escape and return

After the family sat down at the dining table again, the atmosphere relaxed a lot, as if all the grievances and resentments for so many years were lost with that one cry.

"If you two get divorced before you get along, it's okay. We're already so old, so it won't affect us much. When you two get old, we will still support you." Yuan Tang murmured in a thick nasal voice. grunted.

The husband and wife paused for holding the vegetables, and they both looked at Fangge at the same time.

"Don't look at my brother, my brother already knows." Yuan Song picked up a rib and put it into Yuan Dashan's bowl, "You should ask me, I..." He poked the rice with his chopsticks and continued : "I forgive you!"

"Song Song..."

"Mom, don't talk, let me finish."

Fangge was chewing the food in his mouth, but his eyes were fixed on Yuan Song, for fear that his brother would talk nonsense.

"Don't have any burdens on you. You can go on as you want to live your life. The three of us will take care of ourselves. Yuan Dashan, I only have one word for you. Don't drink alcohol in the future. Just treat it as it is for us, okay." ?"

"Hey, hey, Dad listens to you, try not to drink in the future..."

"It's not as much as possible, it's not drinking. You should quit." Yuan Song watched Yuan Dashan's hands shaking slightly, and said in a low voice, "It's not good for your health. Besides, I don't want to have a second chance to watch it. You cut someone with a knife."

"Cough, oh." Yuan Dashan stabilized his hand, and muttered in reply.Over the past few years, he drank a lot, and his hands were shaking more and more.

"Also, what my sister said is right. If you two don't like each other and can't get along, you should leave early. You should find someone else, and don't be poked on your back and say you cheated in marriage,"

"No, Song Song..."

"I haven't finished talking yet. If I don't take advantage of this breath to say it, I won't be able to say it later. Mom, what do you have to say later." Yuan Song lowered his head and stared at the white rice in front of him, and said in a low voice : "You are my mother, of course I hope you are well. After so many years, I also know that it is not easy for you. Don't get entangled in the past. Let's look forward. When you are looking for a man, you should understand clearly before you get along with him. Don't be fooled." I lied, if I treat you badly, come back and tell me, no matter what, there is a place for you and my dad in this family."

"Uh, Song Song, I was at fault for what happened back then, and you misunderstood your mother." Huh?Several people turned their heads to look at Yuan Dashan.

Yuan Dashan lowered his head in shame, staring at the toe of the shoe under the table, his dark skin was covered with a layer of dark red, and even his ears were red. This was probably the first time in his life that he voluntarily admitted his mistake.Du Lijuan stretched out a hand and patted the man's back lightly. She also had a lot to say and held back for several years.

"It's all my fault that I drank too much, and things went wrong in those years. I took all my anger on your mother. It's my fault. I caused everything, and Song Song's injuries..." He glanced at Yuan Song quickly, then lowered his head and continued: "That day, when I saw your mother being hugged by that man, I was so mad."

"I really didn't cheat at that time, Yuan Dashan, you just saw him hugging me, didn't you see me push him away desperately? I pushed but I couldn't. You saw your wife being raped by someone else. Men bully you and don't even come to help me? I was so disappointed in you at that time, do you know?"

"I know, it's all my fault. I'm too useless and useless. I dare not admit it or bear it. It's all my fault. I found out later that I secretly went to your factory... "

"When? Did you come to see me?"

"No, I'm looking for that man..." Yuan Dashan looked up at his wife carefully, and whispered, like a child who has done something wrong.

The three siblings all looked surprised, opened their mouths and stopped their chopsticks to listen carefully. Is this a misunderstanding?

"After Song Song's accident, there was a period of time when I especially blamed that man, so I went to your factory to look for him, but I couldn't find him, but I heard a lot about him."

"Then he is a hooligan. He has a wife in his family who comes out to hook up. Many female workers in our factory were killed by him. If others didn't want him, he used force. In the middle of the night, he climbed the wall and sneaked into the female worker's dormitory, and was beaten by us. Several times, because of him, our female workers went to the top several times and asked the boss to fire him. At any rate, he was driven away, and he has been away for several years. I was harmed by him. Everyone in my family has been hurt like this, and I am so angry when I talk about it." Du Lijuan stared and her teeth were grinding.

"Yuan Dashan, you are not a thing. I was almost dragged away by him that night. You turned around and left after looking at me. Do you know how I felt at that time? Huh?" The three sisters and brothers immediately looked at Yuan Dashan nodded in response to his mother's words.

"At that time, he didn't even want to live with me. Marrying a husband is so useless. He even said that I was looking for a good match, but I wanted to find someone better than you. When I thought of my child, I could bear it again, Yuan Dashan , if it wasn't for the child, I would have broken up with you a long time ago, as for being angry with you for so many years?"

"Honey, I was wrong, really, I have wronged you for so many years, I, I am sorry for you, I am sorry for the children..."

"No, Mom, why didn't you tell us about such a big misunderstanding?"

"Why didn't I say, weren't you two there when I quarreled with your dad? Did you two believe me when I said I didn't have a relationship? Didn't you believe your dad's sentence "I saw it with my own eyes", you two look at me Do you know how sad that look made me? It’s like I’m really dirty, I almost believed it myself.”

The Yuan and Tang siblings lowered their heads silently, Fangge got up and sat beside Du Lijuan, and hugged his mother with both hands, and her mother raised one hand and patted his arm lightly, signaling that she was fine.

"After that incident happened, Song Song suffered such a serious injury for me, and I felt even more guilty. I only felt that I owed you, and I couldn't think of anything else. Now it seems that I didn't explain it to you two. It really shouldn't be, and you feel bad. Your dad and I owe you both, and it's our fault for patronizing and arguing over the past few years and not taking good care of you."

"Mom, I'm sorry, we are also at fault." Yuan Song raised his head, his face full of shame, "We misunderstood you and made you suffer for so many years. There will be no such thing in the future, really. And , Mom, don't feel guilty, you are my mother, I should save you, a man, a little scar on his body tastes good, right brother?"

Fangge pursed his lips and said nothing, Yuan Tang sniffed, stood up too, looked at Fangge, Fangge understood, he moved his butt to make room for Yuan Tang.

"Mom, in the past, everyone was at fault. In our family, there was a big problem with communication." Yuan Tang put his head on his mother's shoulders, wrapped his arms around her, and shook her gently, "You Ever since I came to the provincial capital, my father and I have had a lot of quarrels. We have been arguing for so many years, so it is time to stop. Also, Song Song and I have misunderstood you for so many years, which made you sad. I'm sorry, Mom." Said Then, Yuan Tang buried his face into Du Lijuan's neck, rubbed it lightly, felt that it was not enough, raised his head and kissed Du Lijuan's face again.

Du Lijuan turned her eyes to look at her daughter's red eyes, and couldn't help but feel a sore nose again. She stretched her forehead against Yuan Tang's, and turned her head affectionately like when she was a child, looking at her silly girl with red nose, Tears slid down the corners of his eyes again.

"Silly girl, you don't need to say sorry to mom, it's because mom didn't do well enough."

"Mom, I love you!"

"I love you too, love you guys!"

Yuan Song turned his face to look at Yuan Dashan who was sitting beside him, and the man turned his eyes to look at him too.Yuan Dashan sat upright and straightened his back. The father and son looked at each other and smiled, and they both understood what was in each other's eyes.That glance is an admission of mistakes, a responsibility, a promise, and a reconciliation...

Fangge saw all this in his eyes, he leaned back, leaned his back firmly on the sofa cushion, smiled slightly, but his eyes were unknowingly soaked with tears.At this moment, he was a little envious, but also a little sad to be outside.