I just want to drop out of school after being attacked by a crying bag

gay

Django!Cheng Li!

Three days before school started, Jiang Zhi mentioned to Mr. Jiang and Mrs. Jiang about renting a house outside.

Mrs. Jiang put the teacup on the table at that time, she hesitated for some reason after being slightly stunned, and asked, "Baby, are you...are you renting a house by yourself?"

Jiang subconsciously shook his head, thinking that his mother was afraid that he would not be safe outside, and said, "No, Cheng Li and I are together."

Unexpectedly, after hearing this sentence, Mrs. Jiang's face froze for a moment, and then she looked at Mr. Jiang.

Mr. Jiang is quite normal, "Why do you suddenly want to live outside?"

The moment Jiang Zhi saw his mother's face, his heart sank suddenly. He suppressed his doubts and said to his father: "Oh, well, I want to do better in the exam. Sometimes I have to use a flashlight when I go back to the dormitory at night. , It’s too eye-catching, the dormitory is also messy, I can’t sleep, I just want to move out, anyway, it’s been a year.”

Mr. Jiang nodded and frowned again, "Isn't it enough to learn during the day with a flashlight at night?"

"It's not enough," Jiang Zhiruo said nonchalantly, "I want to pass the school exam, it's definitely not enough."

Mrs. Jiang didn't speak, she held a small square scarf in her hand, her fingertips turned white.

Jiang Zhi blinked, looked away for a while, and twitched the corners of his mouth stiffly.

Mr. Jiang educated him a few more words, it was nothing more than a combination of work and rest, and then he turned to Mrs. Jiang, "What do you mean, the child wants to live outside."

Mrs. Jiang raised her head and let out an "ah", a little hesitant.

Seeing her pale face, Mr. Jiang frowned slightly, and asked with concern, "What's the matter, is it uncomfortable there?"

Mrs. Jiang shook her head, collected herself, and said to Jiang Zhi, "I'll discuss it with your father."

Jiang Zhi nodded and went back to the room.

Probably know it.

Why did you suddenly know at this time?

It may be what Duan Si said, or it may be that as a mother, she has already noticed something.

Jiang Zhi sat by the bed and thought, it doesn't matter, no matter how he knows, his mother knows.

Finally got it.

Jiang Zhi suddenly felt a little relieved.

Ever since he was a child, he hasn't kept anything from his mother. Even when he was naughty when he was a child, he threw ink on the English teacher's skirt, and Jiang Zhi told his mother when he went back.

The English teacher was furious and asked who did it in the class. Jiang Zhi didn't do it on purpose, but seeing the teacher's vicious look, Xiao Jiang Zhi was frightened and didn't dare to tell anyone. He went home and told Mrs. Jiang about it. thing.

Mrs. Jiang didn't blame him, she hugged the crying little Jiang Zhi for a long time, and the next day she took a gift and went to school with Jiang Zhi to apologize to the teacher.

Ever since he was a child, he would tell his mother about everything that happened in school, interesting things, wronged things, and things that were pretentious.

Mrs. Jiang did not know which girl he liked, or which girl sent him a love letter, one by one.

Jiang Zhi sat on the edge of the bed, unconsciously grabbing the sheets with his fingers. His mother is the closest person to him in the world. She has been with him for a long time, sheltering him from the wind and rain. He never doubted that his mother would do it again this time. Standing by his side is just inevitable to be disappointed in him and hurt.

At night, there was a knock on Jiang Zhi's door.

Jiang Zhi came back to his senses and realized that it was already dark outside.

He sat by the bed all afternoon.

He cleared his throat, "Come in."

The door was opened, and Jiang Meng's head poked out from behind, "Brother."

Jiang Zhi didn't expect it to be her, and whispered, "What's wrong?"

Jiang Meng stood at the door in her pajamas, holding her big plush bear in her arms, "Why didn't you go down to finish your meal today?"

Jiang Zhi said, "I didn't know it was dark."

After saying this, he realized how silly it was, so he shut up and wanted to lie down on the bed.

Jiang Meng walked in, and her loud voice usually annoyed the whole house, but today she didn't know what happened, she looked strangely quiet.

Jiang Zhi closed his eyes and asked her, "What's the matter with you, you have something to do with me?"

Jiang Meng bit her lip, "Mom didn't come down to eat just now."

Jiang Zhi: "..."

Jiang Meng hesitated for a long time, and then asked: "Brother, are you and Cheng Li okay?"

"pretty good."

Jiang Meng watched him lying on the bed with his eyes closed, as if he didn't want to say more, and finally couldn't hold back, "Brother... Mom, she must have found out about you two."

It turned out that Jiang Meng could see it.

Jiang Zhi felt a little tired, "Go out if you have nothing to do."

Before he finished speaking, Jiang Meng held his shoulders and shook him, "Brother, what's wrong with you, are you poisoned?"

Jiang Meng waved her away irritably, "What are you doing, don't bother me."

He opened his eyes and met Jiang Meng's red but shining eyes.

Jiang Meng pressed Jiang Zhi's shoulder and forced him to look at herself, "Brother, don't be afraid, even if mom finds out, don't be afraid, true love needs to be tested, you can't give up Cheng Li just because of a little setback. "

Hearing these words, Jiang Zhi thought dumbfoundedly, you are really a good daughter of the Jiang family.

Jiang Meng continued: "Brother, Cheng Li is a good man. I think he treats you really well, at least much better than my ex-boyfriend. Even if your parents say something, you can't break up with him easily. You heard me?" No ah."

"Understood, you go back..."

Before Jiang Zhi finished speaking, Jiang Meng bumped his head on his stomach, and he froze, looking at the head in his arms.

Jiang Meng's voice was crying, "Don't be like this, I feel sad to see you like this, you have to cheer up, Cheng Li is my favorite sister-in-law, you still have a long way to go with him, you can't now Scared."

Jiang Zhi's heart was slightly sour, he stretched out his hand to hold Jiang Meng's head, "Don't worry, your brother, am I the kind of person who gives up lightly, okay, don't think so much, go back to sleep."

Finally, Jiang Meng hugged her bear and left. Jiang Zhi turned off the light and lay back on the bed.

Although Jiang Meng said a lot of naive things at her age, but one thing is right, he and Cheng Li still have a long way to go, and they will experience many setbacks, more than that, he can't be afraid, he has to face.

Jiang Zhi was in a state of confusion, and gradually became drowsy until he heard a knock on the door.

The voice was so soft that he thought it was his own illusion, and then the door was opened.

Jiang Zhi opened his eyes, thinking it was Jiang Meng who couldn't sleep and came again.

Just as he was about to turn his head to look, he heard a soft voice in the darkness, "Baby."

Jiang Zhi froze, it's his mother.

Mrs. Jiang said softly: "Baby, are you asleep? Mom wants to talk to you."

Jiang Zhi didn't turn around, lay on his side on the bed, and let out a "hmm" for a while.

He heard Mrs. Jiang sitting down by the bed. For a while, neither of them spoke first, only the rustling of leaves blown by the wind outside the window.

"Baby," Mrs. Jiang said, "Can you tell mom why you want to rent a house with Cheng Li?"

Jiang Zhi felt that his breathing was trembling, and after a long while, he breathed out, "Because I like him."

Say it out, just say it out.

Jiang Zhi clenched the pillow towel under his body, and then let it go suddenly. At that moment, he could no longer feel his own breathing.

No matter how much psychological construction was done, Jiang Zhi felt an indescribable pain in his heart when he came out to his beloved family.

There was no sound behind her, and after a few minutes, Mrs. Jiang's suppressed sobs could be heard.

Jiang Zhi's eyes were scarlet, and he stared at a corner in the darkness, but he still couldn't hold back his tears.

His nasal cavity was sore, and his throat seemed to be blocked by something. He wanted to turn around and hug his mother, but he couldn't move his whole body. It seemed that he didn't even have the strength to turn around.

Disappointed, his mother must be disappointed, the eldest son who has been raised for more than ten years, finally found out that he is gay.

Maybe it is acceptable in the eyes of peers, but how to accept it in the eyes of the previous generation?

How is it accepted in their social circle?

The eldest son of the Jiang family is gay?

Their... favorite son is gay.

In the next second, his back was suddenly hugged into a soft embrace, and Jiang Zhi was stunned.

He looked down at the thin arms wrapped around his chest. Mrs. Jiang tried to be calm but still couldn't hide the crying voice from behind, "It's all my mother's fault. Mom didn't find out earlier, and let you keep this in your heart so much." Jiu, are you sad, baby, are you sad?"

Jiang Zhi couldn't bear it anymore, tears welled up in his eyes, "Mom."

That night, the two of them maintained this position all the time, and Mrs. Jiang hugged him tightly, just like when they were children.

It's just that when I was a child, I felt the extremely strong and generous embrace, but now I can't hold him with two hands.

Mrs. Jiang told him a lot, she told him about the same-sex precautions that she came to Baidu when she was in the room, told him to pay attention to safety, to take relationships seriously, remember that you are a boy, be responsible, and love like a boy The other half, regardless of whether the other half is male or female.

In the end, she cried and repeated in Jiang Zhi's ear, "Mom loves you, mom loves you."

The start of school came as scheduled, and Jiang Zhi returned to Lanshui the day before school started.

He wants to go look at the house with Cheng Li.

"Brother Jiang!" Cheng Li saw him at the exit of the platform all the way, and shouted with a bright smile, waving his arms.

Jiang Zhi shouted in surprise, "Cheng Li!"

He threw down his schoolbag and threw away the box, and suddenly ran towards Cheng Li.

Cheng Li was startled by him, and immediately ran to the exit to pick him up.

As soon as Cheng Li arrived at the exit, he was thrown into his arms by the oncoming Jiang Zhi.

Jiang Zhi gasped and said with a smile, "Did you miss me? Why are you so punctual!"

Cheng Li put his arms around Jiang Zhi's waist and leaned back slightly, "Of course I miss you, I miss you so much, I knew yesterday that you will come this afternoon, I wish I could set the alarm clock at [-] o'clock to come and wait for you early in the morning."

Jiang Zhi laughed and got off him, "You're sweet."

Surrounded by people in a hurry, no one paid attention to them. At most, they thought they were two close buddies.

Cheng Li took Jiang Zhi back and picked up the luggage thrown on the ground, patted the ashes on his shoulder, and said with a smile, "Why are you in such a good mood today, is there anything happy about it?"

"What else is there to be happy about? Seeing you happy." Jiang Zhi looked at Cheng Li's pretty face, feeling extremely happy, wishing he could kiss him in the street.

Cheng Li took Jiang Zhi's hand indiscriminately, and quickly let go, leading him outside, and the two chatted as they walked.

"I have already agreed with the landlord. We will go to see the house at three o'clock in a while. We can still have a meal. Have you eaten at noon?"

"Eat, not hungry, let's go directly."

"Well, he should be here too."

The two took a taxi to the place where they rented a house.