[Yuanshen] After full favorability, the dimension wall is broken

Snow Mountain Special Invitation Deep Hidden Chapter

Act VII Until the World Raises the Curtain

"I'd like to kiss you like a fish,"

"It will be as soft as a cloud."

"I want to be close to your side,"

"Close to your heart—"

"—even though it no longer beats."

April 3

On the day when I started writing this diary, although things happened suddenly, I decided to go to Changbai Mountain.

In fact, I don't have the habit of keeping a diary. ——Of course, this sentence is not rigorous. To be precise, I did not have the habit of keeping a diary "before".

"A stable and prosperous life is hard to come by—"

Everyone tells me so.

However, if life is so boring that there is nothing to say when you even want to write a diary, then what's the point of living a stable and prosperous life?

April 3

Arrived near Changbai Mountain, borrowed from the family living here.Mr. Song was very kind and asked me many things.I am ashamed to say that I walked away irresponsibly, leaving behind my parents and the life they arranged. I feel very sorry from the bottom of my heart.

But I don't regret it.I believe Miss Annabertha thinks so too, or I should go back and apologize to her.

Let's live here and have some free time, so let's record one or two.

The outside world is very rich.It's not what I expected, it looks a bit worn and weathered, but very strong.

Met many, many people along the way.So from this point of view, do "they" exist like this?

April 3

The weather was great for hiking.Changbai Mountain is very beautiful, a biting beauty.It is a snow-capped mountain that is always silent. Too much snow is piled up together, covering up all the sounds.

I think that's why I want to be here so strongly.

Stayed overnight in Mr. Sun's Shoushan office.However, he hates these two titles.He called himself "an old man who watches mountains", and called this wooden house a "broken house".However, the husband actually likes this job very much.

He was very conscientious, and when he knew I was going up the mountain, he said he would go with me.But I just want to be quiet by myself and think about something in a place where no one is around.

April 3

I want to understand, what is the meaning of my continued existence?

I looked at the endless snow-capped mountains.There is no one here, no matter what I say, it will just listen in silence.

If I was such an excellent listener, my parents must have...

In pursuit of this meaning, I asked Gunsan one by one.Many, many times, when I feel my legs are gone, I finally catch the echo-

——Although it was Mr. Sun who dragged me back.

April 3

"What is my ideal", "Have I worked hard for it", "Is there a reason to keep going after failure".

With such a question in mind, I went to the snow mountain again.

I will definitely find out today.The blank left on this side is to answer these questions.

If I didn't answer, maybe I have found my own answer.

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March 3X

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March 3X

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March XX

Actually, I just thought about "death".

However, if you just die silently and meaninglessly like this, and die without even finding your "ideal" and "wish"...

Fortunately, this pen is still usable.

I want to record it, even if I must die in the end.

I can't tell what day it is.But with my hunger level, it should have been at least a day.

In short, I had an avalanche.There was no one around, and I forgot all my contingency plans.

Whether it is luck or misfortune, when I woke up, I was in such a cave.I tried to go outside, thinking maybe I could find a way to get out and be saved.

But I failed.The snow was so deep that I couldn't get out at all.Even if I go out, the extreme cold at night will kill me.

Is this a life-saving shelter, or a prison that makes me desperate to die?

……

March XX

shelter.There is water here.

March XX

prison.I want to die.But I don't have the courage to commit suicide.

I will only be tortured, endless torture, endless pain.Stomach seems to be on fire.I can't think.I can't think.I can't stop thinking about it.I want to die.I don't want to die.

I am so hungry.I can not

March XX

My way of dying may be starvation.

Before finishing the diary last time, I fainted.After waking up, I thought so.

"Hunger is an unspeakable plague" - this sentence suddenly appeared in my head.

Hunger and cold nearly killed me.However, perhaps because of the dying state, the brain began to think so clearly.

I started to appreciate the cave.It provides me with water and shelter from the cold night winds.It gave me the opportunity to start thinking about my "ideal".

Is it ridiculous for a dying person to talk about "ideals"?

However, please allow me to be self-willed for once.

Since I was a child, I have been very envious of "the pampered child".

Because I want to get more "love", I slowly lose myself.

Because I want to be "the right way", I realize that there is no "right way".

Things that don't belong to me, even if they are temporarily obtained by fraud, will be gone in a flash.

In the end, "I" is nothing but an empty shell.

So, what is my "ideal"?

I'm dying.But I can't find it.If I have the chance, I want to go to the top of this snow mountain.I want to see Tianchi.I think this is my "ideal" and my "hope".

At the last moment, I found a green plant with such a mood.

It looked so fragile that it could die at any moment - just like me.

But I suddenly had an idea - I want to plant it.

On unrecorded days, I've been trying to water it.However, without nourishment, it simply cannot survive.

However, don't worry.My wish will come true, and the plant of hope will send my soul back to the ground.

If someone sees this record, can you put it in Tianchi for me?Where I want to go, where I want to go, where I want to go back to the ground.

Thank you.

You put down the restored diary and look at the Tianchi Lake in the distance.

The peak embraced by the mountains, the tranquil lake and the blue sky like cornflower petals complement each other.The shadows of the sixteen main peaks are reflected in the pool, and the clouds and water are slowly wandering together.

On that day, Abedo helped you restore the diary and handed it to Bennett.The author came to Changbai Mountain alone many years ago and encountered an avalanche and was trapped in a cave.At the end of his life, he wrote this diary and planted a plant.

It was this hopeful plant that did what he failed to do - it broke through the cave wall and became a touch of green in the snow; its root system was extremely thick, and its unique taste made people Bennett, who fell, kept in mind, and finally led you here.

"This diary is right." Abedo looked calm, "The environment here is humid and lacks nutrients. Normally, it is difficult for plants to survive."

"But..." You frowned, looking at the lush plants, "It's growing very well...even, it's a little outrageous."

Bennett, who had been silent all this time, said, "It's... because of him..."

"Yeah." Abedo nodded slightly, "I discovered it just now when I was building Yanghua."

"Find……"

"...here is his burial place."

You didn't understand at the time, but after two seconds, you trembled your lips and asked softly:

"Is his body... turned into fertilizer?"

Abedo approached you and looked at you with those blue eyes, just like the lake in Tianchi: "Are you afraid?"

"--Are you afraid?"

A gust of wind blew by, and the pages of the diary trembled slightly in the wind.You didn't speak, just put the diary gently on the ground, sat down, and looked at the figures of your partners who were amazed at the magnificent scene in front of you.

"Still thinking about that?"

Abedo's cold voice sounded, he walked over slowly, and sat beside you.

"...Well." You pursed your lips, "At that time...you asked me if I was afraid. I think, I am not afraid."

"Oh?"

Those blue eyes looked at you.

"I think……"

You turned your head and looked at the deep and clear water.

"It's more like a marvel at "beauty". "

""Beautiful"..." Abedo paused, as if muttering to himself, "...Yes.Life is a variety of free things, and should not be defined by length, even if it only blooms for a moment... A short life may not be a bad thing.A flower that can only bloom for a moment but is incomparably beautiful is the ultimate of life. "

"Abedo, did you know from the beginning that these things would happen?" You turned your head and looked at his profile.

"At first?" He chuckled and shook his head, "I just relied on knowledge and alchemy, and I knew it a little earlier than you."

"...However, Bennett still didn't find anything this time." You laughed.

Abedo looked at you gently and smiled slightly: "The important thing is not the result, but the "process".I believe that during this journey, whether it is you, me, or all the people who come here, they must have gained something. "

You gently stroked the cover of the diary, looked at Tianchi: "...Abedo, did you guess it?"

"Hehe... Alchemy is all about experimentation and investigation, and "guessing" is not accurate. "

Seeing the sly smile on Abedo's face again, you couldn't help but sighed helplessly.

This guy……

"Okay, just kidding." Abedo withdrew his smile, "Since the gentleman from Zhidong came back, we can probably guess your mood."

"Abedo..." You moved your lips and looked at Tianchi blankly, "I don't know what I should do."

"Then ask yourself here." Abedo raised his head slightly, looking at the vast starry sky, "You have gone through such a long journey by yourself, and the "ideal" and "wish" that only belong to you must have already appeared in your heart. "

Only my "wish"...

You and the diary are sitting by the edge of Tianchi, breathing the air of clouds and high sky, and the memories in your mind are constantly emerging like a kaleidoscope.

You think of a lot, when you first dreamed of your ideal, when you succeeded for the first time, when you failed for the first time, when you failed no matter how hard you tried, when you succeeded after hard work, you remembered the wind, mountains, Water, flowers, clouds, you think of the places you have traveled, the people you have met...

You think of everyone.

my wish"……

...Perhaps, the original wish was just to introduce this beautiful and grand world to friends and to myself.

Sitting on the top of Changbai Mountain, you suddenly feel very light.The soul of the dead has finally returned to the ground, and you suddenly feel that something has returned to you.

You are suddenly not afraid.

You suddenly don't want to die.

You suddenly feel that everything in the world is finally starting to look lovely again.

You suddenly feel that the world is beautiful, and your wishes are also beautiful.

You suddenly think—

——You love this world very much.

—You want to live very much.

"I'd like to kiss you like a fish,"

"It will be as soft as a cloud."

"I want to be close to your side,"

"Close to your heart—"

"—even though it no longer beats."

"But, I never worry—"

"My soul will turn into a bird,"

"Bring me and my hope back to the heavens."

"I will miss my dreams,"

"About ideals, desires, and the world."

"Live on, I say to myself."

"Go straight ahead—"

"Even if my legs can no longer walk,"

"Even though my throat can no longer sing,"

"I learned to wait, I learned to expect,"

"Even if I'm gone,"

"The soul will wait for me,"

"Until the world opens the curtain for me."

The author says:

The theme of this chapter is "Wish".

During the war, after witnessing how easily "beautiful" can be torn apart, she questioned her own ideals and the meaning of existence, and she felt a bit of death-seeking psychology.

However, after witnessing everyone's wishes and the power of hope, she finally found her own "wish" and returned to herself like the soul of the deceased.

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