escape and return

Fang Sheng seems to know everything, he knows how to make Fang Jianguo happy better than anyone else.He obediently sat by the bed and chatted with Fang Jianguo, with a big smile on his face, and gestured with his hands from time to time, a shallow smile appeared on Fang Jianguo's face, and his cloudy eyes rarely appeared A little light looked at Fang Sheng kindly.He loved the child in front of him for more than ten years, even though he was different from other children.

Although Lin Fenghong and the others did not tell Fang Jianguo what the disease was, Fang Ge felt that he should be clear in his heart that it was probably cancer and it might not be cured.If this is the case, what will his Fang Sheng and his dear young son do in the future?

When Fangge and Lin Fenghong entered the room, Fang Jianguo was looking at Fang Sheng in front of him without blinking. Fang Sheng was cute, frank, and kind. He would touch Fang Jianguo's bruise from time to time. The arm that came, the eyes are full of distress.Fang Ge stood at the end of the bed and watched silently. He slightly bent the corners of his mouth, and his heart was full of waves. It was good to have Fang Sheng here, and even he felt much more at ease.

When Lin Fenghong came in the morning, she brought a portion of pigeon soup in a thermos. At noon, she asked Fangge to go downstairs to buy a portion of white rice, and then fed Fang Jianguo spoonfuls of the pigeon soup.Their family lives in the countryside, and they eat takeaway or store food every day. Fang Ge always feels that it is too expensive, and it is when the doctor needs money.Thinking of this, he also expressed his thoughts and told Lin Fenghong.

Finally, a few people thought of a way and got a rice cooker and an induction cooker in Fang Lei's rented house. His place was not far from the hospital. It was only a few bus stops away, and it took only half an hour to walk there.In this way, Fang Ge and Fang Lei's daily food problem will be solved, and it will not be so expensive.

Fang Jianguo was given potions every day in the hospital, which caused his appetite to be particularly poor. Apart from severe ascites, his whole body was a little edematous. The water comes out, the kind that can make a hole as soon as you press your finger, and you can't bounce it back for a long time. Fangge looked at Fang Jianguo's skin and felt a little sad. His father is only 50 years old after all. I hope Fang Jianguo suffers from these crimes.

In the hospital, Fangge is usually taking care of him. Since Fangge came back, Fang Lei started to go to work after taking a rest for a day. He went back to the rental house to cook a meal and brought him to the hospital every day during lunch time after work, and brought Fangge back to him. Going to dinner, the two brothers go back and forth like this every day, and Fangge is almost always on duty at night, unless Fang Lei is on a break, he will come to replace Fangge for the night.Lin Fenghong would come over every two or three days, and brought some fish soup and duck soup from home. Fang Jianguo fell ill, so she had to hold on and continue the work she had taken over. Besides, Fang Sheng also need her care.

Fangge wondered if they would be grateful to have him. At least, if it weren’t for Fangge, they would have worked a lot harder. Hospitals cannot be separated from people. Fang Jianguo needs someone to accompany him when he does everything. He was very weak and couldn't walk independently, so Fangge went to find a wheelchair and pushed him to the outpatient building when he was undergoing CT and other examinations.As he pushed Fang Jianguo forward, he looked at his father's thinning hair on top of his head. The illness had deprived him of his health and depleted his air. , Obviously haven't started chemotherapy yet?

When Yuan Song called, it was already ten days later. During this time, he would occasionally send Yuan Song a message. It was boring for him to stay in the ward. The father and son had no common language, but even so, he still would not Playing with the mobile phone casually, people lying on the hospital bed will look more boring than him, and he doesn't want Fang Jianguo to feel that sense of loss.Fortunately, the old city library is not far from here, Fangge can go there to borrow books.Originally, Fang Jianguo asked him to borrow a book, but after he got it, he realized that he couldn't sit still at all, and he didn't have the energy to read a book.

Here, Yuan Song's online store has started to launch new one after another. He spent some money to buy some traffic for his store, and the first order was placed yesterday, which is a good start.When he reported to his brother, Fang Ge couldn't help smiling, he was very happy, the guy's complacent tone instantly infected him, and the tense state that had been tense for several days was also slightly relaxed.

In fact, staying in the hospital is very tiring, whether you are busy or not, even if you are free all the time, sitting by the hospital bed, reading a book and playing with your mobile phone, after a day, you are still tired, from the inside out.Is it really because the hospital is too cloudy?Or is there really something invisible that is consuming people's energy?

"Brother, don't think about it! It's scary in broad daylight!" Yuan Song quickly interrupted Fang Ge's imagination, and there was a slight rubbing sound from the other end of the phone, probably Yuan Song was rubbing his arm, "I'm chicken skin The pimples are all up. You still have to stay in the hospital at night, brother, can you stop scaring yourself?"

"Obviously I'm more afraid, I haven't said anything yet, what are you doing there?" Fangge covered his mouth, his eyes sparkled, if Yuan Song was here, he would definitely feel distressed , his brother's face was exhausted in just over a week, the cheek skin under his eyes was dry, and there were tiny fine lines, and a shallow eye bag appeared under his originally smooth eyes, and there was a scar around his eyes. In the past ten days, except for the one day when Fang Lei came to replace him, he has stayed up for eight nights. To be honest, it is a bit too much.

Fortunately, Fang Jianguo is not a person who has many demands. He is just grumpy because of the torment of his illness and his weak body. Occasionally, he can't help but yell at the doctors and nurses.This was something Fangge hadn't thought of, and it always made him feel embarrassed, so he had to follow behind the doctors and nurses to apologize to them, asking them to forgive this poor patient.

"My dad doesn't order me around very much, don't worry, I'm not too tired in the hospital, so don't worry about me. Sigh~" Fang Ge subconsciously sighed, and continued: "I don't want to see him like this after all."

The other party was silent for a while, and Fang Ge pressed the phone to his cheek again, facing the wall in the corridor to quietly catch the breathing sound from the other end of the phone.

"Brother, you—you call them parents, are they happy?" Yuan Song may have asked this question after thinking about it, but in fact, he was a little tasteless, a little unworthy of Fang Ge, and a little sad, inexplicably Yes, as soon as his nose was sore, tears rolled down his cheeks.It was for his brother, he told himself, and continued to let his eyes rain.

He knew that he had no right not to let his brother call Fang Jianguo and his wife's parents, but when he thought about their attitude towards Ge in the past, he felt angry, even though Fang Jianguo was seriously ill now.

Some wounds cannot be healed. Zipper thought that all wounds in the world would heal, but he didn't know that he was the scar.

Hearing the slight sobbing sound, Fangge's eyes became hot and his throat tightened. He turned around and walked quickly up the stairs at the corner. The next floor was the rooftop. Occasionally he would run up to catch his breath.There was no one on the roof at the moment, he held up his mobile phone and came to the very center of the roof, where there was a bench.

He really hopes that his Yuan Song is in front of him now, so that he can hug him, pat his head, kiss his cheek in the sun, and then tell him softly in his ear, it's okay, really It's all right!It's enough to have you being nice to me!

He thought of that day again, when he called Fang Jianguo "Dad", if he hadn't seen the wetness in the corner of his eyes, Fangge thought, he would be very sad.Perhaps, the man on the hospital bed could still realize their debt to Ge Ge.As for Fangge, this is enough, just such a little bit, enough to support him to continue walking.

"Hey, Song Sansui, it's okay, I didn't cry, why are you crying so hard? Those who don't know think I've done something to you. Come on, brother, give me a hug and a kiss." , Post it, be good~ don’t cry. You’re already the boss, why are you still crying?” Fangge pretended to be serious, coughed lightly, and finally leaned closer to the microphone again, and said in a soft voice, “Song Song, be good~ brother I'm here, brother is fine, don't worry~" If someone came over at this time, he would definitely see his gentle brows and eyes coaxing a child.

That silly boy finally stopped, and hiccupped along the way. The two of them couldn't control it all of a sudden, and suddenly laughed, crying and laughing at the same time. Fortunately, there was no one at home. Yuan Song stretched out his palm Pressed his eyes.

"Brother, you treat me like a three-year-old child, how can you do this?" Yuan Song complained hoarsely.

Fang Ge grinned lightly and stared at the dark ground in front of him, stretched out his leg and kicked, "Just say you are, right?"

"Then—then can you coax me like you did just now~"

"Yuan Song, don't push yourself too hard."

"Brother~"

After Yuan Song's torment, Fangge felt that the whole person was much more relaxed. He spent more than half an hour chatting with Yuan Song, and when he went downstairs and entered the ward, just in time for Fang Jianguo to get up to go to the bathroom, he quickly walked a few steps He helped Fang Jianguo up.

When Fang Jianguo's first chemotherapy came, Fang Ge could rarely see a trace of tension on the man's face. His face was tense, his lips were tightly pursed, and his expression was serious.The radiation center is not in the hospital, but in a newly built hospital chemotherapy center a few kilometers away.Fangge sat with Fang Jianguo in the ambulance sent by the hospital. The rear compartment of the ambulance had no windows. Fangge watched the man clenched his fists tightly, and his gaze was fixed on the transparent glass in front of the driver's cab. There, he could see the sky outside, as if he hadn't seen this blue sky for a long time.

"Dad, don't worry, you'll be fine."

Fang Jianguo turned his head to look at Fangge, twitched the corner of his mouth at him, and then turned his head to look ahead.He longed desperately for health and freedom.

"Can I be discharged from the hospital if I do this today?" Fang Jianguo's voice was very soft. The cancer cells of the esophageal cancer had spread to his neck. Every time he opened his mouth to speak, his throat hurt like a handful of needles.

Fangge lowered his eyes, and his eyes stayed on the back of his hand. He couldn't answer Fang Jianguo's question accurately. According to Fang Jianguo's current physical condition, he thought, he might not be able to leave the hospital.

After pondering for a moment, Fangge still opened his mouth to respond: "The doctor said that if you are in good health, you can leave the hospital first, and you will have a second treatment in 21 days. Today, this treatment will be done about five times."

They never mentioned any word related to cancer in front of Fang Jianguo. Even though he probably already knew it, as family members, they still chose not to say it, as if they treated the patient like a three-year-old child. It's like being able to cheat.