Protagonist's life?Take it!

Big problem?Cheng Ying's heart skipped a beat, and he quickly thought back.

Before he could figure it out, Father Cheng said sternly: "You are so selfish. You only think about what you will face from your own point of view. Have you ever considered what the person who becomes your partner will face?"

This accusation was not without harshness, Cheng Ying's face changed slightly, and he immediately said sincerely: "Father taught you the lesson." Because he was facing his own family in his speech in the morning, he spoke from the perspective of his own family_ Argument.Of course, Cheng Ying is not a selfish person, but this is indeed his negligence.

"Father, it's not that I haven't considered your question." Cheng Ying paused for a moment and said, "Actually speaking from the social environment, it doesn't matter whether you are gay or straight, but it's like talking about men and women. We have been equal for so many years, and there are still some people who are patriarchal. There will always be some people who are too paranoid. So as long as we behave properly and live a happy and beautiful life, it is the best way to fight back."

Cheng's father was not satisfied with this: "A lifetime? It's easy to say, but hard to do. Do you have a way to deal with all possible difficulties?"

Cheng Ying hurriedly said: "No matter who my future partner is, the difficulties I encounter because of homosexuality are nothing but reputation. If the other party is someone who has nothing to do, the Chen family is their role model. If it is related to career Yes, as long as you use power to suppress people, you are not afraid that they will not compromise. If your relatives are not considerate, I will use the method of spring wind to transform rain to obtain the acceptance of the other party. If you really can't be accepted forever, it's a big deal that you owe him. In fact, as long as the friendship is deep enough, you can support each other to face all wind and rain. If you shrink back because of difficulties, it only shows that the love is not deep enough, so we should separate as soon as possible to avoid harm. People have been harmed."

Father Cheng looked at him deeply: "Remember your words, I hope you will always be so confident."

"I will definitely not let down my father's hope." Cheng Ying said solemnly, it was a promise, and he was also speaking of an established fact, "One force will reduce ten meetings, no matter what you want to achieve, it will be easier to be powerful .”

At this point, Cheng's father let go of Cheng Ying's answer.In the next round, it was Cheng's mother's turn to ask questions.

Cheng's mother has been sitting quietly by the side. Even at home, she is still dressed in strict formal attire, capable and neat.But every mother loves her child the most, even a strong woman has the softest side in her heart.

"I just want to ask one thing." She frowned slightly, "Do you still like that person who rejected you?"

"Yes." Cheng Ying admitted without struggling.

"Like so much that you are willing to take care of him and let him go?"

"Yes." Cheng Ying thought for a while and added, "Actually, I still have illusions about influencing him."

Chengmu raised her eyebrows: "Then why don't you fight?"

A smile appeared on the corner of Cheng Ying's mouth: "Seriously speaking, I actually wanted to use the method of boiling frogs in warm water to impress him, but he has a very stubborn personality, and I was afraid of pushing him too hard. Simply don't want to contact me at all, I dare not take such a risk."

"If you don't fight, but you can't let go, are you still waiting for others to give you alms?" Chengmu said in a deep voice, with a hint of anger in her tone.

"Mother, I think that when dealing with your lover, you should let nature take its course." Cheng Ying argued.

"If you love someone, you naturally want to use various methods to understand the other person's temperament, hobbies, and then do what you like, hoping that the other person is happy. Why is it just forcing?"

"Mother, I don't think my approach should be continuous." Cheng Ying raised his head slightly, his voice was low and calm, even though he was arguing, there was no wavering, "The long-term help in career and life without trace, and then And then _casually revealed_ through others, which is the way I think it will most appeal to a person of his type."

Mother Cheng folded her arms and looked at her young son: "How long are you going to hold on?"

The eyes as quiet as the dark night flickered for a moment, and there seemed to be a long-lasting smog in it: "My idea is to do your best and obey the fate. I don't think this is a negative attitude. The most elusive thing in the world is the human heart." , just like no authoritative psychological analysis can be used as evidence. So in terms of feelings, I can only make the most favorable choice according to the current situation. As for whether it will succeed or not, I really can only let nature take its course. "

"It's not easy for you to find true love if you're gay, but you still..."

Cheng Ying knew that her mother was doing it for her own good, and she was afraid that she would never be happy, so she comforted her: "In the future, maybe my feelings for him will fade away, and if I fall in love with someone else, it is also possible that one day he will feel able again Accepted. I can only guarantee that I will not do anything that will hinder others because of this. Family, friendship, love, and career are all important to me. People are a collection, and I will not favor one over another. "

Cheng's mother looked at Chengying fixedly, with a calm face, but it seemed to be carrying a raging storm, but in the end, this sharp momentum subsided, and turned into a sullen sigh: "It's up to you."

With a gentle smile in Cheng Ying's eyes: "Thank you, mother."

The next person who will start asking questions is Cheng Ying's elder brother Cheng Jin. When Cheng Ying answered the questions of his grandfather and parents earlier, Cheng Jin didn't say a word or look sideways. He didn't know what he was thinking.

At this time, his eyes were deep and sharp, his voice was cold, and he asked heartbreakingly: "The relationship is broken, what should I do?"

Before a partner wants to break up the relationship first, Chengying knows that compared with the elders, the problems of the peers will be more difficult to deal with.However, with their eyes facing each other, Cheng Ying did not show any weakness in the face of Cheng Jin's big iceberg, which can be called a human-shaped refrigerator in front of outsiders: "I protest, heterosexuals will also encounter relationship breakdown, and the big brother's problem is not suitable. sex."

"Protesting is invalid." Cheng's mother interrupted him directly, "Homosexuals are more likely to have emotional changes, especially when one party is bisexual, and there are generally differences between men's reactions and women's reactions after the relationship breaks down." Very different."

"I understand." Cheng Ying said indifferently, raised his head to look at Cheng Jin, raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and began to answer, "A broken relationship includes derailment, deceit, use, and personality incompatibility. The first situation is good to get together." It’s easy to break up, and then walk with strangers. The second situation, I will not let him go. The third situation is to break up peacefully, and I don’t mind continuing to be friends if possible. Of course, if you really have difficulties, you can correct them, and you are willing to run in, it’s not that you can’t continue possible."

Cheng Jin's sharp facial features showed a trace of leisure: "And then?"

Cheng Ying was taken aback for a moment, then paused and said, "So that's what my elder brother meant. Is my elder brother asking about the impact on me after the emotional change? For example, will it be painful, not wanting to have sex, and my temperament will change drastically?" of?"

Cheng Jin raised his eyebrows and glanced at him lightly, signaling that he was talking too much nonsense.

Cheng Ying's eyes were deep and peaceful: "I think, if you feel abused, you must be asking for too much. Love is like gambling, there are too many uncertainties. To deal with gambling, you must first Keep a calm mind, realize that you are just enjoying the process, and not trying to earn anything through gambling. Then put out an affordable part of the investment according to your own family price, and gain my luck and lose my life. Only In this way, no matter what result you get, you can face it calmly. Whether it is to continue to make money, to change the time and place, or to stop here, you can choose calmly, and in this way, the one that does not hurt the muscles and bones can really last for a long time continue."

Cheng Jin's expression of watching the show was slightly condensed: "Are you serious?"

"I know what you are worried about, brother, and I also know that it may not be possible to maintain reason when you are deeply in love." Cheng Ying said with a look of indifference and distance, "However, a person's mental strength is always limited. Enthusiastic, more likely to be powerless, and the time of the disaster will be short. The explosion is not violent, although it lasts for a long time, but the damage will be controlled within a certain range. I believe that no matter what kind, the ability of the eldest brother is enough Settle it."

Cheng Jin glanced at him from top to bottom with an iceberg face that hadn't moved for thousands of years: "I won't release water."

Cheng Ying said without any pause: "Naturally, we don't need people who have lost their minds to start a family."

This sentence is clear enough, indifferent and quiet enough, decisive enough, and ruthless enough!

If it was said that Cheng Jin's question was difficult, then Cheng Ying's answer simply left no room for retreat, and the entire hall was chilled because of such sonorous and powerful words.However, after Cheng Ying uttered such bold words, this question was passed.

"Finally it's my turn." Cheng Ke said with a grin, with clear and shrewd eyes on her delicate little face, "I know that my second brother has been making arrangements since he knew his own sexuality, and I'm prepared to meet with my family in case Even if you fall out, you can go out independently."

Cheng Ying sat quietly, with a straight posture, calm and elegant, without any signs of fatigue, with deep and bottomless eyes, waiting for Cheng Ke's question.He was not surprised at all that his arrangement was known by his family. He hadn't left the school yet, so there were limited things he could do, and many of the arrangements were made by borrowing Cheng Jin.Cheng Jin had already warned that he would not help him when the incident happened, so now that the incident happened to Chen Manrou, it is natural for her arrangement to be exposed in advance.

"But second brother, why did you arrange these things?" Cheng Ke tilted his head, his posture was sweet, but his words were sharp, "You don't know the temper of the family, don't you think we will take this problem seriously?" ? Or, in fact, you don’t believe in yourself?”

Everything in front was foreshadowing, and it wasn't until this time that Cheng Ke pointed out the center: "Second brother, what you said earlier was full of hype, but if you didn't feel that homosexuality is very serious first, how could you have acted secretly early on?" ?A person who is not confident in himself, how do you let me believe that you can go on this road and walk well?"

Cheng Ke's question had been raised in its original form. Seeing the serious expressions of the others, she smiled at Cheng Ying. She had been waiting for this moment for a long time.

Cheng Ying was really surprised this time. During lunch, Cheng Ke said mysteriously not to be overwhelmed by her question. He was just kidding. He didn't expect that she would really ask such a trapping question.Compared with Cheng's unrestrained father and son, Cheng's father's change of perspective, Cheng's mother's concern, and Cheng Jin's straightforwardness, Cheng Ke's problem deserves a different approach.

If Cheng Ke just questioned Cheng Ying's disbelief in his family, Cheng Ying has countless reasons to refute, but Cheng Ke's blame is Cheng Ying's disbelief in herself, then no matter how much Cheng Ying speaks, she will be powerless.This move is a drastic move!

It is true that the back waves of the Yangtze River push forward the front waves, but is Cheng Ying going to die on the beach in front of the waves?