After reading the mind, I found that the master's character was broken

◎"Yun Lai, let me ask you one last time...who should I ask?"◎

"Hmm..." Yun Lai half closed his eyes, his lips and teeth were tightly closed, but he couldn't bear the increasingly intense longing in his heart, and the longing in his low voice overflowed intermittently, "Touch, just touch..."

[As usual...]

[If every time in the past is normal]

Perhaps it's easier and more relaxing to survive a demon attack with ease through touch than through pain.

Even though Yun Lai felt so guilty beyond words when he was sober, and when he fell into the desire brought by the demons, he completely lost his sober appearance and followed the most primitive thoughts.

He gritted his teeth, but his blushing cheeks, trembling figure and occasional low moans all showed that he needed caresses.

What he longed for was close contact.It's not the cold pool, it's not suppressing yourself.

and.

Being touched by Zhao Yu...

Yun Lai bit her lip, and a little bit of blood became red.He loosened his teeth: "Zhao, Zhao Yu... Come closer."

He pronounced the name himself.

"Master..." Zhao Yu propped himself up on the ground, the jade boat was stained with blood from a pinched palm, he asked in disbelief, "Master, are you calling me?"

It's not the voice of the heart, it's the words that roll from the lips and teeth.

What I think in my heart is only in my heart after all.Say it, it's always different.

Zhao Yu couldn't control himself and moved forward a little distance, Yun Lai's perplexed and patient face was imprinted in his light-colored pupils.

He asked with confirmation: "Yunlai...are you calling me?"

"...Well." The person he repeatedly questioned tried to open his eyes to see the appearance of the person in front of him, and responded softly, "Zhao, Zhao Yu..."

"Clap".

The string that was tense in Zhao Yu's heart broke.

He stood up, his knees stiff from kneeling for some time.He staggered to Yunlai's side, bent down, gently hugged him, and carried him into the cabin.

Yun Lai's forehead hair was already soaked in the sweat from his torment, and a little red mole at the end of his eyes was also stained with sweat, making him delicate and timid red.

Zhao Yu stroked his hair and saw his face clearly.

He hugged the person and sat down, put his forehead against the other person's, and asked in a low voice: "Yunlai, let me ask you one last time... who should I ask?"

The man's eyes were red, and there were drops of water on his eyelashes, whether it was sweat or tears.

He raised his head, his breath smelled like Bingposan, which was strangely cold and scorching hot.

He replied: "I want you..."

Zhao Yu held his face in his hands, his voice was terribly hoarse: "Who am I?"

Yun Lai turned her face to the side and rubbed against his palm.Feeling the familiar touch, he sighed comfortably and murmured, "...Zhao Yu."

Yun Lai knew who he was.

Yun Lai called out his name.

but……

The night wind blew his hair and woke up his reason.

Zhao Yu tightened his fingers abruptly, leaving a red mark on Yunlai's jaw.He gritted his teeth and looked at the man in his arms.

The cognition in his mind did not make him happy, it only made him more bitter.

"Yunlai, I like you... But you don't treat me..." Zhao Yu's eyes turned red quietly, "We can't do this. I should ask you... Yunlai, what you need is not me, but you The person who broke the way..."

Yunlai's sea of ​​consciousness has turned into a sea of ​​pink flowers, tumbling and turbulent.He couldn't understand Zhao Yu's words.He only heard the familiar word Po Dao.

He frowned, and followed his heart with his fingers, like the past three times, he stroked Zhao Yu's neck skillfully, and sighed contentedly.

Asked in his mouth: "Broken way...?"

Zhao Yu was very close to him, and their breathing intertwined when they were talking.The person he likes is lying in his arms, Zhao Yu is not a sage, he can take advantage of the present, while Yunlai is not sober, and do whatever he wants to him.

But when he hugged him into his arms, he flinched.

Zhao Yu always looks reliable and steady to the outside world.He thinks a lot about things and rarely makes mistakes.Facing his feelings for Yunlai and what he should do in the future, he also pondered patiently and seriously just like dealing with other things.

He analyzed everything according to the experience of many years in the past, and finally came to a conclusion.

What should he do, what he might get.

But the word love is the most difficult to analyze.He thought well, he wanted to treat Yunlai well, so that Yunlai forgot about that person.

He also thought about separating Yunlai from that person's contact, so that Yunlai could only see himself.

But I thought so much.

What he did was, hastily confessed his feelings to Yunlai, unable to hold back the liking between his lips and teeth.

Just like just now.

He was rejected by Yunlai's cold attitude, and he thought it would be like that from now on.He was rejected, and from then on he obediently used his identity as an apprentice to accompany Yunlai around.

When Yunlai's inner demons had an attack and needed him to approach, he endured the pain in his heart and wanted to ask Mo Wen for help.But he said this in his mouth and thought in his heart, but he was unwilling to act.

When Yunlai asked him to approach, he approached.He thought... just like the past two times, he held Yunlai in his arms, had close contact with her, and helped him overcome his inner demons.

But when he really wanted to do it, he hesitated again.

Zhao Yu hated himself for being hesitant now, and didn't know what to do.

After a while, he gritted his teeth and asked, "Yunlai... find that person... find Mo Wen, okay?"

"not good!"

This time the inner demons came more fiercely than before, and the satisfaction brought by touching Zhao Yu with his fingers was too shallow. Yun Lai raised his head, his cheeks were terribly pink, "As long as you... Zhao Yu, as long as you."

【only you……】

【Zhao Yu, only you. 】

Like two kinds of fairy music playing in ensemble, they rang in Zhao Yu's ear and sea of ​​consciousness one after the other.The consciousness that wanted to retreat was suddenly completely shattered, and the shattered residue like wind floated to every part of the body, being swallowed by the desire to possess and devour.

Zhao Yu's light-colored pupils were gradually filled with red.

He felt like he was possessed, and he couldn't speak.

The fingers loosened Yunlai's jaw, and slowly moved along the white robe to Yunlai's waist.He raised his hand to clasp that place, hugging him even tighter.Then following the instinct of human beings, the desire of the two souls to depend on each other, their lips and teeth met Yunlai's, and they tasted a trace of rusty blood.

Sweet as honey.

Zhao Yu was sober and seemed to be completely drunk.He knew what he was doing, but he was reckless, as if he had only one day to live to indulge.

The tip of his tongue presumptuously pried open Yunlai's teeth.His master, who didn't understand anything and was unconscious, lay powerlessly in his arms.

And he shamelessly took advantage of the other person's danger, hooking the tip of his tongue on the other person's chest, entangled with him like withered grass absorbing spring rain.

Yun Lai was speechless and accepted the kiss passively.

But his fingers tightened inexplicably, scratching red marks on Zhao Yu's shoulder and neck.

His heart, quite frankly.

【Well……】

【Comfortable. 】

When the lips and teeth separated, Zhao Yu gently bit his lips.There seemed to be endless murmurs in the sea of ​​consciousness, which encouraged him, and he moved more presumptuously, licking his upper lip and then looking for his lower lip.

Yunlai's sea of ​​consciousness was dizzy.

As if falling into a pink ocean filled with pollen.

The consciousness is gently wrapped.

The itching all over the body was concentrated between the lips and teeth.

Zhao Yuli left his lips, pressed his cheek lightly, and murmured: "Disciple... guilty."

Even if his brain is too chaotic to judge the situation, Yunlai doesn't want to hear the word guilty.Following his own will, he raised his hand to cover the "guilty" mouth.

But the itching of his lips and teeth made him frown, the desire to continue kissing and the desire not to listen to the "criminal theory" were fighting in his consciousness.

After a few moments, the former gained the upper hand.

The brow loosened.Yun Lai put his arms around Zhao Yu's neck, pressed his numb lips against his, and licked with the tip of his tongue clumsily, hoping that the other party would let him go in.

Zhao Yu doesn't think about anything now.

All his mind was focused on two facts: Yun Lai knew his identity.Yunlai kissed him back.

Joy converges into a flower, blooming between the lips and teeth of the two.Zhao Yu completely indulged himself, he lowered his head, raised his hand to support Yun Lai's chin, and kissed deeply.

There was no wind in the night, and the sweat from the foreheads of the two gathered and fused together, regardless of each other.

The clouds in the sky moved slowly, and a few stars flickered.

The moon is shining softly, illuminating the jade boat sailing steadily.

……

Zhao Yu hadn't slept all night, and he was going to Bibohai in one hour.He looked down at Yun Lai, who had a peaceful sleeping face, and the red and swollen lips of the other party, with a gloomy expression.

If confessing his intentions is to cut off his own way, then those kisses at night are the clarion call to announce his death.

When Yunlai wakes up, he will announce that he will never see him again in this life.

All plans were shattered in one night.

He hung his head down in despair, his heart was as cold as falling into an ice cave.He is indeed guilty.A kiss should only be exchanged between two souls who are attached to each other.But he and Yunlai...

When Zhao Yu was immersed in remorse and pain, Yunlai's eyelids moved slightly, as if they were about to open.Zhao Yu couldn't see his small movements, but the words that suddenly sounded in the sea of ​​consciousness woke him up.

【I, did I do those things to Zhao Yu again...】

[It's really... really shameless! 】

Zhao Yu was a little surprised, isn't the inner demon over yet?But the time is only one hour, is it enough?What should I do if I reach the blue sea and the demons are not over yet?

Yunlai has regained consciousness, but he is unwilling to open his eyes.

The memory of last night crushed his shame into pieces, and he became a bad teacher who seduced his disciples to fall.

he is really...

[Teacher in vain! 】

The cold and angry tone resounded through Zhao Yu's sea of ​​consciousness like thunder.He didn't care about other things, and asked in a low voice: "Master, you...are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

After a pause, his voice was bitter: "Master, it was the disciple who shamelessly hugged you last night. It is the disciple... the disciple is guilty."

"I know, these words have no weight."

Zhao Yu closed his eyes, "Master, please tell me first if you still feel unwell. Solve this first... If you want to kill or cut, I will listen to you."

【He is blaming himself again...】

【Yunlai, you have such a considerate disciple, but you yourself... Really, really! 】

Yun Lai pursed her lips subconsciously, and suddenly found that her lips were terribly numb.He hesitated for a moment, because the matter at hand was more important, so he didn't delve into it. He mustered up the courage to open his eyes, and faced a sad face.

His fingers curled up almost immediately.

Heart stings.

【Yunlai, what did you do to your disciple!What face do you have to live in the world? 】

Yun Lai lowered his eyes to hide the blood redness in his eyes, and hurriedly got up and sat on the other side of the couch.

Silently thinking about how he should explain everything to Zhao Yu.

The self-blaming sentence after sentence in the sea of ​​knowledge made Zhao Yu feel even more ashamed.

How could his master be so innocent, and blame himself for being taken advantage of, thinking it was all his fault?

When his arms were suddenly empty, he realized that Yunlai had left.

Zhao Yu looked sideways, and suddenly got up and knelt down in front of Yun Lai, with his head down, not daring to look at him. "Master, last night..."

Yun Lai's face turned pale: "I remember, I told you to come closer."

Every word he spoke, every time he opened his mouth, it seemed like he was scratching his own sense of shame.

"I'll tell you to come closer."

"I……"

Those fuzzy fragments suddenly become extremely clear in the self-condemnation, the hot intertwined breathing and...

He fell into an abyss.

"I... I insulted you."

【Yunlai, you still... you, you are too...】

"No!" Zhao Yu raised his head suddenly, his hands tightened uncontrollably on Yunlai's, "Master, don't blame yourself, okay? Master, have you forgotten, I, I am happy with you."

"What happened last night was my intentional indulgence. I should have asked Brother Mo Wen to come over, but I...I didn't want to. Master, I can't stand you being close to him..."

His eyes were red, his jaw was tense, and the veins on his forehead were bulging.

When Yunlai's eyes touched these, his heart suddenly throbbed.He hastily averted his gaze and asked, "... Don't ask? Why do you ask Mo to ask?"

Zhao Yu lowered his head bitterly, "Master, do you still want to hide it from me? Why don't you ask the truth...I already understood."

Break the road, don't ask?

In the blink of an eye, Yunlai seemed to have figured out something.

He asked back in disbelief, his tone broken in a small space: "You actually think that I... I am happy with Mo Wen?"

"Is not it?"

and many more!

Zhao Yu raised his head suddenly, and could hardly suppress the shock in his heart when he met Shang Yunlai's surprised eyes: "Aren't you..."

The author says:

Based on the questions raised by the little angels in chapters 20 and 21, I give the following explanation:

1. Why the sudden confession?

Xiao Zhao held back for a long time, but couldn't hold back the word "like", so he said it.

2. Is the confession coming to an end?

According to the customs of cultivating immortals, at least there must be a wedding banquet to finish the matter~ hehe

(Wedding banquet = marriage ceremony.