dream of divorce

With Duan Heng around, Qi Yanyan basically ignored her, Qi Ming was jealous, but it was easy.After Qi Wang ran with the two children for a while, it was replaced by Duan Heng to take them.

Until the evening, it was Duan Heng who fed Qi Yanyan and took him to play. Qi Yanyan even wanted to sleep with Duan Heng, but was rejected by Qi Ming.

After dinner, when the temperature dropped, Qi Yanyan returned to her father's embrace, and Qi Ming took a shower and stuffed her under the quilt.

"Dad, I had a lot of fun today, I like it here." Qi Yanyan twisted under the quilt, unwilling to sleep.

Qi Ming put his arms around him and began to tell him stories, "When Dad was in Stanley, that town was just as quiet as here, with mountains and rivers..."

While talking, Qi Yanyan fell asleep, and Qi Ming was about to sleep when he heard someone knocking on the door.

This rhythm seems to be Duan Heng.

Qi Ming paused, got out of bed and opened the door.

Duan Heng changed his clothes, added a coat, and was holding one in his hand. After the door opened, he glanced inside and asked Qi Ming, "Is Yanyan asleep?"

"Fall asleep," Qi Ming said, "Is there anything wrong?"

"Come." Duan Heng stretched out his hand to grab Qi Ming, pulled him out of the room and walked out.

"Let go of me, where are you taking me?!" Qi Ming struggled twice, Duan Heng pulled it tightly, and the place where the skin met was hot.

Without saying a word, Duan Heng dragged Qi Ming out of the hotel, put a coat on him, and then dragged him all the way to the lake, and boarded the small yacht that he saw at noon.

Duan Heng got on the boat, started the yacht and drove towards the center of the lake.

"What are you doing!" Qi Ming said, "The surface of the lake is covered with ice."

"I asked the administrator, and he said that it can be opened, but it can't be driven too far. If you go out for a while and reach a place with trees, you can't go in."

"Is this the point?" Qi Ming shook off his hand: "Why did you bring me here at night?"

Qi Ming was inexplicably flustered, he lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Duan Heng.

"Come watch the night with me." Duan Heng said, "Let's chat by the way."

"What are you talking about at night?" Qi Ming was actually very afraid of staying with Duan Heng, and his heart was easily shaken.

"Qi Ming." Duan Heng walked to the railing and stood, looking at the dark lake: "You are going to marry Zhou Lin, aren't you?"

"Yes." Qi Ming replied, "March is coming soon."

Duan Heng laughed, the cool night wind blew his hair, Qi Ming became more and more flustered.

"Are you going to marry Zhou Lin with Yanyan?" Duan Heng said.

Qi Ming was stunned, his heart pounding.

What did Duan Heng discover? Why did he suddenly talk about Qi Yanyan?

"I don't know what you're talking about, let the boat dock." Qi Ming hurriedly wanted to take off his coat and return it to Duan Heng, but he couldn't take it off because his hands were shaking.

Duan Heng turned around, took two steps to pull Qi Ming into his arms, tightened his coat even, put his chin on the top of his head and said, "Qi Ming, are you so cruel? You want Yanyan to call another alpha father. Do you have to be so cruel to me? Do you have to? You have already sentenced me to death, so can't you let me breathe?"

"Let me go!" Qi Ming struggled hard, other than panic, he had no ability to think.

"Qi Ming!" Duan Heng roared, and the emotions that had been suppressed for several days collapsed in an instant: "What else do you want from me, what else can I do. I did something wrong before, and I tried every means to make up for it, but what I did , are not what you want. I let you go because this is what you want. I see you with Zhou Lin and smell his scent on you. Do you know how uncomfortable I am? I don't even have the right to say anything, but about Yanyan, can't you just give me a way out?"

"No, Duan Heng, the last thing you are qualified for is to let Qi Yanyan recognize you. Have you forgotten that poor child? Forgot! The body of that child who has never seen the light is still in the sea , maybe the fish has already been fed, or it's rotting in some corner!" Qi Ming found that he couldn't move away, so he had to tense his body and let Duan Heng hug him.

"Yes, I'm really not qualified." Duan Heng's voice lowered, and Qi Ming felt that the hair on the top of his head was wet, it was Duan Heng's tears.

Qi Ming sniffed, holding back tears: "Then what else do you want?"

"Qi Ming, I dare not extravagantly ask you to come back to me. Although I dreamed that I could be with you and make up for the mistakes I made. But I really dare not think about it, and I don't have the qualifications. I just I want to make up for the mistakes I made on Yanyan, I just want to treat him well. If you don't want Yanyan to recognize me, at least don't let him call Zhou Lin's father."

"Yanyan was born and raised by me, what right do you have to ask for such a thing?"

"Qi Ming, just take pity on me." Duan Heng said: "For four years, I seem to tie my feet with a rope and tie myself in place. I dare not go to you, dare not inquire. How are you doing? Because you said, don’t see me anymore, that’s the greatest kindness. If it were me, I wouldn’t want to see people who have hurt me again. I accept all of these, but it’s like... "

"What's the use of talking so much?" Qi Ming blinked his eyes, tears flowed down his cheeks onto Duan Heng's coat, and his heart was in severe pain from Duan Heng's body temperature.

"I want to tell you that I love you. Qi Ming, I love you. Ever since I found out that I am in love with you, my love has increased every minute. It has reached the point where I can't bear it, but I can only suppress it. I I dare not approach you again, I am afraid that you will be hurt again."

"I ask you what's the use of saying this!"

Duan Heng was shocked by his roar, but he couldn't explain it.

Yes, what's the use, what's the use of bringing Qi Ming here and talking about it, I just wanted him not to turn Qi Yanyan into Zhou Lin's child, but he couldn't help but say such messy and useless words .

Duan Heng hesitated for a few times, then let go of Qi Ming in his arms, and Qi Ming slapped him on the face.

The slapping sound even covered the sound of the boat's engine, Duan Heng tilted his head, the tear stains on his face and his messy hair made him look very embarrassed.

"You are not qualified to be the father of that child, and you have no reason to be the father of Yanyan. From the moment my heart died, neither I nor the child had anything to do with you. If it weren't for my relatives Still in China, I will never bring Yanyan back in my life, and I will not let him see you."

"I know." Duan Heng turned to look at Qi Ming: "But I've already seen him, Qi Ming, I can't keep you anymore, please, you and Yanyan, at least let me keep you, otherwise I really don’t know what should I do. I also felt sorry for the child at the time. He also left without my knowledge, and I was caught off guard. You said that the despair after hope is the most crushing, I didn't dare to give myself hope, but with such a little bit of fire in front of me, people are already lost."

"You are not qualified." Qi Ming said: "I used to love you so much, but you... Even if you were a little bit more careful back then, Zhang Hui's tricks would be easily exposed, and that child will run around now. Will dance around you, it's time for him to go to school. But we don't even know his gender, the first second he came into this world, he was in a cold plate, and then in a preservative with a pungent smell I don't know what qualifications you have to come and talk to me at this moment."

"Then what do you want from me?" Duan Heng looked at Qi Ming in pain: "Are you pretending not to know that Yanyan is my child?"

"Better so."

"I can't do it. I just suppress my love for you. I'm exhausted seeing you and Zhou Lin together. I can't do it anymore and turn a blind eye to Yan Yan."

"Then go die." Qi Ming wiped away his tears: "If you die, you won't be able to see anything, just like I did back then, when you die, you won't be in pain."

Duan Heng laughed and said: "Okay, once you thought that I asked you to kill me because you wanted to keep you, but I didn't think so. Today I will tell you clearly that I just want to use my life for Yanyan. I hope I'm dead, don't let Yanyan call Zhou Lin's father."

Qi Ming trembled, and finally understood why Duan Heng chose the boat as the place for the conversation.

Duan Heng took two steps back and leaned against the railing.

"Duan Heng!" Qi Ming stretched out his hand to pull Duan Heng, regretting what he said just now.

"Qi Ming, you committed suicide at the beach back then, I will pay you back in the same way today." Duan Heng violently shook off Qi Ming's hand that had just been held to him, and leaned back to volley overboard.

There was a sudden ripple on the surface of the water, Qi Ming stood beside the boat, his whole body was numb, he even forgot to breathe.

It seemed that there was still a chill on the dark water surface, and under the light of the ship's lights, small ice floes could still be seen, but Duan Heng could not be seen floating up on the water surface one after another.

He could swim, but it was no use swimming if he didn't want to come up.

Duan Heng was looking for death, not swimming,

"Help..." Qi Ming wanted to call for help, but his throat seemed to be choked and he couldn't speak a word.

There was no one on board, and Qi Ming hadn't swam for many years. Although his fear of the sea disappeared, Qi Ming still didn't dare to go into the water.

Duan Heng was in the water, and he was about to die if no one rescued him.

Qi Ming was frightened and didn't dare to jump down, but the gradually disappearing bubbles flashed before his eyes like a countdown.

"You bastard!" Qi Ming cursed, shook his hands and took off his overcoat, took off his shoes, and jumped off while holding on to the railing.

The water was very cold, and when Qi Ming jumped down, he quickly began to sink, his mind was confused, he choked on a few sips of water before he found his rhythm, kicked his legs to surface and took a breath, then dived down to find Duan Heng.

The water was very dark, and it was almost impossible to see anything, except for a little light where the ship's lights were shining.

Qi Ming floated up twice, but didn't see Duan Heng, and only when he dived down for the third time did he feel his ankles being brushed by fine strands of hair.

That might be Duan Heng's hair.

Qi Ming continued to dive, he couldn't see anything, he could only stretch out his hand based on his feeling.

When his hand touched something warmer than the lake water, Qi Ming was overjoyed, grabbed the place he touched and tried to float up with his legs.

Floating to the surface, Qi Ming dragged Duan Heng closer to the side of the boat with all his might, found the stern and pulled the small railing with one hand, and dragged Duan Heng's arm with the other, and dragged Duan Heng up after he climbed up.

Duan Heng was very heavy, after Qi Ming dragged him up, his whole body was exhausted, but he still dared not sit down, crying softly to give Duan Heng chest compressions.

This lake is not particularly big, and Duan Heng didn't fall into the water for a long time, so Qi Ming was lucky enough to find him.If the water flow is faster and the area is larger, Qi Ming doesn't know what to do.

After pressing it a few times, Duan Heng frowned and spit out two mouthfuls of water, then woke up coughing.

Qi Ming collapsed on the deck without strength, and cried out loudly.

After Duan Heng finished coughing, he didn't comfort him. He leaned on the deck with one hand and didn't say anything.

Qi Ming cried for a long time, and after the feeling of shock in his heart disappeared, he got up again, crawled over and used both hands and feet on Duan Heng, and beat him wherever he caught.

"You bastard, you fucking bastard, Duan Heng, are you out of your mind? Is death a casual thing?!"

Duan Heng didn't speak, and after being hit by Qi Ming a few more times, he stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms to hold him silently.

"Why should I save you, let you die..."

"Qi Ming, I'm sorry." Duan Heng finally said, "But I don't know what to do. Only when I die can the pain in your heart be healed. You shouldn't have saved me."

"I can't stand it when you die. If you die, will everything that happened before not happen?"

When a murderer dies, the family members of the deceased will not feel good.

"Then Qi Ming, what should I do?" Duan Heng buried his face into Qi Ming's drenched neck: "I've reached the brink of collapse, I can't bear it anymore, silence, I know Qi Yanyan is my child After that, every minute and every second was torture, because I hoped that you still had feelings for me, but at the same time I was afraid that both Qi Yanyan and you would leave me. I can't ask you to forgive me, I can only ask you to leave Qi Yanyan behind Me, let me even have a little sustenance of missing, that's fine."

Qi Ming's heart was blocked, he wanted to scold Duan Heng a lot, but he couldn't.

The two remained silent for a long time, Qi Ming wiped away his tears and said, "Let's go back first, it's too cold."

Duan Heng restarted the yacht, pulled Qi Ming to sit down in the cockpit, sheltered from the wind.

Qi Ming was very cold, he squeezed against Duan Heng, staring at the front in a daze.