I just want to drop out of school after being attacked by a crying bag

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Jiang Zhi suddenly had no hesitation.

Cheng Li's lips touched Jiang Zhi's ear, he suddenly trembled, his heart seemed to be carried by a small aftershock, and for the first time he felt sore besides the slightest bit of sweetness.

He listened to Cheng Li's unreserved confession, and thought for the first time, what is love?

Maybe it's vision, touch, smell... It's all the external feedback he can feel that makes up his feelings for Cheng Li.

Why did he like Cheng Li in the first place?

I don't remember long ago.

But he remembered that although the love was strong at that time, he did not plunge into it headlong, and he soberly enjoyed the wonderful feelings brought by hormones.

Jiang Zhi has seen too many men and women around him get together and then separate. If you ask him whether he believes in the real existence of love, he firmly believes it.But this kind of firm belief is like the water moon mirror flower, built on an illusory foundation, it seems to exist only in ideals.

Jiang Zhi is a very realistic person in a certain way. He has always felt that he can do whatever he is at any age. The love he fell in love with when he was a student seems to have to be broken up after graduation. It is like a customary natural law-after graduation, he faces various choices. Originally, he was in love. It is normal for the two of you to part ways.

He believes that when many people are in love, no matter how nice they are, it is only a temporary period. After various differences arise, they will naturally separate when they find it inappropriate.

It's not that we must break up, but that when this natural phenomenon happens to him, he can accept it subconsciously.

So he never seriously thought about his relationship with Cheng Li, and it seemed that he was practicing hedonism invisibly.

Carpe diem in time, everyone is happy, in retrospect, I don't think it's enough to feed the dog with youthful enthusiasm.

But only now did he realize that he hadn't asked Cheng Li what he thought.

If Cheng Li has 100% trust and sincerity in this relationship, isn't his idea...too a jerk?

"Brother Jiang?" Seeing that he had been silent for too long, Cheng Li looked up at him.

Jiang Zhi was still in a daze, but reflexively hugged Cheng Li, not wanting Cheng Li to see his abnormality.

But after a long time, he didn't choke out a decent word, and Cheng Li didn't say anything, he quietly stroked his smooth back, his eyes were hard to discern.

After a while Jiang Zhi finally spoke, "You said...you love me?"

"Yes," Cheng Li didn't seem to think there was anything wrong with his question, but said slowly, "I love you, you just need to say these three words to me like this, and that's enough."

Jiang Zhi looked up at him suddenly, Cheng Li looked at him, and before he could open his mouth, a voice came from outside the door, "Brother, it's time to eat, come out quickly, why take so long to take a shower?"

Jiang Zhizhi responded, and broke away from the atmosphere with Cheng Li just now. He coughed, "Let's go downstairs for dinner."

Cheng Li was very calm at first, but when Jiang Zhi was about to go out, he finally couldn't help calling him.

Jiang Zhi looked back at him, and saw Cheng Li's eyes were flushed, tears were hanging in his eyes, and he bit his lower lip tightly, looking like he had been greatly wronged.

Jiang Zhi suddenly had one head and two big ones, and he turned back and hugged him like a puppy, "Don't cry, don't cry, I know you love me, and I love you too, I..."

Jiang Zhi felt speechless, obviously his silence just now made Cheng Li think too much, but what was Cheng Li thinking?

He couldn't figure it out at all.

Do you think you don't like him, or do you really know Jiang Zhi's worries?

If it's the former, it's pure nonsense, he can easily coax Cheng Li.

But if it was the latter, he really didn't know what to say.

"Brother Jiang," Cheng Li sniffed and asked him, "Have you thought about our future?"

Cheng Li loves to cry, his tears are low, Jiang Zhi knows it, but it doesn't mean he won't feel bad.

When he heard Cheng Li's choked up words, Jiang Zhi suddenly figured it out.

Some things can be taken lightly, and some things must be taken seriously.

Jiang Zhi kissed Cheng Li's ear, "Give me some time, I'll tell you tomorrow night."

Cheng Li nodded without forcing him.

The New Year’s Eve is coming as promised, Cheng Li has already told his family in advance that he will not go back for the New Year, and the Jiang family takes extra care of him. Jiang Zhi often sees his mother showing a loving expression towards Cheng Li, and he probably has a poor student in his mind Forced by life, they are forced to live in a foreign country to work, and they struggle to make ends meet during the Chinese New Year and are unable to return home.

Who knew that Cheng Li just wanted to see Jiang Zhi every day, and he would say "I don't want to live if I don't see Brother Jiang for an hour" at every turn.

Every year during Chinese New Year, Mr. Jiang and his brothers would drag their families to Grandma Jiang's house, and this year was no exception, except they brought Cheng Li with them.

Grandma Jiang Zhi had a lot of family members, and almost everyone was there when they arrived.

After saying hello, Mr. Jiang cut cigars with the men and talked about politics and economy, while Mrs. Jiang got together with the ladies to talk about luxury goods and gossip.

The servants were preparing the New Year's Eve dinner, the children were chirping and jumping up and down, a few boys were very interested in Cheng Li, a new face, and dragged him to play Transformers together.

And Jiang Zhi has never been destined for children, he is not bad if he doesn't beat children. Usually when he sees these brothers and sisters, he thinks of grasshoppers screaming in the grass, and always thinks of throwing them out in a string with a rope.

Cheng Li's left and right hands were held by several children. Seeing Jiang Zhi not moving, he turned his head and asked, "Brother Jiang, aren't you coming with us?"

One cousin looked at him excitedly, holding a bumblebee in his left hand, and the other cousin eagerly wanted to hold his hand.

Jiang Zhi originally wanted to refuse, but when he thought that Cheng Li had nothing to do with him, he agreed.

The child happily came over to pull him, and after being looked at by him, he was a little scared, and they entered the room together.

As soon as Jiang Zhi entered, he smelled a sweet and greasy smell of cream, and a badly cut cake was placed on the table, surrounded by cream.

Jiang Meng and a sister of the same age were whispering in the corner of the room. They didn't even look at the door when it was opened. They didn't know what they were talking about, and they both blushed with excitement.

Seeing the two older ones approaching, the other younger ones got excited and gathered around Jiang Zhi, calling each other brother.

Jiang Zhi looked at how he and Cheng Li stood out from the crowd in this group of children, and suddenly had the illusion that they were two mature and stable roosters, and the group below them were their chicks.

Thinking of this, Jiang Zhi couldn't help laughing as he looked at Cheng Li's back.

Cheng Li was playing games with a group of kids and reading mentally handicapped lines, while Jiang Zhi was playing with his mobile phone on the sofa, looking at him from time to time.

The messages on the mobile phone kept ringing, and their class chatting was in full swing.

Just now, Lao Guo sent a blessing in the group, and a bunch of people exploded. Now the topic of chat changes again and again, from unfinished homework to chatting at home to be bored.

-Let's start school quickly, my mother won't let me go even during Chinese New Year, since I opened my eyes and scolded, I'm going crazy.

This sentence resonated instantly, and a bunch of people said they wanted to start school.

- I miss the days when I secretly played black in the dormitory.

-I miss the days of chatting all night in the dorm.

- I miss the days when we washed our feet together in the dormitory.

-Hahaha.

Miss the dorm?

Jiang Zhi clutched his cell phone, thinking for a moment, the dormitory was really interesting, but he didn't want to start school, he couldn't be with Cheng Li every night like now.

They can only make appointments every now and then.

unless..

Unless he moves out next semester and rents a house with Cheng Li.

This idea suddenly popped up in Jiang Zhi's mind, and he shot his gaze at Cheng Li, who was sitting among the children, holding a Transformer in his hand, and uttering shameful lines with no expression on his face.

Jiang Zhi thought, if he moves out next semester, his parents will probably agree, saying that it is convenient to study outside, there is no curfew, and he can work overtime to study.

The phone was still vibrating, Jiang Zhi looked down.

- What about Jiang Zhi and Cheng Li?

- That is, today is a happy day, what are the two of them doing?

There is a bunch of echoes underneath.

Jiang Zhi casually sent out a red envelope, and in a blink of an eye he snatched more than 88 out of 50. He smiled and turned off his phone.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, some were playing mahjong and some were watching the Spring Festival Gala. Cheng Li grabbed Jiang Zhi's sleeve and went to the toilet.

As soon as the door was closed, Cheng Li suppressed him, Jiang Zhi raised his eyebrows, Cheng Li said that if he did it tonight, he didn't want to be here...

But Cheng Li just kissed him, and then said affectionately, "Brother Jiang, let's go to the beach."

"Why do you go to the beach at night?" Jiang Zhi licked his numb lips after being kissed.

"light fireworks."

"Fireworks? There are city management regulations, so they are not allowed."

Cheng Li blinked and said with a smile, "Let's go little one, I'm ready."

Jiang Zhi didn't talk nonsense anymore, the two went out to talk to Mrs. Jiang, and then took a taxi and went straight to the beach.

On the day of the reunion of thousands of families, the sea is lonely and empty, and on the other side is the lights of thousands of families. On this side, there is only a crescent moon and a distant lighthouse shining, casting mottled marks on the sea.

The waves slapped over with white edges, Cheng Li put a plastic bag on the beach, Jiang Zhi looked down, it was full of fireworks sticks.

Cheng Li took out a lighter and lit a few, then handed it to Jiang Zhi.

Jiang Zhi took it and stared blankly at the small but brilliant sparks above.

He hasn't ordered this in years.

The sea breeze blows the broken hair on Cheng Li's forehead, his handsome face becomes hazy in front of Huahuo, everything can't be seen clearly, only his eyes are bright.

Jiang Zhi's heart trembled, and the question from yesterday came back to his mind - or, he has been occupied by that question from yesterday until now.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that he didn't just know Cheng Li's attitude towards their feelings, and he didn't become serious because of Cheng Li's seriousness.

He simply changed.

Likes will change.

will become love.

—He began to think about the future.

And Cheng Li seems to have a tacit understanding.

He was facing the sea, holding a small firework in his hand, sparkling sparks in his warm amber eyes under his long eyelashes.

"Brother Jiang, I think about it later."

Jiang Zhi quietly watched the burning fireworks in his hand.

"After I think about it," Cheng Li said, "I know what you're thinking,"

Cheng Li turned to look at him, "You are calm, I can make you calm, but you can't stop me."

Jiang Zhi's eyes were still on the fireworks.

Cheng Li looked into his eyes and paused every word with white teeth, "We are not limited to high school, as long as you dare to nod, I will be with you for the rest of my life."

lifetime?

Jiang Zhi looked at him slowly, his eyes were dry by the sea breeze, but he didn't blink.

Forever, this word is too big, no one can guarantee it, it cannot be guaranteed.

But Cheng Li said it out.

Jiang Zhi suddenly had no hesitation.

Cheng Li asked him if he thought about the future.

What kind of future?

The future with Cheng Li.

Live with a man, commute to get off work together, have sex together, and face all the beauty and injustice in the world together. Brother Jiang, have you thought about the future?

The author says:

I didn't make it today, but I will definitely do it in the next chapter!