Hanyu if it were you

If it doesn't work, I don't think it's for me.Tears should be reserved for those who are worth cherishing. In times of sadness and joy, they should not be used as a tool in this way.

Look up to the sky and pretend it's just a beautiful prank by the sky.When you are vulnerable, sometimes you don't want to be seen through.

——Zi Yi

Apart from the small accidents on the set, Zixi thinks that the recent days are still very satisfying and sufficient.Occasionally teasing Mr. Li Hongji Little Red Riding Hood, watching him obviously caring but pouting like Huang Taijing with a look of disgust, but still dividing half of the pork belly in the box lunch into his own meal at noon, and then leaving a green sheet Face, accepting my friendship reward, more than half of the pure vegetables that exude the smell of "green" food.

On days like this, Ziyi felt that he was getting worse and worse.But she didn't care about the process anymore, and the result was good.As for the prank incident, the time since that note seems to have come to an end, making Zixi, who wanted to find someone out, somewhat disappointed.

Rubbing his sore neck, Ziyi got out of the car and walked towards the company.

Looking at the gate of the company, Ziyi suddenly felt that he hadn't seen him for a few days, and he was a little nostalgic. He couldn't help wondering if he was a girl with some kind of self-abuse tendencies, and was startled by the thoughts that popped up in his mind.

Rubbing my sleepy eyes, I silently regretted the crazy behavior of staying up late and playing games with Kim Ki-bum and Kyu-hyun yesterday, and mourned for 3 seconds for today's upcoming devil training, and finally stepped into the door.

Feeling up the stairs on the way out, a little girl with a pair of round eyes suddenly appeared in front of her. Zixi silently numbered girl a in her heart.

Girl A seemed to be very excited to see Zizhu, and her crisp voice was full of joy: "Senior, good morning!" A pair of eyes looked at Zizhu expectantly.Naihe Zizhu just glanced at her indifferently, and after greeting the girl B next to her, she turned around and ignored them, and continued to walk forward.It seemed vaguely that the two could still hear their whispered conversation. .

Girl A seemed a little disappointed, her head drooped, and her eyes were teary.Girl B patted her on the shoulder and comforted her softly: "Ah, don't worry, she has always been like this, senior."

"I thought Senior didn't like me."

"No, no, senior has always been so reluctant to talk, and I will know it in the future."

"Is this really the case? I didn't introduce myself well just now. Am I very bad?"

"...How could it be." Girl B seemed a little surprised, but she patiently persuaded her.

"..." The two gradually walked away.

At the corner, Zizhu glanced at the direction the two left, and then continued walking towards the destination.

Looking at the familiar door, Zixi swallowed hard, stretched out his right hand, retracted, stretched out, and finally twisted the doorknob as if resigned to his fate.Sure enough, I saw the girls of the era who had been waiting in the dance room, and the dance teacher, Ms. Cui, whom Zixi never dreamed of seeing again.

Ms. Cui likes Ziju, but Ziju is afraid of Ms. Cui.

Ms. Cui likes to teach Zixi all dances that can show the beauty of girls, graceful, hot, or sweet, except for mechanical dance.

Ms. Cui really likes to appreciate the expressionless but stiff look of Zixi when she was learning jazz, and she happily took pictures of every historical rehearsal, 360 degrees, without dead ends. ． ． ． ． ．

This made Zizhu, who doesn't like other dances much, feel hell. In order not to participate in training, he often has a full schedule of plane shooting, trying to escape Ms. Cui's clutches, but Girls' Generation always has to release new ones. The album, the group dance training, became Zizhu's nightmare.

Now, seeing Ms. Cui's smiling face facing her, Zixi shuddered deeply, walked in quickly and closed the door.He quietly walked to Xu Xian and stood beside Xu Xian, trying to reduce his sense of existence.

After a set of stretching exercises, Ziyi only heard the creaking of bones but did not dare to scream out. She disliked herself and wanted to face the pain, but considering the possibility that Queen Cui would help her in person, she chose to suffer in silence .

[I would rather wear high heels and run to the ends of the earth. ． ． ． ． ． 】

【Brother Yinhe, help~】

Ziju kept shouting in his heart, but it's a pity that Ziju couldn't really wear the high heels that she detested to death, and it was impossible for Eunhyuk to suddenly run over to save her with telepathy.

The poor child held in his heart the idea of ​​Japanese jokes about the group of older sisters who were watching the theater, and held back to continue.

For promotion in Japan, Girls' Generation needs to produce Japanese albums. Although the early stage promotion still needs to be carried out in Japan, in order to make full use of time to achieve better results, the girls put aside their respective tasks and gathered together to rehearse up.

During the rest period, it is indispensable that the girls who have missed "Ai Concubine" for a long time, headed by Yooner, must have ravaged Zizhu for a while, watching with satisfaction their little sister's fair face dyed pink, very cute .

. . . . . .

After being liberated, Zixi returned to his studio, looked at the familiar table and fumbled here and there happily, apparently very satisfied with the room that had remained the same for so long.Unexpectedly, I saw the violin on the chair.

"ah?!"

What a pleasant surprise, Ziyi looked at the piano box and saw the small note on the box. He thought it was prepared by the company, but he didn't expect it to be given by someone else.

[To our lovely boy, 悕. 】

—— TVXQ

Because TVXQ went to Japan for a performance, they didn’t come back when Zi Yu was sick. The 5 people who felt guilty finally decided to buy a gift together and apologize after returning home.

Lest every unconscionable child be thrown into the country of Java after a long time no see.

There was something else written on the back of the note, Zijue turned it over to take a look.

【Stupid Rabbit, your Brother Changmin has been having a hard time lately~~~! ! !

So I don’t see you idiot, do you miss my brother and me~~~

Does the violin look good, do you like it~

This is my brother's strong suggestion, although the final decision is Yutian brother~

I want to give back

dumb rabbit

If you forget to beat you. 】

ps: Let’s sneak out for supper next time

by——Changmin who hasn’t eaten or slept well recently and been abused

Apparently it was written secretly, the handwriting was a bit scribbled, with a few strokes, it was obviously written in a hurry.One can imagine the scene of Changmin secretly running back for fear of being discovered by his older brothers.

Zixi found himself getting worse recently.

Really, even I began to want to despise myself.

He rubbed his sore shoulders from the line dance.Zijuan opened the case and saw a pure white violin with silver trim inside.Zixi couldn't move his eyes away from it for a moment, and his index finger was gently stroking the body of the piano.Zizhu immediately fell in love with this gift.

【pure white violin】

Zixi has always wanted to buy one, but he has been very busy and doesn't want to ask others to buy it, so he has been procrastinating for a long time.This time I finally saw the violin that satisfied me, how could I not be happy.

Zizhu skillfully placed the piano on his shoulders, and a strange melody sounded in his mind unconsciously.The melodious and slightly sad sound of the piano sounded in the room, like weeping and complaining, like the sound of nature.

In the middle of drawing, Zixi suddenly opened his eyes, quickly put down the piano, sat down, found a pen and paper from the drawer, and began to write, whether he looked up and wanted to write something.

After a long time, Zixi wrote "subtitle" on the top of the unfinished music score and looked up out of the window, only to find that the sky had already darkened.

Ziju took out his mobile phone and told his sisters that he would not go, then called each of the five TVXQ members to express his thanks.After agreeing to a series of unequal treaties from Zi Shen Changmin and Kim Jaejoong, Ziyi lowered his head and continued to scribble.

In the morning of the next day, Zi Zhu, who hadn't slept all night, received a call from Wei Tian. He was wondering if he had a new schedule, but he heard an unexpected news.

【Wei Tian - resigned】

It was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, they had just met and left.

Wei Tian is leaving?Why are you leaving?Has Wei Tian been bullied?A lot of doubts kept popping up in Zizhu's heart, and the more he thought about it, the more confused he ran out of the company in a hurry.

Standing in a familiar airport, even wearing sunglasses, it is still easy to find that familiar figure.Zixi didn't understand why Wei Tian suddenly wanted to leave at this moment when they just met and everything was just beginning.Holding the girl's cool hand.For the first time, Zixi asked her stubbornly, "Why?"

Wei Tian shook her head, leaned closer and hugged Baozi, and whispered in her ear: "There are some things I can't tell you right now, wait until I come back."

Wei Tian was going to China, the incident happened suddenly, the time was uncertain, so she had to resign in a hurry, and called Zimao before leaving.

"Zi Zhu, I'm sorry." Wei Tian said suddenly.This was the first time she met Reliance and called out her name seriously.

"I know." Ziyi shook his head as if he didn't care.

【I know, no need to apologize because I know】

Wei Tian leaves Korea, leaving a lot of questions for Zixi.

That night, Ziyi wrote the lyrics of the first new song of the album:

well think your full of fit

'causeifyarealyreallydidn'twannahurtnobody

you wouldn't tsl