doomed in dream

There are many beautiful scenery and adventures in the world of comprehension, but the time is too long. If you want to write something big, you can start with tens or hundreds of years. Even if you return to reality and can blur your memory, it is still a bit redundant.

Qu Fengyang and Chen Jiuqi reached a consensus that this scene is really not suitable as a game strategy.

Qu Fengyang felt that part of the experience of defending the city was not very good, while Chen Jiuqi said that it was mainly because there was no game meaning later.

In terms of the sense of accomplishment in the game, the feeling she had when she watched Patriarch Wang slump and fill his warehouse with weapons and supplies was enough for her;

As for the emotional immersion of NPCs, the acquaintances in the game, from protagonists like Yan Ning and Wenxiu, needless to say, to mine supervisors, sisters of the chamber of commerce, elders of the sworn oath, and the parents and relatives of the Chen family, who have smooth sailing in their respective fields, It seems that there is no need for players to vent their anger for them.

"Oh, by the way, speaking of the Chen family, it's unexpected that I have my mother's surname in these two worlds."

"Aren't you just named after your mother?" Qu Fengyang doubted his memory.

Chen Jiuqi nodded, and said: "But it's rare. Generally, everyone always defaults to the father's surname. It's a coincidence that this situation can happen twice——

Oh, it's also possible that because you know my mother's last name and mine, the playground you've constructed has assigned me that identity.So what do you arrange for yourself, unfettered? "

One is that the parents are in different places in the township, and the other is that the unknown parents have turned into dust in the years of cultivation. This is not arranged by Qu Fengyang's subjective consciousness. She doesn't know the inner logic, but she thinks it may be because of the lack of kinship and unrestrained This statement is also good of course.

Qu Fengyang turned the topic back to the quest line discussion, expressing his crazy agreement with Chen Jiuqi's views, saying that although the aristocratic family has a group of people who are not shameful, and the system is class-oppressive, what is needed is not a gentle improvement Sent to save Lu Zhongmin's life in "water and fire" - ordinary people live in the ordinary feudal system life, if you have to say it, brother Lu Bei Lu Nan don't laugh at second brother -

Unless a self-cultivation version of Huang Chao is really born, it will be a drop in the bucket to extinguish some arrogance for a while.

This convinced Chen Jiuqi, who was supposed to engage in moderate reforms.

Although both Qu Fengyang and Chen Jiuqi agreed with the above point of view, they were not ejected from the game. The reason is that they did not contradict the world and the game itself. fish year.

Oh, if you want to ask why Qu Fengyang, who was so active in analyzing the underlying logic of the game before, surrendered to Wanle?

Ha, isn’t that a bit of an inch——

Qu Fengyang didn't care much about the dream world at first, and of course it doesn't matter if it is a game field. If Chen Jiuqi is an 80% role-playing + immersive player, Qu Fengyang is the kind of krypton player who likes to idle and relax.

Her previous analysis was to vote for Chen Jiuqi, hoping that if she was rejected to confess her love, she could use her "work" colleagues as a way out.The plan to overthrow the aristocratic family is very grand, isn't it possible to bind Chen Jiuqi for a while?

The result was a pleasant surprise. Although Chen Jiuqi had various concerns, he agreed to let her chase him after all.

Now that we've talked about it, isn't it the girlfriend's right to cheat and sell miserably and accuse the target of loving work too much?This is also one of the manifestations of treating the object as the first priority!

"I really misjudged you." Chen Jiuqi complained, "When your colleagues see you like this, they must think that their Qu Lu has been possessed by ghosts."

"It doesn't matter." Qu Fengyang now thinks that all kinds of pressure brought by those social cattle colleagues have not dampened her good mood, "You don't think I'm fine."

Chen Jiuqi thought about it, and felt that maybe she was too tolerant of the world. She counted and said that her idol, Qu Fengyang, was very cute, with a "tweeting" machine like a white paper, with obvious affection, integrity and stubbornness. Qu Fengyang will be like that.

Qu Fengyang, who found that Chen Jiuqi liked that style, was not the case, should have felt guilty for a while.

Chen Jiuqi also felt that after the incident of falling objects in the entertainment industry, he was similar to Qu Fengyang before the secret realm of cultivation was exposed. He complained that she forcibly did not see the abnormality as a beautiful dream, and she was too presumptuous to talk about it even though her level was limited.

Qu Fengyang didn't refute her complaints, but slandered her, didn't she get used to being molested?

Moreover, and the things I do can at least create that kind of romantic feeling that ignores the worldly order?

Then Chen Jiuqi commented on Qu Fengyang after being exposed. This time she said: "Although she was a little embarrassed at first, she unexpectedly remained agile and considerate. This feeling is more reliable than before the exposure. I don’t want to be down-to-earth and exaggerated all the time.”

This is a compliment, Qu Fengyang said proudly: "I have always been somewhat reliable and considerate, but I just can't speak."

Chen Jiuqi showed a weird look, and Qu Fengyang asked back: "In a sense, a large part of love is made up of the happiness of getting along. Could it be that the happiness I brought you was purely because of my face? Don't you It would be so superficial!"

The sentimental man who always frowns and eyes finally said: "Of course there are more than that. There are many factors and people are very complicated."

People are complicated.

During the trip, Chen Jiuqi finally said what she probably should have said earlier.

But what makes Qu Fengyang even more guilty is that it is very likely that the fault is completely on his own, because Jiujiu, who is keen on board games, seems to like to replay "telling the story". Opportunity to say, said that certainly will not listen.

Qu Fengyang knows that she is passive and avoidant, and anything that touches her heart makes her terrified, but of course she cherished this relationship very much at the beginning, and now she is willing to believe that man can conquer nature, so much courage to change and make up is overdue.

Maybe it's because she didn't realize that Chen Jiuqi's presumptuous behavior during the period when she came from reality gave her more confidence. What she is praying for now is not just for her lover to return to her embrace.Rather, give her a chance at least to make up for her mistakes.

Tweeting back then, maybe she was conceited, proud, and controlling, but Qu Fengyang just liked her enthusiasm and warmth from the proud son of heaven.She can't stand Jiujiu becoming emotionally inferior and stingy.

Even if Chen Jiuqi chooses to give his love to others in the end, at least now Qu Fengyang thinks that he should make up for the traces left by that experience.

Besides, it seems that the situation is just right, and no one else should be able to take advantage of it.

Memories are also complicated.

When Qu Fengyang was asked about how to look at the memories of the last relationship, he was holding the high-quality sword she had just bought, using the sword-control technique she had learned from Wenxiu, and force-fed her into the sword. The immortal power of the late Yuanying period brought Chen Jiuqi to the sky.And her answer was: "Even if the result is tragic and I was desperate for myself, but the good things in the experience are good. And it is also the good memories, the hopelessness that healed - so you grasp it well, let me Make some good memories too."

"Isn't what you created a frightening memory?" Chen Jiuqi complained against the cold wind.

Qu Fengyang didn't speak, and laughed "eh", Chen Jiuqi was silent for a while and suddenly said again: "Since your character, mentality, and way of doing things have all changed to "good" in the popular sense, then probably I also Well, try to get better."

Qu Fengyang didn't ask why Chen Jiuqi asked her about the memory, and Chen Jiuqi didn't tell her how she felt about that memory, but she still felt guilty.

When she didn't know that she was playing games in her dream before, she still vaguely felt that Jiujiu must be doing well. She felt that she was in pain and even felt a bit like a victim, but seeing Jiujiu's current appearance, she finally realized it. She felt that Chen Jiuqi was so confused now, maybe it was because the memories of the breakup cast too much shadow on her.

When Qu Fengyang broke up with separation avoidance and anxiety, he didn't reply to the news, pretended not to see it, ignored it and refused to communicate. He couldn't make excuses to say that it was to avoid venting his emotions on his lover, because time passed and she was rational and intelligent. I also have a conscience to judge that this must be considered cold violence.

Although, from a legal point of view, Qu Fengyang did not touch any bottom line, and even morally, domestic cold violence generally has to form a long-term practice of damaging personal rights—they are neither protected by the definition of "family" in marriage However, Chen Jiuqi's pride would not allow her to be mentally abused to that extent for a long time.

But if it is judged that there is no residual harm, how can it be possible?

The two of them bound together for almost the entire time in college, so entangled that any scene can lead to some memory fragments. Qu Fengyang still can easily think of Chen Jiuqi in his life. Naturally, Chen Jiuqi has nowhere to go when thinking about the four years in college. Not the traces of Qu Fengyang.

Then Chen Jiuqi and himself have a different view on memories, so the result is that the first meeting and the coffee shop and other times that should have been colorful are all because of the shadow after the breakup. After many years, every time I think of it, I still feel melancholy and sad. ?

Ah, the sadness that has been intensified over the years. When it comes to this, Qu Fengyang must praise Jiujiu's admirable moral conduct. After all, after she recalls and thinks about her previous behavior, she feels that it is too saintly for Jiujiu to not retaliate because of love and hatred. .

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Flag1: Obvious liking, integrity and stubbornness, maybe Qu Fengyang will be like that when he was young.