Even so, I still like you

"I told you from the beginning, this is my cartoon."

After Shen Tongguang said this, he continued to eat the cake, as if it was a matter of course.

Zhang Yuhang was also very calm, without saying a word, he threw the comic journal aside, pretending nothing happened.

Pretending to finish eating the big cake calmly, Shen Tongguang glanced at him and then again, and couldn't help scratching his head: "You don't want to ask anymore?"

Zhang Yuhang shrugged: "I said I won't force you."

"Don't be like this, look like you're going to fight coldly."

"Do I dare?" Zhang Yuhang smiled slightly, "My boyfriend is a best-selling cartoonist, and it's too late for me to hug my thigh."

He got up to clean up the mess on the dining table, making Shen Tongguang sit and stand. After cleaning up, Zhang Yuhang washed a large plate of fresh fruits, cut them into pieces, and fed him with a fork while sitting on the sofa.

Shen Tongguang felt guilty, and couldn't help but think of the kind of scumbag in the marriage show. The partner cooks and washes clothes without complaint, and the man hides some shitty things. He will be scolded bloody by several emotional mentors .

What is going on like this? If it were him, if Zhang Yuhang kept a bunch of secrets all day long, he would have gone crazy.

Shen Tongguang suddenly remembered the editor's cold eyes, and the pitiful and mocking tone: "How many people know? Five, six?"

If I die suddenly, this secret will rot in the soil with me, the funeral object of the loser.

Thinking of this, his fingertips turned white.

Shen Tongguang suddenly put down the handle, and said frankly: "Actually, there is nothing complicated. Back then, Qi Jingteng couldn't draw anything. He happened to see my work on the Internet and wanted to buy it. I just happened to be short of money, so I agreed. .”

"Oh." Zhang Yuhang actually guessed pretty well, and calmly fed him the dragon fruit, "Don't you make more money by publishing it yourself?"

"Well, it's delicious... His uncle is a tycoon in the publishing industry." Shen Tongguang's lips were stained red with juice, "I didn't understand anything at the time. I was only a sophomore, and I was scared when I was scared."

After he finished speaking, he smiled a little embarrassedly, his eyelashes drooping, like a child who has done something wrong.

Zhang Yuhang never thought that this was the case. He thought that Shen Tongguang had become famous at a young age and had other secrets, or...

He couldn't express what it was like in his heart, so he asked in a low voice after a long while: "After that, you dropped out of school to draw manga? Your parents also agree?"

"It's a suspension from school, but it's okay. They don't care about my life." Shen Tongguang lowered his eyes to play with a peach pit on the plate, and his tone couldn't hide his loneliness, "I don't blame them, honestly, I have been farming half my life. , the only son turned out to be gay, causing them to be judged by the villagers everywhere, anyone would collapse."

Zhang Yuhang didn't pay attention, tilted his hand, and the fruit plate suddenly lost its balance, and the peach bone rolled to the ground. Shen Tongguang couldn't help but let out a "hey" and bent down to pick it up.

Zhang Yuhang suddenly grabbed his wrist and held it tightly, as if afraid that he would run away suddenly: "Shen Tongguang."

His pupils were black and his eyes were as sharp as two clusters of sharp arrows. He solemnly paused every word: "I will never hurt you."

It seems that when you are not grown up, you can always easily promise forever, whether it is a lifetime, the next life or the next life, it seems to be handed over easily in the blink of an eye, thinking that the moment of happiness can be stretched very long, indestructible, and will not be destroyed. Sliced ​​break.

Shen Tongguang was shocked for a moment before stammering: "...you, what did you suddenly say?"

"It's fine once you know." Zhang Yuhang had already let go of him, his expression returned to normal, and he continued to fork the fruit on the plate.

Picking up the peach pit from under the coffee table, Shen Tongguang still felt his wrists were scorching hot, and his heart was beating so fast that he was dying.

He didn't think he was an insecure person, but just at that moment, he suddenly realized that he had never owned such a thing before.

In fact, Shen Tongguang doesn't think he is so miserable, isn't everyone like this?At every turning point in life, I made the choice that seemed to be the best at the time, and gradually accumulated into the way I live now, so of course it is great to live well, and it is only self-inflicted if life is not good, there is no need to blame others.

There was a fluid silence in the living room, just as comfortable as it could be.After a while, Zhang Yuhang put the empty fruit plate back on the table, and suddenly said: "If you take a break from school, you can go back to resume class now."

"What?" Shen Tongguang was furious, "What are you thinking, you are already 25, who will go back to college again!"

Just thinking about it will kill you!

Zhang Yuhang said calmly: "Mark Zuckerberg."

Shen Tongguang was dumbfounded.

"Who cares?" Zhang Yuhang raised his eyebrows, "Learning is for yourself, and there are still people in their 30s in our school's Art Academy."

"That doesn't work either." Shen Tong's bald head shook like a rattle, "Impossible, impossible, don't think about it, it's fine now."

No shortage of food, no shortage of drink, not to be blown by the north wind, he doesn't have big ambitions, it's not bad to be able to mix like this, when the deadline comes, just kick his legs and let someone throw him into the sea, he doesn't want to pollute the environment, although He has no lofty ambitions in his chest, but he does not hesitate to feed fish and shrimp.

Besides, what happened back then was such a big deal... Just thinking about the possibility of seeing those teachers and instructors again gave him chills.

Zhang Yuhang looked at him carefully for a while, then suddenly shrugged: "It's fine, so I can still show off to others that my boyfriend is a high school student when I'm 40 or [-] years old, and show off to others for the rest of my life. .”

Shen Tongguang was so angry that he jumped up and launched an Indian combo at him: "You really think far enough! Don't worry, when you drink and smoke and grow a super big belly, I will kick you immediately!"

Zhang Yuhang let him scratch for a while indifferently, then suddenly grabbed his arm and pressed him down for a kiss, until Shen Tongguang's face flushed and he began to tremble before he let go.

"Thank you for being willing to tell me," he looked into Shen Tongguang's eyes, and stated bluntly, "I'm very happy."

"Why are you happy..." Shen Tongguang turned his eyes away awkwardly, "Isn't it shameful, I'll be a ghostwriter for someone."

In his opinion, this kind of thing is similar to collecting money to help people cheat in the college entrance examination, except that it doesn't involve legal aspects.

"Don't be ashamed." Zhang Yuhang said flatly, "I knew it a long time ago, you are a coward, domineering over me all day long, go out to make a steamed stuffed bun, and give back money to people who cheated you."

He knew that there must be many facts that Shen Tongguang didn't want to talk about, whether it was the thin thread on his wrist, the room that has been sealed up to this day, or going home with scars from time to time... It's not that he was forced to nowhere, who would put his heart and soul into it? Works are sold to others.

Perhaps it was because of the pure white and inorganic feeling on the other party, he always felt that Shen Tongguang was the little prince in the glass cover guarding a rose, who only needed to live on his own planet and didn't care about anything. I didn't expect him to suffer and suffer in order to survive.

It must be the dire situation he had never tasted before. Thinking of this, Zhang Yuhang felt tight in his chest.

Shen Tongguang stared at him hard: "Then you still like it."

"That's right." Zhang Yuhang's lips curled up slightly, and he admitted neatly, "Even so, I like it, I'm really speechless."

I want to grow up quickly and protect him, so that he will not have the slightest worry, and there is no boundless and smooth road ahead.

His expression was so gentle that he didn't realize it. Shen Tong suddenly wanted to cry when he saw it, so he closed his eyes quickly, his eyelashes trembling and said loudly: "Who are we with whom? Don't be polite!"

Zhang Yuhang looked at him and didn't speak for a while.It's completely hating iron but not steel, thinking that it's fine if this person doesn't know how to say a few nice words when they are in love, how can he be so spoiling the scenery?A good person, but he opened his mouth.

The author says:

Thank you very much for the little angels who left comments in the last chapter???(ˊ?ˋ)???*

The author is very good, and it is easy to fall into self-doubt, but if someone reads it, he will keep writing!

Shen: It's dangerous, almost being thrown in a pit...

Zhang: You are so scared, I think it would be good to stop here.

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Zhang OS: A group of people who just want to see me and my wife messing around...