I just want to drop out of school after being attacked by a crying bag

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"I'm not a pervert."

Jiang Zhi blinked, and was about to speak when Cheng Li interrupted before he could curse:

"And I don't have a deep background in competitions. They seem to recognize people who have won many awards and have been doing this since they were young."

Jiang Zhi frowned, "I don't recognize it or not, it's enough to pass the exam."

"No," Cheng Li smiled, "The water in the competition is very deep. The only thing that is completely fair in this world is the college entrance examination."

Cheng Li said it implicitly, but Jiang Zhi recalled that he had heard rumors about the competition before, such as the son of a certain leader parachuted to squeeze out the original No. 1 and so on.

He nodded, "Then you now..."

If Cheng Li had no idea at all, he probably wouldn't have done those questions.

Cheng Li said: "I'm going to prepare first. I'll see if I have enough energy. It's enough now. I won't know when I get nervous after reviewing."

"when is the exam?"

"November this year and March next year."

Jiang Zhi nodded, "If there is not too much delay, it is good to prepare. If you pass the exam, you will save a lot of effort, and there are so many people preparing for the competition. They don't necessarily have to rule you alone."

"Even if you do well in this exam, there are requirements for the college entrance examination scores, but the scores will not be so abnormally high."

Jiang Zhi smirked and said, "You also know that your test scores are perverted."

Cheng Li smiled and took his hand on the table, "I'm not a pervert."

Jiang Zhi got goosebumps all over his body, and shook off his hand, "Go, I want to learn, don't disturb."

Cheng Li put down his pen and stretched, and said refreshedly, "Are you hungry, can I cook you a bowl of noodles?"

"Okay, add two eggs." Jiang Zhi said without raising his head.

"Obey baby." Cheng Li kissed him and went out to cook.

Two days later, the furniture they ordered arrived, and the courier delivered a lot of large pieces here and there. After studying at night, the two called a car and picked up the things from the courier station in the dead of night.

The furniture was picked by Jiang Zhi, without much thought.

He originally wanted to contact the former factory in Guiwu to make it custom-made, but Cheng Li said that he lived in this place for less than a year, so there is no need to buy expensive furniture, buy some cheap furniture, and leave the house and furniture here for the next person after graduation. .

Jiang Zhi thought the same thing, it was not easy to take it with him when he bought it, so he chose the ins-style furniture that was popular on the Internet at that time, which was light and cheap.

The two of them stayed until midnight, and finally arranged the house in a decent way.

Cheng Li poured Jiang Zhi a glass of water, "Brother Jiang, this is our home for senior year."

A small rental room, furnished simply but warmly, through the window you can see the spiers of the new campus of the No. [-] Middle School, Jiang Zhi suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of security, a completely different feeling when he lived in the dormitory with Cheng Li.

Jiang Zhi said softly: "Cheng Li, we will continue like this."

"meeting."

……

The rhythm of the third year of senior high school is very fast, with one test every three days and one test every five days. The school needs to train students to face the exam without being surprised. Everyone's nerves are gradually paralyzed during the exam. The desks between classes are full of papers. Almost no one looked up.

Jiang Zhi sometimes peeked at Cheng Li between doing the questions—it was strange to say that they had been together for so long and had seen each other countless times, but Jiang Zhi still didn't dare to look at Cheng Li openly at such a time.

As if meeting eyes was a sacred ritual that couldn't be done lightly.

Once you see yourself unreservedly in the eyes of that person, the holy light shines through the pupil membranes, and the whole person has nothing to hide in an instant.

Your love and your small thoughts will run towards that person as if you can't hold back.

Jiang Zhi peeked at Cheng Li, Cheng Li's eyes were very focused, he was doing a question in his pen, and his face was expressionless.

But Jiang Zhi felt that this person's brain activities must be very rich, such as various mathematical formulas, Tang poetry and Song poetry, and English letters flying in circles.

He often wonders what kind of person Cheng Li is.

He had never come into contact with this kind of person before.

Pure, clean, persistent, and never disturbed by external sounds.

When facing outsiders, you will always be like a bowl of water that will not be surprised, and will only boil when you see yourself.

A literati once said that one must overcome vanity and the desire to show off, and always think of cleverness to be in the limelight.Jiang Zhi thinks that Cheng Li is such a person.

Cheng Li is like a saint in his stereotyped to barren social life.

"Brother Jiang, what are you thinking?" Cheng Li kept saying.

Jiang Zhixin missed a beat and subconsciously looked away.

Cheng Li smiled and turned to look at him, "Are you peeking at me?"

Jiang Zhi smiled, "Yes, peeking at you."

"See what?"

"You feel stupid."

"why?"

"No reason."

"Ok."

……

After returning home that night, they suddenly heard someone knocking on the door.

The two looked at each other, and Cheng Li went to open the door.

Jiang Zhi saw the door open from behind and asked, "Who is it?"

A woman poked her head out from behind with a smile, looked at it, and said, "Hi."

Jiang Zhi raised his eyebrows.

Immediately after Cheng Li stepped aside, Jiang Zhi saw the man from last time.

It turned out to be the couple upstairs.

The man's surname is Hai, and they called him Brother Hai last time.

"You have officially moved here, and we have nothing to give away. Two days ago, my hometown brought two smoked chickens, you can put them away and eat them, and your sister-in-law made two lucky bamboos at home. Find a bottle and put them in. Happy housewarming."

Jiang Zhi didn't expect that renting a house could develop a relationship with neighbors, so he invited them in.

It was getting late, and the two of them didn't stay long, and left after sitting for a while.

Jiang Zhi and Cheng Li learned that they were not very old, the girl was just 20 years old, and they planned to live here until the end of the year, then return to their hometown to give birth to their child, and then get married.

After sending them off, Cheng Li put the two smoked chickens in the refrigerator and asked Jiang Zhi, "Brother Jiang, how do you put the lucky bamboo?"

Jiang Zhizhi pointed to the beer bottle with cigarette butts soaked in it at the base of the wall, "See if that can hold it."

Cheng Li sighed and stopped relying on him. He went to the kitchen to find a coke bucket, cut it open, filled it with water, put it in, and packed the garbage and put it at the door.

As soon as Cheng Li went back, Jiang Zhi jumped up and hung on his neck, looking at him with a little blurred eyes.

Cheng Li wrapped his arms around his narrow waist, glanced at his moist and slightly parted lips, and said in a low voice, "Drunk?"

"No, just two bottles of beer."

"Then why are you so enthusiastic?"

Jiang Zhi accused: "We can't do this. The purpose of coming out to live is to study better, not to do this kind of thing every day."

"We didn't do it every day, we were learning a few days ago."

Cheng Li could tell that Jiang Zhi was really a little drunk, usually the wine was nothing, probably because Jiang Zhi hadn't touched alcohol for a long time, two bottles of beer made him a little fuzzy.

When Jiang Zhi was put on the bed, his eyes were still looking at him without blinking, Cheng Li blocked his lips and said in a deep voice, "Don't look at me like that."

Jiang Zhi was a little absent-minded tonight, and Cheng Li could feel it, and the two of them calmed down for a long time when they finally made it out.

Cheng Li propped himself up to look at him, only to find that Jiang Zhi was crying.

"Jiang, Brother Jiang?" Cheng Li was a little flustered.

Jiang Zhi was still looking at him, calling and responding, "Yes."

"What's wrong with you?" Cheng Li leaned close to him, licking his wound like a little beast, and asked softly.

"I just feel..." Jiang Zhi choked up suddenly, he cleared his throat, "I'm just afraid that I won't be able to be with you in the future."

Cheng Li looked up at him and asked in amazement, "Why?"

You are too good.

So good that I can hardly hold a candle to it.

I'm afraid I won't be able to keep up with you.

There are some distances in this world that cannot be reached with hard work, not to mention that there is only less than a year left for him.

Jiang Zhi is not a person who easily denies himself. He has been affirmed in his life for more than ten years.

Until he fell in love with a very good object.

Everyone has their own way to go, when he wants to go the same way with Cheng Li, it will not be too easy.

Cheng Li frowned slowly, "What's wrong with you today?"

Jiang Zhi turned his head away, feeling a little out of control suddenly.

"Brother Jiang," Cheng Li hugged him, "tell me what are you afraid of? Don't you believe me?"

Jiang Zhi wanted to say that he was too tired, with a lot of questions, and it was difficult to persevere. Every time he saw the gap between the two rankings, it cut his nerves like a blunt knife grinding flesh.

The school he wants to take the exam is not the ordinary 211, 985, but the top ivory tower, the school where countless students have boasted about taking the exam since they were young, and the school where they talk about going out to honor their ancestors.

It seemed like he really...couldn't do it.

"Brother Jiang," Cheng Li said emphatically, he knew what Jiang Zhi was worrying about, he hugged Jiang Zhi's trembling body tightly, "Why do you push yourself like this, if you fail the exam, just change to another one, no one will let you take the exam the best."

"What's the point of not taking the best test?" After a while, Jiang Zhi said softly.

"what?"

"What's the point of all these efforts without testing the best of me?"

"Your efforts have made you a better person, and you don't need to be judged by the outside world."

"But it was my goal from the very beginning, it wouldn't work if it wasn't."

Cheng Li didn't speak, but hugged him tightly, "No..."

"Cheng Li," Jiang Zhi moved suddenly, turned to look at him, "Maybe you don't know, as long as I set a goal, I will not change. so."

Only at this moment did Cheng Li realize that Jiang Zhi was telling the truth.

The previous fantasy about the future suddenly became real. The future of the two will be in the same university, and they will definitely be there.

Cheng Li didn't know why he came up with such an idea.

He asked: "Even if I fail, do I still have to take the exam?"

"Ah."

"What should I do if I fail?"

"Again."

Cheng Li was silent, "What did you say?"

"Again."

"Do you want to repeat?"

This time it was Jiang Zhi's silence, and he said after a while, "If I don't pass the exam, I will consider it."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you."

Jiang Zhi looked up at him, his past experience made him uncertain and asked: "Are you waiting for me at the university?"

"You want me to wait for you in high school?"

"Of course not," Jiang Zhi touched his nose, "If you dare to wait for me in high school, you will die."

Cheng Li hugged Jiang Zhi and exhaled: "Brother Jiang, you are the most powerful person I have ever seen."

It is difficult to learn well, and it is even more difficult to have the courage to start all over again.

Cheng Li pressed a hot kiss next to his ear.

The author has something to say: "A literati once said that one must overcome vanity and the desire to show off, and always think of being clever in the limelight. Jiang Zhi thinks that Cheng Li is such a person."

This literati is Maugham!I can't remember the original sentence clearly!

It's late today, I want to chat with you tomorrow, about the two babies, see you tomorrow, good night!