Affectionate characters can't collapse [Quick wear]
Chapter 117 The Overbearing Male Ghost's Runaway Little Wife
Lu Yizhi came to him at some point, stood behind him, and snatched the bowl he was holding tightly.
Ji Xingyun stared at him for a while with red eyes, and wanted to grab the bowl back again. He questioned vaguely in a choked voice: "I haven't finished eating yet, why are you grabbing it?"
Lu Yizhi's brows were tightly frowned, and he raised the bowl in his hand high, avoiding the young man's struggle.
"Don't eat it."
"What are you crying for?"
The voices of the two sounded almost simultaneously. Ji Xingyun looked at Lu Yizhi and Ji Xi blankly.
Both of them stared at his face closely, with the same confusion and worry in their eyes.
It seemed that he didn't understand why he suddenly became emotionally unstable even though he was fine just now, and even held his job and ate and cried.
"I didn't cry." Ji Xingyun retorted with his eyes soaked in water.
He wiped his face twice casually, his fingertips were stained with water that was wetter than before, and there was a shimmer of light in his plain white palm.
The evidence is so clear, the stubborn denial has become a refutation that he does not want to admit, and it will make people feel that he is pretending to be brave.
Ji Xingyun lowered his eyes, and his slender eyelashes were also wet with a little water, which made him look a little more pitiful.
"Sorry, eat first, I'm going back to my room."
Ji Xi stretched out his hand in the direction the boy was walking, he opened his lips, but in the end he didn't say anything.
His eyes shifted to the bowl Ji Xingyun had used, and the owner took half of the rice in it, but only took a bite of the ribs.
***
After Ji Xingyun wrapped himself in the quilt and slept, he felt much calmer.
He slept for a long time, and when he opened his eyes again, the sky outside was already dark.
A dim yellow lamp was lit on the bedside table, emitting a warm orange glow.
It illuminated the bedside area a little, but not too bright, disturbing his sleep.
【Do you feel better? 】
Zero One's voice was unexpectedly gentle, a bit more popular than the previous coldness.
As if he was afraid of shocking him, seeing that he didn't respond, Ling Yi asked softly: [Are you still uncomfortable? 】
Ji Xingyun shook his head: [It's okay, I'm much better. 】
[I am not your exclusive system, it may not be appropriate to say these words, but I want to ask you from the perspective of a...friend. 】
[If it is unacceptable to leave your emotions every time, your spirit may be dragged down after the accumulation of time and time again. 】
[I am not alarmist, there are many such examples in other departments, because people who fall in love with the characters in the small world or cannot part with their family members in the small world, they are willing to stay in the small world, just to spend decades hand in hand with their loved ones and relatives. 】
[Of course, the department respects their wishes and will not hinder their choices. 】
[They lost the system, lost the ability to predict the plot, and lost the passage to return to the main world, but because they did not belong to that world, they were rejected by the will of the world from beginning to end, and because their lives were too long, they could only watch their loved ones helplessly. One by one disappeared before the eyes. 】
[Is such a deal really worth it? 】
[Host No. 1172 put too much affection on the protagonist when he was doing the mission, the protagonist he served was awakened by him, and trapped him by his side with the world as a cage. 】
[...Many, many things happened later...] Zero One summed it up in a flat voice, and continued: [Host No. 1172 returned to the main world, but suffered a mental breakdown due to excessive psychological trauma. 】
Ling Yi was silent for a long time, his voice was a little hoarse: [I didn't say this to scare you, nor did I want you to retreat, but just to make you realize the seriousness of the problem. 】
[I heard from your system that you have one task after another, and you have not applied for vacation at all during the period. The points you earn in each world should be enough for you to spend a period of time. Most of the taskers who are in the same class as you The progress is far behind you, and some are even stuck in the first world... Why don't you stop and take a good rest? 】
Ji Xingyun's expression was blank for a moment, and he was stunned for a rare long time.
Before that, he really never had the idea of rest.
Being pointed out so bluntly by Ling Yi, a strange emotion gradually emerged in Ji Xingyun's heart.
He wanted to refute, but couldn't find a point to refute.
It seems that from the beginning of the first world, the completion of the task has been engraved in his genes, and the next world will start immediately after the end of one world. From the beginning to the end, there is no thought that I am tired and that I should rest.
The word rest didn't even seem to enter his mind.
After Zero One said it, he should agree, and felt that it was indeed the case. After this world ended, I should give myself a long vacation, go to various famous places in the main world, and relax.
——This should be his subconscious reaction.
It shouldn't be like now, after being pointed out by Zero One without euphemism, the first thought is to quibble.
Then repeat the same mistakes without repentance.
Ji Xingyun raised his eyes blankly, what am I anxious about?
Memory could not give him an answer.
In the ordinary ten years ahead, the end can be seen almost at a glance.
Except for being extremely lucky to be entered by the department, there are no ups and downs, which are worthy of unforgettable memories.
I can't find the reason why I am so eager in my subconscious.
Since he can remember, he is like the most ordinary ordinary person, living the same life day after day.
The orphanage that adopted him said that he was a genetically modified person, with no father, mother, or relatives.
Those memories flowed slowly in his mind, clearly telling Ji Xingyun his origin.
But Ji Xingyun always felt that there was a little violation.
Although he is not good at words, in the past ten years or so, he has not failed to make a single friend.
But the fact is that I do not have a friend, not even a familiar classmate.
Those memories are telling him that because he was extremely socially fearful and unsociable when he was young, and his sense of existence was not very weak, he was always an invisible person in the class, so he didn't make friends.
Ji Xingyun frowned slightly, what was he so anxious about, who was so carefree?
[If the points are not enough, I have some left over here, which can be transferred to you, so don’t go to the next world. 】
Ling Yi gently coaxed the boy: 【You just have to wait patiently, and whatever you want will appear. 】
Ji Xingyun resolutely refused: [No, don't. 】
[I still want to continue doing it. 】
He pursed his lower lip in annoyance, subconscious answers often represented the true thoughts in his heart, but he didn't know the reason for this.
Zero One is speechless: [……]
Seeing that Ling Yi hadn't made a sound for a long time, Ji Xingyun couldn't help asking in a low voice: [Ling Yi, are you angry? 】
[I will not be angry with you. 】
Although his voice didn't change much, Ji Xingyun still felt that Ling Yi was offended by him.
Think about it in another way, if you kindly remind a friend who is about to go astray, and you talk nicely for a long time, and you add simple principles to the tragic cases of the predecessors, the result is just playing the piano to the cow, and the other party insists on stubbornly going to the dark .
I'm going to have a heart attack just thinking about it, okay?
He understands the truth, but when he puts it on himself, it doesn't work unexpectedly.
Ji Xingyun gave up on himself: [Leave me alone, I also feel weird... I clearly shouldn't have such a personality. 】
[I don't like life and death, and I can't control myself to be emotionally invested in the characters in the small world. I am not a qualified tasker. 】
[But I always feel... I can't stop, at least not here. 】
Zero One: [I see. 】
Ji Xingyun went to the bathroom to wash his face, and became much more awake.
The cool water washed away the emotions that made him irritable and depressed.
The heart-to-heart conversation with Zero One consumed most of Ji Xingyun's energy, but fortunately, he succeeded in changing his attention, and no longer missed and missed the previous world too much.
When Ji Xingyun wiped his face with a towel, he suddenly felt a strange feeling.
The thorny gaze made him froze, and goosebumps appeared behind him.
He looked into the mirror, and Ji Xi, who appeared at an unknown time, was standing very close behind him, staring straight at him with deep eyes.
Scaring people can scare people to death, and ghosts scaring people are even more terrifying.
Ji Xingyun was so frightened that he almost jumped up.
He took a small breath and covered his chest.
Ji Xingyun turned around and faced Ji Xi: "You appear behind me so silently, sooner or later you will scare me to death."
Ji Xi said sorry softly.
He moved his fingers, as if he wanted to wipe off the water droplets on the young man's face, but he stopped in the end.
His eyes flickered a few times, and finally stopped at puzzlement and confusion, with a bit of care and caution that he didn't realize.
"why?"
Ji Xingyun: "What?"
"Why are you crying?"
Ji Xi stared at the boy closely, for fear of missing any changes in his expression and emotional expression.
He was not born as a human being, and he knew little about human emotions, nor did he fully understand these complex emotions unique to human beings.
But when facing Ji Xingyun, he became extremely sensitive. He could almost see through the boy's sadness at a glance.
It's not like crying out of fear when facing him, or the uncontrollable tears when being bullied.
This sincere emotion does not belong to him, but because of... others.
Ji Xingyun had artificially forgotten this matter, but when Ji Xi deliberately brought it up, he couldn't help but think of the people and things in the previous world.
The wandering memories didn't stay for too long, but they were captured clearly and accurately by the man.
"Who are you looking at through me...?"
Ji Xi pinched the boy's soft cheeks, and his fingertips sank into the soft flesh.
The young man's skin was white and tender, and could not stand any rough treatment at all. Almost instantly, fragile red marks appeared where he touched his fingers.
Ji Xi immediately withdrew his strength, but did not withdraw his hand.
"Who are you sad for?"
Ji Xingyun: "...I haven't."
"quibble."
Ji Xi smiled coldly: "He will also clean up for you, wash your clothes, and cook the same meals for you like me?"
"You are eating my food, but thinking of another person..."
Ji Xingyun's tone weakened: "I didn't..."
The veins on Ji Xi's forehead twitched: "Still lying."
Ji Xingyun wanted to swear, did all these protagonists have such strong reasoning ability?
He cried and took a look, and everything was picked up by him.
"Why don't you speak?"
Ji Xingyun: "..."
You have said everything, what else should I say, praise you for being a clever little ghost?
Ji Xi began to dig up old accounts: "Is that person in the living room named Lu Yuan? Did you ever think about my feelings when you brought him back in a grand manner?"
"How many good friends like this do you have?"
There were two crisp knocks on the bathroom door, Lu Yizhi half leaned on the door, his eyes slowly shifted from Ji Xi's fingers pinching the young man's face to the young man's shining eyes.
Lu Yi's eyes flashed undulating darkness.
He asked seriously, "Do you need help?"
The author says:
感谢在2022-03-0820:59:22~2022-03-0920:59:07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 3 bottles of Dongfang Shuo; 1 bottle of Cherry Maru;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Ji Xingyun stared at him for a while with red eyes, and wanted to grab the bowl back again. He questioned vaguely in a choked voice: "I haven't finished eating yet, why are you grabbing it?"
Lu Yizhi's brows were tightly frowned, and he raised the bowl in his hand high, avoiding the young man's struggle.
"Don't eat it."
"What are you crying for?"
The voices of the two sounded almost simultaneously. Ji Xingyun looked at Lu Yizhi and Ji Xi blankly.
Both of them stared at his face closely, with the same confusion and worry in their eyes.
It seemed that he didn't understand why he suddenly became emotionally unstable even though he was fine just now, and even held his job and ate and cried.
"I didn't cry." Ji Xingyun retorted with his eyes soaked in water.
He wiped his face twice casually, his fingertips were stained with water that was wetter than before, and there was a shimmer of light in his plain white palm.
The evidence is so clear, the stubborn denial has become a refutation that he does not want to admit, and it will make people feel that he is pretending to be brave.
Ji Xingyun lowered his eyes, and his slender eyelashes were also wet with a little water, which made him look a little more pitiful.
"Sorry, eat first, I'm going back to my room."
Ji Xi stretched out his hand in the direction the boy was walking, he opened his lips, but in the end he didn't say anything.
His eyes shifted to the bowl Ji Xingyun had used, and the owner took half of the rice in it, but only took a bite of the ribs.
***
After Ji Xingyun wrapped himself in the quilt and slept, he felt much calmer.
He slept for a long time, and when he opened his eyes again, the sky outside was already dark.
A dim yellow lamp was lit on the bedside table, emitting a warm orange glow.
It illuminated the bedside area a little, but not too bright, disturbing his sleep.
【Do you feel better? 】
Zero One's voice was unexpectedly gentle, a bit more popular than the previous coldness.
As if he was afraid of shocking him, seeing that he didn't respond, Ling Yi asked softly: [Are you still uncomfortable? 】
Ji Xingyun shook his head: [It's okay, I'm much better. 】
[I am not your exclusive system, it may not be appropriate to say these words, but I want to ask you from the perspective of a...friend. 】
[If it is unacceptable to leave your emotions every time, your spirit may be dragged down after the accumulation of time and time again. 】
[I am not alarmist, there are many such examples in other departments, because people who fall in love with the characters in the small world or cannot part with their family members in the small world, they are willing to stay in the small world, just to spend decades hand in hand with their loved ones and relatives. 】
[Of course, the department respects their wishes and will not hinder their choices. 】
[They lost the system, lost the ability to predict the plot, and lost the passage to return to the main world, but because they did not belong to that world, they were rejected by the will of the world from beginning to end, and because their lives were too long, they could only watch their loved ones helplessly. One by one disappeared before the eyes. 】
[Is such a deal really worth it? 】
[Host No. 1172 put too much affection on the protagonist when he was doing the mission, the protagonist he served was awakened by him, and trapped him by his side with the world as a cage. 】
[...Many, many things happened later...] Zero One summed it up in a flat voice, and continued: [Host No. 1172 returned to the main world, but suffered a mental breakdown due to excessive psychological trauma. 】
Ling Yi was silent for a long time, his voice was a little hoarse: [I didn't say this to scare you, nor did I want you to retreat, but just to make you realize the seriousness of the problem. 】
[I heard from your system that you have one task after another, and you have not applied for vacation at all during the period. The points you earn in each world should be enough for you to spend a period of time. Most of the taskers who are in the same class as you The progress is far behind you, and some are even stuck in the first world... Why don't you stop and take a good rest? 】
Ji Xingyun's expression was blank for a moment, and he was stunned for a rare long time.
Before that, he really never had the idea of rest.
Being pointed out so bluntly by Ling Yi, a strange emotion gradually emerged in Ji Xingyun's heart.
He wanted to refute, but couldn't find a point to refute.
It seems that from the beginning of the first world, the completion of the task has been engraved in his genes, and the next world will start immediately after the end of one world. From the beginning to the end, there is no thought that I am tired and that I should rest.
The word rest didn't even seem to enter his mind.
After Zero One said it, he should agree, and felt that it was indeed the case. After this world ended, I should give myself a long vacation, go to various famous places in the main world, and relax.
——This should be his subconscious reaction.
It shouldn't be like now, after being pointed out by Zero One without euphemism, the first thought is to quibble.
Then repeat the same mistakes without repentance.
Ji Xingyun raised his eyes blankly, what am I anxious about?
Memory could not give him an answer.
In the ordinary ten years ahead, the end can be seen almost at a glance.
Except for being extremely lucky to be entered by the department, there are no ups and downs, which are worthy of unforgettable memories.
I can't find the reason why I am so eager in my subconscious.
Since he can remember, he is like the most ordinary ordinary person, living the same life day after day.
The orphanage that adopted him said that he was a genetically modified person, with no father, mother, or relatives.
Those memories flowed slowly in his mind, clearly telling Ji Xingyun his origin.
But Ji Xingyun always felt that there was a little violation.
Although he is not good at words, in the past ten years or so, he has not failed to make a single friend.
But the fact is that I do not have a friend, not even a familiar classmate.
Those memories are telling him that because he was extremely socially fearful and unsociable when he was young, and his sense of existence was not very weak, he was always an invisible person in the class, so he didn't make friends.
Ji Xingyun frowned slightly, what was he so anxious about, who was so carefree?
[If the points are not enough, I have some left over here, which can be transferred to you, so don’t go to the next world. 】
Ling Yi gently coaxed the boy: 【You just have to wait patiently, and whatever you want will appear. 】
Ji Xingyun resolutely refused: [No, don't. 】
[I still want to continue doing it. 】
He pursed his lower lip in annoyance, subconscious answers often represented the true thoughts in his heart, but he didn't know the reason for this.
Zero One is speechless: [……]
Seeing that Ling Yi hadn't made a sound for a long time, Ji Xingyun couldn't help asking in a low voice: [Ling Yi, are you angry? 】
[I will not be angry with you. 】
Although his voice didn't change much, Ji Xingyun still felt that Ling Yi was offended by him.
Think about it in another way, if you kindly remind a friend who is about to go astray, and you talk nicely for a long time, and you add simple principles to the tragic cases of the predecessors, the result is just playing the piano to the cow, and the other party insists on stubbornly going to the dark .
I'm going to have a heart attack just thinking about it, okay?
He understands the truth, but when he puts it on himself, it doesn't work unexpectedly.
Ji Xingyun gave up on himself: [Leave me alone, I also feel weird... I clearly shouldn't have such a personality. 】
[I don't like life and death, and I can't control myself to be emotionally invested in the characters in the small world. I am not a qualified tasker. 】
[But I always feel... I can't stop, at least not here. 】
Zero One: [I see. 】
Ji Xingyun went to the bathroom to wash his face, and became much more awake.
The cool water washed away the emotions that made him irritable and depressed.
The heart-to-heart conversation with Zero One consumed most of Ji Xingyun's energy, but fortunately, he succeeded in changing his attention, and no longer missed and missed the previous world too much.
When Ji Xingyun wiped his face with a towel, he suddenly felt a strange feeling.
The thorny gaze made him froze, and goosebumps appeared behind him.
He looked into the mirror, and Ji Xi, who appeared at an unknown time, was standing very close behind him, staring straight at him with deep eyes.
Scaring people can scare people to death, and ghosts scaring people are even more terrifying.
Ji Xingyun was so frightened that he almost jumped up.
He took a small breath and covered his chest.
Ji Xingyun turned around and faced Ji Xi: "You appear behind me so silently, sooner or later you will scare me to death."
Ji Xi said sorry softly.
He moved his fingers, as if he wanted to wipe off the water droplets on the young man's face, but he stopped in the end.
His eyes flickered a few times, and finally stopped at puzzlement and confusion, with a bit of care and caution that he didn't realize.
"why?"
Ji Xingyun: "What?"
"Why are you crying?"
Ji Xi stared at the boy closely, for fear of missing any changes in his expression and emotional expression.
He was not born as a human being, and he knew little about human emotions, nor did he fully understand these complex emotions unique to human beings.
But when facing Ji Xingyun, he became extremely sensitive. He could almost see through the boy's sadness at a glance.
It's not like crying out of fear when facing him, or the uncontrollable tears when being bullied.
This sincere emotion does not belong to him, but because of... others.
Ji Xingyun had artificially forgotten this matter, but when Ji Xi deliberately brought it up, he couldn't help but think of the people and things in the previous world.
The wandering memories didn't stay for too long, but they were captured clearly and accurately by the man.
"Who are you looking at through me...?"
Ji Xi pinched the boy's soft cheeks, and his fingertips sank into the soft flesh.
The young man's skin was white and tender, and could not stand any rough treatment at all. Almost instantly, fragile red marks appeared where he touched his fingers.
Ji Xi immediately withdrew his strength, but did not withdraw his hand.
"Who are you sad for?"
Ji Xingyun: "...I haven't."
"quibble."
Ji Xi smiled coldly: "He will also clean up for you, wash your clothes, and cook the same meals for you like me?"
"You are eating my food, but thinking of another person..."
Ji Xingyun's tone weakened: "I didn't..."
The veins on Ji Xi's forehead twitched: "Still lying."
Ji Xingyun wanted to swear, did all these protagonists have such strong reasoning ability?
He cried and took a look, and everything was picked up by him.
"Why don't you speak?"
Ji Xingyun: "..."
You have said everything, what else should I say, praise you for being a clever little ghost?
Ji Xi began to dig up old accounts: "Is that person in the living room named Lu Yuan? Did you ever think about my feelings when you brought him back in a grand manner?"
"How many good friends like this do you have?"
There were two crisp knocks on the bathroom door, Lu Yizhi half leaned on the door, his eyes slowly shifted from Ji Xi's fingers pinching the young man's face to the young man's shining eyes.
Lu Yi's eyes flashed undulating darkness.
He asked seriously, "Do you need help?"
The author says:
感谢在2022-03-0820:59:22~2022-03-0920:59:07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 3 bottles of Dongfang Shuo; 1 bottle of Cherry Maru;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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