Affectionate characters can't collapse [Quick wear]

But thinking about it now...

There are fine and dense pains spreading in the bottom of my heart, slowly evolving into a dull pain that cannot be ignored.

Those details that were deliberately ignored, or not noticed at all, are like high-definition movie screens re-enacted scene by scene.

The sealed feelings and memories broke free from the shackles together, broke through the barrier, and spewed out ready to go.

It was as if the rising tide completely submerged Ji Xingyun.

His second life involved another person.

Ji Xingyun was not alone from the beginning to the end.

But that person was unwilling to appear in front of him. Most of the time, what was left for him was a blurred profile and back.

With an attitude of redemption, he silently guarded him secretly.

Really bossy.

It's really... self-righteous.

Do you think that I will... feel bad for you, forgive you?

Ji Xingyun ran faster and faster, and the surrounding scenery in his field of vision gradually turned into afterimages one after another.

At this moment, someone grabbed his arm.

The overly strong recoil almost brought the opponent down together, and he staggered a few steps before stopping.

"What are you doing in such a hurry?"

"There's someone up there..."

Ji Xingyun didn't even turn his head, he just replied impatiently: "Let go."

"Someone is looking for you!"

For a while, I couldn't break free.

Ji Xingyun turned around angrily with red eyes, only to find that the person holding him back was the department head who had met once.

Even if it was his immediate boss, Ji Xingyun didn't want to talk to him at the moment.

He has more important things to do.

The supervisor was sweating profusely, and when he saw the boy finally stopped, he quickly let go of his hand.

It can be regarded as catching up, and it was not in vain that he guarded near the teleportation array early in the morning.

Originally, I planned to have a good chat with the young man, but the other party ran very fast as soon as he left the teleportation formation, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

It took him a lot of effort to catch up.

I don't know why this kid looks so weak, but why he runs like he is desperate.

Thinking of a certain adult's order, the supervisor's expression froze.

He stretched out his finger and pointed upward vaguely, speaking hurriedly: "That one is looking for you."

Ji Xingyun frowned, and refused without hesitation: "I have something to do..."

The supervisor looked resentful: "Is there anything more important than this, do you know who is looking for you?"

"That's..."

The supervisor chattered a lot, Ji Xingyun didn't think about it at all, the supreme god, the master of thousands of small worlds... had nothing to do with him.

"What Lord God? It has nothing to do with me."

"The fragments of the Lord God's soul were scattered in various worlds, and they have not been reunited until now. Although they have heard the news of the return of the Lord God, no one has witnessed the heroic appearance of the Lord God."

"It's also a coincidence that your task was also taken care of by the people above. Even my supervisor is not very clear about the content of your task."

"As for who the person above is..."

The supervisor was talking on his own, but suddenly his expression froze.

Then he took a deep breath.

Some kind of fact that was not accidental and could be concluded after a little analysis made the supervisor stunned in place.

Ji Xingyun, who had run out of patience, wanted to take this opportunity to run away quickly, and his ears automatically caught some key words.

His movements froze, and he asked in a daze, "...what did you say?"

He stumbled and told the young man where the main god was. When the supervisor came back to his senses, the young man in front of him had already run out a few meters away.

Reminiscing that the other party might have some ulterior relationship with that god, his eyebrows twitched a few times, and he immediately returned to the department, intending to raise the boy's level to the highest level and double his bonus several times.

……

The high-tech skyscrapers stand on the edge of the transfer station, with almost infinite heights, standing straight in the clouds.

To Ji Xingyun, this building is both unfamiliar and familiar.

It didn't have such amazing heights a long, long time ago.

The return of a certain existence has brought a lot of changes to the central world.

The front desk lady in charge of the reception was typing on the keyboard with her fingers flying.

She seemed to be very busy. Out of the corner of her eye, when someone came in,

He said quickly without looking up: "The specific location of the department is marked on the map, and the map is on the bookshelf next to you. You can also open your system terminal to inquire about more detailed information."

"Or are you looking for someone? So do you have an appointment?"

Ji Xingyun hesitated for a moment, then said softly: "I'm looking for... the Lord God."

The lady at the front desk paused, then raised her head abruptly: "Are you looking for Lord God?!"

I don't know if it was because he was surprised that someone actually came to find Lord Lord God, or because he was surprised that the young man called him so casually.

The golden yellow message that took up almost half of the screen kept flashing on the screen, and this message stayed on the display screens of all the employees for a long time.

It was the first command given by the Lord God after his return.

There is a very low-resolution photo in the center of the command. Judging from the shooting method and angle, it is likely that it was taken secretly.

The camera blurred a large area, and it could be seen vaguely that it was a slender boy.

But more detailed, but not clear.

The boy's figure and appearance were covered with a thick layer of mosaic. It seemed that the person who secretly took the photo had an extreme possessive desire for the person in the photo, and he didn't want others to see his specific appearance at all.

The front desk lady took off her glasses solemnly, and took a very careful look at Ji Xingyun.

The young man in front of him had an extremely good appearance, with beautiful and delicate eyebrows and eyes.

She probably ran all the way here, with a thin blush on her pale face, gasping for breath, her lips were bright red and rich, like smashed strawberry juice...

The front desk lady quickly withdrew her flying thoughts and put her glasses back on with trembling fingertips.

Fuzhi's heart in an instant made her realize that the boy and the person in the photo should be the same person.

That being the case, even looking at it could be life-threatening.

She lowered her voice and said, "My lord is on the top floor."

The lady at the front desk hesitated: "As for the top floor... I don't know the exact location...

Ever since the god in charge of the world returned, this building has undergone earth-shaking changes.

No one knows the exact number of floors, or how many rooms there will be on one floor.

This building seems to have become a space system of its own, which can be extended infinitely, and even the staff have to follow the directions on the map to find their own departments.

The girl's hesitant words gradually became firm, and she said seriously: "But I think if it was you, you would definitely see him."

The returned god holds the authority to create the world, and the prosperity and decline of countless worlds are all in one thought.

Powerful, indifferent, and unattainable are his pronouns, and no one dares to speculate on the mind of the Lord God.

They respect him and love him, but they will inevitably feel a little fearful.

Just like ants facing ferocious beasts, mortals face the gods who control life and death, it is difficult not to feel fear because of the gap in strength and status.

But obviously the teenager in front of him would be an unusual exception.

To them yes, to the Lord God...

——Probably too.

***

The elevator has a large space, and the speed of ascent is also very fast. Unexpectedly, Ji Xingyun did not feel the obvious sense of weightlessness.

He seemed to have come to another world.

It was surrounded by thick and sticky darkness, but a little bit of starlight shone brightly in it, forming a bright and overflowing galaxy.

Someone was sitting in a place shrouded in darkness, his figure was indistinct.

Ji Xingyun's steps were slightly stiff, and he suddenly felt a timid feeling of being close to home.

His subconscious told him clearly that the person in front of him was exactly the person he wanted to see.

But there seems to be not only a long time between the two, but also an insurmountable distance.

What he knew, was familiar with, and liked, had been buried in the long river of time, and those long-term memories seemed to have happened in the previous life.

But when he thought about it again, he was not the one who did the wrong thing.

I should not be the one who is uneasy and hurts the spring and autumn.

Ji Xingyun's eyes had already adapted to the darkness. He didn't know if it was his illusion, but he always felt that the stern back of the person not far away was motionless and extremely stiff.

"you……"

"you……"

The two spoke at the same time and stopped talking at the same time.

In contrast, the man's voice was dry and hoarse, as if it had been polished by sandpaper.

"Is there nothing you want to tell me?"

Ji Xingyun asked in a flat tone.

"Sorry……"

"Is there anything else besides an apology?"

"...Are you still blaming me?"

"What are you to blame? Blame you for sacrificing most of your strength to reintegrate my scattered souls, blame you for erasing all my memories on your own?"

"Or is it because you don't want to listen to me and insist on killing each other with other fragments?"

"........."

Ji Xingyun felt inexplicably that the black image was a big dog with its head and tail hanging down very low.

His heart softened for a moment.

"The newborn soul is too fragile to bear those memories..."

"Then why seal my feelings for you?"

"...This is my punishment, I don't deserve your response."

Ji Xingyun was silent: "..."

So you like me in your own small world, treat me well, and never expect me to give you a response?

If he didn't remember that those people in the previous few worlds competed for him like dogs for meat and bones, and did a series of paranoid and extreme things to attract his attention...

Ji Xingyun might really feel that this person is pitiful and aggrieved.

"If you hadn't kidnapped me and forced me... maybe I would have believed it."

The aloof god didn't know what he thought of, and his ears turned suspiciously red for a moment.

He apologized in a low voice: "I have no memory at that time, and I did some irrational things, sorry."

"The past is in the past, and I don't care."

The god who was hiding in the darkness stared intently at the young man not far in front of him. He tried his best to restrain the urge to hold him in his arms, and suppressed the passion boiling in his blood.

He tried his best to leave a good impression on the other party, and he didn't dare to make any unnecessary actions, for fear of making the other party unhappy.

With the power of the gods, he can create a seamless cage to lock his beloved little Rose firmly in his arms, and there are countless ways to keep Rose "willingly" by his side.

But he didn't dare, and didn't want to.

He wanted the boy to love him wholeheartedly, and to look at him wholeheartedly with starry eyes like he did a long, long time ago.

—just looking at him.

But he lost Ji Xingyun like this.

He was the murderer who indirectly killed Guo Yunyun.

Does not deserve to be forgiven.

and so……

Even though Yunyun's soul has grown enough to accept those memories under the refinement of the small world, he still deceives himself and others to prolong the time for unlocking the shackles of memory.

"I know I've done a lot of wrong things and you won't forgive me..."

"But Yunyun... the next time you do a mission, can you not drive me away?"

A question mark slowly appeared on Ji Xingyun's head.

"Why do you think I won't forgive you? Have you done anything to make me sad besides wanting to kill yourself?"

Ji Xingyun paused for a while, then continued: "...you don't think you are the one who killed me, do you?"

"Although you did account for a small part of the reason, I didn't even think about suicide at that time. Suicide was just a way to get out of the world and stop you, but it was also unlucky. My system happened to be absent at that time. Even the functions of the system are basically lost..."

As Ji Xingyun was talking, his voice suddenly became weaker. He seemed to have just realized something, and his expression froze slightly.

"Zero One is also your soul fragment, and he also participated."

These words did not use a questioning tone, but were resolute and decisive.

Ji Xingyun pinched his brows with a headache.

No wonder he, a new employee, met the No. [-] boss on his first assignment, and no wonder Zero One would escort him every time he encountered a problem.

For the first time, he disliked why this person gave out so many soul fragments so well, they were all alone, but they made it look like some kind of Shura field.

Just as Ji Xingyun was about to say something, he suddenly heard the sound of the radio, and the mechanical system sound broadcast like this——

"The control of the central world has changed, and it is now being updated—an order is being issued—"

"Host No. 1172, congratulations on becoming the second host of the central world after Lord God."

"Permission update—Ding, your authority is above that of the main god, and the main system No. 000 will serve you wholeheartedly."

The mechanical sound played three times in a row before it stopped.

Ji Xingyun was completely stunned. He looked at the figure who was hiding himself in the darkness in disbelief, and asked in a daze, "You transferred the authority of the central world to me?"

"Ah."

"Will Yunyun be happy?"

The deep voice was mixed with a hint of imperceptible expectation.

Because of the authority of the entire world, the points on the personal panel are rising at a speed invisible to the naked eye, and in the blink of an eye, it has become a dozen-digit number.

Ji Xingyun: "..."

Although I don't want to admit it, I do seem to be a little happy.

"I will be your employee in the future, and you can do whatever you want me to do."

Ji Xingyun: "...I have no habit of enslaving others."

Soi Ying said eagerly, "I am voluntary."

Ji Xingyun sighed softly, he walked forward slowly, and came to the front of the black shadow, countless stars surrounded him, and the finely shimmering brilliance reflected him brilliantly.

Near the black shadow is a darkness that can't be seen.

The two people who are close at hand seem to be in two different worlds.

The delicate-looking boy tentatively stretched out his hand, fumbled to hold the god's cold palm, and brought him under the bright starry sky.

He tilted his head, and the corners of his lips were slightly pursed, with a trace of puzzlement and doubt: "We haven't seen each other for so long, don't you want to hug me?"

***

Since the return of Lord God, the work at the front desk has become more and more difficult.

The Lord God's power is getting stronger and stronger. Not only is the edge of the central world expanding outward, but the space of this building is also changing frequently.

Every day, dozens of employees who couldn't find the department came to ask for help, and the staff responsible for operating and maintaining the stability of the small world and eliminating bugs couldn't find the floor.

This building changes so freely that only professionals can accurately find the specific location by relying on positioning.

The front desk lady who handles these matters welcomed a new colleague today.

The two girls of similar age gradually became acquainted during the chat.

Start talking about gossip while fishing.

While chatting enthusiastically, a slender young man suddenly stepped down from the elevator in the corner.

He was beautiful and delicate, like a small rose raised by a gardener, very eye-catching.

The girl couldn't help looking at him frequently, her eyes were full of dullness and amazement.

It wasn't until the other party walked away that he asked in a daze, "Who is he?"

The lady at the front desk looked around for a moment, then hooked her fingers at the girl very seriously, signaling the girl to come closer.

"The ruler of the central world, the master of thousands of small worlds."

The girl turned pale with shock: "Could it be that... he, he is the Lord God?"

The lady at the front desk shook her head and denied: "Master Lord God has someone else, this is your... sweetheart."

"My lord god has traveled around for several worlds before chasing him... um... this is not very rigorous, and I'm not sure if I caught up with him or not. But it is said that the one who occupied the top search list for several days before , the help post on how to catch up with someone you like was posted anonymously by Lord God.”

The girl looked stunned: "Really?"

The lady at the front desk pressed her palm cautiously, signaling the girl to lower her volume: "Gossip, gossip, but it should be almost the same."

These things have already been spread in the central world, if it is not under the connivance of Lord God, no one would have the guts to deliberately spread such gossip.

Come to think of it, the aloof Lord God will also try his best to classify the person he likes into his own domain, and label him possessively, so as to prevent anyone from getting his hands on him.

He doesn't care about showing his affectionate and humble side in front of the world, and he doesn't care about gossip.

"The god who was born to stand at the top is willing to bow his head for another person...Thinking about it makes people feel both touching and incredible."

The lady at the front desk looked into the distance with long and meaningful eyes.

But love is such an elusive vocabulary.

It calms the vagabond and makes the coward brave.

It can also make the noble god bend down willingly to coax his beloved little rose.

……

Time changes, but love is eternal.