As a coser, I passed through before I finished my makeup

Although Indra didn't want to admit it, but there was something wrong in his heart.

Are the words spoken at home too heavy?

He sighed, Asura is an idiot, what if he really took what he said on the spur of the moment seriously?

Indra sat on the rock at the top of the waterfall, quite melancholy.

At that time, I quarreled too fiercely with my father, which caused my anger to rise, and even Ashura, who was trying to persuade him to fight, suffered a disaster.

Of course he knows that it's not that Ashura doesn't know how to be flexible, it's just that he never hides his thoughts in front of his family and doesn't beat around the bush.This is actually a good thing, at least there is no need to worry that Asura will hate him for something.

The discord with his father comes from the difference in ideas. Indra, who was raised as the heir of the ninja sect since childhood, has completely different ideas from Otsutsuki Hagoromo. This is a bit like the conflict between the old emperor and the prince, except that they The core of the contradiction does not revolve around the word power.

The difference in their ideas stems from the difference in ability.

Indra, who has the ultimate pure spiritual power, can perceive the emotions and mental fluctuations of people around him unconsciously.

In other words, it is actually a kind of low-level mind-reading technique that is not very controllable.

This is something even his father could not do.

Too pure elements will always bring some unexpected effects.

Asura is an exception, and I don't know if he is too simple, or because his power is concentrated in the non-spiritual realm, Indra has never been able to perceive Asura's emotions.

However, Asura did not hide his emotions in front of him at all.

It's just that he never mentioned this to others.

Of course, everyone in the Ninja sect respects Otsuki Hagoromo, who is known as the Sage of the Six Paths, but everyone also has selfishness, and they will think of themselves first.

This is nothing more than a normal thing. From the time Indra could remember, he knew that there was an insurmountable gap between people. The so-called "mutual understanding" is easy to say, but very difficult to do.

It can even be said that it is impossible to do at all.

So the world of Datong advocated by his father and Asura can only be regarded as an idea. It is like a lamp in the distance in the dark night. When you look at it, you feel bright in your heart, but you really want to touch that lamp. , it's absolutely impossible to do it in a dark place, you don't know how far it is, and you don't know if it's real.

It's too idealistic.

Not all are saints.

Indra doesn't think so.jpg

But every time this matter is mentioned, there will inevitably be a quarrel.Compared with him, the straightforward Asura understands his father's ideal better.

Over time, everyone in the Ninja sect also felt that Asura was more suitable to inherit the Ninja sect, but in this era, the eldest son inherits the family business is the default thing for everyone, so no one will really say it.

Of course the rough-headed Asura didn't realize it, but the sensitive Indra had already noticed it.

At the very beginning, of course his heart would be unbalanced, he would deliberately examine his younger brother.

But the more he looked at it, the more he couldn't feel bad about his younger brother.This guy is so upright, the kind where he doesn't bend at all.

Opening the mouth is "My elder brother is the best person in the world", and closing the mouth is "I love the elder brother the most, and the elder brother loves me the most".

And every time it is in a swearing tone, there is no one in Ninja who has never heard of his rainbow fart.

Indra would never say "like", "love", or even "thank you" or "sorry" to others. He can correct his mistakes and help others.But "doing" is fine, "speaking" is absolutely not!

So when Ashura always hits him straight, he doesn't even have room to escape.What's more, this guy Asura not only wants to hit a straight ball, but also has to hear a response before giving up.

Indra covered his face, thinking of this, he would feel a little hard to describe

——However, this feeling is not bad.

Although he didn't express it in words, Indra loved his only younger brother very much.

Otsutsuki Hagoromo has always been busy, so this younger brother is taken by Indra most of the time.It was Indra who changed the diaper for the little Asura, and it was Indra who taught Asura to say the first word. He watched Asura go from crawling to running, and it was he who led Asura to practice chasing. carat.

Indra was only three years older than Asura, but these three years seemed to make him a generation older.

The young Asura practiced slowly, as if he was always slow, and he was often gossiped by others.Every time he heard this, Indra was very angry.

How could he allow others to gossip about his younger brother who was even reluctant to beat and scold him?

He would even fight unreasonably with those people. This should be the most inappropriate thing for the young Indra to do.

Therefore, he couldn't agree with his younger brother and father's ideas in his heart, but if the Ninja sect was really inherited by his younger brother in the future, he would not object.

Even, he is already helping Asura to learn some mundane things about cooking ninja.

Of course, in that case, he might not stay in Ninja for a long time, his pride does not allow him to be inferior to others.At that time, he can go out to practice or set up his own family. This will not affect his relationship with Asura and Ninja.

It's just "harmonious but different".

Otsutsuki Yuyi also said that Ninja is just a glue, not a cage to trap all ninjas here.

Everyone can choose the life they want.

The only problem is that the conflict between him and Otsutsuki Hagoromo is deepening day by day, and there are more and more quarrels, and sometimes they even extend from the affairs of the ninja sect to other places.

Indra respects his father very much. In his eyes, his father is a nearly perfect leader, but he always lacks a sense of intimacy with the two brothers.

Once this contradiction arises, it will continue to expand.

When he quarreled with his father for the last time, Asura wanted to dissuade him. When Indra, who was angry at the time, blurted out "I hate Asura", even Indra himself was stunned.

At that moment, he realized that his emotions had reached the edge of a certain cliff. If he continued like this, one day he would say something more irreparable or do something irreparable.

So, he silently packed some luggage and left Ninja Sect.

Not running away from home, just going out to practice normally.

He didn't say goodbye to his father face to face, he just left a letter, but he met Ashura in a somewhat awkward manner.

Asura also expanded his originally a small bag to the point where sealing was needed to store things.

From food and drink to accommodation needs, even a variety of snacks are fully prepared.

"Alas—" Indra sat cross-legged, propping his face with one hand, and holding a green spar in the other. This was the first time Asura successfully made a chakra clot. , like a round fan, I don't know how he made it into a strange shape.This is also one of the gifts Asura gave him in the past, "I don't know what that idiot brother is doing now."

Are you going to go back and apologize?

Indra frowned.

The belated rebellious period made him completely unwilling to reveal his heart to others, and asking him to apologize was as difficult as killing him.

During the time he came out, he also traveled to several different villages and tribes, and even crossed several kingdoms. He saw a lot, thought a lot, and naturally calmed down a lot.

When he returned to the vicinity of Ninzong unknowingly, he hesitated again.

It can be regarded as being close to the hometown.

Indra found an open space, spread out the souvenirs he had brought back, and counted them.

Most of them are for Asura.

Because Asura came into contact with the management of the ninja sect relatively late, he spent more energy.Indra knew that his younger brother was restless, and he liked to go to various places since he was a child, but now he has no time to arrange for himself.

So every time Indra went to a place, he would check to see if there was any novelty for Asura to bring back, which should make Asura excited for a while.

And the time to come out is not short, because he left in spring, which caused him to miss Asura's birthday once during the time outside, and this time he went back as compensation.

Although he knew in his heart that there was a high probability that Asura would not take his angry words to heart, but he was still a little uneasy.

After all, he has grown up so much, and he hasn't said "hate Asura" yet, so what if it hurts his heart?

Indra organized some words, which had been rehearsed countless times in his mind.How about... say a few soft words?

Or apologize or something.

He calculated the time, and today is January [-]th.

Indra chose such a time specifically because he wanted to find a step down.

Today is his birthday, it should be a little better if he chooses to go back to see Asura today.

Just accept "Forgive Yourself" as a birthday present.

He nodded vigorously to reduce his psychological pressure, "I'm the eldest brother, Ashura won't be angry."

He never said "sorry", but this time, he was indeed the one who blamed Asura, and it was indeed his fault.

Of course, he will definitely not give in to his father. He still thinks that the ideal of "big love" is nonsense, but his younger brother's anger is too innocent.

He trained them all, and prepared things for him before leaving.

After repeated psychological construction several times, Indra made up his mind.

"Isn't it just an apology? Could it be that I, Indra, can't do it!" He collected all the gifts he brought back, and calculated the time. The time agreed by him and Asura through a letter earlier was coming soon.

For Aojiao, no matter how many times he rehearsed in advance, when the incident really came to his eyes, his throat seemed to be pinched.

"Brother!" Asura's excited voice could be heard from afar.

Indra's visual range is very wide, and he can easily see his brother Ashura.

Why is this guy here with a stone on his back?

The veins on his forehead twitched - Asura, you idiot!

Although the use of stone tablets to express emotions is a specialty of this era, which means that my heart is like a rock, but it is mostly a means of expressing love between couples.

Asura has never had any knowledge in this area, and to come out with a stone on his back in such an upright manner, there will be so much gossip in the Ninja sect.

However, Asura himself certainly couldn't think of such a thing. It should be his friends in the Ninja sect who encouraged him. This guy believes everything others say.

When we go back, we must rectify the ethos of Ninja sect!

Ah!

Indra pinched his earlobes, and pushed his hair forward on both sides, covering his neck and ears—it was too easy to reveal his true feelings here.

Unconsciously, he acted like a big brother, and he lowered his voice, "Asura, you are late."

Asura put the stone tablet on the ground, and the stone tablet was still covered with a piece of cloth, then he said with a hearty smile: "When I came out, I was stumbled by something, don't be angry, sir, I prepared a gift for him! "

When Indra saw the stone, he knew what he was going to say with a high probability. Using words as a gift should be a promise?

"Brother, I—"

"Wait! I'm brother, let me speak first!" He put his hand into his cuff, and gripped the scroll used to seal the gift.He felt that Asura was probably going to say something nice, but this time it was his fault, so Indra wanted to apologize first.Asking a person who has never spoken frankly to apologize is really terrible. He stiffened his neck and was about to speak when he gritted his teeth when a hurried voice suddenly came from behind Asura.

"Master Ashura!"

Looking at the reputation, it was a familiar face, and Indra knew him.

It was the confidant of their father.

For so many years, I have done many things with the Sage of the Six Paths.

Otsutsuki Yuromo trusts this person very much.

Even Ashura and Indra can call Uncle.

Moreover, this person has always been relatively calm, so seeing him so flustered, the two brothers couldn't care less about talking about their private affairs.

"What happened?" Indra subconsciously took a step forward, which was a habit he had developed over the years.

But the person in front of him seemed to be in a dilemma, and he paused for a few seconds before saying: "Master Yuyi is urgently calling Master Asura back."

Indra looked at his affection and felt strange.

Asura, however, seemed to understand something, moved over mysteriously, then turned to Indra and said, "My lord brother, I... I'll go back first, I made this stone myself, you keep it Come down, I hope—my elder brother can understand what I mean."

After saying this, the two suddenly turned and left.

Indra was in a cloud of mist, and he lifted his breath into his throat, but it seemed as if he was suddenly scattered.

This made him a little depressed, as if his younger brother had a little secret behind his back.

He's somewhat offended.

But maybe what's the big deal?

He sat down and studied the stone in front of him.

When the cloth was removed, the stone was empty, as if nothing had been carved.

It shouldn't be - Ashura wouldn't even get a stone for him without knowing how to use the stele, right?

Indra rubbed his forehead. Generally speaking, stone tablets need to be engraved to express their hearts. It is nothing to send an empty stone.

Ah, forget it.

There is a stupid brother, he understands it very well.

At least this stone is obviously not an ordinary stone. Asura said he made it himself, so it should be made of chakra, right?

Like the spar on his neck, it is a product of special chakra.

It is such a stone, where will it be placed in the future?

in the yard?

in the room?

Indra sat beside him thinking.

After waiting for an unknown amount of time, the person who came again was not Asura.

He was a little strange, it was the same person who called Asura away just now.

"Did something happen?" Indra suddenly felt a little uneasy, he could feel the emotional fluctuations of this person, it was a little difficult to say, but he couldn't hide his excitement.

He half knelt down and handed Indra a letter.

Yan Ming, Asura didn't have time to come to see him, so he sent this letter, which was what he planned to say face to face.

Indra's hand tightened, how important is it?

Thinking about Asura who was late today, there must be something important, right?

He nodded, Ashura is also at this age, if he wants to take charge of the Ninja sect, he should really get busy.He knows that Asura is a very responsible person, and he also knows his position in Asura's heart. If there is no real problem, Asura will definitely not stop coming.

So, Indra just nodded reservedly, and then asked the messenger to wait for a while.

He took out the sealed scroll, and then simply wrote a letter with soft words, asking him to help bring back Ninzong.

Indra opened the letter when everything was quiet and only he was left alone.

This unfolding is like falling from one world to another.

He never thought that Asura would say such things to him one day—the words were so blunt.

However, it's not that Indra didn't hear him say something similar, but the person who said it wasn't him.

Previously, Ashura had used such excessive words to those who spoke ill of Indra behind his back.

It almost means breaking up.

Indra suddenly felt a little cold on his back—no, not only his back, but also his palms, very cold.

He squeezed the corner of the letter tightly, and his thoughts were in a mess.

Looking at the stone on the ground——

Ashura, is this what you want to tell me?

Is that what you mean by surprise?

Indra could not believe it.

But the handwriting is indeed Asura's handwriting. He once taught Asura to write, and he is very familiar with every habit of his writing.

And the person who sent the letter just now was his father's confidant, and he had no reason to send a false letter.

He just sits here.

Indra still can't believe it, even if he wants to say such a thing, explain it to him face to face.

Here he sat and waited until the next morning.

no--

He can't sit here and wait.

Indra, who had never been so impulsive, ran all the way back to Ninja, but unexpectedly, Asura was not there.

It doesn't matter, isn't there still father?

He looked for it, and the information he got was even more unacceptable to him.

When Otsutsuki Yuyi saw him, he said bluntly that he had decided that Asura would inherit Ninja, and he wanted Indra to stay and assist Asura.

This sentence is like a kindling thrown into gunpowder.

It's not that Indra couldn't accept Asura as the successor to the Ninja sect. What really ignited all the indignation in his heart was the continuous blows.

As if his brother wasn't who he always thought he was, as if everything in the past had become an act of purpose.

"Impossible!" Indra's eyes were red, and Sharingan had never been so indulgent in front of his father.

Datsuki Yuyi frowned, and then said: "I announced it yesterday, this matter cannot be changed, and you should stop thinking about using crooked methods, don't spy on other people's emotions, don't try to control others."

The words were like a thunderbolt, and Indra was stunned.

"You know?" His voice suddenly seemed to be out of breath, with indescribable disbelief.

Otsutsuki Yuromo nodded.

His father knew all along, but said nothing and did nothing.

Being able to perceive other people's emotions is never a good ability. It is a manifestation of his inability to fully control his own mental power. It is very painful to empathize with everyone anytime, anywhere.

When he was young, he wanted to escape from places with people countless times, but his father told him that he was the heir of the Ninja sect and he could not escape.

Later, there was Ashura, this sincere, warm, and extremely real brother became the pillar of his heart for a long time.

This younger brother who doesn't bother him with unconscious private emotions, but who never hides himself-is this also fake?

My father knew it from the very beginning, so did Asura know it too.

He can't perceive Asura's emotions, is it also arranged by his father?

So what is Indra, a stepping stone?

Once this feeling arises, it can no longer be suppressed.

For the first time, he broke free from words, and directly attacked his father.

Of course, he was no match for the Sage of the Six Paths.

This battle shocked the entire Ninja, and became a sign of a complete break between Indra and Ninja.

He left here and will never come back.

But there is a breath in his heart, he will ask himself, what did he do wrong, what did he do wrong?

As the days passed, the doubts deepened, and eventually turned into resentment.

He started to challenge Asura, he wanted to know what was wrong with him.

But Asura never confronted him head-on, just avoided him blindly.

Sensitive Indra sensed it, sensed it from the beginning - what does it mean, I am not worthy to be your enemy? !

Anger filled his brain.

He hated his father, he hated his brother, and most of all, he hated himself.

In the end, all the unfavorable situations fell on him.

He looked at the stone tablet that he placed up, as if he was mocking him time and time again.

His anger reached its peak when he came out of Ninja School and faced this stone.

But even he himself couldn't explain why he put this in his family land.After establishing his own family, he still put this stone at the core.

It was like the last link between the brothers.

Indra carved words on it. In order to prevent future generations from discarding this stone, he left the practice method of writing sharing eyes on it.

One stroke at a time, he carved it into the stone with great force.

Over the years, Asura has also visited the clan several times, but Indra did not see him.

I don't know how to face it, as long as we meet, he will think of those things.

Thinking of those things, he just wanted to compare with Asura.

Asura's avoidance of fighting only irritated him.

So day by day, year after year.

When the news of Asura's death came, it was a quiet night.

Holding the spar, Indra sat silently under the window, not speaking for a long time.

Through the window, he looked at the sky.

In a daze, he remembered the time when Asura was just born, it seemed to be such a night.

He sneaked into the delivery room and went to see his newborn brother through the curtain.

At that time, Asura's face was wrinkled and dark, as if it hadn't grown.

He waited for everyone to leave before lying down beside the cradle. Asura suddenly opened his eyes like this, and then smiled at him.

That was the first laugh in Asura's life, and Indra suddenly felt his spirit rise, and it was the first time he felt the happiness of being an elder brother.

At night when no one knew about it, he pointed his finger at Asura's nose, and his childish voice resounded in the room, "Be good, Asura, brother will always protect you from now on."

Since when did he put this sentence behind him?

In this way, Indra's body gradually declined.

Unlike Asura, when he passed away, it was a bright afternoon.

The sun was very strong in summer, and Indra felt the sunshine crawling in from the window, and felt warm on his body.

It's like another old friend who has gone away.

He really wanted to do something in his life, but he didn't seem to do anything.

However, there is nothing to regret when it is over.

Just ...

A little regretful, a little... lonely.