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95. You who have always been gentle, can’t hear him say that sentence... I broke my promise... I promised you that I would never let you worry...

Seeing Sha Ying again, Sha Ying became much more haggard.When seeing Ye Yu, tears filled her eyes before she said anything first.For Sha Ying, seeing Ye Yu come again, the breakup must be complete.Perhaps in the bottom of her heart, she thought that if her Lan Tian won the 30, she would not have to think so much, just listen to her Lan Tian and go away selfishly, it is better than such a painful injury, but her Lan Tian is not Such a person, her blue sky is worth Sha Ying doing all the impossible things for her.

"She...wouldn't want...was she?"

"I can't tell her a lot of reasons. Shasha, can you accept the money? She is delaying time. Don't let her not go abroad in the end, and you can't get out of the play. This is too tragic!"

"Didn't you tell her about my current relationship with Sun Qian?"

"I said, I didn't dare to say it the first time I went back, but just yesterday, what I told her was that she didn't believe it at all, as if I was lying to her, she believed that you couldn't do without her !"

Sha Ying was extremely sad and kept shaking her head: "She..." covered her face in a collapsed state.

"Shusha? Are you okay with Sun Qian? Does Sun Qian know what happened between you and her?"

"He knows, he sees it."

"Shusha, although she says she doesn't believe it, she still has doubts in her heart. Her experiment will be over in a few days, and she will definitely come to Beijing to see you. You can discuss it with her, okay? Don't take Sun Let’s get into it, based on what I know about you, it’s hard for you to fall in love with others. If you really can’t persuade her, you just follow her heart. It’s okay, and what she said is not wrong. The only advantage of going abroad is to start at a higher level. Our life is just a few short decades, one-third of it has passed, how many seven years can we spend loving each other? If we have to obey this and that, we will wait until we are not careful. Her theory is not unreasonable , this feeling made her understand early on what it means to cherish, and her father's sudden departure hit her even more."

"Sister Yu, you will really understand in the future. Oh, you just said that her experiment is almost over?"

"Well, she has too many things to do these days. The professor likes her very much. He took her to many hospitals to see many major operations. A few days ago, a senior expert in brain surgery from abroad came to Shanghai. The professor took her to see her. A very famous doctor took her into the operating room to observe the operation process. So, Sha Sha, she is talented, capable, she cannot be buried, and she has a very good future, but you are her most important thing. You, fulfill her ideas and lay down some principles for her future, she refuses to take the money, you take it, can you make this decision?"

"...I can't make this decision. Sister Yu, three years in high school, do you know why we didn't decide to go together until our freshman year? I have countless opportunities to ask her to love me, but I don't, I always talk about it , I saw that she obviously endured very hard, I still had to wait for her to speak, but she always... Everything was because she fell in love with me and resisted loving me... The more she endured, the deeper I fell... Thinking about it now...be patient...it's pretty good...

I have to be the first swish she knew, I'd rather she puffed me up in a t-shirt in the winter...riding that 35km bike...she'll always be her then...and I'll always be It would be me then...and if today...I took the money...she would feel the world is changing us...changing many things...and the last thing she wants to accept...is me changing...I don't care No matter how I explain it...it will not fade away the love she thinks she has no ability to rely on the 30 yuan to protect. I love her people, and I love her precious self-esteem and self-confidence...No one in this world understands her better than me. "

Ye Yu couldn't sit still after hearing that, she couldn't understand that person, and she couldn't understand this person either.

"Shasha, can't you be flexible and play tricks? After she graduates, remind her not to forget that there is still this money to pay back!"

"No, Sister Yu, don't talk anymore, you really don't want to be busy anymore, I have already thought about it, her rustling is either by the Yangtze River, or on that road, or in our dormitory classroom, or in the classroom. In Beijing...in the hotel...on the platform...let everything go and wake up this white dream...Sister Yu...don't try to persuade me...you can go back...this time...I won't send you there It's the airport..."

Ye Yu had nothing to say, looked around helplessly but didn't know where to look, stood up silently: "Okay, I'll go back first, she was still a little uneasy yesterday, and she doesn't know when I come today. Shasha, no matter what, you wait until she comes over, and you must not have anything to do with Sun Qian, I beg you not to hurt her!"

Sha Ying held Ye Yu's hands, tears streaming down her face: "...Look at her...Take good care of her...Without me...I can't live without you...Don't let her never recover...She needs to be fine..."

"But whether she is good or not is all related to you... She has been like this since the day I met her... Don't make such a stupid decision. It won't be long until she comes, she will definitely come in a week at most."

On the plane, Ye Yu imagined the three years of high school between those two people, and she really experienced how it would be to hold back and love someone...

In the evening, Ye Yu returned to her dormitory in Shanghai. The sword was there. Why didn't the professor let her come back now? Meal time is almost over, let's go buy food first.

All the way back to the dormitory, Lan Tian hadn't come back yet, so it was just right to soak the pile of clothes, eat and wash them.

It was seven o'clock, and the person still hadn't come back. A thought flashed into her mind. She ran downstairs to ask the dormitory administrator, only to find out that the person left the dormitory at four o'clock in the afternoon with a backpack on his back.

Ye Yu went upstairs to have dinner alone and sleep in a dormitory alone, a little scared, was it because that person was not by her side, or was she timid, or was it because that person ran to hug another person, so lonely and desolate. The whole person is a little weak.

On August 8, it was 13:08 when I woke up, and the man's bed was still the same as yesterday. Ye Yu looked at the bed in a daze.

Probably no breakfast in the cafeteria, she got up, put on pajamas, in the dormitory, thinking about the martial arts that Lan Tian taught her, put on a posture to practice...

After 15 minutes, she was tired. No matter how hard she bent her legs, she could not reach the level of those two people. She just picked up the towel, facial cleanser and went to the bathroom. After returning to the dormitory, she turned on the tape recorder and continued to lie lazily on the bed. , pick up the magazine and look through it.At ten o'clock, she dressed and carried her bag, and took a taxi to the center of Shanghai alone. That person was not there, and that person must have asked for leave to go to Beijing before completing the experiment. Dreams and going abroad, that person can put it all down, and still think about it. To give another person a set of "Blue Mansion"...

What are you thinking about such a person?

Don't think about it, but it's all about her...

She was ushered into a corner of the western restaurant by the waiter. Looking down from the 28th floor, the world is right in front of her eyes. She still couldn’t find a view to distract her. The ice cream brought by the waiter politely was so exquisite that she only thought of the screen window made of blue sky. ...

It was almost evening when Lan Tian came to the dance troupe again, the guard politely told Lan Tian to wait a while, he had to make an internal call to go in first.

Two minutes later, Sun Qian came out.

"Heh... hello, Sun Qian, uh... where's Shasha?" I wondered why it wasn't hers, didn't Ye Yu see it not long ago?

"Heh... hello, Lan Tian, ​​maybe you have to come here again for nothing, and she's not here." Sun Qian's eyes were no longer as innocent as when he was studying.

"It's unlikely. My friend said that she was still there a few days ago. She just started working, so she shouldn't be so busy."

"But she's really not here, she's gone to Jilin."

"Jilin?"

"She didn't tell you?"

Lan Tian's smile froze slowly.

Sun Qian continued: "Oh... I think so, she doesn't need to tell you."

"You take me in and I want to see her."

"Don't come to this place to look for her, even if she is here today, I can't let you see her again."

She didn't want to argue with him, she didn't come to him, she just wanted to see her rustling, she bypassed Sun Qian and went inside, Sun Qian immediately blocked the door with her body, forcing Lan Tian to back away...

"You don't know anyone here, the only one who is really not here, Lan Tian, ​​I want to say something clearly, but I respect her, so I respect you too, you go back, although I should do my best I should treat you to a meal, even if it is to receive you on her behalf, it is not easy to come here in such hot weather, but if you agree that this is the last time you come to see her, we can still be friends for a day."

Lan Tian looked around and filtered out all Sun Qian's words.

"Please take me in to meet her, I know she is inside."

"She's really not in there. Lan Tian, ​​how do I wake you up? She's not something you should pester, do you have to ruin her life? She's finally willing to try another way, even if it's giving her a chance Okay? She has gone to Jilin. Let me tell you directly that she knows you will come, so she deliberately strives for this opportunity to go to Jilin. Ever since she fought to go to Xinjiang, she has been trying to hide from you. Can't you see it? ?”

"I only believe her words, I want to see her."

"I heard that you have such an IQ when you are the first one every year? She graduated and she is no longer a child. It's time for her to start a new life. You are so happy... Alas, she finally sees clearly what she should do Don't you support her? Lan Tian, ​​I thought she was naive, don't make me think you are more naive than her? You... think about it carefully, what can you give her? "

"What can you give her?" Lan Tian stared straight at Sun Qian who blocked her in front of her eyes. Any hurtful words were only Sun Qian's words, not rustling. She wouldn't listen to it, at least she didn't want to listen to it.

Sun Qian was stunned for a moment:

"Maybe I'm immoral and incompetent. Don't make me say that I understand the difference between you and me."

He is very humble, he loves Sha Ying very much, he is a good man, he knows how to respect others.The phrase "without virtue and incompetence" made Lan Tian take back his thorns and said calmly:

"Please take me in, Sun Qian, I must see her today."

"She is really not here, Lan Tian, ​​let her go, my grandson is confident to give her the best future, give her to me, I will love her for the rest of my life, I am very grateful to you for taking care of her for so many years, let me Knowing such a perfect woman, without you, I believe that her beauty may only be on the outside, maybe it is because of you that she glows with a different kind of brilliance, I don’t mind her passing with you, stop at this point, this moment Just fine, okay?"

It was this passage that made Lan Tian start to believe in pain... Tears began to flicker...

"I want to see her, get out of the way, I'll say it again... Please get out of the way."

After seeing Sha Ying's tears too much, Sun Qian will no longer show any mercy for the tears in front of him.

"I can't let it. Lan Tian, ​​you can't go straight into her life like this again. I'm already her boyfriend. You can't see her until you put her down completely."

"Sun Qian, no matter how much you say today, I won't believe it. She will tell me herself if she has something to say, and she won't allow me to listen to others."

"I'm not someone else."

"There's nothing you can do if you want to think about me so wishfully." Lan Tian stepped forward...

"You'd better stop being stubborn. Why make things difficult for you and her?" Sun Qian continued to block...

"I only see that you are embarrassing me now and you won't let me go in to see her!"

"She's not here, she's gone to Jilin, how many times do I need to say it?"

"Then what's the point of letting me go in and have a look?"

"She just went there to hide from you!"

"I can't believe what you said!"

"Stop wishful thinking!"

"Let me in!"

"Stop disturbing her life!"

"I'm afraid it's you who disturbed her life!"

"Are you normal or not!"

"Let me in!!"

"No!! She is already mine!!"

A punch hit Sun Qian's face, and Sun Qian's body swayed back directly to the guard's wall, covering the corner of his mouth with his hand, bleeding was already coming out.

The uncle doorman ran out: "Hey, why are you beating someone? If you dare to do it again, I will call the police! How can you hit so hard, a fair and clean girl?"

She stepped forward, regardless of the guard's accusation, tried her best to be calm, looked at Sun Qian: "I'm sorry... don't say who she is... If I know that you have done something sorry for her..."

The uncle guard was still muttering angrily. Sun Qian didn't want to say anything because he was afraid of disturbing many people, or he could understand: "Uncle Ke, I'm fine, don't talk about it."

"Let me in, if you really don't allow it, you know you can't stop me."

Sun Qian didn't speak, but looked away. He couldn't bring Lan Tian in either.

Lan Tian turned around and went inside the building.

But let her search every possible place in this building, her rustle is indeed not there, everyone she sees tells Lan Tian the same answer, her rustle has gone to Jilin, and she just left this morning, Only the head of the group will know when he will come back and the phone number there, but the head of the group is not here now.

Lan Tian walked out of the building slowly, she was sad, her heart ached, the pain became more and more painful...

She began to wander not far from the entrance of the dance troupe. This dance troupe has only one exit, which is the gatekeeper. Sha Ying's dormitory is also in this troupe. If her Sha Sha comes back, the gatekeeper must pass through.

It was already evening, and everyone in the regiment began to go home one after another. Uncle Ke, the guard, told everyone the story too quickly, pointing his hand from time to time to the blue sky not far away where he was beating people...

Sun Qian didn't come out to pay attention to Lan Tian again.

It was already dark, she bought bread and water from the nearby supermarket, and still stood not far away looking at the doorman. She came to Beijing again, and could not see each other again...

The longer she waited, the more clearly Sun Qian's words were repeated in her mind, but she forced herself to believe that her Sha Sha loved her and... she must not allow this kind of miss... Her Sha Sha had no choice but to leave... ...Her rustle will never allow the blue sky to come in vain again and again...Her rustle...Rustle...Where is her rustle...Is her rustle good...Is it safe...

Her internal organs are in labor pain... She hasn't heard the rustling sound for more than a month... It shouldn't be... How can she agree to the professor to stay in the school?

She looked at the gate of the regiment, not letting anyone who came in and out, tired of standing, she sat on the curb, the street lights were turned on, pedestrians hurried past, no one noticed or cared about her anxiety...

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