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Talk about your ex?

The two walked into the store, and there were quite a few people inside. Next to it was a local university in Guiwu. Many college students frequented this street.

After Jiang Zhi entered, he habitually shouted, "Boss, two chicken soup pots."

Chen Wei glanced at him, "I don't eat chicken soup."

The boss said: "There is no chicken soup, but there is a soup pot with bacteria!"

Jiang Zhi drooped his eyelids, "Then I need a mushroom soup pot."

Chen Wei quickly said, "I want a tomato pot."

"okay."

The two looked for a place to sit down, and Jiang Zhi found that the dishes here were much more varied than those in Lanshui.

He couldn't help but wonder if there would be more dishes in small hot pot restaurants in Beijing.

Chen Wei rolled up his sleeves, "I haven't eaten hot pot for a long time."

Jiang Zhi brought four plates of fatty beef rolls over, "Eat enough for today."

Soon the pots of the two came up, and they began to add vegetables to it.

Jiang Zhi ate the meat, Chen Wei ate for a while, and caught a glimpse of Jiang Zhi's stick in the bamboo basket from the corner of his eye, and couldn't help being surprised: "I can't see that you are so good at eating."

Jiang Zhi put a few more strings of hairy tripe, "It's a blessing to be able to eat."

Chen Wei said sincerely: "I wish you happiness like the East China Sea."

Jiang Zhi smiled twice.

Chen Wei suddenly clicked his tongue: "Won't you get fat if you eat so much?"

Jiang Zhi said: "Pull after eating, no."

Chen Wei nodded reassuringly, "Handsome guys still need to pay attention to body management, after all, your face is the wealth of human beings, it's best not to trample on it wantonly."

Jiang Zhi glanced at him, "Not as handsome as Brother Wei."

Chen Wei stared, "Damn, who told you to call me that? You finally got rid of this title. You are not allowed to call me that."

Jiang Zhi laughed out loud. In fact, he had wanted to call it that for a long time, but he never found a chance.

Chen Wei muttered a few more words, and then saw that Jiang Zhi was eating seriously, still drinking the soup from the pot bowl after bowl, so he couldn't help asking him, "Why do you want to drink the soup inside?"

Jiang Yi paused and looked at him, "Aren't you going to drink?"

Chen Wei shook his head, "I've never drank it before."

At first, Cheng Li told him that the soup in the chicken soup pot was delicious, and he could drink a bowl with it, and then Jiang Zhi got into the habit of drinking half the pot every time.

He didn't care too much, "It's delicious, you can try it."

Chen Wei was also a little moved. He scooped up a bowl of his own tomatoes and felt a little salty, so he asked him, "Do you want a drink?"

Jiang Zhi thought for a while: "Wang Zai."

Chen Wei came over with a can of Wangzai and a bottle of Arctic Ocean, and after they opened it, the two touched each other, and Tianshui fell silent for a few seconds, then Chen Wei suddenly said, "Talk about your ex-girlfriend?"

Jiang Zhi choked on his chopsticks, almost choking.

He turned to look at Chen Wei, "What are you talking about?"

"Ex-partner." Chen Wei took a bite, "How uncomfortable it is for me to be broken up, tell me about it?"

"How do you know I'm broken in love?" Jiang Zhi began to think, did he act obviously?

Chen Wei looked at him speechlessly, "Do you really want to hear how I know?"

Looking at his eyes, Jiang Zhi felt that there would be no good words, so he swallowed and asked, "How do you know?"

"When you first started school, there was a problem at first glance. It was either a problem with your brain or a problem with your emotional life. Later, you don't look like you have a problem with your brain, and the main reason is..."

"The main thing?"

"The main reason is that I heard voices on your bed a few times at night. Have you ever cried under the quilt? Shouldn't it be because you were homesick?"

Jiang Zhimu had a face, he thought no one knew.

Chen Wei said, "If you don't want to talk about it..."

Jiang Zhi said: "Actually, there is nothing to talk about. We just broke up and he went to college and left."

"Did you break up because of graduation?"

"Basically, many problems emerged after graduation."

Chen Wei nodded understandingly, "It's a hurdle, not all couples can cross this hurdle."

Jiang Zhi lowered his eyes.

Chen Wei consciously said something wrong, spread his hands together and said, "I didn't mean that, I mean, it's normal to break up at this point, it's not necessarily the fault of either of you."

Jiang Zhi: "Maybe."

Chen Wei tentatively asked, "You still can't let her go?"

Jiang Zhi said calmly, "I can't let go."

"That's why she dumped you," Chen Wei sighed, "Women, you just don't know how to cherish them. If you give up such a handsome guy in high school, you can only go to an ugly guy in college."

Jiang Zhi bowed his head and sipped the soup.

What should he say?

The breakup was initiated by him, and everything was done by himself.

It's not that Jiang Zhi didn't regret it. During his summer vacation, his life was worse than death. It turned out that the pain before the breakup was more painful than the breakup. Cheng Li.

But those words of grandma before she passed away, and the disappointed and sad eyes of his family, were like thorns in his heart.

Taking a step back, even if they get back together, will he still listen to Cheng Li's childish words? The two will always face different paths and choices in the future. Does Cheng Li have to give up opportunities for him every time?

What's more...Cheng Li might not want to get back together with him at all.

After the National Day, the weather turned cooler and time passed quickly.

The learning style of Guiwu No. [-] Middle School is different from that of No. [-] Middle School. There is no high-pressure and high-intensity sense of urgency, as if the college entrance examination is about to take place tomorrow, but it makes Jiang Zhi feel comfortable.

When the results of the monthly exam came out again, Chen Wei's score became more and more against the sky. Jiang Zhi finally couldn't help asking him, "Which school are you planning to take?"

Chen Wei said: "Wudaokou Vocational Technical School."

Jiang Zhi nodded.

Chen Wei asked, "What about you?"

"Me too."

Chen Wei glanced at him, "Where is the former partner?"

"Fuck, how do you know?"

Chen Wei clicked on the scribbled words on his desk.

He now not only knows the school of Jiang's previous object, but also the name of the former object.

"Chengli" and "Tsinghua University" were written in pencil all over the table. They were wiped and then rewritten. It has been like this since the beginning of school. It's hard to know.

Chen Wei sighed, "If you really can't do it, let's get back together with her. It's okay to be shameless. It's not ashamed for a man to chase his wife."

Jiang Zhi wiped off the handwriting on the table, "I wrote it some time ago, but I don't think about it recently."

He shook his head, "Where is the effort."

Chen Wei said: "That's right, damn it, the pressure to repeat the exam is really high. If I fail the exam again, my dad will kill me."

Jiang Zhi didn't see where Chen Wei was under a lot of pressure, but he was under a lot of pressure recently.

He scored 676 points in the last test, which is his highest level.

The score went up, and the pressure that he didn't have before also came. He seemed to have returned to the anxious state a year ago, and he was still doing questions every day besides doing questions.

However, last year he was healthy and healthy. This year, for some unknown reason, he experienced hypoglycemia several times. Once he even fainted outside the classroom and was sent to the infirmary.

After being taken home by his parents, Mrs. Jiang seemed to be full of words and couldn't hold back, but she still didn't say anything, and repeatedly told Jiang Zhi to cherish her body and not to be too tired from studying.

Jiang Zhi nodded, and there will always be mints on the desk.

In a blink of an eye, it was winter.

The winter in Guiwu is not like Lanshui. Lanshui is dry and cold. The wind at night can blow dead branches around overnight. Guiwu is much milder, and the wind in winter also brings the humidity of sea water.

One day before the final exam, Chen Wei had stopped studying and started fanning himself with a physics book.

Jiang Zhi wrapped himself in a padded jacket, "It's cold, what are you doing?"

"Quantum reading method," Chen Wei said, about to fan him, "Blow knowledge into your mind."

Jiang Zhi pushed him away, "Go away, no need."

"That's right," Chen Wei retracted the book, "Brother Jiang's grades are sky-high now, so he doesn't like this crooked way."

Jiang Zhi got full marks in physics and mathematics in the last exam, and was praised by the whole school for several days, and even issued a silly certificate with the words "Double Hundred Stars". Jiang Zhi suspected that it was their head teacher I brought him the certificate of merit from my daughter who went to elementary school.

The final exams are over, and the winter vacation is here.

So far, half of his senior year has passed.

Before the holiday, Chen Wei asked him about his winter vacation arrangements, and Jiang Zhi said that he would do the questions at home.

Chen Wei clicked his tongue, "This is too boring."

"Then what are you doing?"

"Find someone to play with."

He knew that Chen Wei had a girlfriend who was in college. Coincidentally, she was also in Wudaokou Vocational Technical School.

Jiang Zhi nodded, "Good arrangement."

Chen Wei eagerly looked at him for a long time, and finally looked at Jiang Zhi's calm face and sighed, "Do you really want to stay at home for the winter vacation?"

Jiang Zhi didn't take it seriously, "The winter vacation is not too long, let's consolidate at home."

"Okay," he patted Jiang Zhi's shoulder, "Call me when you're lonely, and I'll come back to accompany you."

Jiang Zhi smiled, "Okay, you have fun, remember to do your homework."

The first week of winter vacation was normal. Jiang Zhi got up and had breakfast, then went back to his room to study, went out to eat at noon, studied in the afternoon, ate at night, took a shower and went to bed.

Repeat the previous day the next day, every day.

A week later, Mrs. Jiang began to ask him tentatively, "Baby, why didn't you go out to play with your classmates?"

Jiang Zhi smiled: "They should have new friends when they go to college, I won't join in the fun."

Madam Jiang frowned disapprovingly, and then asked: "What about the new classmates you met this semester?"

"I went out to accompany my girlfriend."

"What about the others?"

"What else?"

"Other students, can't they all go to other places?"

Jiang Zhi shook his head, "I just met one."

Mrs. Jiang's eyes widened slightly, "Why do you know only one, you used to have the most friends..."

"Okay Mom," Jiang Zhi couldn't laugh or cry, "Go down and watch the TV series, I'm going to finish this set of papers tonight, remember the time."

Mrs. Jiang was pushed out of the room by Jiang Zhi before she finished speaking. She turned her head to look at the closed door, stared at those beautiful eyes for a long time, and finally couldn't hold back and rolled out of the bright eyes. Tears, and he covered his mouth hard to keep himself from making a sound.

After many years, Jiang Zhi'an's closed shell was finally knocked open from the outside.

It has been half a year, and Mr. Jiang and Mrs. Jiang have not dared to have a good chat with Jiang Zhi. They thought it was just a lovelorn. How can young people not have this kind of experience.

But they watched their son drink and cry every day from the beginning, and then he became numb, and then he had a smile on his face, but that smile was never the same as before.

They couldn't tell what was different, but it wasn't Jiang Zhi, or the child they had raised for more than ten years.

Jiang Zhi, who loves racing, loves surfing, loves fighting and swearing, is surrounded by a lot of friends, goes out all day to make friends to be the big brother, and clings to Mrs. Jiang's arms after returning home, is like two people in front of him.

"Son," Mr. Jiang said awkwardly, "Are you blaming your parents?"

Jiang Zhi didn't expect them to say this, and was dumbfounded for a moment, "What's wrong?"

Mrs. Jiang burst into tears, and Jiang Zhi suddenly noticed that he was stunned, "Mom?"

Before the conversation started, Mrs. Jiang was already speechless. Jiang Zhi walked up to her and hugged her, patted her gently, and said at a loss: "Mom, why are you crying, don't cry."

"You have been in a bad state since you broke up. Have you never recovered, have you been very sad, son?"

As soon as Mrs. Jiang opened her mouth, she said directly what she had been holding back for half a year. She said in a crying voice: "Mom doesn't want to see you unhappy. Mom has never opposed you since the beginning. I told you everything, so you can love me well." He made you responsible, but in the end it was me and your father who were not responsible. As parents, we failed to protect you and let others force you to break up..."

Mrs. Jiang was sobbing, and Jiang Zhi was completely frozen in place. He didn't expect to hear this today.

Mr. Jiang also choked up, "Son, we are sorry for you. I just want to tell you that Dad has never disappointed you. You have always been the pride of your mother and me."

Jiang Zhi turned his head, what does this mean?

"Go do what you want, we just want to see you happy, if you don't let go of that kid, go find him."

go find him.

Hearing this, it was as if a thunderbolt fell from his head, and Jiang Zhi's heart began to blow violently, and the embankment nest that he had built with great difficulty collapsed thousands of miles away.

For a long time, he sealed himself in an invisible shell and deceived himself. Over time, even he couldn't tell which was the real him and which was the pretended one.

But now, a few words from his parents easily smashed the fake him, and Jiang Zhi finally saw the light of the outside world.

The author says:

"The wind in winter also brings the moisture of the sea" I suddenly wondered when I wrote this sentence, is this geographically true (the author of science has doubts;

Although I wrote a campus article, I somehow feel that there are not many high school students who read the article. No matter, the college entrance examination is tomorrow! !Everyone who takes the test will be right! !

Xiaocheng Xiaojiang is calling for you

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