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Zhou Yi didn't know how he got back to the dormitory, he only felt that his body was light and light.

As soon as he returned, he sat on the bed in a daze, and Gong Dou called him several times but didn't hear him.

"Not easy! Zhou is not easy!"

Zhou Buyi snapped back to his senses, and looked at the three people in front of him in a daze.

"Are you okay? We called you for a long time and you didn't hear me. I thought you were the same as last time." Gong Dou said.

"Ah, I'm sorry. I'm fine." Zhou Buyi said.

"It's fine." Gong Dou breathed a sigh of relief, and he asked again: "Why did you come back so late, did you study for a long time?"

"No, it's just something." Zhou Yi said.

"Oh, that's fine, it's all right."

Seeing that there was nothing serious, Gong Dou dispersed, and Xu Zhengyang also returned to his seat and continued to read.

Shen Qing hadn't left yet, he looked at Zhou Buyi with complicated eyes.

"It's not easy, can you come out with me?" Shen Qing said.

"Well, good." Zhou Yi didn't know what it was, but Shen Qing's appearance somehow made him feel a little uneasy.

Shen Qing brought him to the corridor on the first floor, and the two stood in front of the window, with boys playing back and forth behind them.

He looked at the moonlight in the distance and was a little lost. After a long silence, he opened his mouth and said, "I saw it."

Zhou Yi was surprised, did you see it?What do you see?Did you see him kissing Fang Weizhuang?

"What's wrong? Is there any problem?" Zhou Yi didn't know why Fang Weizhuang would kiss him, but he wouldn't feel contempt or anything because of Fang Weizhuang's actions.

For him, nothing is more shameful than his own existence.

Shen Qing was a little surprised that Zhou Buyi treated him with such an indifferent attitude, but not long after, he found that Zhou Buyi must have misunderstood his meaning: "I don't mean to discriminate against you, after all, I am such a person. I What I want to say is that you should pay attention in school. The power of gossip can often destroy people."

Listening to his words, Zhou Buyi remembered the conversation between him and Fang Weizhuang on the top floor that day, and he asked back: "Even so, you should have the courage to be a maverick. If you are always living in worries about other people's opinions , how can you be yourself?"

These words were actually meant for Shen Qing, he wanted to know if Shen Qing could truly face himself, he actually hoped that Shen Qing could face the real self, because he was actually very cool when he was confident.

Shen Qing was stopped by his question. After a moment of silence, he laughed in a low voice and said, "It seems that you really are a couple."

"...Ah?!" After realizing it, Zhou Buyi exploded, what kind of couple?What is he talking about?

Did he misunderstand something?

"No, did you misunderstand?" Zhou Buyi hurriedly waved his hands.

"Huh? Misunderstanding? Are you not together?" Shen Qing was puzzled.

"Together? We have always been together." Zhou Yi said, and after a while, he said again: "No, we are together like friends."

Shen Qing couldn't help laughing, he leaned forward and looked at Zhou Buyi: "Friend? Can friends kiss each other?"

"..." Zhou Yi tried his best to think, my friend, it seems that he really can't.This kind of thing should happen to men and women.

Seeing Zhou Buyi's tangled look, Shen Qing brushed the hair on his forehead, sighed and said, "I didn't expect that your brain is so dead in this respect."

"Ok?"

Shen Qing smiled and said, "There's nothing a novel can't solve."

As he said that, he took out an mp3 from his pocket, chose a campus romance novel, handed it to Zhou Buyi, and said, "You are free to finish reading this, if you are not enlightened after reading this, I will show you something else You will understand after reading it."

Zhou Buyi took it in a daze, the mp3 was so small, but it weighed ten thousand catties in his hands.

He started to read it that night, and it took most of the night after reading it. This novel is not long, only 10,000+ words, but the plot is concise and the emotions are smooth. Even people who are dumb can understand it.

The ending of the story is that the two male protagonists finally moved from the initial tentative and ambiguous stage to the stage of mutual understanding, kissing together in the gentle breeze of the campus.

Zhou Buyi put down the mp3, he opened his eyes dully, he couldn't believe it, Fang Weizhuang kissed him because he liked him.

Maybe it was his own words that made him misunderstand, he is such a good person, he definitely doesn't want to make himself sad, that's why he chose to kiss him.It must be like this, didn't he run away after kissing?He should, don't like kissing himself.

Zhou Yi turned over on the bed, and for some reason, tears flowed down his face.He understood, watching the protagonist in the book feel possessive and dependent on another protagonist just like him, he finally understood where those unknown irritability came from.

He turned out to like him.But in fact, he knew early on that he fell in love with him early on.A good person like him, regardless of gender, will fall in love with him.

It's just him, how could anyone like him?How could Fang Weizhuang like him?He really couldn't think of any reason.

He knew that he couldn't think negatively like this, but he couldn't control it. He didn't know what Fang Weizhuang liked about him.He definitely won't like himself.He may be able to be friends with himself, but it is too difficult to love himself.He was clearly so useless.

The darkness came down again, pinning him down, making him breathless.

……

When he woke up the next day, Zhou Buyi's eyes were red and swollen.Shen Qing was shocked: "Damn it, didn't you, are you crying? I think the ones I chose are pretty sweet."

Zhou Yi shook his head and said, "No, it's not about the novel, it's about me."

"Huh?" Shen Qing didn't quite understand, but still patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "It's okay, they will have a good ending. So will you."

"..."

can you?Will not.Zhou Yi thought to himself that Fang Weizhuang might be able to become the protagonist in that story, but he himself would never be.

……

Fang Weizhuang went to the classroom early, just to see Zhou Buyi walking into the classroom.He didn't know why he was like this, but he wanted to see him.

Zhou Buyi's spirit seems a little not very good, could it be that he was frightened by himself last night?

It was indeed my fault last night, he was so shy that he ran away in fear, with Zhou Buyi's character, if he didn't tell him clearly, he would definitely think wildly.

In fact, Fang Weizhuang seriously thought about it last night when he went back to calm down. What Zhou Buyi said was not necessarily a confession, but because he was too anxious to make a mistake.

But he has already taken a step forward, after a night of precipitation, he has already thought clearly, he wants to confess like Zhou Yi, clearly and clearly, he likes him and wants to live with him for the rest of his life, as a husband and wife for a lifetime.

Throughout the morning, Fang Weizhuang was immersed in excitement and nervousness. As soon as the bell rang for the fourth class, he immediately walked to Zhou Buyi's place.

When Zhou Buyi saw him, he was a little confused, and then a little depressed.Fang Weizhuang didn't wait for him to speak, stopped Zhou Buyi's hand to pack his things, and pulled him out.

Fang Weizhuang did not go to Sister Hua's shop, but came to the secret base where Zhou Yi had been brought.

"Why...bring me here?" Zhou Yi asked, his voice trembling, he was afraid.Did he come to make it clear to him?Do you want to sever ties with him completely?

Zhou Buyi closed his eyes, he was in pain, he couldn't bear the pain of losing him.What if I said it first?What would happen if I explained my innocence before he spoke?Do they still have a chance to be friends?

Fang Weizhuang confessed his love to someone for the first time, and his heart was beating very fast. He had obviously rehearsed many times in the morning, but at this time, he was still extremely nervous.

"I... hi..."

"I don't like you." Zhou Buyi said it quickly. He still closed his eyes, as if it had exhausted all his strength. He breathed a sigh of relief and opened his eyes, which were moist. He looked at Fang Weizhuang's face turned petrified, and he hurriedly said: "No, what I said I don't like is referring to that kind of relationship. You kissed me last night, maybe you misunderstood me, I just said, I want to be friends with you all the time. You are together."

no.In fact, I like you very, very much, but as long as I can stay by your side, no matter what my identity is.

Zhou Buyi's words, one word at a time, were like a knife, piercing Fang Weizhuang's heart fiercely. The courage he had waited for so long and finally summoned was shattered by Zhou Buyi.

Fang Weizhuang cried, so frustrated.

"You, what's wrong with you?" Zhou Buyi was in a panic, why was he crying?Sorry, it must be my fault.

"Fang Weizhuang, don't cry." Zhou Buyi also started crying, he didn't want to make him sad, he didn't want to.sorry.sorry.

Fang Weizhuang squatted down, cried and laughed, laughed and cried, but didn't speak.Zhou Yi squatted beside him, crying with him.

"So you don't like me. I'm just pretending to be passionate." Fang Weizhuang finally laughed, his heart seemed to be dead, he was grabbed and thrown on the ground, covered in mud.

"No." Zhou Yi grabbed his arm, as if he would not run away, he was really afraid that he would leave: "I like you, I like you very much."

"But it's not the kind of liking I expected!" Fang Weizhuang yelled out, this was the first time he was so cruel to Zhou Buyi, after he said this, he was also shocked.How could he yell at him?

Zhou Buyi was stunned, his body seemed to lose strength, and he sat on the ground.

"What?" He was a little taken aback.

Fang Weizhuang gave a wry smile. Anyway, he has already reached this point, so what else can he hide?

"I like you, not the kind of feeling between brothers. I want to fuck you, I want to kiss you, and I want you to be my unique person!"

"..." Zhou Buyi was stunned to the extreme, his tears stopped, but he didn't know how to react.

He must be extremely disgusted by these words, Fang Weizhuang thought.He certainly didn't want to see him again.He stood up, wiped away his tears, and prepared to leave.

But before he took a step, someone hugged his waist tightly, and he heard Zhou Buyi's voice trembling and surprised: "I'm sorry."

"...Don't be sorry, it's not your fault." Fang Weizhuang turned around, trying to break free from Zhou Buyi.

But Zhou Buyi clumsily and eagerly kissed him, Fang Weizhuang's eyes widened in shock.What is he doing?pity him?

Fang Weizhuang pushed him away hard and said, "What are you doing? You don't have to do this..."

But Zhou Buyi kissed him again.

Zhou Buyi didn't know what to do at this moment, he only knew that at this moment, he had to do things according to his own heart, be it possessive or selfish, he couldn't let Fang Weizhuang go.

Zhou Buyi's kiss was green and fierce, with a wild taste.This made Fang Weizhuang, who had always been single and had never met a girl, a little at a loss.

His tongue was soft and hot, and it invaded his body with a scorching breath, making his frustration and pain all submerged in the scorching and warm breath at this moment.

After Fang Weizhuang calmed down, Zhou Buyi slowly left his lips and said, "I take back what I said just now, I'm sorry, I made a mistake. It's not like that."

Fang Weizhuang lost his temper after being kissed by him, and he asked, "How is that?"

"I thought you hated me by running away yesterday. I thought you came to reject me today, so I want to explain first. I think, in this way, I can always stay by your side." Zhou Yi said with a low voice Head, it still hurts to recall.

It really is crazy.Fang Weizhuang sighed in his heart, he stepped forward to hug Zhou Buyi, and said, "How could it be? How could I hate you?"

"But me, it's not good, I'm so selfish and cowardly. Why on earth do you like me?" Zhou Yi was hugged by him, deep in his heart, he still couldn't believe that anyone would love him.

"What's wrong with you? You are very gentle." Fang Weizhuang hugged him tightly: "You never say anything that hurts others, and you always feel that everything you do is your own fault. It's not your fault, but you still have to cry and apologize. You You are very serious in doing things. Even if it is the leaves of vegetables, you should wash them as a treasure. I told you to eat well, but you always didn't waste a bit. I told you not to harm yourself, and you didn't do it again. In fact, you have been fulfilling my wish. You are not good enough for yourself, but you are good for others. Are you not gentle enough? "

"No. It's only after I met you. I used to be really selfish, and now I'm also very selfish." Zhou Buyi clutched his school uniform jacket, his knuckles turned white.

"So what about selfishness? I am also selfish, and I have many shortcomings." Fang Weizhuang patted him on the back lightly, and said, "No one is perfect, but no matter who we are, there will always be someone who will love you. And I am the one who came to love you."

Zhou Buyi cried, crying with relief.

If Fang Weizhuang was sent by God to love him, then he would definitely hold him tightly and never let go.

"Thank you."