escape and return

"No, brother, we are just like enemies, how could he like me?"

"You used to describe your parents like that. You said they were like enemies when they met. What about now?"

"No, brother, it was really like that before. Isn't it that they are reconciled now?"

"You also said it was in the past, maybe that kid regretted it as much as Dad, and realized that he had lost his way back then?"

The two walked one after the other on the path paved with cobblestones, Yuan Song squeezed to Fang Ge's side several times but was pushed away by Fang Ge, Yuan Song felt wronged!

"Brother, I really have nothing to do with him. He may just feel that he was stupid and made a mistake when he was a child. I haven't seen him for many years..."

"Stupid mistake?"

"Ah brother, it was he who provoked me. I really just fought with him a few times. Anyway, I don't like him." Yuan Song Tiliu quickly glanced at Fang Ge with his eyeballs, looking a bit like a daughter-in-law .

A couple came from behind, and they didn't know how long they had been here. Yuan Song stepped aside, but the girl looked at them a little strangely. When passing by them, the two heard the girl say in a low voice One sentence: "Why are these two arguing like a young couple?"

One sentence was extraordinarily crisp and tender, and his cheeks flushed quickly, what kind of words were these?

Yuan Song also came to his senses in an instant, and all kinds of thoughts came out continuously once his mind was opened.He figured everything out, his brother must be jealous, right?He closed the corners of his mouth, looked at Fang Ge's huddled eyebrows, and tried hard to control his facial expression to remain serious.

"Then what, it's a good thing to have classmates who like you, I'm very happy." Fangge's eyeballs flicked from side to side, "It's also good to make more friends."

In the end, he seemed to think of something, looked around, and was relieved to be sure that there was no one there, and continued to walk forward.I don't know where my parents went, why didn't they come out?

Yuan Song laughed so hard behind him that he almost became a Maitreya Buddha. It seems that Zhang Qi is not so annoying.He put his hands in his pockets, jumped up and down a few times happily, looking at his brother's pink ears, he couldn't control the corners of his mouth.

Young people are ostentatious, and they always seem to have a kind of courage that is not afraid of anything, or even reckless, but at the same time, he is also timid. He will be afraid of hurting the people closest to him, afraid that the people he likes will worry too much, and also be afraid —he will run away.Variables are always on the other side.

"Brother," Yuan Song rushed to Fangge's side, and said quickly, "Don't worry, brother, I don't like others!"

Fangge's ears turned even redder in fright, and he walked as fast as the wind on his feet, eager to get rid of the state of only the two of them.His heartbeat was so fast that he felt that he had the illusion of tinnitus, Mom and Dad, you can come out quickly.

Until seeing Yuan Tang Du Lijuan and the others, the temperature on Fang Ge's face has not subsided.Du Lijuan raised her hand and touched his forehead worriedly, "Ge Zi, why are you so red?"

Fangge was even more ashamed when he heard this, he looked at the relatives around him, he even wanted to cry, and almost let out a sob when he opened his mouth.

"Mom," he quickly closed his mouth and swallowed forcefully, "Mom, it's okay, it's hot, the sun is too big."

Yuan Tang looked at him suspiciously, and then at Yuan Song who was following closely behind him. Seeing that the corners of Yuan Song's eyes were blooming, he gave her a big smile.

For a few days, Fangge didn't talk to Yuan Song positively. It's the New Year's Eve, and he can't look up and look down. It's okay during the day, there are many people, and he can make jokes, but at night Fangge is suffering.Although Yuan Song no longer clings to him as tightly as that day, and no longer wraps his arms around him, just lying next to him consumes Fang Ge's enormous courage.

He thought of everything from the past to the present, the way the two got along, and Yuan Song's hesitation several times. Log on to QQ to congratulate the big girl.

He raised his head and took a peek at the people sitting on the sofa watching TV, moved the computer to the floor, and hid in the bed by himself.

The logo of the search engine kept hooking his heart. Fangge first clicked on the QQ dialog box to send a congratulatory message to the eldest daughter, then narrowed down the dialog box, and entered the guess he had been pondering for a long time in the search engine like a thief.

Boys like boys, this is the first time he knows the word gay.

"Brother, did you go to bed so early?" Yuan Song's voice came from above the bed, Fangge hastily opened the dialog between Da and Da Nan, and replied loudly: "Ah, chat with Da Da Nan Woolen cloth."

I saw Yuan Song lifted a corner of the quilt to look inside, and asked with a smile: "Brother, aren't you bored? Are you still hiding under the quilt while chatting?"

The faint light from the computer screen was projected on Fang Ge's face, Fang Ge looked up from the screen on his stomach and looked at Yuan Song stupidly, a little flustered and short of breath.Yuan Song watched his brother turn the screen back a bit, as if he didn't want him to know what was on the computer.

Yuan Song put down the quilt embarrassingly, he stood outside and looked at the bulge, feeling mixed emotions in his heart.

At night when the lights were turned off and going to sleep, Fangge watched Yuan Song carefully slip into bed and lay obediently on the edge of the shop. There was an empty space between them.He tried to open his eyes wide in the darkness to see his brother's face clearly, the light outside the window was weak and fragmented, and they were far away from that light.

When he was alone before, he didn't feel cold under a single layer of quilt in winter, but now, he was covered with two layers of quilt, and Yuan Song was lying on the other corner of the quilt, but he suddenly felt cold, really spoiled by his brother Yes, Fangge let out a long breath, which is especially prominent in the quiet night.

Yuan Song couldn't hold back, turned his head to look in his brother's direction in the dark, and vaguely saw his brother's twinkling eyes.He closed his eyes and opened them again, those eyes were still looking at him.

Hey~

Yuan Song resigned himself to fate and turned sideways to face Fangge. When one ear was buried in the pillow, all the surrounding sounds became sensitive.

"Brother, do you have something to say?"

"Huh?" Fang Ge also turned around, and there was a distance of one person between them.Fang Ge crossed his arms in front of his chest and hugged himself, he felt that his whole body was getting chills.

"Do you have something to say to me?" Yuan Song spoke again, his low voice seemed to have a demagogic power under the night.

Fang Ge tried hard to swallow his saliva, he didn't know how to speak, but he felt that we should talk, for Yuan Song's sake, and for himself.

"Song Song, you..."

"I like you, bro, that's the way boys like girls." Yuan Song felt his whole body relax as soon as he said it. checkered.

"You—you think I'm a girl? A child bride? But I, I'm a boy." Fang Ge was terrified.

Yuan Song laughed lightly, seeing how frightened his brother was.

"No, I don't think of you as a woman. You are you, my brother, and the person I like. I just like you for no other reason."

"How come you like me? But I'm a man?" Fangge's tongue was tied in a panic. Once the word "like" was spoken, there was no room for it to be taken back, which meant that they could not continue. He pretended to be deaf and dumb, and continued to pretend to be stupid, what should he do?

"Brother, I know you're a man, but I can't control myself," Yuan Song's voice became hoarse. He could see his brother's panic, and he knew his brother's worries. He was very clear about the problems he encountered, "I just like you, it has nothing to do with whether you are male or female, brother, I'm sorry! I'm sorry~ I can't control myself..." He would rather bear everything by himself, However, as long as there are some things, there is no room for manoeuvre, and he has long since had no choice.

"Brother, I'm sorry..." He buried his head in the quilt and arched his body. There were too many things in this sorry. Fangge knew that he was feeling sorry for himself, worried about his parents, and even worried about the tolerance of this society. As for worry, he considered almost all the problems, but he didn't consider himself alone.

Fang Ge turned his eyes away and quickly wiped his eyes. The wind outside the window seemed to be a bit strong, which made the shadow of the tree sway and dance. Fang Ge stared at it for a while and gave up struggling.

He approached Yuan Song little by little, thought for a moment, and finally stretched out his hand and carefully put it on Yuan Song's back, gently hugging him into his arms, the two teenagers wept silently under the quilt.

"When did it start?" Fangge heard his own voice muffled.

"It may have been a long time." Yuan Song buried his head in Fangge's arms, hugged his brother's waist tightly, and began to think automatically.

"Ok?"

"It started a long time ago. I didn't realize it before. Thinking about it now, I have liked you for a long time." There was a hint of coquettishness in that voice, and Fang Ge unconsciously curled his lips. , his brother didn't realize it, so why wasn't it his?

"The day you were going to celebrate grandpa's birthday, didn't you kiss me?"

"Accidentally." Fang Ge quickly denied.

"That's also a kiss." Yuan Song arched his head in Fangge's arms, "Anyway, after that time, it seems to be vaguely aware of it." Yuan Song recalled the dream he had that time, which made him truly realize Qualitative factors of one's own feelings.

"Brother, do you still remember our Instructor Sun?"

"Well, of course I remember, what's the matter?"

"There must be something between him and that young instructor. Just like us."

"What about us?" Fangge said quickly, blurting out without thinking.

Yuan Song raised his head and quickly pecked Fang Ge's mouth, Fang Ge froze on the spot in shock, "That's it."

Warm breath sprayed on Fangge's face, Fangge closed his eyes as if resigned to his fate, he pressed his forehead against Yuan Song's, what should he do?What should the two of them do?