I just want to drop out of school after being attacked by a crying bag

prayer

Is he wrong?

When Cheng Li came back with the food, Jiang Zhi had already eaten it.

Mr. Jiang was not in the ward, Mrs. Jiang sat on the sofa and watched Jiang Zhi eat.

When the door opened, Jiang Zhi was holding a steamed bun in his mouth, looking at the big and small bags in Cheng Li's hands, "Have you gone shopping?"

Cheng Li put the food on one side of the table, "Go and buy something you like, I'm afraid you won't be used to it in the hospital."

Jiang Zhi's meal is a nutritious meal that his mother brought all the way from Lanshui. The dosage and nutrition are calculated, and there is an extra creamy mushroom soup.Cheng Li glanced lightly and looked away.

Jiang Zhi coughed and said, "I'll see what you bought."

Mrs. Jiang also said: "Yo, Xiao Cheng bought food, and I happen to be hungry."

Cheng Li bought two stir-fried vegetables and a bag of donkey meat, both of which the two of them usually like to eat, but now they are a little embarrassed to hear Mrs. Jiang say that, and don't know which one to give her.

Jiang Zhi said: "Mom, don't join in the fun, and go to a restaurant with my dad later."

Mrs. Jiang snorted and stopped talking.

Cheng Li smiled helplessly, handed the fire to Jiang Zhi, and taking advantage of Mrs. Jiang not paying attention, took out a bunch of candied haws from the bag, took it as if offering a treasure, and whispered: "Brother Jiang, here you are."

Jiang Zhi's eyes lit up, and he asked, "Is there anyone else buying this in summer?"

Cheng Li didn't answer, but handed it forward, "Eat."

Jiang Zhi took it and ate up the rice, including the candied haws.

There was nothing serious about Jiang Zhi’s health. On the afternoon of the exam, he had a severe headache. He thought he might have a slight concussion, but there was nothing wrong. Except for the trauma, there were a few soft tissue bruises. The problem was not serious. He spent the night in the hospital and the next day Ready to go back to Lanshui.

Mr. Jiang seemed to be avoiding Cheng Li on purpose. From last night to today, as long as Cheng Li appeared, he could not be seen.

"Mom, you guys go back first, I'll leave at night." Jiang Zhi said.

Yesterday Jiang Zhi had already agreed with them to go back later, after all their little house hadn't been cleaned up yet, and... he and Cheng Li still had something to say.

Mr. Jiang had already sat in the car, and Mrs. Jiang sighed, "Well, you are not fully recovered yet, remember to go home early."

Jiang Zhi nodded, bent down and hugged her, Cheng Li stood behind Jiang Zhi, and the two watched the car leave.

Within half a minute, it was only the two of them left.

Jiang Zhi turned around and patted Cheng Li on the shoulder, saying, "Let's go, go back."

Cheng Li looked down at him, then turned and left together.

The two of them didn't speak along the way, and when they got home, Jiang Zhi looked at the house where he had lived for almost a year, and felt a little emotional.

He even thought, it's better not to clean up, so be it.

Anyway, the rent is not expensive, it doesn't matter if you keep renting or even buying it, they also have a place to stay in Lanshui.

But as soon as this thought came up, he suppressed it.

Once you have a house, you have worries, and with the current state of the two of them, he shouldn't have any extra worries in Lanshui.

He and Cheng Li were like walking on a tightrope, they were friendly on the surface, but only the two of them knew the difference inside.

Before the college entrance examination, Cheng Li chose to be patient and avoid seeing him, pretending not to see Jiang Zhi's abnormality, avoiding all conflicts, and taking good care of his pre-examination emotions.

Jiang Zhi always thought that Cheng Li was awesome, and after this time, his understanding of him reached a new height.

Jiang Zhi knew how abnormal he was at that time, but Cheng Li accepted everything he had ordered, and he even wondered if Cheng Li was too slow, but on the rainy day on the rooftop, Cheng Li told him, hold back, and said after the exam. .

At that time, he was finally sure that Cheng Li was not slow, but Cheng Li was enduring.

Cheng Li suddenly said beside him, "Brother Jiang, why don't you quit this house."

Jiang Zhi didn't change his shoes as usual, but walked in directly, leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes, "Why keep it?"

Cheng Li's Adam's apple rolled, took out slippers from the shoe cabinet, and walked over to change them for him.

Jiang Zhi didn't stop him, but looked at him calmly, with a bit of exploration in his eyes.

While changing his shoes, Cheng Li said, "It will be inconvenient for you to come to Lanshui when you are on vacation, and it will be inconvenient for us to stay at my house, and it will be inconvenient for us to open a room every time. It is better to stay here."

Jiang Zhi felt a little uncomfortable, he reached out and touched Cheng Li's earlobe, Cheng Li looked up at him.

"Cheng Li..." Jiang Zhi said, "Why did you run out of the examination room?"

asked again.

This incident almost became a hurdle in Jiang Zhi's heart. If his heart was half dead when he saw the text message and resolutely walked out of the school, then when he saw Cheng Li also come out later, his heart and even his soul were wiped out.

Maybe he was moved, but in that situation, on June 6th, which he and Cheng Li had been preparing for for three years, he just felt broken.

If the two of them had been later, they would have missed the exam.

If Cheng Li missed the exam, Jiang Zhi would never forgive himself in his life.

What Jiang Zhi didn't see was that Cheng Li secretly clenched one hand into a fist by his side, his right arm was shaking with such strength, his forehead was stretched with veins, and his eyes gradually turned red.

After a long time, he lowered his head, and pressed his scorching lips against Jiang Zhi's. Jiang Zhi's lips were cold, and he raised his eyes to look at him.

Cheng Li was also looking at him, and his teeth tugged at Jiang Zhi's lips, "I didn't ask you why you went out repeatedly, so why do you ask me?"

Jiang Zhi: "..."

"Jiang Zhi, how much am I in your heart? Do you love me a tenth of what I love you? If you love me enough, why can't you understand my behavior? I didn't just want to come out, if you didn't go in Exams, I won’t go in either... In fact, I already had this idea when you said to repeat the exam, a year is so long, who knows what will happen, if you don’t want me..."

"Cheng Li," Jiang Zhi fixed his eyes on him, tried his best to hide but still couldn't believe it, and said, "What did you just say?"

Cheng Li looked at him.

"Do I love you one-tenth of your love for me?" When Jiang Zhi said this, a tear fell without warning, his eyes were blurred, and he hated himself as a mother-in-law during this time, but He had to say it.

"Is this how you feel in your heart? I... I, Jiang Zhi," Jiang Zhi struggled to get his sobs back into his throat. He stood up and grabbed Cheng Li's collar, and shouted with scarlet eyes, "I, Jiang Zhi, I'm so fucking sorry." You?! One tenth? My love is only one tenth in your heart?"

"Then why can't you understand me?!" Cheng Li also yelled: "It's hard for me to be with you? It's hard for me to pull you in for the exam? Why can't you think for me?! Scared you know!"

"Together? If you go to college and I repeat my studies, you won't be together anymore? When will you be more mature? What are you afraid of? I'm Pan Jinlian or Ximen Qing, and if you don't pay attention, I will run away with others What the hell are you afraid of?"

"What do you think I'm afraid of?" Cheng Li's eyes were flushed, tears were so full that they couldn't hold them, and they were streaming down, "Do you know what state you are in these few days? You are afraid that others will know about us, you are afraid Being seen, being afraid of being known by your family and your grandma, I can understand,"

Cheng Li took a deep breath and said tremblingly: "I'll talk to the school, talk to the teacher, go to the police station to talk to the police, go online to find the team to suppress the news, I have done everything I can, I want to protect you, brother Jiang , but why are you still unhappy. I always felt that we were going to separate, do you know how sad I was? I never told you this, I want to bear it, tell myself to wait for this thing to pass, wait for your emotions It’s good to recover, but when the college entrance examination happened again, you still went out, have you forgotten how long we prepared for this matter, even if you want to repeat the exam, won’t you take the exam this time?”

"Okay, it doesn't matter if you don't take the exam, so I am willing to wait for you, and I want to accompany you."

"Cheng Li, I love you, but if loving someone means letting him sacrifice everything for himself and take a completely opposite path, then I don't know how to love you."

Cheng Li stared at him blankly, his lips trembling.

Jiang Zhi let go of his collar, his voice hoarse and tired, "Let's calm down for a while."

After speaking, he opened the door and went out.

Cheng Li watched Jiang Zhi's back disappear at the stairs, and felt that his whole heart was going to be broken. He couldn't help but wanted to catch up, but he stopped. Finally, he sat down slowly on the ground, hugged his head, and cried. Spilled from both arms, floating in the corridor.

Jiang Zhi supported him to go downstairs with all his strength, and then he leaned against the wall as if he had been cramp and his bones were removed. His whole body trembled violently, completely uncontrollable.

Why on earth, why is this happening?

Falling in love should be a happy thing, why is he so sad now?

Blame him, blame him for not working hard enough, for not being able to go to the same university as Cheng Li this year, for not being able to squeeze out of Cheng Li's world.

He wanted to give Cheng Li a worthy lover, did he do something wrong?

Zhao Wen used his grandma to force him. At that time, what else could he do but go out?

He didn't want to change Cheng Li's established path, and didn't let Cheng Li repeat the study with him. Did he do something wrong?

Jiang Zhi was troubled by these problems repeatedly, and his head hurt unbearably. He stood up with the last of his strength, and took a taxi all the way back to Guiwu.

However, as soon as he returned to Guiwu, a bad news hit him.

The hospital issued a critical illness notice in the early hours of this morning, and Mrs. Jiang's life was at stake.

The whole family stood in front of the hospital's operating room, looking haggard. In contrast, Jiang Zhi's abnormality was not noticed by anyone.

He walked slowly to Mr. Jiang's side and asked, "Grandma, she..."

Mr. Jiang closed his eyes and said nothing, his brows were furrowed.

The sister-in-law next to her was already crying subduedly, and the aunts were persuading her in a low voice.

Jiang Zhi didn't ask any more questions, and went back to the corner to find a seat to sit down, but he thought of Cheng Li in his mind.

That was one night, Hai Ge came to them for dinner, drank a lot of wine, and sent them away after the meal, Jiang Zhi started to go crazy after drinking too much, insisting that he saw a ghost and was very scared.

Cheng Li had cleaned up the mess he made, and took a long time to restrain him. Seeing that his fear was not faking, he held him in his arms and said, "Brother Jiang, every time I feel restless, I will pray when the time comes, let me teach you to read a passage."

That night Cheng Li read him the Bible for a long time, and Jiang Zhi memorized a few sentences inexplicably.

Now outside the door of the operating room, he also closed his eyes and began to pray in his heart.

The author says:

Hurry up to break up, hit the bottom and rebound, and then I can start writing sweet compound plots (numb) I want to send sugar, please hurry up