I just want to drop out of school after being attacked by a crying bag

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We'll meet in midsummer next year.

Now that the words have been said, they can't be taken back. The progress seems to be faster than Jiang Zhi expected. Jiang Zhi thought, why did he suddenly become impulsive yesterday?

He feels a little irritated now, carefully recalling whether he said anything excessive yesterday.

Then he thought of Cheng Li's sentence "Don't touch him", Jiang Zhi was a little dazed.

Cheng Li must have been a little drunk when he said this, and Jiang Zhi let go after this sentence.

Did Cheng Li actually...don't hate him that much anymore?

He returned his gaze to the coat.

This white cotton jacket was worn by Cheng Li in high school. Jiang Zhi is very familiar with it, and he also knows that there is a little velvet on the inner lining near the sleeves. Cheng Li gave the clothes to him once, but he was nailed when he lay on the table to sleep. Hanging broken.

Clothes have to be returned.

Jiang Zhi didn't hesitate anymore, picked up his cell phone and made a call.

After the second ring, it was connected, as if it was waiting there.

Jiang Zhi didn't pay attention, and cleared his throat, "Cheng Li?"

"En." Cheng Li's tone was normal, and he couldn't hear any emotion.

Jiang Zhi said: "You left your coat with me, please have a meal at noon, and return the coat to you."

"If it's just to return the coat, then you can just put it..."

"It's not just to return the coat," Jiang Zhi interrupted him, and said frankly, "I have something to tell you."

"What?"

Jiang Zhi exhaled, "Do you still remember what happened yesterday?"

"Which one are you referring to?"

"I mean," Jiang Zhi paused, and said, "Yesterday I insisted on letting you go upstairs, letting you in, peeling shrimp for you, holding your hand, and then you asked me what my intentions are," Jiang Zhi said in a tone : "I didn't seem to make it clear yesterday, let's meet today and let me finish talking, okay?"

There was no sound on the phone, Jiang Zhi clenched the phone tightly, waiting for him to answer.

After a while, Cheng left his mouth, "I'm downstairs from you."

Jiang Zhi still breathed a sigh of relief: "Are you downstairs?"

"I didn't take the clothes yesterday, it's too cold outside."

Jiang Yi just remembered, how can a person stay outside wearing only unlined clothing in the cold winter?

He picked up his clothes and ran downstairs, "Wait for me, I'm coming down now."

When he ran downstairs, the phone hadn't been hung up. Cheng Li listened to the wind passing through the microphone, heard Jiang Zhisan's tsk sound of the slow elevator, heard him open the door of the safe passage, and listened to his thumping all the way. Dong Dong ran down.

Finally stood in front of him.

Jiang Zhi panted and smiled on the phone: "I saw you."

After speaking, he hung up the phone and ran towards Cheng Li.

Before Cheng Li could speak, Jiang Zhi raised his hand to cover him. The heavy cotton padded clothes wrapped around his body that had been blown by the cold wind all night. Cheng Li raised his eyes and saw Jiang Zhi stretching out his hand to cover his ears, "Is it cold, why didn't you Come back to get your clothes?"

Even if Cheng Li went back yesterday, Jiang Zhi was already asleep at that time, besides, it was impossible for him to go upstairs to find Jiang Zhi again.

Cheng Li avoided Jiang Zhi's hand and got dressed himself.

Jiang Zhi coughed, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and said, "Where did you sleep last night?"

Cheng Li glanced at the sofa over there. It was already early morning when he came down from upstairs, and he sat on the sofa all night.

Jiang Zhi pressed the corners of his lips and looked at his watch. It's still early. If you invite me to dinner, have... breakfast?

At this time Cheng Li looked at him and said lightly, "Aren't you cold?"

Jiang Zhi froze for a moment, only to realize that he came down too hastily just now, and only put on a sweater.

The hotel lobby is well heated, so it doesn't feel cold for a while, Jiang Zhi said: "It's okay, then let's go up and stay for a while now? Or have breakfast?"

Cheng Li said, "Have breakfast."

"Okay." Jiang Zhi nodded, "Then you wait for me here, I'll go up and put on a coat."

Jiang Zhi came down in less than 5 minutes. He changed back to the sweater and down jacket he wore, and took off his earrings. It was completely different from the flamboyant outfit last night.

He stroked away and gasped, "Let's go, do you know any delicious food nearby?"

Cheng Li took Jiang Zhi to a breakfast shop next to Tsinghua Garden, which is a time-honored restaurant that sells traditional Beijing breakfasts.

The two took a few samples each, and found a place to sit down.

There are many people who come to have breakfast at this time, including local uncles and foreign tourists. Jiang Zhi picked up the donkey in front of him and took a bite, and chatted, "Do you usually come here to eat?"

Cheng Li stirred the soy milk in the bowl with a spoon, shook his head, "I usually eat in the cafeteria."

Jiang Zhi nodded, and suddenly remembered that they had said before that if they could go to Tsinghua University together in the future, they would rent a house to live outside, and Cheng Li would not have to eat in the cafeteria.

They may be like this every day. After waking up, they come to have breakfast outside the school, and then go to class.

If it's business as usual now.

After Jiang Zhi stopped speaking, there was a silence between the two.

Cheng Li was still stirring the soy milk in the bowl, and Jiang Zhi was gnawing on the donkey and rolling.

"What exactly do you want to say?" Cheng Li spoke first, without looking at him.

Jiang Zhi swallowed the last mouthful of donkey, wiped his mouth with a tissue, and looked at the table in front of him, "I... want to know if we still have a chance."

After finishing speaking, he raised his eyes and glanced at Cheng Li, who was also looking at him.

Jiang Zhi's eyelashes flickered, "I know it's shameless for me to say that, but I...I miss you very much. I miss you every day in the past six months, and there is not a single day I don't miss."

"So you regret it now?" Cheng Li asked softly, as if something was breaking in his eyes.

Jiang Zhi clenched his lower lip. He asked himself if he would break up with Cheng Li if he went back half a year ago.

But the answer is that there is no solution. At that time, he was on the verge of collapse. This state has lasted for the whole second half of the third year of high school. sick.

He doesn't have any outlet for it.

And the fight during the college entrance examination, and what Cheng Li said, saying that he gave up the college entrance examination for him, and that he accompanied him to repeat the study, were all shackles on him.

Until finally grandma found out about them and said those words before she died. That was the last straw that crushed Jiang Zhi. He was already in the dark at that time. He didn't know what else to do except build a shell to protect himself. manage.

"I..." Jiang Zhi pursed his lips, "I was messed up then, but I never didn't love you."

"Jiang Zhi, there is no medicine for regret in this world." Cheng Li clenched his fists.

"I know," Jiang Zhi suppressed the discomfort in his heart, "I originally wanted to contact you after the college entrance examination, but this time I met you in Beijing. You know my self-control. I can't bear it when I meet someone I like. on."

Cheng Li blushed and stared at him.

Jiang Zhi continued: "Since I said those words yesterday, you should understand what I mean, and I will explain it to you again today." Jiang Zhi covered his mouth and coughed, "You just need to know what I mean, I Will chase you again, okay?"

After saying this, Jiang Zhi didn't dare to look into Cheng Li's eyes anymore, he took a sip of soy milk in a concealed manner.

After drinking the soy milk, he remembered something, and suddenly raised his head, "By the way, I forgot to tell you, my parents have already agreed, they, cough, they let me be gay."

Cheng Li turned his eyes away and stopped looking at him. He is now in a state of confusion, and his heart, which has been in turmoil for a day, is not calm again.

After a while, Cheng Li said: "So they agreed, so you came to me?"

Jiang Yi was taken aback, he didn't expect Cheng Li to ask such a question.

If his parents didn't agree, would he still come to Cheng Li?

Jiang Zhi thought about it, if his parents disagreed, he might stay in that closed shell until the college entrance examination.

One day after the college entrance examination, he got bored and couldn't bear it any longer, and he would open his shell to find Cheng Li, because he knew that he never gave up his love for Cheng Li.

In the final analysis, the whole matter has nothing to do with his parents, he has never figured it out, his parents are just fuel for the combustion.

Jiang Zhi said: "No, I will come if they don't agree."

Cheng Li stopped talking, and his hands on the edge of the table trembled slightly.

Jiang Zhi said: "You don't need to express your opinion now, as long as you can give me a chance."

Jiang Zhi smiled, "Let's have breakfast, are you busy today?"

Before he finished speaking, as if answering Jiang Zhi's words, Cheng Li's cell phone rang.

Cheng Li took a breath, picked up the phone and connected without looking at it. Kang Yiju's voice came from over there, "Why did you leave early last night? We didn't even look at you afterwards."

Cheng Li said in a deep voice, "Is there something wrong?"

"Yes, yesterday's data was wrong again. I thought I was done. The intern said that he brought in the wrong formula. Let us go and have a look today."

"I..." Cheng Li clenched his phone tightly, and just about to speak, Jiang Zhi mouthed to him: "Don't worry about me, go."

"How?" Kang Yiju could hear his hesitation in his tone, "Can you go today, you can't just go with me and Lao Zhang."

"I can go," Cheng Li said, "What time is it?"

"Come over after dinner in the morning, I guess we'll have to go there again in the evening."

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Zhi said, "Is there something wrong?"

Cheng Li nodded, "Uneasy."

Jiang Zhi smiled and said, "Go, I'll go home by car in the afternoon, it's almost New Year's Eve."

Cheng Li looked at him slowly, and looked away for a while, "Yes, it's almost Chinese New Year."

After breakfast that day, the two separated at the door of the breakfast shop. Jiang Zhi said, "You go, I'll leave after I watch you go."

Cheng Li looked at him upon hearing this, his expression changed several times, but he still didn't say anything.

Jiang Zhi smiled, "Let's go."

Cheng Li whispered, "I'm leaving."

"Well, goodbye, slow down on the road."

"Goodbye."

Jiang Zhi stood in the wind with his pockets in his pocket, looking at Cheng Li's back, tall and handsome, like a poplar tree in winter.

He kept looking at that figure until he turned a corner and was never seen again.

Jiang Zhi's eye sockets felt hot.

Cheng Li, goodbye.

We'll meet in midsummer next year.

Jiang Zhi returned to Lanshui that afternoon, and Chen Wei kept asking him what was going on with Cheng Li on the phone, but Jiang Zhi had no time to talk to him, and only said to go back to school.

"You hide so deep, Jiang Zhi, you lied to me so badly, I always thought Cheng Li was a woman!"

"So I'm gay, what else do you want to say?"

"I'm going to rethink our relationship."

Jiang Zhile said, "What do I have to do with you?"

"Reconsider our relationship!" Chen Wei hung up the phone with a snap.

Jiang Zhi glanced at the phone inexplicably, "I'm nervous."

On the New Year's Day, the Jiang family usually gathers at Mrs. Jiang's place, but this year is destined to be different from previous years.

The Jiang family has many relatives, and they set up a table in the restaurant. There is a bathroom and a TV in the hall. At first glance, it looks no different from being at home.

Having a lively New Year's Eve dinner, Jiang Zhi was given high hopes during the dinner. Relatives talked a lot about this year's college entrance examination. When Jiang Zhi was in a daze, he was finally rescued by Mrs. Jiang. He opened the door Hide outside.

Outside the glass door is a meadow, and a crescent moon hangs on the artificial lake opposite, shining on the lights of thousands of families.

Jiang Zhi leaned against the door, his hot face felt a lot more comfortable under the cold wind. With his hands hanging by his side, he touched the cell phone in his pocket, with an unconscious smirk on his face.

He took out his phone and looked at the chat interface with Cheng Li on the phone.

He and Cheng Li became friends again that day, but they haven't spoken a word until today.

Jiang Zhi looked at the empty dialog box, want to say Happy New Year?

By the time he realized it, the words "Happy New Year" had already appeared on the blank chat interface, and he sent it.

Jiang Zhi smiled, he put down his phone and stopped looking at it, staring at the blue and shining night, his mind was completely empty.

Jiang Zhi didn't look for a long time, the New Year's bell rang, fireworks exploded on the lake, sparks ignited on the long street on the other side, Jiang Zhi heard people inside the glass door toasting to celebrate the arrival of the New Year.

At this time, the mobile phone in his pocket vibrated, and he took it out to check.

It was Cheng Li who replied to him:

Happy New Year, Django.