I can't..." Qinglian was full of worries. It's clear in my heart.With the current situation, if she succeeds in sacrificing the sky and resting the rain, it will just happen that the Tong family committed the crime of deceiving the emperor back then, so naturally Qinglian cannot agree to Jiarui.Tong Siming's imprisonment has already made Qinglian feel guilty,