doomed in dream

Facing Xuanyuantuo's accusation, Qu Fengyang spoke first: "Can you tell me the name of that official?"

After listening to the answer, she said that the pusher had been imprisoned for corruption and abuse of power half a year ago, and was collectively transferred because of the war. By the way, she introduced the legal basis and significance of war crimes to Xuanyuantuo——

This is Chen Jiuqi's summary of her remarks. In the eyes of ordinary monks, Qu Fengyang is just trying to enlighten his opponent by discussing the Tao with great compassion.

Public relations pressure came to Xianmen, the elders who came to support were embarrassed to comment on the head, but they swore bluntly: "The head treats you well, food, clothing and practice are all right, and it is unbearable in the tragedy because he concealed the identity of the Lingtang from us." While giving up the feeling of taking care of Lingtang for myself, it is unbearable to be the head of my fairy sect for my husband, and then we will impeach him and choose another talented person."

Yan Ning complained about so many good brothers and sisters in the sect: "That senior brother Jindan is indeed an exception. Not only did he have a small temper to bully you, but he was also cowardly when he was in confinement. Now he has been dealt with by the Law Enforcement Hall. up.

Brother Xuanyuan deserves sympathy for what he suffered due to a single case, but if he denies or even destroys the happiness of the public, he will cross the moral bottom line and be too extreme! "

It can only be said that Xuanyuan Tuo's various motives are not very grand and upright, and it is easier to be questioned after the script is changed. What a poor hero.Chen Jiuqi commented on the memory of speed reading in this way.

However, Xuanyuan Tuo still has a bit of basic quality. After venting and being refuted, his behavior will not break the pot. He thought that since he had already been defeated, he didn’t take it for granted. In the hands of the original subordinate of Mozun, it is better to simply offer to cut Nancheng as war reparations.

As soon as Chen Jiuqi heard it, he felt that there was really no problem, the civil compensation was enough, and these anti-human acts of massacring the city hadn't happened in this world yet, so it was impossible for Qu Fengyang to force Xuanyuantuo to death because of something that didn't happen. So Xuanyuan Tuo did get rid of the public trial or questioning in the end, and then immediately disappeared and hid.

Everything is normal up to this point. Chen Jiuqi even thought at first that if the revolving lanterns were completed, she could exit the dream or directly cut into a world, but maybe there was a reason why she didn't get these revolving lanterns at the end of the dream the night before. Her memory continued to recount the trivialities of the two years that followed.

For example, on the way back to the Immortal Gate, Yan Ning, who had already broken through self-alchemy during the war, was promoted to another level;

For example, after going back, Elder Zheng swore not only publicly questioned the head of the sect, but also overcame the sword repair brothers as junior sisters;

For example, when she took over all the disciples in charge, Chen Jiuqi began to feel at ease as a junior sister commensurate with her cultivation, and could even gradually ignore the law enforcement hall——

Xianmen has become more and more normal. In her mind, the aristocratic family is now the biggest cancer. She still wants to go back and study how to get rid of this ruling system; another example, huh?

Did Qu Fengyang propose marriage to the Chen family?What kind of kiss did she mention?

And why is it already finalized?Why did Qu Fengyang come to Xianmen today?

What about the sworn elders?Master, won't you stop it?

Why?So the reason why this dream world didn't end couldn't be because Qu Fengyang's wish this time was "after this battle, I'm going back to my hometown to get married", right?

Chen Jiuqi hugged her head and began to shut herself up. Although she just complained about Qu Fengyang's wish to get married, it is barely a reasonable guess, but this matter is too abrupt, and she really doesn't understand it personally.

She is in a very complicated mood. Chen Jiuqi, who has read the original book, is convinced that Qu Fengyang pretended to be "Xiangmu" and everything he did after meeting was to take care of herself, and she was convinced that Qu Fengyang was trying hard to be a reliable, At least friends who are tolerant, and I am sure that I have a little temptation to revive from the world of entertainment.

But the above convictions by no means mean that she has accepted to rebuild the old relationship with Qu Fengyang.

On the one hand, the question mark sent by Qu Feng Yanggang is actually quite clear. She doesn't know anything about the dream world. Chen Jiuqi is already suspecting the following possibilities:

1 The reality she thought Qu Fengyang was a visitor from a parallel time and space.

2 The deleted version played by Qu Fengyang can't remember anything, but the master version he played can remember.

3. Qu Fengyang's timeline is different from her own. The world she enters today will overlap with her in the future.

If it is the case of 1 or 2, the Qu Fengyang who Chen Jiuqi knows in reality will not even have an impression of what she did in the dream world, then——

What's the point of anything nice and sweet now?Is it the flower in the mirror and the moon in the water?

Or, let Chen Jiuqi know that Qu Fengyang has a heart to love him, so he can take the initiative to go back like a stunned young man without any grievances?

So the question is, why?

Qu Fengyang has always given Chen Jiuqi a particularly strong sense of instability. She is like a hedgehog. When she is calm, she is soft in her arms, but she can also become very cold very suddenly, thorns in her usual resistance to outsiders. Pierce deeper into the chest of the intimate.

The last date before the breakup was at the temple. After receiving the incense, she suddenly said that she had separated after graduation, that she was always destined, as if Chen Jiuqi's courage to abandon his family business for Qu Fengyang's stay in the capital was worthless.

She can also casually say "If only I could really like you", "I haven't loved you", and then maintain the suffocating silence before the explosive barrel detonated for a long time.

But while she asked her mutual friends not to see the clues, she suddenly emphasized privately when she had to socialize and meet by chance: "For me, anyone who has added WeChat can be considered a friend, and you are just one of them."

For Chen Jiuqi at the time, Qu Fengyang's thoughts, words and deeds were treacherous, and even though Qu Fengyang's intellectual judgment problems were more caused by Qu Fengyang himself, she was still very sad, and would even be persuaded that "she really never loved Bar".

Words are powerful.Even if Qu Fengyang once looked at each other across the turbulent crowd, he would choose her at a distance;

Even if Qu Fengyang throws himself into his arms, it is not in line with the usual human setting to force dog food into his roommate's mouth;

Even if she has done all the intimacy, dependence, no matter what she has done, if she says "never loved", then everything can be explained as a play on the spot to relieve loneliness.

No?

From the more pure and innocent idol version of Qu Fengyang, Chen Jiuqi read more details that she had hidden, and read some obsessions or attachments, but Qu Fengyang could deny and refuse back then, and he can also succeed after reconciliation Twice, so these things might upset Chen Jiuqi, but they didn't soften her heart.

And what can really soften her heart is the two Qu Fengyang who she thinks came with the memories of real experiences. The more practical "goodness" that is easily denied, or in other words, will become Qu Fengyang's extremely high sunk cost if denied and belittled again.

But what Qu Fengyang gave in the dream, could she give in reality?

In real love, if Qu Fengyang doesn't take the initiative to show a similar level of growth, there is actually nothing to talk about.

And once he had put these question marks and thought about it so much, all the positive emotions Chen Jiuqi had about the news of the marriage proposal would dissipate, and he even felt disgusted with such a dream experience for a moment.She had put so much effort into "killing someone with a knife" for Qu Fengyang's IPO and defrauding the aristocratic family that she almost forgot the initial resistance—

how?I don't know which god or Buddha gave me a dream, so I have to do it honestly?I don't care that much about my life.

Chen Jiuqi can endure these resistances in order to save good people, punish evil people, change tragedies, or for a person who looks like a real friend.

Even if there is a 90.00% chance that the dream world is a pure game and illusion, she doesn't want to bet on other people's fate.

But if the meaning of everything falls into love, and the result is that Qu Fengyang unilaterally brushes Chen Jiuqi's own favor unknowingly, and Chen Jiuqi has to come forward to bridge the relationship with Qu Fengyang who has no memory of dreams at all when he returns to reality, then It's hard to distinguish the boundary from self-love.

At this moment, Chen Jiuqi suddenly became clear about his determination. In the dream, Chen Jiuqi would not accept to accompany him.

At this moment, she woke up.Opening his eyes, it was the pitch-black middle of the night, Chen Jiuqi moved a little to the edge of the bed, his mind was confused, he didn't know what to do.

After a while, the phone vibrated. Chen Jiuqi didn't want to care about it at first. Who cares if there is a work emergency when he is upset, but thinking that it might be the news from Qu Fengyang, she reluctantly took the phone.

Not a WeChat message, but an email.

The preview content on the lock screen has been explained in full.At first, Chen Jiuqi thought it was some kind of spam email, but an intuition suddenly made him connect this email with the dream world. Intuition is usually related to experience judgment or memory.So, she opened the mailbox.

"Dear Ms. Chen Jiuqi, I am Zhao Xianchan from the technical service team of Huihui Information Technology Co., Ltd., and I am responsible for the experience feedback of the internal test personnel. Regarding your questions, I hope you are free to come to the company for communication these two days. The company The address is: Daji Street, Caoyan District. You can make an appointment at any time above. I will always look forward to your visit, thank you."

Let’s see the tricks, not to mention what she means, the internal test can’t just arrest people casually, I probably agreed to it, so after working overtime tomorrow, I need to visit this so-called Huihui Information Technology Co., Ltd. ——Anyway, the appointment time it gave also shows that their service team is definitely not on weekends.

The author has something to say:

Tucao: Recently, the system keeps reminding me that a chapter of a certain article was locked many years ago. If you lock myopinion, just lock it. I won’t change it. But when I reviewed that chapter, I found that I write it now than when I didn’t understand anything. The things that come out are even clearer, and it is so subtle.