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86. Why am I willing to say those two words? If I make you hurt, it must be because I am already in pain

On the evening of May 1996, 5, Lan Tian was sitting at his desk having dinner, and Sha Ying walked into the dormitory with a backpack on her back.

"Shusha?" Lan Tian immediately stood up, unable to believe what she was seeing.

Lan Fang was also surprised, Ye Yu seemed to want to escape from this place, she wondered what she had done.

"Here I am again, hello everyone!"

Everyone is already familiar with Sha Ying, this girl who can never be forgotten after seeing her, this girl who makes people no longer like mirrors.

Her heart ached, her eyes were swollen, and she lost a lot of weight. That smile only made Lan Tian think that her rustle was working hard: "Shusha, I know you are very busy these days, how can you find time?" Lan Tian put Take her bag off.

She saw the obvious oily corners of Lan Tian's mouth, and she really wanted to kiss that corner of her mouth...even for a moment...like many years ago...

She pursed her lips. From the corner of her eye, everyone in the dormitory was there. She reached out and took out a tissue to wipe Lan Tian lightly. do you know?"

"Oh...is there any more?"

Smiling to her blue sky and shaking her head: "No more."

"Sit here and wait for me, I'll go buy dinner right away."

Ye Yu came over: "Xiaotian, you sit down with Shasha, and Fang and I will go buy it. Shasha, we bought it for you casually, knowing that you don't want to pick anything."

"Ah."

The other three girls in the dormitory, as if they knew something, all went out one after another, and Lantian Shaying was grateful and sorry for their friendly eyes.

Lan Tian stepped forward and kissed Sha Ying on the forehead, Sha Ying leaned into her arms, and tightened her arms hugging Sha Ying, she knew it must be because of going abroad, her Sha Sha would come to persuade her again, she must have been very sad God, cover her mouth with kisses...give her enough love...

Sitting side by side very intimately after dinner, everyone in the dormitory has gone to self-study, only the two of them are left.

In front of the writing desk, she hugged Lan Tian's waist, and her Lan Tian was hugging her.

"God, you know, I'm here to listen to the answer, it must be the only answer, okay? Otherwise, Shasha really has been worrying in vain these days."

"Shusha, we can be together in one and a half months, right? Xiaotian is waiting."

"I want an answer, and I'm anxious about it."

"How's the work relationship going? Tell me in detail, okay?"

"God... don't get around with me, let Shasha decide one thing for Xiaotian, just this one thing," Sha Ying looked up at Lan Tian closely, her body was already completely leaning on this person: "From now on, Shasha Just listen to Xiaotian, okay?"

Her cheek rubbed against Sha Ying's forehead...she was still patient...

"Shusha...that's really an extra thing, just like the question I asked you to do, it was all extra, you can ignore it or not take it as a thing, as long as Shasha wants to come to Shanghai, you can meet Xiaotian every day. Xiaotian has already been selfish and allowed Sasha to be willful. Please Sasha allow Xiaotian to be inseparable from Sasha. Forgive Xiaotian for his fragility in this respect, okay?

Please don't think Xiaotian is great, Xiaotian, Xiaotian is just a girl, a girl with absolute weakness, a girl who just wants to be with Shasha early and live an ordinary life, and a girl who only wants to be with Shasha... Now study hard and work hard Girls at work, rustle... rustle...could it be...does rustle want more?Impossible... swish... I know you... and I'm not wrong. "

"sky……"

"rustle……"

"How touched I should be, how happy I should be, but why am I scared? Am I sad?"

"What are you afraid of? What are you sad about? Xiaotian is here, and she doesn't want to go anywhere. If Xiaotian really leaves, no matter how scared and sad Xiaotian is, Xiaotian won't be able to see her. That's what really makes her live a bad life. , Xiaotian said, right?"

"As long as Xiaotian's heart is here in Shasha, Shasha can live well wherever Xiaotian is. Do you believe in this?"

"Why do we have to be different on this point? My heart wants to be with you, and my people want to be with you, Shasha... How can I believe that Shasha can love Xiaotian only spiritually? I don't want to or Don't understand...have you forgotten? have you forgotten...if we can do it, why should we start? Why not once in a lifetime?"

Tears fell quickly: "...God...kiss me..."

Her blue sky does not hesitate to cover her mouth...

"God...I was wrong..."

"rustle?"

"I was really wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong!"

"rustle?"

"Kiss me enough first."

"rustle……"

Seeing Sha Ying's tears welling up like a spring, I was so distressed that I panicked, and before I could wipe it off, it was Sha Ying's wild kiss... The salty smell of tears made this kiss desolate...

Sha Ying held her face in both hands, holding back her sobs. Today, a result had to be decided. She never thought that she would come to bet on her perfect score, and her heart was pierced.

"Are you going or not? I'll just ask you one last time!"

Just how much I love her, Lan Tian, ​​maybe today I can understand myself thoroughly...

"rustle?"

"Go...or not? Answer me quickly!" Her rustling was very loud.

Seeing her rustling in such an emotional state, Lan Tian became anxious: "Shusha, four years! It's not four days, even if it's four days, I won't allow it to be unplanned."

"Just not going, is it?" Sha Ying burst into tears, looking vaguely at Lan Tian's anxious expression.

"Shusha... Xiaotian won't go, let's stop arguing about this matter, how can we argue like this?"

Sha Ying immediately got off the stool and stood away from Lan Tian: "I'll count down to ten times, if you still don't go after ten times... God...don't blame Shasha..."

"what?"

"nineteen……"

"rustle!"

Follow up and hold Sha Ying's arms tightly...

"Eight...seven..." Slowly move the hands down...slid to the cocoons of the hands...tears welled up...regressed again...

Chase again: "Why do you insist on forcing me?! I just want to be with you quickly. I'm not wrong. We finally fell in love and said we love each other. Why do we have to divide again?!"

"Six...five..."

"It's you who can't leave me! You can't leave me!!"

Speaking of Sha Ying's most painful spot...she lowered her head, paused for a moment...but soon raised her head to look at the blue sky...

"four three……"

"I said you can't live without me!!! Don't...don't count!!!"

"two……"

"For me, every minute and every second, how can you bear to separate from me, how do you do it?!"

"one……"

"rustle?!"

"let's breakup……"

"What are you talking about?? Rusha!! Rusha, I don't understand!!"

"separate."

Sha Ying's whole body froze in one place, a place that was unfamiliar even to herself. Silent tears poured out stubbornly. She wanted to know where she was... Her blue sky was desperately looking for... The heartless words were left to her own say it...

"This... is my Shasha... said? Are you my Shasha? Tell me, tell me, tell me you made a mistake, tell me you made a mistake!!" She anxiously shook Shaying's shoulder ...

She turned her face to the other side, turned sideways, and wanted to remove Lan Tian's hand, but that hand was so hard... Can you soften her heart... Don't blind her eyes...

But, why the words that come out of my mouth are different...

"Allow me to stay here for one night, and I will leave tomorrow, and I will never see you again, never!"

With her back against the blue sky...

Those hands vacated in the original position as if they were scattered...

Shaking her head, she kept shaking her head, she retreated to her bed, sat on it and grabbed the hair on her forehead...

"This must be my nightmare, Shasha, are you going to rehearse an emotional scene so you come to me to find this feeling? If so, you scared me, Shasha, those two words... no Appeared between us, you must remember, okay?" Lan Tian stood up again, but another sentence came from a lonely figure:

"Don't go to my house to find me again, I won't see you again."

She once said that the misty rain of the whole life will have nothing to do with her...

At this moment, she turned around, misty rain was enveloping her entire path, she came from the painting, but she could never go back... Because she fell in love with the perfect score in the mortal world, if this time she is really two with her sweetheart The world, where should she go...

Those pierced eyes on the opposite side... can you listen to it once...just once...you will find that all the tears you shed are collected in my palm...in my arms...

Two eyelashes, floating in disorder, unable to hang down, waiting for the person opposite to let go...waiting for her full marks...

"rustle……"

She yelled... so nicely...

Sha Ying covered her mouth in grief... cried hysterically for a second...

Love to the depths, no matter how strong it is...

"I have kissed you with love and love, I have given you ten chances, and I have... said it, unless...unless you go abroad."

She stretched out the hands that were used to holding her in her arms, her heart was broken, waiting for these hands to convey a little comfort:

"Shusha... stand with me, okay? Don't be so far away from me, Shasha...then I'll be closer to you..."

"Don't come here! You... go abroad for me... Shasha hopes you go abroad... Shasha would rather wait for Xiaotian for another four years, even 40 years! Wait until I grow old and wait until I die... The person I am waiting for is you and I will not complain ..."

"...Your resentment... eats into my bones... hurts my heart... rustle..."

"Shusha cares about Xiaotian's future... Shasha cares about Xiaotian's... everything..."

"Xiaotian said... Never say those two words... Hurry up and take those two words back..."

"Xusha said...unless Xiaotian listens to Xiaotian and goes abroad, Shasha will definitely...will wait until Xiaotian comes back and let Xiaotian... hug her and kiss her..."

"...I'll go...I'll go...Shusha...don't...okay? Take...take it back, take it back quickly, hurry up... hurry up..."

"God...god...you finally agreed, didn't you?"

"I only agree that you want me to go abroad...I don't agree with the two words you said...Shusha...I'm afraid...Come here quickly...Come to my side and let me hug you..."

Her outstretched hands were so hurt, but they never let go...

"Heaven..." Sha Ying buried her head in Lan Tian's embrace, her Lan Tian hugged her so hard...almost...almost lost her...

"No... no..." Lan Tian's heart was extremely fragile, and she couldn't return to peace. Those two words spread in her mind like a curse, hurting her heart terribly.

Sha Ying hugged her neck anxiously and kissed to comfort her, why did she have to hurt her Lan Tian like this... Her Lan Tian's hands were still trembling, this fright was enough to destroy her soul, trying to kiss her tears dry: " ... God... Shasha is here... Shasha won't go away, as long as Xiaotian listens to Xiaotian once, it's just this time, from now on, it's all up to Xiaotian's arrangement, whether Shasha won't go against Xiaotian again..."

"Don't do this..." Smoothing Sha Ying's frown, she realized that her Sha Sha was also hurt.

"...I'm sorry...God... If I make you hurt...it must be because I'm already in pain, you have to understand me."

"Shusha...but...four years...you must wait for me, as you said, only I can give you your happiness."

Sha Ying nodded, listening to Lan Tian continue to say:

"Don't say you don't complain, let alone how many years you have to wait, I will only give God another four years, and when I return after four years, I will return you...a lot of love..."

Sha Ying hugged her Lan Tian tightly, a pair of hands that she obviously couldn't bear to let go, Lan Tian felt the strength tiredly: "Take care... Take care of yourself, I'm not by your side, treat yourself well, don't get sick, don't get hurt, teach Your martial arts—"

"I practice every day." Sha Ying answered immediately, with her hurt voice: "God... you... don't worry... okay? When I miss you... I danced "Love Like a Tide"...for four years ...I'll make up a lot of dances...and show you when you come back...you'll see me when you come back...I'm still sitting on the back of your bike...hands in your belts...to keep warm... ..."

Her body and mind seemed to have gone through a catastrophe, her hands hugged her body and outlined her back... The rustling of her soft voice, her compromise, so hurt two people...

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