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Mapo tofu, garlic eggplant, braised pork.The dishes were all served, but Fang Weizhuang didn't sit down for a long time.

Zhou Buyi looked up at him, with a puzzled look in his eyes.Fang Weizhuang's face turned slightly red. He turned his face away and said, "Eat first, there are a lot of things to do today. You can go back by yourself after eating."

Zhou Yi was startled, his heart stopped, he could feel that Fang Weizhuang was lying to him.But he seems to have never lied, why lie to him?Are you really hated?

Zhou Buyi lowered his head, and said "Yes", Fang Weizhuang looked at Zhou Buyi, a little bit reluctant, but still left.

I don't have much appetite.Zhou Buyi looked at the delicious food in front of him, but his throat seemed to be blocked.I don't want to eat anything.

He is hated.Fang Weizhuang began to dislike him... He should have thought of such a day long ago, he should have known it long ago.

But, it's so uncomfortable.

Zhou Buyi endured the bitterness in his throat and picked up the chopsticks.He still remembered what Fang Weizhuang said, the meaning of food is to be eaten.He can't waste it.

"Zhou Buyi..." Shen Qing didn't know when he came, Zhou Buyi raised his head when he heard the voice, and saw Shen Qing standing in front of him.

It's not like saying anything, more like saying hello.

"Are you here for dinner?" Zhou Yi asked.

"Yeah." Shen Qing said, he looked a little awkward.

After all, Zhou Yi saw such a side, maybe Shen Qing didn't know how to face him.

Zhou Buyi continued to lower his head, stuffing food into his mouth numbly.

Shen Qing didn't leave immediately, he stood for a while and asked, "Aren't you eating with Fang Weizhuang?"

Zhou Buyi shook his head and said, "He's in the back kitchen."

"Oh." Shen Qing left, Zhou Buyi heard him sit down at another table.

For the next few days, Fang Weizhuang was deliberately avoiding Zhou Buyi, Zhou Buyi understood very well.It's nothing more than being hated again.

He became lazy again, and began to be indifferent to everything, always lost in thought anytime and anywhere, Fang Weizhuang seemed to be completely oblivious to his abnormality, and ignored him at all.He just threw him at the dinner table and completed the task he had given him.

I was still so worthless.

Shen Qing came every day and became a frequent visitor of Huajia Xiaochao.Gong Dou also came a few times, but everyone was so depressed that no one would play around with him, so he stopped coming once or twice.

Shen Qing always looked worried when he came, and when Fang Weizhuang came out to chat with him, he was like a sunflower with sunshine, smiling brightly.

Zhou Buyi sat on the side, looked at the two people smiling happily, and remembered how he and Fang Weizhuang were together.He always doesn't like to smile, and always has a sullen face. No wonder, anyone would hate him.

Who would want to face a gloomy, energetic person all day long?Even he himself loathes it.If I had to face such a person, I would definitely go completely insane.

I can't do anything, and I can't help Fang Weizhuang. His existence is causing him trouble, so it's better to leave his world. He should return to his own life and have more cheerful friends instead of he.

Such a good person as Fang Weizhuang must be embarrassed to drive him away directly, so let's leave by himself and don't get involved in his life anymore.

Zhou Buyi put down his chopsticks and went straight out.

There are people coming and going on the street, but Zhou Buyi can't feel anything, he feels that his soul seems to be slowly being pulled out, the scene in front of him becomes more and more blurred, people and cars have turned into It was a blurry mass of white shadows, and his hearing became weaker and weaker, until finally he couldn't hear anything.

In the end, his soul was completely emptied, and Zhou Buyi lost all his senses.He no longer exists.

……

"Teacher, how is he?" Fang Weizhuang's voice was trembling, as if he was crying.

Zhou Buyi opened his eyes, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, and his hearing was also very weak.

The soul seems to come back little by little.But something seems to be missing.

During the period when he just lost consciousness, he really experienced death, it was so terrifying and so peaceful.

The world returns to silence, and the soul returns to emptiness.

There is no longer any feeling of oneself in this world.Can't even feel the pain.That was different from the feeling of being ignored, and even he himself couldn't feel himself anymore.

"Are you awake? Is there any discomfort?" Fang Weizhuang knelt beside his bed with tears still in his eyes.

But he was so tired that he didn't want to do anything.

Unable to speak back to him, his limbs were stiff and unable to move.Is he dead?Only a shell remains.

"Doctor, what's going on with him? Why didn't he respond?" Fang Weizhuang was so anxious that Zhou Buyi seemed to have never seen him lose his composure.

"I think it's depression. Severe depression causes physical dysfunction. You inform your head teacher and ask him to notify the parents."

"Depression..." Fang Weizhuang froze in place, looking at Zhou Buyi, a little at a loss.

When Zhou Yi heard the word "depression", his mood was not bad, but he felt a sense of relief.It turned out that his emotions were not making a fuss out of a molehill, not moaning about nothing, he was just sick.

Fang Weizhuang went out, probably to tell Gao Yifan about it.Want to call his parents?He could guess what his mother would say: You are always running away, you coward, how could I give birth to you!

It seems to be tired of hearing it, but I still feel scared when I think of that scene.Don't want her to come.

As for the father, he is a psychopath.

Gao Yifan came soon, he was a new teacher, he should have never encountered such a situation in his teaching career, he looked flustered.He tried to awaken Zhou Buyi's soul and perception, but it was useless.

"Teacher, take him to the hospital first." Fang Weizhuang said, his voice still trembling.This made Zhou Buyi a little distressed, he wanted to respond, saying that I am fine.But his mouth seemed to be sealed, and he couldn't say anything.

He was loaded into an ambulance and escorted all the way to the hospital.

The doctor gave him a comprehensive examination, and then went for a symptom scale test.The score is as high as 240, which is severe.

"But he didn't seem to have any problems before. Although he was usually introverted, why did he suddenly become like this..." Gao Yifan was very confused, and Zhou Yi's situation made him very worried.

"It's all like this. Negative emotions are squeezed too much, and when it is finally unbearable, no matter how small it is, it will become a fatal straw." The doctor said.

Gao Yifan sighed, and at this moment it was reported that his father had arrived.

It seemed that his mother didn't even want to take care of him anymore.

Zhou Buyi's father is tall and handsome. He wears a neat black suit, his hair is neatly combed, and he holds an office bag in his hand. He looks like he is in his 40s.In the eyes of outsiders, he is a handsome uncle with a successful career.

Zhou Xu greeted the doctor and teacher politely, and asked about Zhou Yi's situation.

"This child is very thoughtful, and usually doesn't tell us anything, but he didn't expect it to become like this."

"His mother and I usually don't have much time, please take care of the doctor."

The doctor's expression seemed to change in an instant, and he said: "In this case, it would be better to have relatives by his side."

Zhou Xu still smiled, as if wearing a smiley mask: "But we really don't have time, so let's ask a nurse to help watch over it."

"You are parents, you decide for yourself," said the doctor.

Zhou Buyi closed his eyes, hoping that his sense of hearing would also disappear. Being pushed around like a trouble, it would be better to just let him leave this world.That way, everyone will be happy and no one will be troubled.

"I'll stay and take care of him," Fang Weizhuang said.

"You still have to go to school." Gao Yifan stopped him.

"It's okay. I don't usually study anyway."

"..." Thanks to him being able to say that.

"Teacher, let me stay. He is my best friend, and I don't want anything to happen to him." Fang Weizhuang said.

best friend.This is what Fang Weizhuang said, this is what he said.

"Are you his friend? Great, you take this card and use it directly if you need it." Zhou Xu seemed to have found a solution to the trouble, and he was very happy.

"I don't need it, thank you uncle. You don't need these among friends." Fang Weizhuang said, with a little imperceptible anger in his tone.

Zhou Xu sensed Fang Weizhuang's hostility and was a little puzzled. He stretched out his hand to loosen the tight tie.

"Okay, thank you. I'll pay the fee." After speaking, Zhou Xu walked out.Then never came back.

Fang Weizhuang went back to the dormitory to get a change of clothes for the two of them. When the people in the dormitory heard that Zhou Buyi was sick, they all asked for leave to see him.

"He can move his body now, but he is not flexible and can't speak." Fang Weizhuang said while packing the things he brought from the dormitory.

"Why is it so serious all of a sudden... Could it be that we ignore him too much?" Gong Dou whispered.

"Didn't he also ignore us?" Zhang Ao said.

Gong Dou poked him and reminded him to stop talking with his eyes.

Zhang Ao was a little annoyed, he couldn't see those people who obviously had everything but always moaned about nothing.He is obviously a big man, and his family is so rich, yet he still wants to be so delicate.

"I don't know what kind of crime I suffered? I will die or live."

Gong Dou glared at Zhang Ao and pushed him out: "Have some morals!"

Zhang Ao didn't want to come at first, but he was even angrier when he came. After being kicked out by Gong Dou, he left directly.

Gong Dou walked in again and said with a smile: "Zhou Yi, get well soon, when you are discharged from the hospital, our dormitory will hold a party for you to celebrate."

don't want.Zhou Buyi shook his head, just now he was shaking his head in his mind when he said that he paid too little attention.He doesn't need this kind of deliberate attention, if he can't respond, it will only be more pressure.

"Okay, stop talking, let him have a good rest." Xu Zhengyang said goodbye to Fang Weizhuang and Zhou Buyi, and let everyone leave.

Only Zhou Buyi and Fang Weizhuang were left in the ward, and the doctor brought medicine for Zhou Buyi to drink.The drug seems to stimulate the release of dopamine, which creates pleasure.Although it sounds ridiculous, for Zhou Buyi at this time, it is true that only drugs can bring him happiness.

At night, Zhou Buyi was still lying on the bed, not wanting to do anything, just staring numbly at the ceiling, Fang Weizhuang helped him up and took him to the bathroom to bathe him.

He is like a useless person, relying on others for daily life.Get well soon and stop doing this.

But there seemed to be a voice in my heart that objected, what's the use of getting better?But it's still a walking dead, but it still doesn't have any meaning.Just like a living dead, at least someone will be willing to take care of it.

He smiled, bleakly.My heart is so despicable and shameless.You always have to trouble others like this, and you always have to sacrifice others for your own benefit.

How are you still alive?How can this disease not kill people?