Mr. Ji didn't chase him back today.

As soon as this hidden thing was dug out, Deng Yuxuan suddenly lost the idea of ​​making up for Lin Yu.

He is a teacher, and it is not a good thing to be secretly in love with his own students.

Deng Yuxuan rubbed his brows, now he didn't know how to tell Lin Yu about performing together.

Yu Lei gloated: "Have you thought about it, then what should you do? Or act like you don't know anything?"

Deng Yuxuan shook his head, how could he pretend that he didn't know, he would behave very clearly in everything he encountered, especially when dealing with people who liked him, he would avoid it even more obviously.

What's more, the current situation is that her boyfriend is unspeakably good to Lin Yu, Lin Yu has some thoughts about herself, and she and her boyfriend are still in a stalemate.

It would be a good show for any two of these three people to be singled out, but this is still together.

"Why didn't you say it before?" Deng Yuxuan asked.

Yu Lei said blindly: "It's not that I couldn't remember it before. Lin Yu was often not at school, so I didn't think about it."

Yu Lei patted Deng Yuxuan on the shoulder, with an old-fashioned look, I don't think you need to worry so much, according to the nature of the students in our class, before the second class, Lin Yu should come to you. "

Yu Lei was right, after the first period of get out of class, there was another pretty face at the door of the office.

Lin Yu waved at him with a bright smile all over his face.

Deng Yuxuan didn't think it before, but now when he saw this smile, he felt that there was some other meaning in it.

"Teacher Deng!" Lin Yu was very happy.

Deng Yuxuan coughed lightly, got up and left the office under Yu Lei's gossipy eyes.

He planned to spread everything out, and wanted to see if Lin Yu would still cooperate with him after knowing his attitude, otherwise he would conceal it, which would be a bit disrespectful to others.

"Come find me in the musical instrument room when you are between classes." Deng Yuxuan said.

Lin Yu nodded. He thought Deng Yuxuan was planning to discuss the content of the program, "No problem, then I'll go back to class first."

Deng Yuxuan looked at Lin Yu's back running wildly all the way and sighed softly. He was really afraid that I would speak too loudly and make Lin Yu cry.

People of Yu Lei's age seem to have the greatest hobby of urging people of his son's age to marry.

As soon as Deng Yuxuan sat down, Yu Lei said excitedly: "Little Deng, you see that Lin Yu has grown up very well, and he will graduate soon. Once he graduates, he will not be your student anymore. Why don't you talk to him?" Try it? Instead of rushing to get married, it’s okay to fall in love, you two are not much different in age.”

Deng Yuxuan frowned, with a serious tone: "Mr. Yu, I have said it many times, I have a lover."

Yu Lei was taken aback by his serious appearance, and said angrily.

During the period of class 38, Deng Yuxuan has been organizing his language and finding ways to maintain Lin Yu's self-esteem.

But refusing this kind of thing, no matter how you try to maintain it, it will hurt people.

As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Deng Yuxuan's footsteps were a little heavy.

Lin Yu didn't know about all this, and happily chatted with others that he was going to discuss the performance with Deng Yuxuan alone.

No one came to the musical instrument room for a long time, and there was still a bit of smoke and dust smell when the door was opened. Deng Yuxuan opened the window for ventilation before entering again.

The musical instrument room is not too big, but because there is a piano, there are still three or five chairs.

Deng Yuxuan approached the piano, his fingers were trembling, and he touched it slowly. The memories of practicing the piano for these years suddenly flooded out in his mind, and his eye sockets were reddened by the stimulation.

He was really sorry for himself and his father.

Deng Yuxuan started practicing piano at the age of six. Although Deng's father didn't understand, he would always abandon his busy work to accompany him. Whenever he became impatient, Deng's father would immediately find a way to appease him.

This company lasted for more than ten years, until he went to university and met Ji Huai.

Deng Yuxuan raised his hand, and there was some dust on it.

He put his fingers together, rubbed them lightly, and laughed lightly.

Deng Yuxuan lifted the piano cover, wiped the chair with paper and sat down, forcing himself to put his hands on it.

However, the moment his hands touched the black keys, his breathing suddenly became short of breath, his whole body was shaking violently, his fingers were erratic, and double images even appeared in his vision.

The contrast between the black keys and the white fingers is stark, just like that day.

Deng Yuxuan fell to the ground, embarrassed, and half crawled one meter away from the piano, leaning on a drum stand.

In a trance, the musical instrument room changed.

Time goes back to my junior year.

Deng Yuxuan said with tears in his voice: "I beg you, really don't be here."

Ji Huai's eyes were full of indifference, he pinched his chin with one hand, and said harsh words from his thin lips, didn't you beg me to fuck you?What do you mean by the way you say no now? "

Deng Yuxuan's breathing was stagnant, his face turned red, and he begged repeatedly, "I...please, Ji Huai, can you change to another place, Ji Huai, this really doesn't work."

"It's not up to you."

Ji Huai untied it (cannot write) and threw it on the ground.

Deng Yuxuan tried to stop him in a panic, but was firmly held down.

The moment Ji Huai put his hand up, Deng Yuxuan completely lost his strength, and let others play with him like a doll. He would only sound a reminder when it hurts, but he didn't get any love from the person who did it.

(Can't write), Deng Yuxuan lost his mind for a short time, and he couldn't hear any sound in his ears. This was the first time he did this kind of thing with the help of others, not to mention that the person who helped him was his favorite person.

Ji Huai looked at the thing in his hand with disgust, and rubbed it against Deng Yuxuan's fair and delicate calf without hesitation, adding a different taste to this person.

Deng Yuxuan slowly slid down from the piano, and the keys were knocked out a few simple tones. He had never felt such a harsh sound before.

Ji Huai grabbed his collar, forced him to straighten up, and showed him what he left on the piano, which was extremely cruel.

"Isn't this your favorite thing? Now? Still like it?"

Ji Huai pointed to the conspicuous white liquid on the black keys: "Your dirty things have stained it, it is no longer the god in your mind."

Deng Yuxuan's eyes were red, staring at the things on the piano, sobbing silently, without blinking, tears fell from the side of his face to his collarbone, hidden under his clothes.

Ji Huai lifted his hand and asked him to wipe every bit of liquid from the back of his hand, "Now, you are the one who gets dirty."

In the small piano room, Deng Yuxuan sat down on the ground in a state of embarrassment, while Ji Huai dressed neatly, opened the door and left.

Deng Yuxuan covered his eyes and gasped for breath until there was a knock on the door.

Lin Yu is here.

Deng Yuxuan stood up from the ground, patted the dirt on his body, and put on a smile.

Lin Yujian opened the door and looked up abruptly, looking at him with bright eyes: "Mr. Deng, I'm here."

"Come in first."

Deng Yuxuan turned sideways to give him a gap to enter the door.

After Lin Yu entered, Deng Yuxuan locked the door, "Sit whatever you want."

Lin Yu nodded and sat by the piano.

"Mr. Deng, I heard that we are going to cooperate. Do you have any ideas?"

Deng Yuxuan shook his head and don't talk about this, I have something to ask you. "

Lin Yu's smiling face gradually froze, with an unnatural expression: "What's wrong?"

Deng Yuxuan smiled slightly, his eyes sharpened a little: "Lin Yu, I've always been curious about a question, why did you only listen to my training when you fought every day during your first and second year of high school?"

Under his sight, Lin Yu's hands were tightly clenched together, twisting desperately, not saying a word for a long time, his heart was beating fast, a lot of cold sweat broke out behind him, and the broken hair on his forehead was also wet with sweat.

After a while, he stammered and said: "Because I..." Lin Yu didn't say a reason because of it for a long time.

Deng Yuxuan didn't hear the answer he wanted, so he relaxed a bit: "Don't worry, you're sweating, take off your coat first."

Lin Yu nodded stiffly and took off her school uniform.

Underneath him today is a dark green sweater.

In the flash of lightning, Deng Yuxuan suddenly thought of the conversation in the kitchen that day.

Lin Yu said that day: "Were you also wearing green clothes at that time?"

Deng Yuxuan's expression gradually became solemn, and he had actually ignored this matter until now.

"Lin Yu, there is another question. When you found out about the kidnapping that day, why was your first reaction to ask me about the color of my clothes?"

Lin Yu's face became even more ugly, with a pale face.

For the first time, Deng Yuxuan lost any sympathy.

Lin Yu is far less innocent than he thought, he has many secrets, and it is definitely an important hub for the transformation of his relationship with Ji Huai.

"Lin Yu, I'll give you 10 minutes for these two questions. You think about it carefully before telling me the answer."

Deng Yuxuan took out his phone and set an alarm clock, and put the bright screen in front of Lin Yu.

This is what he learned from Yu Siyu.

When faced with a problem that the other party cannot speak directly, if there is a countdown in front of you, it will be more tormented, and most people cannot bear it.

Time passed by every minute and every second, but the feeling of tension would be layered on top of each other.

Lin Yu was no exception. He stared blankly at the countdown on his phone, and his heartbeat seemed to speed up accordingly.

At the 6th minute, Lin Yu spoke.

Deng Yuxuan turned off the phone in satisfaction.

Lin Yu's voice was a little rough: "Mr. Deng, do you remember that when you were young, you saved a little boy in the warehouse."

Deng Yuxuan nodded: "I remember, isn't it Ji Huai?"

Lin Yu smiled wryly and shook his head: "It wasn't him, no, it wasn't just him, you also saved me."

Deng Yuxuan was stunned, he had no impression at all.

"I went out to play with my mother that day. I insisted on running around and bumped into a man who was carrying a comatose boy on his back, which is Ji Huai."

"I subconsciously wanted to call for help, but the man covered my mouth and was taken into the car."

"The man saw that I was dressed well, so he threw me on a small road halfway. Maybe he didn't dare to touch me. It was already late at that time, so I groped into a warehouse."

"There was a bottle of water in the warehouse, which was probably left by the workers, so I died. I was scared and tired, and fell asleep. It was the next day when I opened my eyes again."

"I had a fever and hurt my head. When I thought I was going to die in the warehouse, I heard a voice, a little boy shouting, there are people in the warehouse."

Lin Yu looked at Deng Yuxuan's dazed look, and nodded: "You're not wrong, it's you."

The author has something to say that Xuanxuan will take the initiative to cut off other people's ideas when he encounters someone who likes him. It is also a kind of luck to like this kind of person.But Ji Gou is not, he just enjoys this feeling.

By the way, is everyone on winter vacation?I want to have a look at Versailles. I put the winter vacation in November hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, but I don't know where to send it.