escape and return

This is a gray-blue nothingness, unable to see the sky or the ground, Fangge doesn’t know how he can stand in this space, clusters of gray-blue nights surround him, as if they want to swallow him .Suddenly, a light flashed in the sky in front of the right, and slowly, slowly, the light and shadow became bigger and bigger, turning into a person, Fang Ge couldn't see it clearly, he wanted to get closer to the light source, but found that his feet It's like staying there for a long time, and I can't get out no matter what.

It's hard for him to describe how he feels now, he's a little nervous, but also a little excited. Although he can't see clearly, there is a certain voice in his heart telling him that this is his mother.At this time, his mother was walking towards him with a smile on the gray clouds.It was a very blurry face, as if the whole person was covered with a layer of clouds, he only felt his cheeks warmed up, and a hand stroked his face, followed by a cool forehead, it was a kiss.

He wanted to call out to his mother, but the emptiness imprisoned him so much that he couldn't move, he couldn't even open his mouth. "Mom, save me quickly, mom, mom, don't go, don't go, mom——" His voice finally broke through the confinement, reaching the ears of the mother who had gradually gone away. The mother paused and turned to face him With a gentle wave of his hand, he stepped into a dark door.

"Mom, mom, don't leave mom, don't leave me..." With a "chuckle", he sat up abruptly and took a few breaths. Feeling powerless, the whole brain is stuffy.

It was this dream again.Fangge wiped the sweat from his forehead, stared blankly at the dark room in front of him, and slowly breathed evenly. He bent his legs, put his two thin arms on his knees, and buried his face in the In his arms, he misses his mother, so much!

He seems to have seen his mother pick him up again, put him on the small bench by the wooden wall, kiss his forehead lightly, and then go back to the bluestone trough to wash clothes, humming an out-of-tune song Son, the setting sun is shining softly on her body through the treetops, my mother is so beautiful!Fangge thought.He is very happy now, because there is no younger brother making troubles to disturb him, and he can quietly follow his mother's ass as a well-behaved little follower.

Little Naughty can sleep well today, it's been all afternoon, and he hasn't woken up yet, mom will spank him soon!Xiao Fangge whispered in his heart.

His mother is always busy, so he and his mother don’t have much time together. As long as he can remember, he has been helping to take care of his younger brother, two small children, and his mother gets up early every morning to give Fang Ge The two brothers cooked porridge in a large washbasin, sometimes it was cowpea porridge, sometimes it was sweet potato porridge, and most of the time it was just white porridge. Their family was not rich.Mom would put the basin of porridge on the table, and then he and Dad would drink two bowls in a hurry before going to work in the field with a hoe and sickle.

When Fangge and Yuan Song woke up, the porridge was left to cool. They each drank a bowl for breakfast, and when they came back from playing around in the mountains and fields, their stomachs would start to growl again. Fangge climbed up a high stool to serve him and his younger brother a bowl each, and drank it with "Gulu Gulu". Fangge liked the cowpea porridge cooked by his mother the most.

"Mom, I miss you so much. When will you come to pick me up?" Fang Ge wiped his eyes vigorously with his arm, and then lay down gently. Fangge raised his head slightly and glanced at the other bed in the room. The two old people there seemed not to be disturbed. He slowly let out a breath and closed his eyes again.

At five o'clock in the morning of the next day, it was still dark, Fangge got up lightly, he went out of the room and closed the door, went downstairs along the wall in the dark, washed his face and brushed his teeth, lit a fire and cooked, he is seven years old this year and can cook Some simple food, such as pouring leftover rice into a pot and boiling it with water, adding some lard and some salt, can be eaten after boiling, but the food he cooks is only eaten by himself.After eating, washing the dishes, and arranging everything as if he hadn't touched it, he went to school with a heavy schoolbag on his back.

At this moment, the sky is still gray, the dawn is late in winter, and the air is filled with damp and cold dew.In the thin clothes wrapped tightly in square grid, he took short steps and walked quickly through the third foreign public house next door, passed three dilapidated latrines, walked down the river embankment on the gravel road, and stepped over a row of untidy toilets step by step. Xiaoshidun crossed the river and ran through the dense sycamore forest. It was a winding dirt road that stretched all the way to the town.

The village is 5 kilometers away from the primary school in the town. Fangge gets up at [-] o'clock every morning, but he is still late. Waiting for late students with a ruler at the door of the classroom, he has to take a ruler every day, the most frightening thing is that he is still the monitor, as a monitor, he is still late, it is too embarrassing, and the classmates always laugh at him.

He wanted so much to go home.But do they remember him?Will he be forgotten?Will you not want him?

He counted on his small fingers. It has been several months since he left home. Apart from going to school, he can relax here, play with his classmates, and learn to read and write. He is a little bit concerned about the place where he lives. My son doesn't like it either, the people there treat him badly, alas, he is the redundant one, why send him here.

He still remembers a couple of summers a few months ago when a couple suddenly came to the house. That day his mother called him to her side, touched his head and said to him: "Gezi, mother told you that you were not born by mother. These two are your biological parents, you are already seven years old, and you are going back to school with them. Go, call your parents."

The couple looked at him with a kind smile on their faces, Fangge didn't say a word. Since childhood, Yuan Xiaolong, the bad son of Uncle Yuan's house next door, always said that he was not Yuan Dashan's real son, and that he would be abandoned sooner or later. It's all true.

His mother is so good to him, why not his mother?Why do you call someone else mom?He held his mother's trouser legs, hid himself behind her, and put his face against her mother's back thighs. No matter what others told him, he would not come out. Tears poured out and stuck to Du Lijuan's trouser legs.

Mom, why don't you want me anymore?

The younger brother came out of the room and looked at the strange couple with curious little heads. The couple looked at the little doll, who probably looked like the third child in their family, and waved at him, wanting to beckon him over. With small steps, he walked around them and ran towards his mother.He ran to Du Lijuan's other leg, hugged her, shook her, and called "Mom" coquettishly.

Du Lijuan patted his head, then knelt down and hugged Fang Ge, and whispered in his ear: "Ge Zi take brother out to play."

Xiaoge was very obedient, he wiped his eyes vigorously, then led his younger brother away from the couple and went out. When he walked out of the lobby, he ran to the bamboo forest outside the side room. Yuan Song knew that his brother was in a bad mood , ran behind obediently, and did not make a sound if he could not catch up.

Across the bamboo forest is a large vegetable field, which was reclaimed by their family and Uncle Yuan’s family next door. There are only two families in this village. Their house occupies one side, and a large fish pond in the middle, and Uncle Yuan’s family occupies the other. On one side, diagonally opposite their house, life in the deep mountains depends on the sky. Both families are industrious owners, and they pick up hoes to cultivate when they see flat land in this mountain valley.

Now, the two brothers are sitting at the end of a sweet potato field. There is a big rock where their mother and the others usually dry vegetables and grains.

"Brother, who are those two? Why did you come to our house? You seem to be very afraid of them."

Fangge frowned and pressed the barbs on his fingers, "I don't know them either, they said they would take me away." He held his mouth shut, lowered his eyes, and covered them with long eyelashes, feeling extremely aggrieved up.

The younger brother stood up, stretched out two short arms to hug him, and patted him on the back, "Brother, don't be afraid, I won't let them take you away, I will protect you." Little Yuan Song He straightened his chest and continued to hug his brother.

That day, they didn't take him away. When the sun went down and the golden afterglow covered the mountain tops, and the mountain wind blew over the baby's cheeks, they suddenly felt cool and it was time to go home.

As soon as the two brothers stood up and patted the dirt on their buttocks, their mother's calling followed the mountain wind through the bamboo forest and entered their ears, "Gezi, Song Song, come home for dinner!"

When Ge Zi returned home with his younger brother, the strange couple had already left, and Ge Ge's hanging heart slowly fell, ah, fortunately!

It's just that luckily it didn't last long.